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Xu Xie didn't dare to go back to the room, and spent the night paralyzed on the sofa.

The sequelae were that he didn't sleep well all night, and he woke up in a daze after four o'clock in the morning.

Boys have some kind of awkward reaction when they wake up in the morning.

Xu Xie didn't feel anything wrong at first, but he didn't remember that he was wearing a size smaller than usual until he felt a little tense when he sat up.

Although it was said to be new, Fang Zhijuan was still packed in a box when it was handed to him in his clothes, but Mr. Xu's divergent associative thinking still inevitably brought up some shameful images.

And last night...

……Hold!

The more she thought about it, the more she couldn't think about it. Xu Xie leaned back, threw herself back on the sofa, picked up the phone with her legs apart, and was about to compose in English to calm herself down.

When it was almost calm, Xu Xie didn't dare to sit alone and think about it. After washing up, he went out to buy breakfast.

Because it rained last night, the weather in the morning was a bit cold.

Xu Xie was still wearing Fang Zhi's white T-shorts, goosebumps arose on his exposed forearms and calves, but he was too scared to go back to face Fang Zhi, and kept walking downstairs in the community, turning breakfast in his hand It was almost cold before taking the elevator upstairs slowly.

Fang Zhi was brushing his teeth in the bathroom when he heard the knock on the door.

He quickly rinsed his mouth, ran to the entrance and opened the door in a hurry.

The young man outside the door, with a fresh morning air, smiled at him and shook the bag in his hand: "Small soup dumpling and tofu brain."

Fang Zhi took the bag from his hand and put it on the coffee table, then turned to open the window for ventilation: "Why do you wake up so early?"

"Maybe it's the bed, I can't sleep well." Xu Xie said while changing his shoes.

"Hiss..." As soon as the window was opened, Fang Zhi was froze by the sudden drop in temperature outside.He looked back at Xu Xie who was walking over, and frowned: "That's how you went out? It's so cold outside."

"It's okay, it's not too cold."

Fang Zhi is a person who only believes in his own body sensation, so he didn't say much when he heard the words, he went to his bedroom to find a thin coat and threw it to Xu Xie: "Put it on."

"I'm in the house now, what are you doing for me?" Xu Xie just sat down when he was wrapped around his head by the lavender-smelling coat.

"I opened the window to ventilate the air. It won't be cold when the wind blows in." Fang Zhi also found a coat for himself, and said while putting on the coat and going to the kitchen to get the tableware.

It made sense for Xu Xie to think about it, but within a few seconds of putting it on, he was startled by Fang Zhi who came out of the kitchen wearing the exact same coat as him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" Fang Zhi put down the tableware and glanced at him suspiciously.

"No, why don't you buy two of the same coat?" Xu Xie's eyes widened, pointing at him and at herself, "The color and style are exactly the same."

"Ah, no, there is an event in the mall, buy one get one free." Fang Zhi scooped up a spoonful of tofu and stuffed it into his mouth, "I wanted to give it to my uncle, but he thought it was dirty, so I put it all in my closet. "

"Oh……"

Probably because of his hesitation when he said oh, Fang Zhi turned to look at him: "What's the matter? Do you want it? I can give you one."

It's nothing at all, it's just that a certain neurotic boss thinks he and Fang Zhi are wearing couple outfits.

But since Fang Zhi said so, of course Xu Xie would not refuse: "Okay, I quite like it, give it to me."

"En." Fang Zhi was busy eating, and waved his hands in response.

After the two of them finished their breakfast and packed up, it was only around six o'clock.

The arrival time for day students in No. 45 Middle School is [-]:[-].Xu Xie originally wanted to go back to school early to catch up with the morning self-study of the boarding students, pretending that he hadn't played truant, but after eating breakfast, his stomach was so warm that he felt lazy and didn't want to move at all.

That's it, it's just a matter of writing a self-criticism after being discovered.

It wasn't long before he had this depraved thought, Fang Zhi, who was sitting with him on the sofa, straightened up: "Let's go to school."

"So early?"

"Then who told you to get up so early? Otherwise, I would still be sleeping at this time."

