to imply

A moderate episode passed, but it washed away the previous embarrassment.

The four of them planned the division of desks and public areas in a deliberate manner, and the four of them slept peacefully and bustlingly.

Peng Jin is a very outgoing and cheerful person. After the initial embarrassment and restraint passed, he opened up and found new roommates to open up.

"Our class is on a different floor from Class [-]. I didn't see you very much before, but now it's all right, in a dormitory and on a campus. If I ask you any questions that I don't understand in the future, don't refuse!"

Xu Xie twisted the rag in her hand, and responded with a smile.

"Hey, buddy! Don't talk and talk to me! Do you play games or not? Let's add friends!"

Ma Lintian put down the broom in his hand and rubbed his hands awkwardly: "The school doesn't allow you to bring mobile phones, so I didn't bring them here."

The way Peng Jin looked at him suddenly changed, as if he was looking at a rare object: "You are too obedient... Can you live without a mobile phone?"

Ma Lintian was a little uncomfortable at what he said, and his eyes wandered: "I... am very busy with my studies every day, and I don't have time to play with my mobile phone."

Peng Jin gave him a thumbs up, then turned his head to pester Fang Zhi again: "Fang...cough, my god, seeing is better than hearing a hundred times. Others say you are so cold and cruel, but now it seems that you don't..."

Fang Zhi raised his eyes indifferently, and gave him an emotionless look.

... Facts have proved that the rumors of mixed fish and dragons are quite reliable.

Peng Jin shut his mouth, and silently moved closer to Ma Lintian, who had the best temper in the bedroom in terms of the current situation.

Xu Xie, who witnessed the whole process, wiped his upper bed with a wrung wet rag, and while Peng Jin and Ma Lintian were chatting away, he slightly lowered his head to look at him on the edge of the stairs leaning against his feet. Fang Zhi, who was wiping the bedboard, said helplessly, "Why are you scaring him?"

"I didn't scare him." Fang Zhi supported the unstable stairs with his hand, and argued, "I just took a look at him."

"Then why don't I look like I want to eat people?"

Fang Zhi blinked lightly: "Can you be the same as him?"

Because of this plausible statement that showed that he was different, Mr. Xu was a little absent-minded in everything he did for the next half a day.

It wasn't until the evening when he returned to the classroom for self-study that He Ge suddenly rushed into the classroom to ask him questions, which interrupted his absence.

School started today, but Xu Xie hadn't seen He Jie. Now that he suddenly appeared, Xu Xie said in surprise, "Why are you here now..."

"Don't ask...do you know where Yu You is now?" He Jie interrupted him panting, frowning tightly.

"I don't know, I haven't seen him for a long time." Xu Xie said, "What's wrong?"

"I've contacted Lao Zhou and Brother Lin, I've also asked my grandparents, and I've gone to their house to ask his parents." He Jing's face turned ugly in an instant, and the blood that had flooded his face from running just now faded completely. , "But since the holiday, they don't know where Yu You has gone."

Yu Xiaoba is a very unrestrained and free person, he likes to run around, he often doesn't see other people for ten days and half a month, but every time, he will at least report to He Jing.

It is really strange to disappear without saying a word like this time.

After talking with Xu Xie last time, He Jie gave himself a long cooling-off period.

He is different from Xu Xie, from the very beginning, he was ready to tell Yu Youting what he wanted.

It's just that before that, he needs to sort out this feeling, study it thoroughly, and then put it on the surface, and tell Yu Youting all the pros and cons, plans, future, and what he wants and wants one by one.

For more than a month, the drafts were listed countless times, and the belly drafts were typed countless times. In the end, I specially printed out what I wanted to say, lest I would be nervous when facing Yu You and miss something.

The two A4 papers filled with densely packed text are the only bargaining chips he has to talk to Yu You just to win over him.

During the preparations, he didn't contact Yu You, for fear that the two of them would quarrel if they didn't agree with each other, so he didn't expect that when he held his chips and mustered up the courage to find Yu You, he couldn't be found all over the world. .

He first sent a message to Yu You, but the other party never replied.He called again, but no one answered.

At first, He Jing didn't think much about it, he just thought that the anger from the last quarrel hadn't dissipated, and when he thought about facing Yu You soon, he had a little hesitation and fear, so he became cowardly again. I shrank back, wanting to give myself a few more days to think about it.

This procrastination dragged on until the day before the start of school. Knowing that he would be very busy after school started, he wanted to solve this matter quickly. It was at this time that he realized that Yu You had been missing for more than half a month. up.

In a daze, He Jing had no time to think about the start of school. From yesterday to today, until he found the vocational high school, he remembered that the third year of high school started today, and Xu Xie, who should be in the North Campus of No. [-] Middle School.

