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"Brother! Boss Fang! Wake up!"

Fang Zhi was shocked, and finally got out of the chaotic and twisted dream, and when he opened his eyes, he met Jiang An's magnified face.

"What's the matter?" As soon as he opened his mouth, Fang Zhi felt that his throat was very dry and his whole body was soft.

"What else can I do, I have a fever! Sister Shishi called you for a long time before class was over, and she didn't respond for a long time. She was so angry that she threw the book and left. I saw something was wrong, so I came over to have a look, hey, you have a fever. Yes, the whole face is flushed." Jiang An said, and poured him a glass of warm water, "What's going on now? I'll ask you for leave, go to the infirmary, and then go back to the dormitory and lie down?"

Fang Zhi shook his head. He really felt dizzy, so he didn't refuse, and let Jiang An support him to the office.

The two of them were in the office. Facing the eyes of the teachers who turned from condemnation to concern, they took leave of absence. Jiang An worked hard to support Fang Zhi to the infirmary. Just pay attention to stomach problems, otherwise next time you go outside and have a fever because of stomach problems, and there is no one to take care of you, I will see what you do!"

Fang Zhi's stomach problem only developed after the kidnapping case, and it cannot be cured, so he can only accompany him like a shadow every year after that.

Jiang An knew about it from his father.

His father and Fang Zhi's current guardian - Fang Haisheng, they jointly opened a breeding farm. During the chat, they mentioned Fang Zhi's life experience, and asked him to take care of Fang Zhi while sighing.

Back then, after the kidnapping case happened, Liu Yunyuan's mental state deteriorated day by day, and she was so weak that even when she saw Fang Zhi's name, she clamored for him to die.

Fang Haiwen's original intention was to send Fang Zhi directly to the orphanage, and the relationship between strangers would be severed from now on.

But just as he was preparing for these things, his brother Fang Haisheng, whom he hadn't contacted for many years, appeared.

He took away the 12-year-old little Fang Zhi who was about to become an orphan, and left Fang Haiwen full of disappointment and regret, saying, "Don't involve your children in your stupid things."

"No one wanted him at the time. My mother was a lunatic and wanted him to die; my father was also a lunatic who kidnapped her own child, and I don't know how many years he would spend in prison; my stepfather, my idiot younger brother, was a lunatic from the beginning to the end. I have never accepted him. When I went to pick him up, there was a half-grown child on my chest. His eyes were gray and lifeless. I said it was unlucky, as if I had no idea of."

At that time, Jiang An had no impression of Fang Zhi, nor did he have any feelings, until this passage was relayed to him by his father, and he followed the entrustment to pay attention to the person who always stays away from the crowd and has little contact with anyone. As a young man, he suddenly realized what it means to have nothing to think about.

Fang Zhi didn't go to the infirmary, and asked Jiang An to help him back to the dormitory.

After returning to the dormitory and sending away Jiang An who had been clamoring to stay and take care of him, Fang Zhi collapsed and fell limp on the bed.

The fever was not serious, but with the addition of stomach pain, the pain began to multiply and multiply.In a daze, Fang Zhi tilted his head and saw the empty, already-made bed opposite him, and suddenly felt a little wronged.

The dormitory is empty for two people, but empty for one person.

After all, Jiang An got to know him slowly under Fang Haisheng's instruction in the first half of the semester, and Xu Dai shared a dormitory with him since the first year of high school.

No matter how afraid Xu Dai is of rumors about him and no matter how much Fang Zhi dislikes communicating with others, living together in the dormitory, the two of them chatted naturally after a long time.

Getting along with classmates is a very novel thing for Fang Zhi.On the one hand, he is naturally indifferent, and has a natural slowness in interpersonal communication, and on the other hand, because of the rumors of "mental illness", everyone stays far away from him.

Internal and external troubles have strangled his development in interpersonal relationships.

And Xu Dai is the first relationship he has developed over the years.

People always have an inexplicable attachment to the word "number one". Even Fang Zhi couldn't escape it. He even privately classified Xu Dai's "number one" as a "friend" a long time ago.

As a result, this "friend" still ran away.He thought that the backlash caused by the rumors would end on Xu Dai, but the reality told him that it wasn't that it wasn't too late, it was just that the time hadn't come yet.

Going around, back to the original point, he was still alone.

Fang Zhi exhaled a hot breath, and buried himself in the quilt in disgust.

"Well, I got it... No, Lao Zhong said that 314 originally lived with two people, and one of them just moved out today... Mmm, I got it, I will get along well with my roommate, so don't worry about it." Xu Xie Standing at the door of 314, holding the mobile phone between his shoulders and ears, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh, huh.

"Huh?...It's nothing...OK, I see, hang up." After a long time, Xu Xie found that the lock was not locked at all.He twitched the corners of his mouth amusedly, hung up the phone and pulled the suitcase to push the door in.

A push, did not push away.

The door was locked from the inside.

