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"What do you mean? You don't live on campus anymore?"

On the night when Fang Zhi packed his luggage, Xu Xie leaned against the table and watched for 5 minutes, and finally couldn't help but ask.

God knows that he just went to the intensive class to take a test paper, and it took less than 3 minutes to go back and forth to the dormitory, but as soon as he entered the door, he saw how dazed Fang Zhi was when he was packing his luggage.

However, this person didn't intend to open his mouth to explain himself. When passing him back and forth with things, he just whispered "Let's go".

Let the fuck go.

Xu Xie pursed her lips, although she thought so in her heart, her body still moved aside honestly.

"It's not that I can't stay, I just go home for a few days. My uncle said that the injury on my hand needs to be taken care of. There is an aunt at home to take care of him, so he should be at ease." Fang Zhi stuffed a stack of test papers into his backpack, and deliberately bit hard "That's all "Two characters.

"Then remove the stitches tomorrow..."

"I'll just go by myself."

After this sentence, neither of them spoke again.

The atmosphere suddenly became cold.

Fang Zhi packed his things and scolded himself for being stupid in his heart.

He didn't want to make the atmosphere so stiff, but the panic and fear in his heart made his tone stiff and cold, as if he wanted to separate himself from the relationship.

Smelly mouth.

Fang Zhi silently covered his face and regretted, while Xu Xie sighed silently behind him who couldn't see.

He could probably guess the reason why Fang Zhi avoided him so much.

To be honest, it is really time for him to separate from Fang Zhi for a while to calm down.

Young people's desires are always straightforward and turbulent.It seems that from the night when he wiped the corners of Fang Zhi's mouth, the images in his dreams gradually became more and more moist, and every time he struggled out of the lingering dream, he suddenly saw Fang Zhi's blurred figure in the dark, Some reactions just can't go on anyway.

The 17-year-old boy never thought that his night life would be so tormented that he made dark circles under his eyes.

Thinking of this, Xu Xie touched her eyes with her fingers, suppressing the reluctance in her heart: "Okay, you go back to live, but remember to come back early to accompany me."

Fang Zhi secretly breathed a sigh of relief: "You are a big man, what can you do with me?"

"I don't care, I'm afraid of living alone." Xu Xie said confidently.

"..."

"Also, the stitches will be removed tomorrow, I will accompany you, don't refuse."

Fang Zhi, who was just about to refuse, said, "...Oh."

The atmosphere eased, and the topic of the two turned to Xu Xie's upcoming birthday.

"Actually, it's not much fun. It's the same every year. The main thing is to go to the old people's place to get together. It's lively." Xu Xie poured Fang Zhi a glass of water, "May [-]st, everyone is free."

"Are they all busy?" Fang Zhi took a sip of the water.

"Busy, they are very busy people. He Jie is with Yu You, and the two of them work part-time whenever they are free. Brother Lin works as an accountant and is busy all year round... Don't think he is usually out of shape. Among them, he is the most serious. Grandpa and grandma always use him as an example to educate Lao Zhou."

Fang Zhi thought about it for a while: "Old Zhou? The one with a bit of a temper?"

"How do you know... Oh, yes, you guys had contact with me when I was drunk last time."

Thinking of how he was drunk at that time, Mr. Xu felt a little uncomfortable.He coughed lightly, and continued to divert Fang Zhi's attention from the previous words: "He dropped out of junior high school to enter the society, and if his temper is not violent, he is easy to be bullied."

Junior high school dropout?

This was beyond Fang Zhi's expectation.

He realized that he might start to develop in a heavy direction when he said this, so he abruptly stifled his curiosity and changed the subject: "By the way, birthday, what birthday gift do you want?"

Facing Fang Zhi, Xu Xie has always had very low requirements: "It's fine for you to come, and you don't need to give anything. Anyway, everyone doesn't do anything, just get together."

Fang Zhi silently rolled his eyes in his heart, thinking he farted.

The two chatted for a while, and Fang Zhi's cell phone rang.

It was Fang Haisheng calling.

