are you a clown

Lin Chensan would not forgive such a person if he laughed at someone while they were telling the truth.Of course, in many cases, it is enough time for us to distinguish whether these people are sincere when they speak.

Not wanting to be used as a public opinion weapon for others to express their opinions, nor to be a seemingly ruthless reasoner who came to fight, Lin Chensan chose to remain silent most of the time.On many occasions today, the polarization of opinions has actually become a trend, which cannot be changed or stopped.

It is pointless to criticize either side.

But at this time, let's assume that Er Jiasi himself is sincere, and what he said is the truth.Anyway, even Lin Chensan himself can't always keep certain words in his heart for a long time.

Putting both hands in the pockets, lowering her head, she could see the embroidery on the neckline of the sweater. She let out a soft breath, and some steaming heat immediately drifted to the lenses of the glasses, forming a layer of fog, while the cold air flowing in the air The air quickly washed away the layer of mist, and Lin Chensan's eyes regained a pure light.

Lin Chensan stopped beside a roadside stone: "I have a younger brother." After she said that, she turned her eyes to Er Jiasi's face, and signaled to the other party with her eyes that if the other party is willing to listen to her, she can continue talking. If she doesn't want to, she won't speak.

And Er Jiasi said, "Say it."

"We are six years apart. Well, I am six years older than him. The rural family is also a left-behind family. When I was young, my grandparents took care of me. We grew up together, but I don't like him. Because my grandparents are patriarchal. But He doesn't have many friends who can play with him. On the one hand, his grandparents are too protective of him. On the other hand, there is also my sister. Grandpa and grandma always want me to take him with him, so he can't always play with his peers. .Until I entered junior high school, our relationship can be called very good. After all, grandpa and grandma are patriarchal, so it’s not his fault, right. I live on campus in junior high school, come back once a week, and then high school , I come back once a month. It was okay back then. Things changed when I was in college. Well, I probably won’t go home once in half a year. I don’t remember if it was the year before or last year. , I always feel a little vivid in my memory. When I go home, he treats me very badly. To be more precise, it should be said that he is very disdainful. When I was eating at the table, I don’t remember any quarrels. I just remember him saying, 'What, you have the face to talk to me like that after you passed the college entrance examination.' It would be a lie to say that you won't feel sad when you hear that kind of words, but I'm very surprised, how could he become like that? It's out of shape."

Lin Jiasan paused for a moment before continuing: "I found out later that after he entered our county high school after the senior high school entrance examination, he got up at 05:30 every morning and finished class at 1000:[-] in the evening. Life until one o'clock in the morning. But that's how it is. After the division of arts and sciences, among the [-] people in the science grade, he can only barely stabilize at about [-]. Sometimes he will drop to the seventh grade if he relaxes a little bit. He wants to go to a better [-] school, it should be said that he can get into a [-] school, and the top [-] in the grade is the most basic thing."

"He is not a person who can deal with people. He was originally a child in the countryside. What he can be proud of in junior high school is a smarter mind and impressive grades. All these have become obsolete after entering high school. , so that if you don’t work hard, you will become the poor student you looked down on the most. I forgot to mention that our county high school was one of the [-] provincial key high schools in the province in [-], and it was a provincial model high school in [-]. .So having a smarter mind is nothing special at all. But that’s it. Apart from having a smarter mind, the children of other families also have the help provided by their families. They can hire one-on-one teachers and go to Going to a cram school that checks for omissions and fills in vacancies, and can have things like the so-called secret practice papers obtained by the teacher through special channels...Under such competitive pressure, he has no time to spend on things other than learning. He has no time to go Playing around with his peers, he doesn't know how to keep up with what others are talking about, to talk about current national affairs, to understand what stars are in what TV dramas some female classmates say. In the eyes of the teacher, he even It can be said that he has a withdrawn personality and will become the most problematic student in the class at any time. It can be said that his ability to deal with people is almost zero, and his emotional intelligence is almost negative. It is easy to stir up other people's anger with a few words and make them angry, but I I also know that was not his original intention."

