are you a clown

And then the fourth.

Lin Jianwu doesn't like to quarrel, saying that it's normal for young couples to bump into each other. After all, how can there be a pot that doesn't touch the edge of the pot?But in the eyes of Lin Jian, most of the quarrels are difficult to have any constructive effect. They often exist not to solve the problem, but to prove who wins and who loses, so as to determine the relationship between the two before the next quarrel comes. The order of status in love.Of course, quarrels for the purpose of flirting are not included in this category.

Although it is said to be equal, where do things that can really be called equal come from in many cases?It can only be said that equality should be achieved as much as possible. In this case, the result of the quarrel becomes a beginning for the UN Security Council to decide on measures for certain local wars.

After all, relative equality is also called inequality.

Lin Jianwu has never given the other party the answer they want in terms of quarreling.

Warmth is fine.If the other party can quarrel, it means that the mind is easy to understand.

The Cold War directly cooled the relationship between them quickly.Obviously they are lovers, but suddenly they turn against each other and become enemies. The other party is a person who can seamlessly connect with that kind of emotional transition.

Human beings will always be extra harsh on those who are close to them.

It's just that this kind of harsh treatment often makes Lin Jianwu at a loss.

Because I didn't answer the phone in time, because I played the game for a long time, because it seems that I value work more than the other party, and in addition, the giant friendship wheel of the Penguin is not the other party... All of these may become quarrels A pretext.

If she didn't answer the call in time, it was because the phone was on silent mode. If she played games for a long time, it was because she would always have some time to play games. As for work, how can such things be compared?Work is not human.There is also the Great Wheel of Friendship. They have known that friend for ten years. It is true that Lin Jianwu and his girlfriend are in a relationship, but where does the other party have the courage to think that she will marry him for a girlfriend who has only known each other for a few months? A friend who has known each other for ten years?

If she really cut off contact with her friend because of a girlfriend she had only known for a few months, then she would have her head caught in the door, and she would be really stupid.

...If you fail in love too many times, you can't simply blame the other party for the reason.If the nature cannot be concealed, Lin Jianwu believes that at least he cannot be the one to be blamed when he fails.She doesn't think that there is anything wrong with her personality, and she is right. It is better to say that she can accept it. If she can't accept it, she will never change herself because of a so-called relationship, because what she wants to do is to be more Understand, not change.

So what should we do if it becomes like this?Can't like it, why don't you try to hate it?

You can't hate others for no reason, but you can try to change your appearance into that annoying appearance and feel disgusted.

There are many kinds of inner manifestations of a person. At a certain point, Lin Jianwu chose to become the kind of woman he hated.

"I'd be ashamed to be stared at like that."

"I'm... a little sad..."

"Haha, just kidding, don't be nervous."

... After all, she never really hated anyone, but after such a long time, she fell in love with herself like this.Hmm, is this a new discovery? !

First love is always unforgettable, and this sentence is also applicable to Lin Jianwu.It's not something that can't be said.

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Erjiasi is the daughter of Linjianwu's grandmother's niece, and they are considered childhood sweethearts. Their relationship began when Erjiasi came to this city to study for graduate students and met in a bar.I don't know how many girlfriends he has been with, but as far as Lin Jianwu can tell, it is the penultimate one.

At least a month ago, the two of them were officially a couple.And Erjiasi has liked Linjianwu for a long time.

This is the end of the previous story, and the perspective is pulled back to the present.

"Is this a gift from someone?" Lin Jianwu pointed to the umbrella in Er Jiasi's hand with her right hand hanging by her side.

Er Jiasi knew why Lin Jianwu asked her that, just like her roommate asked her, this umbrella didn't even have a logo on it, it looked cheaply made, it didn't look like something she used at all, she lowered her eyelids: " It was sent to me by someone who means a lot to me."

Up to here, Er Jiasi didn't match Lin Jianwu and Lin Chensan at all, and she didn't want Lin Jianwu to know about Lin Chensan, so she chose a more general statement to answer.

"Really? Then you should cherish it." Lin Jianwu didn't delve into it, "but why did you bring it out? It doesn't look like it will rain today."

Er Jiasi didn't want to answer such a question. She looked at Lin Jianwu's face for a long time, raised her head and lowered her head several times. She felt that the emotions that had been placed on this person before suddenly disappeared without a trace, and it became difficult to get rid of. Care, um, maybe it's not disappearing, it's shifting.

"You just appeared in front of me like this, what are you thinking?" Er Jiasi remembered that Lin Jianwu had unilaterally said that after the breakup, she had been avoiding her. Now, there has been no sign of moving, but people just disappeared.This city is huge, but if Lin Jianwu has a heart, she thought that she would never meet Lin Jianwu again in this life.

