are you a clown

Saying this kind of words quite spoiled the atmosphere, and made Lin Jianwu's belly draft become useless in a blink of an eye.

However, this is Lin Chensan.

Lin Chensan's rationality and sensibility have always shown two people. Emotionally speaking, they are so weak and slender that a drop of water will feel heavy, and a single breath can burn the trachea. The behavior or things in the eyes will be thought of in a random way, which makes people feel surprised, afraid of hurting themselves and others, but rationality, is it the kind of decisiveness that should be done when it is said to be done?A sense of distance is born naturally, and the boundaries are always clear. The door of the heart is never opened for anyone. Who can have no regrets about the past at all, and have an indifferent attitude towards all the interpersonal relationships that have passed through the present? ?But Lin Chensan is such a person.

There are clearly two separate personalities, but Lin Chensan has formed a kind of unity.It is passionate, it is long-lasting, and it is ruthless.

The usual reckless appearance, like a child, but in terms of emotional isolation in dealing with matters, the sum of the people Lin Jianwu knows may not be able to compare with the other's heartlessness, um, even myself, I can't compare.

The crocodile's tears, it's rare for Lin Chensan to have such self-awareness.

After all, no matter how sad you were crying before, it is very straightforward to reject the other party once, but crying and rejecting others are at most an inducement, just like what Lin Chensan said, the deepest thing is the fear that you will be alone in the end along the way.Look, how ugly it was to cry at that time, as long as there is an opportunity to get better, those bad emotions can be forgotten in a blink of an eye.The case is fleeting.

It's really breezy...

This is something I will never be able to do.envious?No, Lin Jianwu is only jealous.

... long overdue to be jealous.

Some people say that all the misfortunes in this world come from the lack of ability of the person concerned.It is also said that all human suffering is essentially a rage against one's own incompetence.

Beating people while crying is the most ruthless, playing apex will be the kind of player who is good at "sorry" swordsmanship.From Lin Jianwu's imagination, such a picture is the most obvious.However, Lin Chensan may not be able to play that kind of confrontation game.Because the technology is very good.

Lin Chensan has a sense of dislocation, well, it is completely different from the world he lives in, and this is also a sense of novelty. Lin Jianwu doesn’t know how long Lin Chensan’s attraction to him will last, but yes, sure enough , right now, there is no way to let go easily.

Whether it is good or bad, it is all clear, in Lin Chensan's eyes... Lin Jianwu likes herself in Lin Chensan's eyes.

What Lin Jianwu could not do to Lin Chensan, Lin Chensan could do to Lin Jianwu.

So, fortunately, Lin Chensan is such an incompetent guy!Otherwise, as long as a little bit of ability can be used, how wanton and different should a guy like Lin Chensan live? !

How good it is to be so incompetent all the time, panicked because of some inconspicuous little things in front of my eyes.Lin Jianwu's mentality may have been distorted to the point of not knowing when she met Lin Chensan, but it is also possible that she is such a person, and it was only when she met Lin Chensan that she showed it so clearly .

'Lin Jianwu, you are so twisted! '

Every moment she watched Lin Chensan, Lin Jianwu couldn't help asking herself this question, but after each time, she often felt happy for her distortion.

If you know your mistakes, just change them?No, in Lin Jianwu's life, he has always made mistakes.

Like this time.

Speaking of liking and love to Lin Chensan, logically speaking, it is not such a difficult thing. Lin Jianwu usually has many ways to express intimacy to Lin Chensan. A conscientious person, but... At this moment, there is a kind of magical power that binds her, making her usual words that can be easily uttered suddenly lose their voice, and lose the voice that can be heard clearly.

"...Three..." Lin Jianwu's eyes were looking down, she didn't know where her eyes had drifted, she urged herself to look up, but she didn't know what she was doing at the time, "... Lin Chensan..." Unexpectedly Lin Chensan was called by first and last name.

"I like you the most, Sansan, I love you~~" The picture that emerged in my mind, the characters are so clear, the movements are so natural, but I just can't say it now.

This embarrassment came suddenly, and Lin Jianwu also knew that it was the reason for this situation.Because I like it, because I care about it, I will be timid. If it is specially prepared, the body will be difficult to control by myself.A lot of things have to be said unconsciously.But I have to say...

From Lin Chensan's point of view, it was a completely different scene. She was immersed in her own world and hadn't realized the seriousness of what she just said. This time, she suddenly heard Lin Jianwu's words. Voice, she first said that because she thought she was in a daze, and she didn't think of how to explain it to Lin Jianwu, but after holding her breath, what she waited for was Lin Jianwu's eyes that were as soft as water , At that moment, she had a feeling that she had nowhere to escape.

