are you a clown

"Everyone has his own aspirations. If so, there is really no way." Lin Jianwu still said with a smile, roughly looking, the mood is still upward.

Lin Jianwu didn't force it, but Lin Chensan's conscience ached again with that fleeting gloomy look.I always feel that if I don't say something about it, I can't eat this meal.

If you don't bring someone like her, you'll refuse her so fast after eating her soft mouth.

So Lin Chensan ate everything on the plate indiscriminately, and said to Lin Jianwu: "Although I really don't have the idea to develop in architectural design, if there is anything else I can do, I will definitely try my best to help." .”

The kindness of a drop of water is said to be repaid by the spring, and the kindness of a meal cannot be remembered for a lifetime. Besides, even now, Lin Jianwu has the kindness of two meals for him.

Lin Jianwu listened to Lin Chensan's words, she seemed to think about it, and then said: "In the past few noons, I don't think you have come back Sansan, but don't you usually rest in the afternoon?"

First asked such a question.

Of course, Lin Chensan would not say that she was avoiding Lin Jianwu, and she lied as soon as she opened her mouth: "Because I get off work at one o'clock in the afternoon, it will be almost two o'clock for a casual meal, and then I have to go back to work at five o'clock in the afternoon." When I go to work, I feel that it is useless to come back for three hours, it is better to stay in the company. The time passes quickly."

"Have you thought about spending these three hours studying?"

"what?"

Lin Jianwu covered her mouth with her sleeves, and the gleam in her eyes was innocent and full of expectation: "I will concentrate on preparing for the second building according to Sansan, but this is the same as finding a fellow student for the postgraduate entrance examination. , it’s easy to get slack in studying alone, Sansan, can you accompany me to study?”

"Erzhu? Erzhu needs to study mechanics, I'm not good at this at all."

"You don't have to take the same exam as me. You can apply for the second-level construction and second-level construction engineer exams. I have applied for the second-level exam before. If you have any questions about this, you can come to me at any time, Sansan."

"Ah this..."

"If you are worried, I can pay for the books and registration fees. You only need to devote a certain amount of time to study every day. With the current time until the end of May, studying while working is a bit urgent, but I don’t have the strength to fight.” After speaking, Lin Jianwu had already started to help Lin Chensan think about it.

Lin Chensan felt that his brow had started to sweat: "Subjects to apply for..."

"Just take the road test that I took before."

Speaking of this, there is no way to turn back, but Lin Jiasan still has a sense of dying: "After I graduated from college, I feel that IQ has plummeted, and I am afraid that I will fail to pass a class by then, and I will waste your money for nothing. .”

"Don't have too much psychological burden. It still needs a certain sense of urgency to pass the three subjects at once, but even if you only pass two or one of them, you can lay a solid psychological foundation for the next exam. Second Construction The subject of the course is a two-year flow system, so you only need to pass three subjects within two years. Besides, the textbook fee and registration fee are not much."

Well, that's all been said.If he still insisted on refusing, Lin Chensan felt that he no longer needed the shame to live in this world.

Lin Chensan only said: "Miss Jian Wu, you work in the design institute. There should be many colleagues of the same age who are preparing for the certificate in this field. Like you, as long as you are willing to look for it, there should be no shortage of candidates Examiner."

"But I don't want to look for them." Lin Jianwu replied very quickly, "It's better for you Sansan."

"..."

"If I pass the exam, I'll charge you [-] for Sansan." Lin Jianwu stretched out his right thumb, grinned, and showed a confident smile, "[-] is a word for money in games, um, three Three, if you don’t play the game, you can also discount it.”

At first glance, this kind of tone is the kind of post bar. Every time a new card pool is released, the forum will post a post to draw people to give monthly cards to accumulate character.Lin Chensan really wants to be rich, and she also wants to play like this, but for now, the answer is the priority: "Do I look like the kind of person who doesn't play games?"

"I didn't mean to belittle you, Sansan." Lin Jianwu panicked all of a sudden, and quickly waved her hands, "I just read Sansan's daily working hours, and I haven't seen you play games..."

"But I've never seen you play games, Miss." Although Lin Chensan didn't want to admit it, Lin Chensan actually liked seeing Lin Jianwu flustered.

"That's because when I was playing the game, you just didn't see it." Lin Jianwu frowned, "Since Sansan you have said so, then I will ask more, Sansan you play Yuanshen ?"

"Yuanshin. Playing."

"Then do you want to play together?"

"Miss, if you bring me..."

"That's no problem." Lin Jianwu quickly responded to Lin Chensan's words, and then took out his mobile phone from his pocket, "But first help you buy Erjian's books and send SF Express. The day will come."