Xu Xie frowned, bent his knuckles and knocked on the door twice.

no respond.

"Is anyone there?" He said, knocking twice.

It's class time now, and the empty corridor echoed with a crisp knock on the door, which made Xu Xie get goosebumps for no reason.He silently said a few times in his heart that feudal superstition is not advisable, but the hand hanging by his side trembled undetectably twice.

When Fang Zhi heard the knock on the door, he was struggling to wake up from a nightmare.

In the nightmare, he saw himself lying alone on a bed from a third-person perspective, surrounded by noisy and chaotic voices.The voices were yelling that he was mentally ill, that he was a pervert, a monster, and let him die.

In the end, he did die.In the boundless darkness, I was tortured to death by stomach pain.

Fang Zhi sat up from the bed in a daze, and when he suspected that the knock on the door was an illusion produced by his excessive chaos, a clear knock on the door accompanied by a clear sound came into his ears.

He shook his head vigorously, then walked to the door with his limp body and opened it.

Fang Zhi hadn't fully recovered yet, the moment he opened the door, the first thing he saw was a large black suitcase.In the chaos of consciousness, he vaguely remembered that Xu Dai also had such a person, so under the influence of extreme depression, he almost vented and said something that he would never say normally: "Why are you going back? Don't you think I'm sick? "

Xu Xie didn't expect that the person who opened the door was the boy he had been thinking about all afternoon. Before he had time to be happy, he heard his pale and chapped lips squirm and say such a sentence.

"Uh... that..." He was at a loss for a moment, hesitated to spit out a few syllables, and then fell silent.

Fang Zhi calmed down, and was about to put on a cold look again, when he raised his eyes, he saw the famous No. [-] in the grade looking down at the ground slightly, making people feel a little wronged from his actions for no reason.

He found it strange that it took a few seconds for his chaotic brain to process the information through the scene in front of him: "Come and live?"

"Hmm." The person on the opposite side responded, and then asked him with hesitation, "Did I disturb you?"

"No." Fang Zhi scratched his hair, slightly sideways to make room, "Come in."

Xu Xie thanked him, and walked into the dormitory with the suitcase, while sneaking a peek at the door from the corner of his eye, the sleepy-looking young boy, the joy that had just been frightened back in his heart quietly came back tip.Thinking of what happened at noon, he blurted out concerned words: "Are you sick? You don't feel well."

The young boy was listless, and naturally he didn't have a good look at strangers. After glancing at the big guy who had only met him a few times, he slammed the door with a "bang" and walked straight back to himself bed, and wrapped himself in the blanket again.

Xu Xie's eyes lingered on the bulging "quilt bag" for a while, and then turned his eyes back to the suitcase at his feet, and packed it lightly.

Although Xu Xie had already lowered his voice to a very low level, the dormitory was too small and too quiet, and even the slightest sound could be played extremely loudly.

Finally, Xu Xie threw down the clothes in her hand angrily after the cabinet that had been in disrepair for many years made a tooth-piercing "squeak" sound.He tilted his head and glanced at Fang Zhi whose head was buried in the quilt, finally gritted his teeth and gave up tidying up.

He raised his wrist and looked at his watch, it was just time for dinner.

He also thought of how he looked when he met Fang Zhi at noon today, it seemed that he had a stomachache.

Mr. Xu tapped the dial of his watch, mentally went through all the delicacies near the school, and after finalizing a few items, he tiptoed out.

Fang Zhi squinted for a while, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already dusk.Warm orange light came in from the window, illuminating the small space in the dormitory golden.

very warm color.

The little boy had a good night's sleep, and his head was not so dazed anymore.He squinted his eyes halfway, looking around the dormitory. Out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly caught a large open suitcase on the ground, and some clothes were thrown in it in a mess.

The owner of the luggage is missing.

...whose luggage?

While he was in a daze, the dormitory door opened.

He followed the sound and looked towards the door, only to see a tall, thin and tall young man pushing the door open with his shoulder with almost no noise, holding a few plastic bags in his hand.

When the other party saw him staring at him, he was slightly taken aback, and then a gentle smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Are you awake? Are you uncomfortable? Do you want to get up and have something to eat? I don't know what you like, so just Buy some."

The golden light softened the boy's brows and eyes, and the slightly squinted eyes that lined them became more and more shiny, as if there was a puddle of water that was easily hidden by others.

Fang Zhi was stunned, the first thought that popped into his head, how could this first grade boss appear here?

Before he could figure it out, Mr. Xu walked around the suitcases spread out on the floor, put a bunch of bags in his hand on the desk, and while taking out the steaming packing box, he greeted Fang Zhi: "Want to eat?" Is it? There are seafood porridge and red date porridge, as well as beef rice, steamed dumplings..."

Fang Zhi stared blankly at the young men with thin silhouettes taking out packing boxes one by one, and finally came alive in the smell of food, remembering that the big guy in front of him was his new roommate who just moved in today.

It took Mr. Xu a full minute to put all the packing boxes on the table.