The last glimmer of hope was shattered, He Jing lost the strength to run again, and slumped against Xu Xie's table dejectedly, regardless of the probing eyes around him, he lowered his head and calmed down.

It was only when Xu Xie found out about this that he took out his cell phone to send a message to Yu You when the teachers were all gone to a meeting.

The news fell into the sea without stirring up any waves.

Call.

Was hung up for a second.

Knowing that the person on the other side was actually looking at the phone, Xu Xie made persistent efforts and prepared to make another call.

But before he could press the dial button, the phone rang.

It's not Xu Xie's.

He raised his eyes, just as He Ge took out his mobile phone, and after seeing the caller ID on the screen, he picked it up without hesitation: "Where have you been?! Why didn't you answer... eh? Yes, I'm at school now ...Huh? Oh...okay."

After a meaningless answer, He Jing hung up the phone with a slightly dazed expression on his face.

Seeing that his expression was wrong, Xu Xie was about to ask him what's the matter, when the other party rushed out of the classroom door in a hurry.

It was the setting sun, and the scorching temperature gradually dropped, and the cicadas, which had been screaming madly for a day, swallowed their sound, and only squeaked from time to time to show their existence in the golden forest.

He Jie ran on the golden road, and finally saw Yu You soaked in warm colors amidst the green bushes at the end of the road.

The boy was leaning on the sycamore tree trunk, playing with his mobile phone in his hand, his eyebrows and eyes were hidden in the shadow of his hair when he lowered his head, making it difficult to see clearly.

He Jue walked to Yu You with light footsteps when he was about ten steps away from the boy.

A shadow suddenly cast in front of him, Yu You was not surprised, but stopped playing with the phone, quietly hanging his head as if waiting for something.

As a result, after waiting for a long time, the shadow in front of him remained silent, and didn't even move a single bit.The expected questioning and ridicule did not come for a long time, Yu You raised his eyes with some doubts, and looked at the calm face in front of him.

Seeing him looking over, the other party calmed down and asked softly, "Where did you go? Why didn't you tell me?"

Yu You was stunned for two seconds, and the tip of his heart suddenly seemed to be pulled by someone, feeling a little sore for no reason.He lowered his eyes somewhat at a loss, and said in a muffled voice, "Aren't we... a cold war?"

"So it's a cold war?" He Jing's tone didn't contain much accusation and anger, but because of his soft voice, it sounded helplessly gentle, "I saw your posture of not contacting me, and thought you were going to break up with me."

Yu You was ashamed by what he said, obviously he didn't feel wronged, but his eyes were inexplicably sore: "No..."

He Jie could hear the trembling in his voice, couldn't bear to continue teasing him, bent slightly to look into his eyes: "Then... what do you want to find me now?

"I don't know..." Yu Youhu's eyes turned red, and he repeated with a slight choke, "I don't know..."

He really didn't know what was wrong with him.

Obviously the last time when Xu Xie quarreled with He Jie on Xu Xie's birthday, he was so happy, but why did he feel more and more regretful later?

Clearly breaking free from the shackles of He Jing, I can do whatever I want, smoking, drinking, fighting, and falling in love are not hindered by him, why can't I get up to do these things, and feel more and more empty?

After that quarrel, Yu You really lived happily for a few days.When he smokes, no one will whisper in his ear that it is bad for his lungs, and when he is skipping class, no one will drag him to reason with him and persuade him to learn more.

During the fight, no one would pull him to keep him from going, but at the same time, no one would help him hold the field and help him deal with the injuries he suffered after the fight.

That day, when he had just finished a fight that he had forgotten what started it, when he was sitting alone in a sultry, dark, empty alley to take a break, he received a breakup WeChat message from his girlfriend who kept saying that she liked him.

The message consisted of only two lines, briefly outlining why she wanted to get back together because her ex-boyfriend came back to her, and a three-word apology.

His dazed head cleared up for a moment, and Yu You thought of what He Jing said that day during the quarrel.

"Don't be so angry, I'm not saying I won't let you talk about it." In the memory, He Ji's brows and eyes were covered with a layer of gloom, looking unhappy, "You have never encountered such a thing, you have to think about it yourself first." I understand, you can't just refuse to agree because you're embarrassed when someone says they like you, right? Don't delay the girl, and delay yourself..."

He didn't let He Jing finish his sentence.

Perhaps subconsciously, he has long been impatient with He Jing, who has no identity but likes to control his behavior everywhere, so the alcohol got on his head, and his words were mixed with guns and sticks, which completely hurt He Jing.

It’s all right now, I’ve reaped the consequences of not listening to persuasion, and I’m slowly remembering what’s going on, I feel that without him in charge, the whole world is against me, and it’s hurting people everywhere.

