are you a clown

The area of ​​the second-hand bookstore is not large, with a frontage of only [-] square meters, it is considered a top-notch thing to hold three large bookshelves.

Therefore, Lin Chensan leaned his back against the wall on the side of the door, and could completely hear the conversation between Lin Jianwu and Er Jiasi in the store.Perhaps, this kind of consideration was also stepped on by Lin Jianwu before.

Of course, Lin Chensan's ears were not filled with the voices of Lin Jianwu and Er Jiasi's conversation, as well as Ma Tiantian's comments about the conversation between the two. Chen San bit his ear once.

"Your roommate has his own ideas. This kind of maverick feeling should be very popular with girls, right? If you quarrel with such a person, you will feel that you are worthless."

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"What's going on? Why did you mention your name, Lin Chensan, I can't tell that you are quite valued in the other party's eyes."

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"'Reading for the Rise of China', is there such a text in elementary school textbooks? I don't remember it at all, but I studied hard at that time."

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"Oh, it turns out that they are related to the ex, Lin Chensan, you still have a chance."

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"It's over, I think that even if your roommate succeeds in confessing and falling in love, you have to consider how long you can talk later. Maybe you agreed one second, and you feel wrong to break up the next second. With Mrs. It's too terrible for rational and casual people to fall in love."

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"Is that person in the beret qualified to call other people scum? It's too irresponsible to have a relationship before you're sure you like her. In my opinion, she is the scum."

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It is said that the three views follow the five senses, but this is also mixed with the question of personal preference and bonus points. After only a brief audit, Ma Tiantian's preference for the two conversationalists is already obvious. This may also be because of her The default is to stand on Lin Chensan's side, because Lin Chensan would like Lin Jianwu.She still didn't want Lin Chensan to miss this relationship.Even if there is a possibility of failure, if you don't try, you will definitely fail.What if it becomes the one and only.

The more virtuous a person is, the more he must stain his hands with the blood of innocent people.

The more refined the temperament is, the more it will be knocked out of the mundane world and become mediocre.

The more arrogant you are, the more you want to make it humble.

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Whatever the person cares about, he will fight against it.

In the same way, the more people who keep saying they don't take love seriously, Ma Tiantian likes to watch that person die or live for the love he can't get.

This is Ma Tiantian's preference for reading novels and comics recently. Thinking about Lin Jianwu's heart-piercing expression of being indifferent to the world and doing everything well, isn't it quite touching.Well, the contrast is cute?It seems that this is not the original intention of Contrast Moe.During this process of imagining, she didn't realize that Lin Chensan was always silent.

And soon, Er Jiasi's next sentence broke Ma Tiantian's imagination.

【Did you also fall in love with Lin Chensan in this mood? 】

When the ruthless facts arrived, they didn't say hello. It can be said that the more dreams they have, the more they want to break them.

Ma Tiantian heard these words obviously from the girl wearing a beret. She felt a little unbelievable if she was struck by lightning at the opening ceremony. She didn't even need to turn around. The neck is like shaking a baby bottle, almost adding some water to shake the other person's brains: "Lin Chensan, didn't you say that you would not take the initiative to confess? What do you mean? Thanks to me Believe me then, son of a bitch, you betrayed the proletariat."

Well, there's no need to confess, it's actually because we've been together for a long time, only she, Ma Tiantian, is like a clown, so pitifully played by the evil Lin Chensan.After thinking about it, Ma Tiantian didn't relax her grip on Lin Chensan's neck at all.She has no mercy at all now.The anger of the long-lost single dog is enough to cut the guy in front of him thousands of times.

However, Er Jiasi's words immediately brought back Ma Tiantian's sanity.

[Treat your love partner as a tool to understand yourself! ! ! 】

This obviously means that Lin Chensan was cheated by her roommate.

That's right, with Lin Chensan's appearance, Ma Tiantian looked at Lin Chensan's face again, thinking that he was not at the same level as the two in the store.Combined with Lin Jianwu's statement just now, this is just an attempt to get excited. This kind of love is at best just a casual play, and it can't be taken seriously.After all, Lin Chensan was a child, still young, and he liked people in the first place, and he took the bait when he was tempted a little, such a thing was normal.Thinking of this, Ma Tiantian let go of the hand that was pinching Lin Chensan's neck, and then cast another look full of pity.

Before Ma Tiantian could say anything, Lin Chensan waved her hand, the feeling of suffocation still remained on her neck, and she rubbed her neck with one hand so that she would not cough dryly because she was out of breath.After a bit of energy, she made a silent gesture, her attention was not on Ma Tiantian's side at all, she only knew that the movement between the two of them was a bit loud just now, and the people inside couldn't detect it.

