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On the way to find Yi Ran, Ji Shui considered what kind of attitude she should use to contact Yi Ran. The five years of silence was destined to be the place where she could not forgive Yi Ran. So, she should use an attitude of apology or loss. ?Obviously not, this will virtually increase the distance between the two of them.that gentle?It's not too good either. Thinking about the previous relationship, she basically dominated the roles of the two of them invisibly. When she was flamboyant, Yiran automatically restrained herself. She became weak, but Yiran felt tough.No matter under the bed or on the bed, in front of her, Yi Ran is usually weak when she is strong, and strong when she is weak.

Then go with your temper, her temper is a bit strong, and she has to be strong with Yi Ran, Yi Ran is too tolerant and too restrained, if there is no courageous leader between them, I'm afraid they will never meet again.

After making up his mind, Ji Shui really followed his temperament - breaking into houses without permission.

Yi Ran kept the room clean and tidy. The living room is quite big, with not much furniture. The sofa, coffee table, TV and a strip table by the window for drawing are all standing there neatly. The brown floor is spotless. , Ji Shui saw that there were no extra slippers in the shoe cabinet by the door, so she simply took off her shoes and walked in barefoot.

Faced with Ji Shui's going her own way, Yi Ran had no choice but to do anything. As the eleventh approached, the weather was getting colder and her bare feet were vulnerable to cold, so she went to the bedroom cabinet and brought her a new pair of slippers.There was a doraemon printed on the front of the slippers, which she bought a while ago because she looked cute, but Ji Shui took the lead.

Ji Shui put on her slippers and turned to look at Yi Ran, but Yi Ran didn't look at her or speak, just sat on the sofa and read a magazine.

"Yi Ran," Ji Shui walked up to Yi Ran and tugged at her sleeve, "Yi Ran, let's have a chat."

There was some begging in Ji Shui's voice, Yi Ran softened her heart, closed the magazine, and asked, "How did you find this place?"

Seeing that Yi Ran ignored her, Ji Shui joked, "I followed her."

"I'll be home at six o'clock." Now it's past eight o'clock, are you lying to me?

"I was downstairs, hesitating whether to come up."

"How do you know the house number?"

"Ring the doorbell one by one."

Yi Ran opened the magazine again, not wanting to hear her nonsense anymore.

Ji Shui tugged at her sleeve again and said, "I'm having dinner with Xiang Shang tonight."

Some things don't need to be said.

Yi Ran was stunned, and understood everything in an instant. Looking at Ji Shui's attitude tonight, she knew that Xiang Shang must have completely escaped.

"Know everything?" She asked mechanically.

"Well, I know everything about you."

Feeling a little confused, she closed the magazine again and chased away customers: "You should go."

"I won't go," Ji Shui was a little thirsty, and Yi Ran didn't pour water for her, but she was not polite, and took a sip from Yi Ran's cup, Yi Ran angrily glared at her rudeness, she just watched not see.

The phone rang, and it belonged to Fang Jiahui. Now is not the time to make a call, so Ji Shui turned off the phone directly, regardless of whether Yi Ran listened, and said to himself: "My dad was double-regulated back then, and everything in the family was messed up. My parents got divorced, my uncle's company went downhill, the newspapers commented, the internet yelled at me, and the whole family was turned upside down. You know, a good person doesn't necessarily make a good official. My dad may not be considered in the traditional sense. But he is really a good official, but the political struggle is too cruel. Anyway, I fell from the cloud into the stinky ditch, and I couldn't turn around at once. I wanted to go to Hong Kong to accompany my mother while Give yourself some time to accept this reality, and think about coming back to explain all this to you after adjusting your mentality. It’s just a coincidence that our photos were seen by my mother, and my uncompromising made her very sad. Dad’s and What happened to me caused her to be hit one after another, and she even had a tendency to be depressed. Later, she asked me to make a choice for a period of five years. If I still have to be with you within five years, she agreed that we should be together, but only if We can't have any form of contact. I agreed. My mother didn't monitor me at all, and everything was done on my own. I thought I could call you secretly, but I couldn't. I was afraid that if she knew about it, her depression would worsen. Secondly, I feel that the things promised and the promises made must be fulfilled, otherwise I should not promise. This is my bottom line. It’s just that you have suffered because you have waited for me all these years without knowing it. Yi Ran, I'm sorry."