"He is a good boy. When I hated him the most, he didn't utter a bad word when he asked me to forgive him except crying outside the door. However, after I left home, my relationship with him changed. In his limited life, the only thing he can rely on is himself. No one teaches him what is good, and no one teaches him what is bad. The standard of good and evil is not as good as the results. The few shallow marks used to divide the batches. He has done his best to be the kind of good student he wants to be in this world. If the marks are not up to the standard, character and morality For such a thing, where does the time come from to wake yourself up? Three years in high school is said to be very long, but it is actually very short.”

"Maybe some parents see their children studying so hard, so they will say not to study, take a rest, and if they fail in the exam, they will fail in the exam. Even if they go to a more ordinary university, then The last one is a little more common, not a big deal. But I want to say that the strongest blow to a child is not beating like sticks, nor scolding like words, but choosing to give up before the child chooses to give up. Lost that kind of expectation out of thin air. He himself is still insisting on getting a future as bright as possible and a life without regrets. His steps."

"If he can't stand it, he'll say it. Maybe he won't say it, because he knows it's useless. Again, everyone else, including me, is useless except himself. Maybe like him Such a person, even if he succeeds in the college entrance examination and enters a good university, three years of non-stop work will only turn into four years of non-stop work, and his grades will become grade points. He is going to compete with his classmates for life and death. But what can he do? He has dedicated his so-called youth to the score in his youthful years. None of us can, and none of us can let him get the same After that, he is required to have a moral character superior to that of ordinary people.”

"I can only say that the world is often tolerant of geniuses. It's just that people like him have already shouldered all the blame that geniuses need to suffer if they fail to become geniuses. He doesn't know how to live normally for a long time. .”

"Maybe the example I gave is a bit extreme, but there are always times like this in our lives. One time the exam was very bad, and one time the leadership arranged things to be done well, and it felt like the sky was about to fall. We can only know how blue and beautiful the sky in the outside world is when we step out of the well where we sat in the well. The sky you see is the whole world we can have, right?!"

Lin Chensan stopped here, she was so excited that she almost lost herself in what she said. It had been a long time since she expressed her thoughts on something like this. After she finished speaking, she did not forget to add: "I'm done."

Er Jiasi has been listening silently. When Lin Jiasan was talking about certain parts, she wanted to interrupt several times, but she was indeed a very good listener. She waited until Lin Chensan finished speaking. At this time, she finally endured. Can't stop.

"But...the price is too high!" Er Jiasi blushed, she leaned forward slightly, her hands were clenched into fists at her sides, she couldn't help being angry about this, "The college entrance examination is indeed life. An important threshold in life, a watershed, but that is not all. We will encounter many difficulties on the road of life, and many difficulties cannot be clearly explained by the answers on paper. You can’t do this, you Anyway, it is his sister, you should have a heart-to-heart talk with him, have a good chat with him, study is very important, but if you regard the score as everything, if one day the goal he is trying to get is unable to be achieved, you must What if you can’t get back up from the bottom of the valley? Psychologically fragile people will fail no matter what field they are in, no matter what they do. People who drop out of school for reasons other than grades... In this day and age, it is too stupid to use the theory of only fractions."

"No score theory, is it only quality theory?" Lin Chensan smiled, "Don't be so excited. It's too stupid, I admit, it is really stupid. But I ask: Do you really think that all college entrance examination candidates Are they on the same starting line? The college entrance examination is not a passing exam, but a competitive exam. In this regard, there is no difference between me doing my job and you studying your graduate degree."

"No, no, no, I don't know if I haven't worked before, but graduate students are usually able to graduate normally..." Er Jiasi hastily defended.

"That's right, you said it was average." Lin Jiasan made a pause gesture, "I don't know if what I said can help you, but okay, I really want to go back this time."