Fang Zhi turned on the speakerphone, and Fang's farm owner's loud voice came through the receiver: "Xiao Zhi, your uncle and I are downstairs in your dormitory! Do you want me to go up and help you with your luggage?"

"No, there aren't many things, I'll carry them down by myself, wait for me for 2 minutes." Fang Zhi answered with his mobile phone, and carried the schoolbag on his shoulders.

"Okay, hurry up! Aunt Zhao has stewed pork rib soup at home and is waiting for you to drink when you go back!"

"understood."

Fang Zhi hung up the phone, took the slipped schoolbag to his shoulder with his thumb, and said goodbye to Xu Xie who was still leaning against the table in a concave shape: "Then I'm leaving."

"……Um."

It was obviously the same situation as the preset one, but when it actually happened in reality, Xu Xie realized that his throat was so dry that he had to struggle to say "um" with great effort.

Fang Zhi got a response, he should have lifted his feet and left directly, but inexplicably, he saw Xu Xie's starry eyes shining silently under the lamp on the table, and he couldn't move forward.

...I always feel that there should be something more to say.

A night without Fang Zhi is a lonely night.

When Xu Xie still felt clear-headed after turning over in bed, tonight's sleep plan completely failed.

He spread himself flat on the bed, turned his head to look at the empty bed next door, all he could think about was Fang Zhi's hesitant expression before he left.

He didn't know what Fang Zhi wanted to say at that moment, but he knew exactly how high his expectations were at that moment.

But in the end nothing came of it.

Fang Xiaozhen was a polite and good boy, after looking at him for a while, he closed the door gently and left.

Don't even look back.

Thinking of this, Mr. Xu turned over depressedly, facing the wall angrily, letting his thoughts wander.

In fact, he didn't quite know what kind of result he wanted to achieve with Fang Zhi.

He likes Fang Zhi.He wanted him to know, but he didn't want him to know.

The motivation for having this idea at first is actually not very clear, but after going through it day after day, he knows more and more clearly that Fang Zhi is different from others to him.

So besides being impulsive, he had more considerations.

If there are considerations, there will be hypotheses, and if there are hypotheses, there will be hypothetical results. If the results are not so satisfactory, they will often be accompanied by many negative emotions.

Xu Xie thought, he is really talented in worrying about people.

Just like now, there is obviously nothing between him and Fang Zhi, but in the hypothetical result, Fang Zhi has rejected him thousands of times, and is getting farther and farther away from him.

The next day, taking advantage of the lunch break at noon, Xu Xie accompanied Fang Zhi to the hospital by bus to have the stitches removed.

Xu Xie didn't sleep all night and was in a bad state of mind. As soon as he got in the car, he found a seat by the window and sat down, laying his head on the back of the seat and closing his eyes.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Fang Zhi sat beside him and asked him with his head tilted.

"Hmm." Xu Xie snorted out of his nose, sounding a little stuffy.

Fang Zhi didn't speak, but his eyes lingered on him and began to observe silently.

When this person is not talking or moving, he is completely different from usual, his overall demeanor is more fierce and unruly, and even the long and narrow eyelashes look sharp when his eyes are closed.

For those who are not familiar with it, it may be difficult to imagine that a person with this appearance and temperament can match up with warmth.

Fang Zhi stared at him for a while, and suddenly caught a glimpse of his brows frowning quickly. After a few seconds, as if he was not feeling well, the pimple between his brows furrowed again, and then he did not let go.

"Huh? Uncomfortable?" Fang Zhi asked.

"No." Xu Xie straightened his back, moved his body up, tilted his head, and leaned against the window glass, "Sleepy, squint for a while."

Fang Zhi thought for a while, and said, "Otherwise, you'd better go back to school and sleep? I'll go alone."

The other party didn't respond, and his breathing gradually became gentle and shallow, as if he was really sleepy, and he was about to fall asleep soon.

Seeing that he had no intention of returning it, Fang Zhi took out the Bluetooth headset to play a game, but just as he opened the charging compartment, a hand appeared beside him and snatched one of the headsets inside.

"I'm afraid you will be kidnapped." Without opening his eyes, Xu raised his hand to insert the earphone into his left ear, "Play some music, the kind that helps you sleep."