This is Lin Jianwu's way of breaking up. Before breaking up, he doesn't prepare others psychologically, and after breaking up, he just disappears, as if he has never existed in the other party's world, waiting for the other party's mood to calm down.

"I lost something important." Lin Jianwu could see the coffee shop behind Er Jiasi, she came from there just now, Er Jiasi seemed to be going there, and there was something in her words, "The known house cat It's time to play, just to be safe, I'll come over and step on the spot first."

Lin Jianwu withdrew her gaze before being noticed by Er Jiasi: "Er Jiasi, I met a very interesting person. He understands my thoughts very well. When I'm with her, I always feel incredible."

Er Jiasi couldn't help being attracted by Lin Jianwu's words: "What kind of person?"

"do not know."

"Why don't you know?"

"It's strange to know in detail." Lin Jianwu smiled, "Just like you, you don't know why I broke up with you, do you?"

This is which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted. As soon as Er Jiasi heard Lin Jianwu talk about this, he would start to get angry: "Lin Jianwu, I hate people who are cold and violent to others."

"Cold and violent? Don't say that." Lin Jianwu frowned, "Before I didn't respond, I had already said that we broke up. I don't like to go back and forth for things that have no results and waste time."

"But what's the reason? Reason." Er Jiasi's fingers pinching the handle of the umbrella turned white from too much force, and she was already trying to restrain her anger, "You didn't give me a reason to break up. How can there be someone like you If you say break up, can you break up just by saying break up?"

"So, isn't it enough to just say we broke up?"

Er Jiasi was holding her own self-cultivation, so she didn't drop the umbrella on Lin Jianwu's face, but if she really fell, she was afraid that Lin Jianwu's thick skin would damage her umbrella.

Er Jiasi only had the power to define: "In my opinion, you are a scumbag."

Fortunately, Lin Jianwu didn't come to Erjiasi today just to scold, she changed the subject: "Erjiasi, how long have we known each other, do you have any impression?"

Er Jiasi sensed that something was wrong, and her tone was wary: "We'll talk about the old days later..." She didn't forget the main purpose of today.

"...It was you who told Lin Chensan that you wanted to hear her talk about me, right?"

Lin Jianwu's expression did not change, but after half a sentence, she saw that Er Jiasi's face began to change sharply, and the umbrella and the flower felt uncontrollable.

"She thinks it's best for me to tell you these things in person. That's why I'm here." Lin Jianwu said this in a tone as relaxed and comfortable as when she said to Er Jiasi, "Let's break up".

"She told you everything?" Er Jiasi took a half step back with some weightlessness, fell in love with the same person as her ex?She couldn't imagine such a bloody thing happening to her.

"In a sense, our aesthetics are quite the same, and the people we like are the same." Lin Jianwu turned around, and she walked forward with lighter steps, "But these are not easy to talk about on the road, let's go, Let's find a quieter place to talk about it."

Instead of walking in the direction of the coffee shop: "The windows of that coffee shop have been wiped clean."

In words, it is quite contemptuous.

*

But the place where Lin Jianwu brought her to chat was not very good.

This is an old bookstore, the bookstore is very old, the signboard is rusty, but the exterior wall is newly painted gray, the rolling door, the view is unobstructed as soon as you enter the door, the volume inside is very large, there are several rows of large bookshelves, the ground There are many books bound with red plastic straps.Er Jiasi followed behind Lin Jianwu, as if passing through a time machine, returning from the present in 20 to [-] years ago.

The indoor lighting is not good, and the fine particles of dust dance under the somewhat dim reading light, but it does not make people feel difficult to breathe.

20 years ago... Just look at the interior decoration of this store. There is no modern electronic equipment in the narrow space. If it is said that it was 30 years ago, people will believe it.

"...In addition to shopping for groceries these mornings, I spend my time looking for this kind of second-hand bookstore. This one is the closest, and you can take a book from the shelf. Do you have any special preferences? book?"

Er Jiasi put the collected umbrella in the storage place near the door, the stain caused by the winter persimmon was almost dry, and it would not have any bad influence on the storage place. After hearing Lin Jianwu's words, she He didn't cast his eyes on any of the books in the bookstore: "You said you wanted to find a quieter place, so you can talk about it now, right?"

There was no one in the second-hand bookstore, so Er Jiasi didn't dare to move around casually.Moreover, she didn't come to read with Lin Jianwu...

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The author has something to say:

Oh, Lin Jianwu, my big scum.