are you a clown

"Goo~~"

The sound of Lin Chensan's stomach growling.

Lin Jianwu, who took off the earphones, naturally heard it too, paused the video, put down the earphones, walked to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator, she glanced at it, and then said to Lin Chensan: "Tomato egg noodles, do you want to eat?"

With only one option, Lin Chensan could only nod.

"Then Lin Chensan, please help me get some tomatoes." Lin Jianwu came out with half a pack of dried noodles in one hand, "I'll close the refrigerator door."

Lin Chensan stepped on his shoes and took them off, then stepped on the plastic slippers for bathing with his socks, walked to Lin Jianwu, and looked into the refrigerator.

In just a few days, before Lin Chensan knew it, the refrigerator was already filled to the brim with Lin Jianwu.

"How many?" Lin Jiasan said.

"One is fine, if you like, two are fine." Lin Jianwu did not take off the gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of her nose, and she looked at Lin Chensan with a gentle and elegant look.

For a tomato, it depends on how Lin Jianwu is holding the noodles, there is no need to come here by himself, but it is impossible for Lin Jiasan to think too much about this, so he can only think that Lin Jianwu is really incompetent.

He took a tomato and followed Lin Jianwu into the kitchen. After the tomato was handed over to Lin Jianwu, Lin Jianwu said, "Can you help me peel two cloves of garlic?"

The garlic was in a small wire mesh bag hanging on a hook next to the sink. When Lin Chensan reached out to take it, her arm accidentally touched Lin Jianwu's shoulder. After garlic, I squatted to the trash can on the side.

There is a feeling of electric shock.

She didn't understand why this happened, and she didn't want to understand why it happened.

This is very strange, of course she knows it is very strange, but... Lin Jiasan can't explain this feeling, she always feels that she can easily become overwhelmed in front of Lin Jianwu.

After the noodles were blanched, they were taken out and placed on a plate, then the tomatoes and garlic were chopped and fried in the pan for a while, and Lin Jianwu poured the juices of the tomatoes and garlic onto the steaming noodles.

Lin Jianwu pinched her chin and was still a little dissatisfied: "I should buy another special pot for cooking. When the tomatoes are out of the pot, the noodles are almost cold."

Lin Jiasan felt that this was already very good.If it were her, she wouldn't have made so many bells and whistles, but her face was cold and turned into lumps, as long as she was familiar, she could eat it.

After all, appetite is not advisable.

The boundaries of the kitchen are not suitable for eating.

So the latter result is obvious, Lin Jianwu is sitting on the sofa watching the video, and Lin Jiasan is sitting next to her making noodles.

Lin Jiasan felt that she was undervalued like this, but after a short period of restlessness, she was able to return to her previous state, so although she was a little restless, she could still eat noodles with peace of mind.

"Lin Chensan, do you think I should concentrate on preparing for the second architectural exam or the first architectural exam?"

Lin Chensan, who was concentrating on eating noodles, didn't realize that Lin Jianwu was talking to her when he heard Lin Jianwu's words at first, until she realized later that her name was mentioned in that sentence.

The second building refers to the second-level architect, and the first construction refers to the first-level construction engineer.Lin Chensan still knew this, but she couldn't help being surprised: "Ask me?"

"Well, the second construction is the exam in the first half of the year, and the first construction is the exam in the second half of the year, but if you prepare at the same time, you will definitely not be able to pass either. Which do you think I should pass first?"

Lin Jianwu's expression was very serious, so serious that Lin Chensan felt that if he didn't answer seriously, he would be sorry for the bowl of noodles that the other party cooked for him.

Lin Chensan said: "I don't know much about this, but in terms of your employment prospects, which one do you think will help you the most in your work?"

"Of course it is the second building. I do architectural design. I will definitely open my own studio in the future, but now the design unit is encouraged to do construction, and the construction unit is to do design. The first construction is hung in my unit, and the income for me is also great. There are not a few of them." The biasedness of Lin Jianwu's answer is already obvious.

"Then build the second building." Lin Chensan ate his noodles and said, "If you are short of money, build the first building."

"It's like you didn't say anything."

At this time, Lin Chensan had already finished the last mouthful of noodles, she took a piece of toilet paper on the table, wiped her mouth: "So Miss Jian Wu, are you short of money?"

Looking at the drive to move without bringing anything a few days ago, it should not be lacking.But if you think that the more money the better, then just pretend that Lin Chensan didn't say anything.

"Then I'll concentrate on preparing for the second building." After understanding the meaning of Lin Chensan's subtext, Lin Jianwu made his decision very quickly.

So, why ask her?Lin Chensan didn't understand at all.The other party probably doesn't know that his undergraduate degree is civil engineering, so he is not afraid of throwing out a sentence, and he doesn't understand it?

