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"Of course, these words are purely my own thoughts, my own opinions, and cannot rise to the society and the public. Sister Tiantian, you don't have to take it seriously." At the end of the sentence, Lin Chensan took a step back, "Said In the end, the money you earn is yours, and how you want to spend it and who you want to spend it on is up to you."

But now that this is all said, Ma Tiantian can no longer see Lin Chensan in the same way as before: "If you don't create an official account and write public knowledge, it's a waste of your wild thoughts."

Lin Chensan chuckled: "Actually, when I was selling insurance, my supervisor said that I was quite suitable for MLM. There must be a market for talking on the street to solicit customers."

"It's a pity that pyramid schemes break the law." Ma Tiantian clicked her lips several times.

"It should be said that pyramid schemes are illegal." Lin Chensan pulled the straps of his backpack on his shoulders, "Compared with others, I am more inclined to think about things in a bad direction. This is not a good character. Maybe In fact, if you do it with your hands, you will still make a mess, and you can say that anyone can do it, but I have no confidence in what can be done.”

"How humble."

"It's just more self-aware."

"Then... Lin Chensan, can I ask you one more thing?" Ma Tiantian glanced at Lin Chensan several times in a row, but every time Lin Chensan noticed something, she shifted her eyes to other places , to avoid contact with Lin Chensan.

As if to ask something very important.

Lin Chensan always felt that these words he said inexplicably increased the weight of what he said in the other party's mind, which made the other party express this.It didn't take long to reach the separate steps. Lin Chensan asked himself that he didn't have any ability to help others solve problems, so he was happy to pretend to be stupid.

Just pretend you didn't hear it, and prepare to be vague.

If Ma Tiantian just asked this question and stopped talking... But how could such a good thing happen.

"That friend of yours, when are you going to confess to her roommate?" Ma Tiantian stopped and asked this very important matter.

If you are not a person who is particularly sensitive to the atmosphere, Yue Mo will take such words as casual remarks and answer them, but Lin Chensan still remembers the strange feeling when she dated Ma Tiantian last time, and she also knows that Ma Tiantian Tian belongs to the kind of people who don't want to know themselves.So she understands that sooner or later there will be a day when Ma Tiantian doesn't want to understand but must understand, but she will come to her to understand this kind of thing, just like the above, obviously she has found the wrong person, and she can't provide any reference.

Lin Chensan also stopped, her expression unchanged: "Sister Tiantian, you know we are friends now, how do I know when she is going to confess?"

Ma Tiantian obviously wouldn't give up until she got an answer. She changed the way and continued to ask: "If you were that friend, when would you plan to confess to your roommate?"

"Me, I probably belong to the kind of person who will never take the initiative to confess?! This assumption doesn't hold for me." Lin Chensan replied quite leisurely.

Ma Tiantian originally planned to come to a few rounds of pressing questions, but she didn't expect Lin Chensan to answer so directly, but this answer was obviously far from what she had in mind, and it was even hard for her to understand Lin Chen all of a sudden. San's brain circuit: "No, I heard it right? You like her, but you don't intend to confess? Why?"

Ma Tiantian didn't understand, Lin Chensan was still surprised when asked this way: "No one says you have to confess if you like it, right?"

"No one has ever said that, but you have fallen in love with him. From what you mean, doesn't your roommate also have a good impression of you? Could it be that you just want to flirt with him and hang on to him? Lin Chensan, you don't really want to be a scumbag, do you?" When Ma Tiantian said this, her tone was quite hasty, and she felt a little bit filled with righteous indignation.

Ma Tiantian's words are really too much, although from the perspective of outsiders, it is understandable to understand her behavior in this way.Anyway, Lin Jianwu is not at home now, so Lin Chensan is not in a hurry, so he can make it clear.

The branches of the landscape trees on the side have no leaves, and the bare ones can be said to look ugly.

Lin Chensan fell silent for a while, feeling that Ma Tiantian's breathing had calmed down, she said, "It's just that I don't take the initiative to confess... But if she takes the initiative to confess to me, I will accept it."

"Is there any special reason for doing this? What's the difference between you confessing and her confessing to you?"

"Yes." Lin Chensan answered crisply, "If I take the initiative and get broken up later, it will be too hurt, but if she confesses to me, even if she asks me to break up later, I can still Take it well."

"Is there anyone like you? You started thinking about breaking up before you started dating?"

"No matter what it is, we must consider the worst situation. Since it is a relationship, there is a possibility of breaking up. Is it normal for me to think this way?"