Yi Ran, who had been silent all this time, suddenly changed her face. She didn't like to hear Ji Shui say sorry to her, and even hated these three words very much. She had resented and angered Ji Shui all these years, but I'm sorry?She never thought about it.Ji Shui had said sorry to her the day they met again, and now she said that these three words were like a hammer, which made her feel distressed. Ji Shui shouldn't be someone who can say sorry, this is not her character at all, She also couldn't hear what she said. Sorry, these three words are too serious.She bit her lip, suppressed some subversive emotions, and said, "You have nothing to be sorry for me, don't say these three words again in the future. These years...how have you been?"

"All these years? These years, I have been away from home and alone, and there is no one to rely on. In turn, I want to be my mother's support..." Ji Shui just said one sentence and didn't want to say any more. She is not a person who likes to complain, so she just smiled wryly, Said: "There is a saying that is good - if you are not strong, who will show you as cowardly? So I always show you the best side. I don't like to say how difficult I have been in these years. I don't like you. Compared to knowing whether I am dead or alive and waiting with my heart hanging all day long, this difficulty for me is nothing. You know, I am not very good at talking about love, but I really want to tell you, Yi Ran, I miss you , and never forget that you are waiting for me."

Yi Ran was even more confused and bored. She suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, so she took out a box of Moore from the coffee table drawer and went to the balcony to smoke.

Ji Shui followed her to the balcony, and continued: "It's been five years, and my mother agreed to my coming back when she saw that I was still stubborn. I know, this is actually a kind of tacit consent. Before I came to Beijing, I had been working at Sotheby's." , Fang Jiahui is my work partner, she likes me, and it is impossible for me to like anyone else except you, Fang Jiahui and I are just friends."

Neon lights flickered in the distance, and car horns sounded one after another. Yi Ran looked at the dim street lights downstairs and asked, "Would you like Fang Jiahui without me?"

"Fang Jiahui? After all, she is a beauty, and few people would not like it." Ji Shui leaned against the window and said, "However, without you, I would never know what liking and love are, let alone know Will I be with a man or a woman. You are the only one."

"It seems that you are also good to her."

"I don't hate her, I even admire her. We are friends, that's all." Ji Shui said seriously: "How can a person who owns a forest stop for a tree? Yi Ran, you are a forest, my " Then, she recited a love letter written by Shen Congwen to Zhang Zhaohe - "I am not a leader, and I don't need other women to serve me with a slave's heart, but I am willing to be a slave, dedicate my heart, and give me love I said that I love you very stubbornly, and this kind of words cannot be replaced by other words, because it is my slavishness.” —— After reciting, there was silence for a few seconds, and then said: “I am also a Slave, it's yours."

Who said Ji Shui can't talk about love?After these years of social experience, her love talk is obviously going to reach its peak, Yi Ran complained, and her mind became more and more chaotic.

She had finished smoking one cigarette, and she took out another one, and within two puffs, the cigarette in her hand was gently pinched by Ji Shui. She turned to look at Ji Shui, but Ji Shui didn't look at her. After the cigarette was extinguished, it was thrown into the trash can in the corner.

Yi Ran stopped looking at her and stared at the streetlight in a daze.

It is said that it will rain tonight, and the clouds are a bit thick, as if wrapped in more than ten layers of quilts, and the suppressed lights are illusory.

What should be chaotic is still chaotic. For the time being, she didn't want to think about anything, so she let herself go.

Faintly, Ji Shui's words sounded like a promise: "The regrets caused by past mistakes cannot be made up for, but it can be done without regrets in the future. Yi Ran, I'm back, I won't let you You stop smoking. For the rest of your life, you don't have to smoke again."