Blind, in love with you

Ye Qinghe sat in the living room and made a phone call: "An Yu still hasn't contacted you? I'm sorry Director Zhong, I've been bothering you, can I trouble you to keep in touch with me? Okay, thank you..."

Aunt Chen stood at the entrance of the kitchen and looked worriedly at Ye Qinghe's hazy figure sitting on the sofa.It has been more than two weeks since the second young master ran home from the hospital and found that Teacher An Yu had really left. It has been more than two weeks now, and the cigarettes that he had quit originally had become even worse.Now as long as he stays at home, the whole space will be full of smoke. Aunt Chen can't wait to have a super powerful range hood at home, which can suck all the smoke from the living room.

During this time, Ye Qinghe was not only smoking wildly, but also frantically looking for people.He kept going to the hospital to harass Director Zhong and the ophthalmology department, and kept asking the nurse if he had contact with An Yu?When is the next time you'll be volunteering at a children's eye clinic telling stories?

Ye Qinghe first went to the hospital to find Director Zhong of the ophthalmology department.He was their introducer, and Ye Qinghe pestered him to ask if he knew where Teacher An Yu had gone.

Director Zhong had heard from Director Yang that Ye Qinghe fell into a coma inexplicably after suffering a slight impact, then woke up suddenly, and miraculously regained his sight.Now seeing Ye Qinghe whose eyesight has really recovered, he was very pleasantly surprised at first: "Your eyesight has really recovered? Congratulations." Then he asked in a daze: "Then your eyes are all healed, and you don't need a caregiver , what else do you want to do with An Yu?"

I don't need a caregiver, but I need An Yu.Ye Qinghe thought so in his heart, but he didn't dare to say it out, fearing that such an unusual emotion would frighten the old director.I had to falter and say that he was so grateful to An Yu and wanted to give him a big red envelope in person.

Director Zhong smiled and said no.He told Ye Qinghe that Teacher An Yu's family is actually very good, and he is not short of money.Even the account that he handed over to Ye Qing and the special assistant to arrange for his salary to be credited was the donation account of the Eye Care Foundation established by the hospital.It means that his salary for taking care of Ye Qing and these three months is directly donated to the Eye Foundation to help poor and vulnerable sick children.

Ye Qinghe was very surprised: "Then he didn't want to make money, why did he take the job of taking care of me?"

Director Zhong smiled and said: "He is soft-hearted. I kept begging him, but he couldn't refuse me, so I had to go. Fortunately, he behaved well and didn't embarrass me."

"Okay, okay, the relationship between your patient and the caregiver is over. An Yu is actually a very lazy person. He probably knows that your eyes are healed and you don't need him anymore, so he went home to rest. Don't bother him anymore, the doctor-patient relationship and the nurse-patient relationship are like this, if the patient recovers, our relationship will end, isn't that very good?"

"He and I are not just in a nursing relationship! We are in a relationship!" The retort was blocked in his heart, and Ye Qinghe's face darkened instantly.

Director Zhong ignored the black-faced Ye Qinghe, and still smiled and sent him to the outpatient room: "By the way, you still have to go back to Director Yang to read the report again when you are free. I heard that you ran away suddenly last time. Even the MRI He didn’t even read the resonance report, which made him mad.”

Ye Qinghe met Director Zhong's soft nails and did not give up.In addition to trying to get Director Zhong's phone to harass him every day, he also went to harass the children's ophthalmology ward.

The nurse at the children's eye department said: "An Yu hasn't come here for a long time. I said I have something to do a few months ago, so I can't come for the time being." Another nurse also answered: "It seems that I haven't been here since October last year. You What's the matter with him?"

October was the time when Ye Qinghe was discharged from the hospital and returned home.From then on, An Yu gave him almost all of his time.In particular, Aunt Chen couldn't be there every day, sometimes she only appeared once or twice a week, and An Yu also dutifully stayed by his side.He seldom went home, and even when he first agreed to work in the restaurant every week, he often came back after a visit, which meant that he brought the account book back to read.

From October last year to January this year, for three whole months, Teacher An was almost by his side. Why did he not even have time to take a look at it at the end?

"Do you have any other contact information for him here?" Ye Qinghe suppressed the discomfort in his heart, and asked the nurse: "I was a patient he took care of before, and he left after my vision recovered. I didn't have time to thank him in person. he."

"That's it, I'll look for it." Xiao Zhen, the nurse, took out her mobile phone and wanted to find a number. The head nurse came out of the office, pressed Xiao Zhen's hand inadvertently, and said to Ye Qinghe with a smile: "This gentleman doesn't care. Sorry, we can't disclose other people's information at will, or would you like to leave your name and phone number, if An Yu has contacted us, we will convey it to you, tell An Yu that you are looking for him, and ask him to contact you, please?"

When Xiao Zhen heard what the head nurse said, she suddenly realized that she was too careless and almost sold An Yu to a stranger.If this person is a bad person, An Yu will be harmed.She stuck her tongue out and ran off to work.

Ye Qinghe had no choice but to leave his own information, and please, Wan please, the head nurse, if there is any news about An Yu, please let him know.

He even approached Nurse Xiaozhen several times in private, Xiaozhen was so entangled by him that he had no choice but to call An Yu in front of him, and Ye Qinghe was determined to hear that the other end of the phone was still "Sorry, please wait a moment." Dial again" mechanical voice.