Ma Tiantian has never been in a relationship. She doesn't know if this kind of love theory is feasible for others, but according to the romantic dramas she has watched for so many years and the three views that she has shaped, there is definitely a problem.But she can't get entangled in this issue, she can only follow Lin Chensan's theory of love: "What if the other party doesn't take the initiative?"

"If you don't take the initiative, you don't take the initiative."

"Then someone confessed to her at this time, did she accept it?"

"I will wish her happiness."

"It won't be a pity, do you think you missed it?"

"What's the pity? What did you miss?" Lin Chensan smiled, "The matter between me and her is what I said unilaterally. Since I said it unilaterally, there must be subjective emotions. That so-called The favorability is likely to be the product of my beauty filter blessing, she may be like this to everyone, she will not take the initiative to confess, either she holds the same idea as me, or she doesn't like me that much, and if at this time Someone confessed to her, and she accepted it... it can only explain one thing."

"Sister Tiantian, this is not love." Lin Chensan's voice was very soft, "It's not destiny, it's just obsession, and then I have to wake up."

"But I just think that others will take the initiative and I won't take the initiative, so no one will take the initiative in the world." Ma Tiantian obviously disagreed with Lin Chensan's statement, she shook her head several times, "You are a fallacy."

Lin Chensan did not intend to refute: "Yes, maybe you are right, sister Tiantian, I am indeed a fallacy. I don't know what love is, and I don't know how to express love. I only know how to do it. It can minimize the harm to yourself and make yourself less injured. Think about it from another angle, I don’t say anything, she doesn’t know anything, or she knows it well but just pretends not to know appearance, but as long as the appearance is decent, this kind of life can continue, can't it? We don't have to suffer the consequences of changing the status quo."

Ma Tiantian wanted to jump a little: "Lin Chensan, I think you are more twisted than Qihai Dengzi."

Qihai Dengzi is a character in the Neon Ichiba Lily comic. When this comic came out, the post bar was full of emoticons of 'big lamp hooves'. When the animation came out later, it immediately became the new bible in the new generation of Lily circles. .

Lin Chensan had been chasing after her at the beginning, but she didn't expect that the name would come out of Ma Tiantian's mouth. She touched her chin: "Sister Tiantian has made up a lot of things lately."

Ma Tiantian didn't intend to develop any new topic with the word 'same lover': "No girl will like you if you're like this."

Lin Chensan didn't care about this: "Well, the big deal is just like you, Sister Tiantian, staying single forever."

How nice it is to be a single nobleman.

"It's not good at all." Ma Tiantian was unwilling, she pressed Lin Chensan's shoulders with both hands, and shook them vigorously, "People who are in love should be together, I don't allow you to put it on your own. This relationship."

Maybe Lin Chensan would listen to Ma Tiantian's other words, but in this regard, she didn't think this solo mother was qualified to teach her.

It is human instinct to like someone and love someone.But this instinct has long been locked in a glass house at an unknown stage of Lin Chensan's life in the past. He can see, hear, and feel, but he can't walk in.As far as liking and love are concerned, it is impossible to form a complete sense of touch, and it is impossible to have a complete sense of reality.

But Lin Chensan didn't think it was a bad thing to become like this. Rather, it was because she spontaneously established such a self-protection mechanism in order to prevent her mental state from getting worse.She is sensible enough to weigh everything, the so-called love, of course, is not exempt.

In other words, it's just love, why should it be exempt? !

Since this state has grown to 23 years old, naturally it can only continue like this.If it is true that love is not destined for her like this, then she will only feel that the so-called love is nothing more than that... so she will not think that there is anything wrong with herself.

Although it is disgusting to say this, but Lin Chensan asked herself about her 23 years of life, and all her behaviors and principles are in line with general value judgments.

She has tried her best to grow herself into a person who conforms to the general value judgment, but she doesn't want to suffer the kind of injury that may be unbearable, so what's wrong?

No one can say she is wrong.

...After doing a long period of psychological construction for himself, Lin Chensan lightly patted Ma Tiantian's hand on her left shoulder: "Sister Tiantian, I'm not the kind of person who will die if no one loves me. So, it's okay."

Ma Tiantian withdrew her hand very coldly: "I'm not sympathizing with you, don't look at me with such a foolish expression."

Lin Chensan nodded: "Yes, being treated with sincerity is a very precious thing, but I also have the right not to open my heart, right?"

Ma Tiantian wanted to kick Lin Chensan: "You deserve to be single for the rest of your life."