"No..." Xu Xie bounced up like a corpse, feeling that he had to defend himself about this, "I didn't bother you when I got up, did I?"

"But you bought breakfast."

"What?" Xu Xie didn't quite understand the logic.

"Then I woke up and had breakfast, so where are I going if I don't go to school?" Fang Zhi looked puzzled.

Xu Xie couldn't laugh or cry: "Can't you stay at home?"

"It's boring to do it, I might as well go to school and do two more sets of questions." Fang Zhi stood up and stretched his waist, "I will be promoted to a third grade soon, a sense of urgency, Mr. Xu."

Perhaps it was because of being at home, Xu Xie could clearly feel that Fang Zhi had relaxed a lot, and he could speak out naturally on topics that were rarely brought up at ordinary times.

"Speaking of which," Xu Xie paused, looked up at Fang Zhi whose back was facing him, "do you really not have a university you want to take?"

"Didn't you say you took the same exam as you?" Fang Zhi turned around and stared at him, "Are you lying to me?"

"No." Xu Xie quickly denied, "How should I put it... After all, it is about the future, I don't want you to be too hasty..."

In fact, he also wanted to say, don't make decisions that you might regret because of temporary feelings.

He hated his entanglement, and also hated his repetition. He agreed so quickly in the hospital stairwell, but he was still anxious in the blink of an eye, for fear that the boy he liked would take a path that he didn't like at all.

But Fang Zhi was standing in front of him, with a little morning light in his eyes, he was more determined than ever.

Fang Zhi stared at him for a while, then slumped back to his side, pulled a pillow and hugged him in his arms: "No hasty, serious. In fact, I have never had any ideals since I was a child, and I have never had any goals. No one will force me to do anything."

When I first lived with Liu Yunyuan and Fang Haiwen, watching my classmates being forced to study by their parents every day, going to remedial classes and interest classes, learning this and that, Xiao Fang Zhi was also thankful that his parents were enlightened enough, He would force him, and he wouldn't even ask about his academic performance. It wasn't until the kidnapping happened that he realized how enlightened he was. It was all because he didn't care and wasn't expected.

"It's quite funny to say it. It was when I was in elementary school...Elementary school, you know, would write about ideals and the like, and others would write about painters, scientists, astronauts, etc. I have no idea about those. I thought about it for a long time Inexplicably, I thought of my math teacher at that time." Fang Zhi lifted the pillow up to cover the lower half of his face, and his voice became muffled, "A very gentle aunt, every time she sees me They praised me for being good at mathematics and brought me a lot of snacks. Then I wrote on paper that I wanted to learn mathematics well.”

It was clearly a calm narration, but Xu Xie felt a stab in his heart when he heard it.

The feeling of knowing the general situation is very different from knowing a specific thing, just like he used to feel distressed when he knew that Fang Zhi's childhood was unsatisfactory, but when he heard about this specific incident, his distress was doubled and there was also a strong feeling. I felt so empathetic that my fingertips began to tingle slightly from the astringent pain.

"Later, I went to junior high school, and you know that after those things, no one wanted to come near me... Oh, I didn't at first, I was too fierce." Fang Zhi raised his hand to ruffle his hair, and hid his eyes on his forehead. After I posted it, I continued, "After living with my uncle, I changed schools twice, and I didn't even have acquaintances around me. During that time, my uncle was also busy, and I was often left alone at home. I was free. Just do some shitty stuff to pass the time."

If you don't deliberately recall the memory of that time, it is actually very faded, so faded that you almost don't even remember what you felt at that time, but for some reason, when facing Xu Xie and saying it, Fang Zhi still felt his eyes twitching. swelling.

He blinked quickly, trying to press back the soreness, but he was unsuccessful, because a hand came over suddenly and gently pinched the back of his neck.

As a result, the water vapor in front of him instantly filled up.

So sometimes he actually hates Xu Xie.

Because this man is always so good at poking through all his hard-boiled pretense.

As long as Fang Zhi cried in a muffled voice, Xu Xie pinched him like a cat.

When the sobbing gradually subsided, Xu Xie withdrew her hands, and turned her head to look fixedly at Fang Zhi, who was buried in the pillow.