"Take what you want to eat yourself." He crumpled up the plastic bag and stuffed it into the trash can, Fang Zhi said, "If you don't have enough, buy it again."

Fang Zhi: "..."

What kind of nouveau riche's behavior of showing off their wealth is this? ? ?

His shocked and puzzled eyes scanned the food on the table over and over again, and finally raised his eyes to look at Xu Xie. He couldn't hold back, and asked sincerely: "Is this a bit too much?"

He deliberately emphasized the articulation of "dot" to express his incomprehension.

"Ah..." Mr. Xu probably didn't expect Fang Zhi to talk to him, his expression was a little dazed, and he answered after a few seconds, "I'm hungry, I can't hold back."

Fang Zhi: "..."

...It seems that something is wrong, right? ? ?

But he didn't worry too much, because he suddenly caught a glimpse of his favorite food.

He turned over and sat up, pointing to a packing box in front of Xu Xie: "Is that a small wonton with crab powder and fresh meat?"

Xu Xie bought too many in one go, and didn't quite remember what he had bought.Hearing this, he took a look at the lid of the packing box, confirmed that there were small wontons inside, and then pushed towards Fang Zhi: "Well, do you want to eat?"

The delicious smell of the small wontons wafted out, and Fang Zhi's stomach, which had been tumultuous all afternoon, finally felt hunger slowly.

The so-called soft mouth of others, not to mention the fact that he was slandering them a few minutes ago.

Thinking of this, Fang Zhi got out of bed with some embarrassment, moved to the desk and sat down awkwardly, and whispered "thank you" to the people around him awkwardly.

"It's okay, you're welcome." Xu Xie smiled, then turned around and handed over a spoon.

During the process of handing over, he took a peek at the young boy who was seated. For some reason, the other's cheek was dyed with a layer of light powder, which looked much more energetic than the pale color just now.

He just sat there quietly, with his head down, picking his fingers with one hand, and eating wontons with a spoon in the other. He didn't speak or make any major movements. He looked indifferent and a little careless.

But Xu Xie knew that under this carelessness, his tension and fear were hidden.

Xu Xie knew about Fang Zhi at the beginning of the first semester of the first year of high school.

At that time, the orientation meeting was about to begin, and the freshmen and their parents had started to enter the auditorium one after another. Xu Xie, who was about to speak on stage as a representative of the freshmen, was too nervous to say hello to the teacher in charge of the orientation meeting, and went to Run to the toilet on the second floor.

When he came out of the toilet, he saw a circle of people gathered around the door of a room, and there were a few women's shouts and exclamations from time to time.

He walked to the periphery of the crowd, looked past the swaying heads, and looked into the room: a woman with a crazy look stood beside a tall, gentle-looking man with glasses.They were facing the door, facing the other side of the room, their lips moving, as if they were talking to someone.

But because there were too many people, and that side happened to be a blind spot, no matter how much Xu Xie stretched his neck to look, he couldn't see who was standing on the other side of the room.

More and more people gathered around, all freshmen and their parents who were attracted by the scene after going to the toilet.Curious and puzzled voices gradually sounded from the crowd: "What's wrong with this? There are so many people around?"

"Oh, don't mention it, this school really dares to accept any student! That woman, the one who is crying now, said that her son has some kind of mental illness, and she came here to go to school without telling her. Now Come here to arrest people and send her son to the hospital!"

The one who spoke was a shrill female voice, which seemed to be coming from the innermost part of the crowd after watching the excitement here for a long time.

The cause and effect of the incident were explained, and the public opinion was also guided by the woman's words, and all kinds of noisy and chaotic voices suddenly appeared in the crowd: "Why is this school like this? Who would feel relieved to send their children here like this? ?”

"What is a mental illness? Is it a mental illness? The kind that can kill people? No, no, no, no, no, no, it's too worrying to have such students in the school. I'm going to transfer to another school."

"Oh, it's not easy for my child to attend this school...Here, the tuition fee has been paid!"

"Which is more important, money or children's safety? Don't feel bad about money!"

……

Seeing that things seemed to be getting worse and worse, Xu Xie didn't care about who was on the other side of the room. She hurriedly pushed through the crowd and ran to the stairs, wanting to find the teacher downstairs to deal with it.

"Boom!"

Due to his eagerness, Xu Xie accidentally bumped into a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes. Before he had time to say sorry, the man steadied his steps, waved his hand at him, and rushed upstairs panting. .

Xu Xie only caught a quick glimpse of the anxious expression on the man's face and his somewhat familiar face, and then a gust of wind passed by, and in a blink of an eye the man appeared on the periphery of the crowd upstairs, twisting his body to squeeze in, mouth Desperately, Li called out a name.

"Fang Zhi!"

In the end, Xu Xie had no idea how this chaos ended and when it ended.After notifying the teacher, he was pushed onto the podium, and faced a large crowd of people in the auditorium, he gave a speech as a freshman representative.