"..." Fang Zhi was speechless, picked up the remaining earphone in the charging compartment and put it on, then clicked on the music software, and rebelliously chose a special playlist for disco.

The effect was immediate, and the first sound of gongs and drums woke up Xu Xie who was beside him.

Brother Xu covered his badly injured ear, and looked at Fang Zhi in disbelief: "Fuck?"

Fang Xiaojuan blinked innocently: "I'm afraid that if you fall asleep and no one will watch me, I will be abducted."

Xu Xie: "..."

Thanks to a certain person, during the next journey, Mr. Xu's drowsiness disappeared, and even because of the blessing of the music in his ears, he was in an extremely excited state.

The kind that can be high for three days when you go to the ground.

The stitches were removed very quickly, within a few minutes, Xu Xie received Fang Zhi who was wrapped in gauze on his forearm.

"Finally removed." The ugly centipede-like black line that had been on his forearm for nearly half a month was removed, and his arm returned to its peak appearance. Fang Zhi turned his arm and looked at it in a good mood.

"Be careful." Compared with Fang's superficial cognition, Xu Xie has a lot more to worry about, "What did the doctor say? Are there any precautions?"

"No……"

Just as Fang Zhi was about to say, "There's nothing special to pay attention to," he suddenly caught a glimpse of Xu Xie frowning slightly, staring at his wound with a guilty expression. He didn't know what was causing it, so he wanted to be coquettish for no reason: " ... didn't say too much, just say don't touch water, don't eat spicy food, don't lift heavy objects, don't do strenuous exercise, eat more good, expensive ones, it's best to have a personal care, who can order me to serve me food and clothes Clothes……"

Xu Xie listened carefully at first, but he didn't realize something was wrong until he heard "expensive".

Sure enough, a bunch of mess appeared right after him, and when he raised his eyes again, Fang's hidden expression came into view.

Fang Zhi was still talking non-stop, and with that little expression, he didn't look aloof at all.

Xu Xie looked at it and couldn't help laughing: "So expensive? Then should I find a wheelchair and push you out?"

Let's talk about it, Fang Zhi will never do things that lose face.He stopped talking, and was about to take the elevator downstairs with Xu Xie to go back to school when a familiar voice suddenly sounded in his ear.

"Fang Zhi?"

With just such a sound, Fang Zhi, who was joking just now, instantly turned cold.

The curvature of the corner of his mouth suddenly returned to its original position, and slowly straightened into a line. The bones on the side of his face moved obviously, as if he was trying to restrain his emotions.

How many times this voice had echoed in his ears when he dreamed back at midnight, and over time, it almost became a nightmare he didn't want to touch.

It's Liu Yunyuan.

It was his biological mother who had half of her blood flowing in his body but regarded him as a scourge.

Xu Xie was standing beside Fang Zhi. He clearly saw Fang Zhi's eyes suddenly widen, and the circles of his eyes gradually turned red.

Footsteps came from behind, getting closer and closer, and finally stopped behind them.That voice sounded again, with a cautious and probing tone: "...Fang Zhi?"

With just such a sound, it was as if the valve of memory had been opened, and memories surged in. So many scenes of disgust, hatred, and abandonment began to be shown in his mind frame by frame.

The desperate pain I felt five years ago turned into a chill, because this sound came through time.

Fang Zhi felt cold.

He wanted to escape, but his muscles didn't listen at all, and the trembling finely locked him in place.

The voice came closer, almost touching the skin on the back of his neck: "Is it... Fang Zhi?"

Fang Zhi shuddered, goosebumps crawled all over his body uncontrollably, followed by chaotic thoughts.

What should he do now?Respond or pretend not to hear?What about the elevator?Why hasn't the elevator come yet?Do you want to go?How should I go?he……

A sudden warmth on his shoulder interrupted his thoughts suddenly.

In the chaos, he heard Xu Xie's gentle voice: "I'm sorry, you misidentified the person."

Immediately afterwards, the strength on his shoulders increased, and Xu Xie half-circled him and pressed him to his chest, half pushing and half hugging him, turning a corner and walking towards the corridor.