After watching for a long while, a hoarse voice came out from the pillow: "So I said, I'm serious."

"what?"

After such a long period of time, Xu Xie had long forgotten what he asked in the first place.

"I'm going to the same university as you. I'm serious. I'm not hasty, nor is it a momentary passion." Fang Zhi replied with a nasal voice, which sounded soft, "I hated being alone at that time. , and also discussing being aimless and doing nothing at that time, that was too uncomfortable. So I want to follow you first, at least...at least I won’t change back to that state.”

These words are a bit dependent, Xu Xie didn't dare to answer them for a while, and then said after a moment of silence: "Follow me without asking me what school I want to go to?"

Fang Zhi stared at Xu Xie with one red eye from the pillow: "Then what school do you want to go to?"

"Z is big."

"Big Z???" Fang Zhi lifted the pillow in shock.

"Well, it's close to home, and it takes only one and a half hours to go back and forth by high-speed train."

"No, is this a question of whether it is close to home?" Fang Zhi didn't feel ashamed of crying, and stared at Xu Xie with a pair of red eyes, "This...you...I...can I pass the exam?"

"Why not?" Xu Xie supported his head with his elbows on his knees, looking at Fang Zhi who overreacted a little funnyly, "Counseled?"

Fang Zhi didn't lose his face, and choked back in a louder voice than Xu Xie: "Who is cowardly? I am asking a reasonable question based on my current academic level."

"Okay." Xu Xie responded to him with a smile, "Does that mean you can pass the exam?"

"Of course."

It's different to have a goal. Fang Zhi felt the blood in his body boiling on the way to school.

The burning fighting spirit lasted until the English class.

"Today, let's talk about a few points that are more error-prone in grammar... Everyone cheer up and listen carefully! There is still more than a month, and you will be high school students as soon as this senior year is gone!" Zhao Shishi frantically knocked on the blackboard, shocked Wake up a few people in the classroom who were sleeping on their stomachs, "Sleep in such a cold day today! Don't be afraid of catching a cold! Get up quickly!"

Fang Zhi pinched the bridge of his nose, and forced himself to open his notebook to take notes.

Woke up a little too early this morning, coupled with the hypnosis of English, Mr. Fang felt that he urgently needed a bottle of essential oil to save him.

Of course there is no wind oil essence, but there is a refreshing god rushing to rescue him.

Fang Zhi stared impatiently at the head knocking on the back of his desk in front of him: "If you fart, let it go."

Chen Mushu turned around halfway, and asked him in a low voice: "Brother Fang, what do you think is a good gift for a girl's birthday?"

"..." Fang Zhi felt that Chen Mushu might have become stupid with his recent studies, "Are you asking me? Seriously?"

"Oh, just think of one, I'll brainstorm."

Speaking of gift giving...

Fang Zhi reached out and touched the damaged old photo in the middle of the bag.

Not sure if it can be fixed...

"Brother Fang, why are you stuck? Help me think about it."

Fang Zhi came back to his senses: "I have no experience, so I can't think about it."

"Come on, Brother Fang, I..."

"Fang Fang Fang, what Fang Fang!" Before Chen Mushu could finish his sentence, Zhao Shishi interrupted him sharply, "Chen Mushu! What the hell are you doing? What are you talking about with Fang Zhi?"

Fang Zhi shrank his neck and hid behind Chen Mushu who stood up to express his sympathy silently. As a result, within two seconds of sympathy, he was overwhelmed by his next operation show.

A man surnamed Chen must have really lost his mind, and asked Zhao Shishi sincerely under the eyes of dozens of people in the class: "I'm talking about what gift my girlfriend should give for her birthday... Otherwise, Sister Shishi, would you like to give me some advice?"

Zhao Shishi: "..."

Fang Zhi: "..."

The whole class: "...Damn! Awesome!"

With the sound of thunder on the flat ground, the drowsy crowd woke up instantly, and the dull atmosphere was swept away. There were whistles, booing, knocking on the table, and discussions. Filled the whole space.

Fang Zhi leaned back amidst the noise, leaned on the back of the chair, took out his mobile phone, and took a few photos of the chaotic classroom scene that seemed to be haunted by ghosts.