"Okay." Lin Chensan twitched the corners of his mouth, and let Lin Jianwu set her time for the next three hours in the afternoon.

Lin Jianwu pinched her chin with her left hand, and tapped the keyboard with her mobile phone in her right hand. Curly eyelashes cast a very beautiful silhouette on the plain white kitchen wall tiles. The uncontrollable heartbeat is about to start again.

However, this is not good.Lin Chensan knew that this was not good.

Lin Jianwu turned off the phone screen and looked up at Lin Chensan again: "That's it, and by the way, the Chinese New Year will be a few days away, have you bought the ticket to go home?"

Chinese New Year.Lin Chensan really didn't remember if Wu didn't ask Lin Jian.Calculating the time, it has been almost half a month since I changed jobs, and it is two days before New Year's Eve.

I didn’t go home to celebrate the New Year last year, so this year it’s logical that there won’t be much difference. At this time, Lin Chensan had already finished the meal, and the plate was clean, brighter than a dog licking it. She held the plate Walking towards the sink, she turned on the faucet and began to wash the dishes with dish soap. Her voice was muffled by the sound of the water: "No." Her mood suddenly sank.

'Sorry, did I ask something bad? Lin Jianwu was keenly aware of what was wrong with Lin Chensan, and her tone was full of concern.

But at this time, even the gentlest sunlight in winter was enough to be dazzling to Lin Chensan. She put the washed dishes back, folded the dishcloth into cubes and put them aside, she said, "It's not your problem, miss." , It's just that I personally don't want to talk about this issue, um, sorry, I'm in a bad mood, I... I'm going to take a shower first. "

Responding to Lin Jianwu's apology with an apology, Lin Chensan kept her head down, not daring to look at Lin Jianwu's face at all. She hurriedly walked outside the kitchen door, and finally entered the bathroom with a change of clothes in her arms. Only then did I feel the turbulent mood slowly calm down.

In fact, it is enough to simply say that you don't want to go back during the Chinese New Year, and you can give any reason, as long as you believe it, Lin Jianwu will not say much.It was still the feeling of being a little bit excited about Lin Jianwu just now, but when a basin of cold water poured down, she suddenly lost her control over her emotions.

always like this.The rationality that I thought would be completely useless when family members are involved.Whenever she finds such a phenomenon and cannot change it, she can only convince herself that it is the weakness of human nature, and she is destined to be unable to give up.

She enjoys being alone and likes to be alone.But people can't be alone, so they can only accept such negative emotions running rampant in their minds, and forget them for a short time after one night.

If you really think about it, she is quite a white-eyed wolf. Her family is actually not bad to her, but she can't face it in her heart, so she never wants to get involved with that kind of words. Will laugh at her as a child temper.

Lin Chensan didn't know, but when the hot water evaporated those vain thoughts, and when she came out of the bathroom, she already thought it was a good thing not to know.

But Lin Jianwu was still in the living room.

Lin Chensan looked at his head, um, I didn't wash my hair today, this time it should be... But Lin Jianwu sat on the sofa, patted the place next to him with one hand, and held the ear pick with the other: "Do you want to pick your ears?"

This is really irresistible.When she was a child, she liked her mother to clean her ears the most.

Lin Chensan coughed dryly, did not speak, but blushed, and slowly moved his steps over.She sat down, but better than expected, she was given a lap pillow.The feeling of having her ears picked out while resting on the big beautiful girl's thigh is really cool, but if this continues, she is going to fall asleep again, so she has been trying to stay still.

Be sure to hold on until you get back to your own bed.This is Lin Chensan's tiniest insistence.

Wait until both ears are almost plucked out.Lin Jianwu's tone was a bit casual: "Sleep together at night..."

"Hmm?" Lin Chensan felt deaf after hearing this.

Lin Jianwu turned her gaze to the outside of the balcony.Lin Chensan also followed Lin Jianwu's gaze. At this moment, the outside was covered with dark clouds, strong winds, lightning and thunder, and torrential rain. It's much worse.

Then Lin Jian said blankly, "I'm afraid of thunder."

But Lin Chensan couldn't see it.

Lin Jianwu added: "When it thunders, I won't be able to sleep."

This reason is somewhat persuasive.But now the main problem is, uh, Lin Chensan is gay and sleeps with the same sex, she doesn't think she can do well.

Ma Tiantian also just said that she would not tell other people in the company, nor did she say that she could not disclose it here, Lin Chensan thought about it, and thought that as an upright person, he should be honest with each other: "Well, I am gay. "

Lin Jianwu looked at her for a while, then went back to hug the quilt: "Oh."