When she was about to go to the kitchen to wash the dishes, she heard Lin Jianwu say again: "Lin Chensan, do you have any troubles?"

With one hand on the nape of his neck, Lin Chensan looked at Lin Jianwu, and found that the other party had just opened a CAD software on the computer screen, and immediately caught the eye's eye. The general design diagram, the red and green crossing lines are as complicated as the Indian power grid.She didn't know what kind of mood the other party was asking her.

After thinking for a while, Lin Chensan lowered her head, looked at the edge of the plate and said, "I... I have been in a state of confusion since a very early age, not knowing what to do, nor what can be done. I do it, but I don’t know what the meaning of hard work is... In short, it’s hard to have that kind of passion, I’m not interested in anything, and sometimes I think, anyway, I can’t do anything, I can’t do anything well. It’s fine if you don’t do anything, as long as you become waste, you won’t be used by others. If you do a mess at the beginning, you will be messed up later, and no one will say anything. It’s better to know nothing than to know. I can’t do anything strong, and comics, novels, dramas and games have less and less effect on me. Maybe, I will repeat every day in the future, and I won’t even think about how to spend a day. I live a simple life Just to live, it has no meaning at all, I don't know what people live for..."

She had a little understanding of Er Jiasi's mood. This kind of heartfelt words are not very close, or sounded by people who can empathize with them, and most of them can only lead to ridicule.But just like Er Jiasi missed her, she also missed Lin Jianwu.Lin Jiasan thinks it is a good thing to be able to understand Lin Jianwu's attitude towards her in this regard.

"Did something happen to you today?" Lin Jianwu compared the thumb and index finger of her left hand and put it on her chin. She looked at Lin Chensan and blinked.

Lin Jiasan didn't see it, she was still in a dejected state: "It's been a long time since I talked about my family with others, and then when I was working at night, I remembered that all the work since graduation had nothing to do with the university major, and I deeply felt the meaning of my life. fail……"

"Although it's a bit redundant to ask, I still want to ask, why don't you find a job related to this major?"

"Because the undergraduate volunteers are filled randomly. I never thought that I would work in a related major after graduation from university."

"I think volunteering for the college entrance examination is very important. Just like men are afraid of entering the wrong line of work, women are afraid of marrying the wrong man. Sometimes a good major is better than a good school."

"But no one told me..."

"...Hmmm."

"At that time, I thought that as long as I graduated from a bachelor's degree, I could find a job without pressure. I didn't think much about it. No one told me how to fill in the majors, and what majors were suitable for me...No one put themselves in my shoes. I My wish was decided by one person within half an hour..."

Lin Chensan didn't say any more, the soft touch of her left shoulder made her froze all over, and then her hand, her right hand was pulled up by Lin Jianwu, of course, her mind was also pulled up together, all of her look.

Soft to the touch.

Lin Jianwu half-kneeled on the sofa, just wearing pajamas like last night, but not wearing a bra, so the feeling of soft touch is self-evident, but the other party does not have this feeling, the two With one hand, one hand held her four fingers, and the other hand landed on the thicker part of the palm, pressing gently, the long hair on the sideburns hanging down almost to her chin, Lin Jian Wu Zheng straightened her body and looked down at her from above: "Lin Chensan, I think it's a waste of time to indulge in the past."

"Tagore said, if you shed tears because you miss the sun, you will also miss the stars. It is very difficult to do everything very well... It is completely impossible to have a completely smooth road... "

"Elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, until entering the society, each stage of life will have its own difficulties..."

"How well do you know yourself? Like this hand, the temperature, the color of the palm... How long are the fingers... How well-defined are the knuckles... Do you like sweating... And the feeling..."

"Have you ever been bitten on your hand?"

After hearing Lin Jianwu's question, Lin Jiasan shook her head. She wondered, did she not know when her hand was injured and the wound formed a scar?

Just as he was about to withdraw his hand, the part of the palm that was pressed by Lin Jianwu soon felt a pain and numbness.Lin Jianwu bit her palm and said: "Slight tingling, it's good, it won't hurt very much, but it can make people sober. Remember this feeling well."

"When I encounter some mental pressure, I often use this method to relieve the pressure. Even if the emotions at the time are very negative, I can cheer up in a blink of an eye. Now I will teach you this method, Lin Jiasan. I hope it will be useful to you."

Under the numbness, you can still feel the existence of Lin Jianwu's tongue, and it's still from this angle...

For Lin Jiasan, who is gay, the next step was not something she could calmly think about. She blushed and just said, "No, it's very useful."

--------------------

The author has something to say:

If there is a little more, then I will change it to one a day.I didn't expect that one day rushing too fast would also be a problem.