Lin Jianwu smiled, and after meeting Lin Chensan's gaze, she withdrew her gaze, cast it into the distance, and said quietly, "I like you the most, Sansan, I love you." The tone was very indifferent , and Lin Chensan turned his head to look at Lin Jianwu, only to see that pair of eyelashes trembling slightly, like a butterfly about to fly, I don't know how much emotion is hidden in it.It seems that it is very difficult for Lin Jianwu to say such a sentence.

cheer?It just feels weirder.Lin Chensan's face turned red again, she felt that Lin Jianwu's expression of innocence in saying these words was unbelievable, and even her own heart was awkward and she didn't know where to put it.I'm really ashamed to say that.She originally thought that Lin Jianwu would say something more erotic.what is this?Prejudged her prediction, did you say that on purpose?

But Lin Jianwu went on to say, "Do you feel better?"

Lin Chensan was taken aback by Lin Jianwu's words, like a flower picker who just entered a woman's boudoir and was caught after taking a look, so he could only hum.She was ashamed of her shameful thoughts.They were comforting her, what was she thinking?But this kind of thought didn't last/was shattered by the feeling of her own hand in a second.

Her right hand was still on Lin Jianwu's chest.But now, Lin Jianwu is still pressing her hand down, and she doesn't know if it's intentional, or because she cares too much to feel this way.Just looking at Lin Jianwu's expression, it's true that her thoughts are too dirty... and then...

She actually didn't want to do it, but... her body moved on her own... her fingers seemed to be stimulated by cold, and they suddenly cramped... huh? !Is this how Lin Jianwu's chest feels to the touch?I almost get it...

"Is Sansan thinking about something lewd?" Seeing Lin Chensan's movements, Lin Jianwu suddenly felt playful.

Lin Jianwu's voice came from above her head. With the psychological preparation just now, Lin Chensan was not frightened much this time, but she was very calm: "Ah? Hmm."

"That's a little bad, isn't it?"

"Ok?"

"I can't say it's bad, but it's weird anyway. Sansan is a very upright person, right? Normally, I don't take the initiative to hold hands. Sansan, you have to hesitate for a long time before you dare to follow up and hand over the hand. The last kiss That's right, she would ask me before kissing, but this time, Sansan did this while I was proving my sincerity to you. It can be said to be sexual harassment, and at the same time, she was still thinking about some lewd things, like this Sansan is unusual, isn't it?"

Lin Chensan whispered, "I'm not a gentleman."

Lin Jianwu was still saying: "Ordinary Sansan can't do such a thing, you are a very rational person, you know when to do something, and when not to do something. You won't be simply swayed by immediate interests. Go crazy and do things that are not allowed, otherwise, of course I will hate you, right?"

"Hmm~~" Lin Chensan was a little hesitant, hearing what Lin Jianwu said in her ears made her brain a little hot, as if she couldn't think.

"Sansan is afraid of being hated by me, right?"

"Ah."

"Then what will happen if you know that you are hated by me? Do you want to make up, feel guilty, or blame yourself? Will you worry about gains and losses for me?"

"..." Lin Chensan thought that what Lin Jianwu said was possible, and she was a little speechless.

"So, Sansan still thinks she won't be puaed by me?"

"I..." After hearing what Lin Jianwu said, Lin Chensan's spirit was shaken suddenly, he just felt that he was too young, "I just know how to talk on paper, what I thought before can't be completely counted."

"Not really. In fact, what Sansan said just now is very good, but can people really be so confident when getting along with others? Appreciating oneself and objectifying oneself are often easy to confuse people. Sansan Good at thinking, but not good at judging. Maybe I will be pua by then, and there is a high probability that I will think it is my own illusion. After all, in the eyes of Sansan, I can't be a bad person at all."

"Really?" Lin Chensan asked himself, but he didn't dare to speculate about Lin Jianwu's personality, nor did he dare to speculate about his own personality.

Lin Jianwu said: "San San, do you know how to pua?"

Lin Chensan didn't quite understand Lin Jianwu's question: "I don't know."

"Then let me teach you, pua."

"Ah!?" Lin Chensan's right hand was held by Lin Jianwu, and both of Lin Jianwu's hands were held on Lin Chensan's right wrist.Lin Jianwu was laughing, but Lin Chensan felt the veins on the back of his hands twitch.Full of weight, it's scary hot.

"...pua my method." Lin Jianwu's voice lingered in Lin Chensan's nerve center, "I'll teach you."

When the tip of Lin Jianwu's nose was less than half a centimeter away from Lin Chensan's, the tip of Lin Chensan's nose became hot, and then, hot blood spilled down.

"San San is really a gentleman." Lin Jianwu's smile swirled in his eyes.

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