Ye Qinghe tried all the methods he could think of, and even asked Zhang Yongfeng to find a way to find a company that specializes in finding people for help, but he couldn't find An Yu who was determined to disappear.

Ye Qinghe could only sit at home in a daze, staring blankly at his phone.

The phone number is still unavailable.He just couldn't figure out how this An Yu could turn off his phone for so many days. He didn't want to contact him, so he wanted to cut off his connection with the whole world?What made him even more puzzled was that it was fine for An Yu to delete his phone number, but why did he delete his photos?Is he so unwilling to see his true face in Lushan?

You always say you are ugly, how ugly is it?So ugly that he has no confidence at all, so ugly that he can't face his boyfriend?

Ye Qinghe stared blankly at the only selfie taken when he was blind in his mobile phone. Looking at the time and composition of the selfie, he guessed that it was the first time he went downstairs to walk with a stick. He asked An Yu to take a photo with him. The one to keep as a souvenir.

That's how the little bastard An Yu took a group photo of him?The bully couldn't see him, so he left an ear to take a photo with him, and kindly didn't delete this photo, so that he could see his heroic posture walking with a stick for the first time.

The daylight was very bright that day, and he remembered that An Yu reached out and touched the little mole under his eyes, blew into his ear, and said he was handsome.In the photo, Ye Qinghe was smiling happily wearing big sunglasses, but he just wanted to know if An Yu was also smiling so happily at that time.

Ye Qinghe zoomed in on An Yu's ear, once zoomed in, the ear became blurred, the rough grainy texture seemed to be the fluffy hair on the ear, Ye Qinghe touched it lightly before, it was cool and soft , put it down.

He stared at that ear for a long time before he weakly lowered his hand and put down the phone, leaned his head back on the sofa, and closed his eyes wearily.

Aunt Chen, who had been standing at the entrance of the kitchen, saw Ye Qinghe finally put down her phone, and hurriedly said, "Second Young Master, it's time to eat."

"I'm not hungry, you go back first, I'll eat later." Ye Qinghe said weakly.The cigarette in his hand was almost burnt to the end, he sat up straight again and extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray.

These days, Ye Qinghe can't eat like this, saying that he will eat later, but often when Aunt Chen comes the next day, he finds that either only a small mouthful of rice has been dug out of the rice pot, or the entire table is completely intact. Nothing but another empty bottle of wine.The second young master had just recovered, so he was so restless, smoking and drinking too much, unable to eat and sleep well, which made Aunt Chen very worried.

"Qinghe," Aunt Chen called his name seriously and rarely, and gave him an order: "Go to eat."

Ye Qinghe shook his head, his tone was aggrieved: "I can't eat it."

"If you are full, you will have the strength to find someone." Aunt Chen walked to Ye Qinghe and sat down, patted his hand: "You don't eat, drink or sleep now, and you don't have the energy or energy to think about Teacher An Yu. You are obedient, go to eat first, take a bath after eating, and sleep. When you wake up tomorrow, think about why Teacher An left, and where did you go? Is there any friend you can contact? superior?"

Ye Qinghe still shook his head.He was really angry with himself, why didn't he think of getting to know more An Yu's friends and ask more about his family?Even if you ask him more about where he lives and the name of the restaurant where he works, it will be fine!So much so that now he doesn't even know which district his home is in, or where he might be haunted. It's like looking for a needle in a haystack, and he doesn't know where to find someone.

No matter how frustrated and wronged Ye Qinghe is now, Auntie Chen dragged him to the dining table and sat down, forcing Ye Qinghe to finish half a bowl of rice and drink a bowl of chicken soup, and then drove him into the room to take a shower, and then take a good rest. sleep a while.These days, Ye Qinghe has made himself emaciated, and if this continues, he will collapse before Teacher An is found.

Aunt Chen pushed Ye Qinghe into the bedroom, threatening that if he didn't go in to take a bath, she would go in and help him wash, forcing Ye Qinghe to go into the bathroom helplessly.The hot water splashed on the head, and what Aunt Chen said just now rang in her head: "When you are clear-headed, think about why Teacher An left?"

In fact, Ye Qinghe has been afraid to think about it these days.

He blamed An Yu's behavior of avoiding seeing him and even deleting all photos after he learned that he had regained his sight, to An Yu's inferiority complex, so he left without saying goodbye and didn't let him see him.

But Ye Qinghe has been unwilling to think about another possibility, that is, An Yu is still angry.

He never forgot how the two broke up the night before he fell into a coma.

He was still unable to explain the unexpected conflict encountered in the night market.He wants to hide from An Yu the wickedness and absurdity of the past, but just "concealing" is a taboo in itself.It's not that he doesn't know how deeply An Yu was hurt by the last relationship, and it's not that he's so frightened now that he gives up as soon as he smells dishonesty.

An Yu may have lost the ability to persist in a relationship.

He doesn't believe in anyone, he just believes in nothing.

He just believes that everything is fake.Only hurt is real, deceit is real.

He is no longer willing, or incapable, to pay any more.

Can this kind of An Yu resist any hesitation?

no.Ye Qinghe knew it well.

(to be continued……)

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See you tomorrow morning at ten o'clock~~~~