The actors on the stage are still performing, keeping quiet is the normal self-cultivation that an audience should have.

The conversation isn't over yet.But Lin Chensan still wanted to listen to such a conversation.

After Ma Tiantian calmed down, she was immediately surprised by Lin Chensan's reaction. She had doubts. She could keep her voice low, but she couldn't keep her voice silent: "Lin Chensan."

This question is especially aimed at Lin Chensan: "Do you have a roommate who likes you that much?"

At this time, when Lin Jianwu faced Er Jiasi's question, which could be called a questioning question, he did not choose to answer directly, but looked at Er Jiasi with his eyes, and the atmosphere fell into a confrontation for a while.This is a scene that can only be seen by people in the store or directly in front of the door. Lin Chensan was just eavesdropping, not peeping. caught her attention.

Lin Chensan turned her face slightly, she still didn't know why Ma Tiantian asked, "...do I seem to like her very much?"

"Ah."

"Very good." Lin Chensan was a little happy for such an answer, after all, she didn't know what real love should be manifested in.

But Ma Tiantian was not at all happy for Lin Chensan's happiness, and her doubts continued unabated: "Lin Chensan, why are you not angry?"

"Ok?"

"Knowing that the other party regards you as a tool to understand yourself, as a lover, can you not be angry at all? I can't imagine such a thing at all."

"It's better to say that fortunately, Lin Jianwu came to fall in love with me on the premise that she regarded me as a tool to understand herself."

The answer Lin Chensan gave was completely challenging Ma Tiantian's cognitive limit.

Ma Tiantian stuttered when she answered the conversation again: "What?"

It turns out that Ma Tiantian is someone who cares about such things.Lin Chensan thought about it, sorted out his mood, and then whispered: "Until yesterday, I was still wondering why Lin Jianwu liked me, why she liked me, and how she could like me. With her The condition is that there are better choices. A simple sentence of liking is difficult to give a person like me a sense of security. After all, emotion is the most illusory thing. No one knows how it came about and how it disappeared. And If she said that, everything would make sense, and I feel a lot more at ease."

If Lin Jianwu gave such an answer, as far as Lin Chensan was concerned, she would accept it very well.

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"Isn't it possible?"

As if to set off Lin Chensan's answer, Lin Jianwu, who had been in a confrontation all along, spoke out first, her expression was so understated and confident.It was so logical for her to say such unreasonable words.

Before Er Jiasi came here, she thought that she was different from before, but she still couldn't, her righteous indignation was surging in her chest, and she couldn't understand Lin Jianwu's logical way: "How can you think like that? Do you want to do this? Lin Jianwu, you have no right to treat anyone as a tool, whether it's you or me or Lin Chensan, everyone is a living, flesh-and-blood person..."

The body trembled, and the uncontrollable anger poured out to Linjian Wu, completely unstoppable, Er Jia had to admit that she had never been able to be rational and objective in such matters with personal experience.

"Do you think it's bad for me to do this?" Lin Jian said in a nonchalant manner.Er Jiasi's accusation failed to cause her any harm, it can be said that she could not even penetrate the armor.

"Of course it's not good." Lin Jianwu changed the topic, causing Er Jiasi's anger to burst out, but the follow-up was weak.

"...Why don't you continue?" Lin Jianwu smiled, "It's not unreasonable for you to think so, but I just said that people will change, but I didn't say anything else. It's a tool for knowing yourself, that's what you said."

"but……"

"But I think your statement is quite good. Is there anything wrong with treating the person you love as a tool to understand yourself?" Lin Jianwu stood in front of Er Jiasi, as if she had something to say but hesitated rarely When she got up, she paused for several seconds before she said, "...Er Jiasi, you said that you have a character flaw that doesn't treat your acquaintances as human beings, but I don't think so."

"Really?" Er Jiasi didn't take Lin Jianwu's words to heart, and answered the words with suspicion.

"I think that's a way of not treating me like an outsider, and I'm very happy."

"Hey... Lin Jianwu..."

"What's the surprise. I never thought you had any problems. You're just different from Er Jiasi. You treat others as acquaintances, but others don't. That's all." Lin Jianwu said later, it was Hemen Lin Chensan outside met her eyes, and she emphasized her tone, "I even said, sometimes, I hope you can be more presumptuous in front of me."

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I don't know why today, I feel very sleepy and want to sleep.So there is only one update today.