Yu You curled his lips in a silent self-deprecating manner, raised his right hand to look at the dried blood on it, and after a moment of sluggishness, he clicked on the phone's keyboard, ignored the red exclamation mark in the message, and replied to his emotionless ex-girlfriend A "good".

After the breakup, Yu You has been looking for opportunities to have a good chat with He Jing, apologize, and get back together again, but because of shame, he dare not go directly to him, so he worked for a long time before resigning. A part-time job during the time, they went to work in the noodle restaurant they used to go to before going to the food street, just waiting for a planned encounter.

People are waiting, but Yu You is scared by He Jing, who is alienated from strangers and extremely impolite in speaking.

He seemed to be unforgiving, and responded to He Jiu's ridicule all the time, but in fact, he was hurt by He Jiu's cold eyes, and finally had to lower his head to hide his panic and the soreness in his eyes.

Then, the boss's question rang in his ears.He was startled, anxiously trying to explain that he had broken up, but when he raised his eyes, he saw the back of He Jie throwing the bowl and leaving.

The porcelain bowl fell on the wooden table with a muffled sound, which was not very loud, but Yu You still trembled in fright.He wanted to get up and chase after him, but his legs that had been under the table for a long time were already numb, and in a blink of an eye, Xu Dacai chased him out.

He numbly slumped his shoulders, and the sound just now was turned into a buzzing sound by his ears, making him feel as if he had fallen into the bottom of the sea for a moment, unable to hear anything clearly.

……How did that happen?

...How could someone who had always been so tolerant and gentle to him say such things?

...How can someone who is always around and can be touched with a hook of a finger only leave him with a back view?

And myself... why, how can I bear to say such chilling words, and why is it so useless that I can't even catch someone?

One after another self-questioning echoed in his heart, like a whirlpool that seemed to swallow him up.He sank into it, lost all perception of everything around him, until a hand was placed on his shoulder.

The strength is not gentle, but the voice is as cold as spring water in the mountain: "Why are you crying?"

Yu You came back to his senses in a daze, and turned his head to see the cold-faced and warm-hearted Mr. Fang.

Seeing that he was just watching him cry, Fang Zhi still had a dazed expression on his face. The hand on his shoulder relaxed a little, and the other hand handed him a few tissues, and asked again: "why are you crying?"

Yu You stared at him, moved his fingers to his face following his question, and it really felt cold.

He jerked violently, finally came back to his senses, took the tissue from Fang Zhi's hand and thanked him.

Seeing that the other party still didn't answer his question, Fang Zhi didn't ask any more.He finished the noodles quietly, and was about to pay the bill and leave, but when he raised his head from the noodle bowl, he found Yu You still sitting there, staring at the door in a daze.

Fang Zhi changed the question: "What are you looking at?"

In a daze, Yu You turned back his gaze, looked at the face in front of him that had not moved for a long time, and replied in a muffled voice: "...I don't know."

Fang Zhi: "..."

Now Yu You looked a little lost, Fang Zhi couldn't bear to get up and leave, and changed back to the original question after deliberation: "Why were you crying just now?"

The rumored vocational high school bully pouted, as if he was about to cry again: "...I don't know either."

Fang Zhi: "..."

... Talking about such profound work is really not suitable for me.

Boss Fang is a very self-aware person. Without diamonds, he never does porcelain work. Besides, his speech skills are average. If he can't make people depressed, it will be troublesome.So he got up and was about to pay the bill. After thinking about it, he turned around and comforted Yu You speciously: "People who think you are important will not really lose their temper with you."

Yu You understood Fang Zhi's implication, but He Jing's unfamiliar attitude towards him made him not have the courage to continue to face it, so on the day when No. [-] Middle School and his own school were on holiday at the same time, in order to avoid meeting He Jing during the holiday Above, he bought a ticket for nothing, and fled to Lin province.

I found a job with food and lodging in a neighboring province, but the location of the place of work is not very good, and the mobile phone often has no signal.

So whenever there was a break, Yu You held up his mobile phone to look for a signal, and when he found the signal, he squatted down on the spot to see if there were any unanswered calls or unread messages.

To his disappointment, there was no greeting from the other party.

It was also amidst such expectations and disappointments again and again, Yu You suddenly realized that since He Zhen is not his own and has no right to control himself, then he is also not He He, and has no right to complain about what he is doing now. Don't care about what you are doing.

After all, there are not so many fetters and entanglements between them.They are not like those brothers who are related by blood from birth. They have a firm stand and enough reasons to control the other. Is it your brother or younger brother.

Why is he not.So when he said that you should take care of everything, He Jing just looked at him and let him say those heart-piercing words. His heart was pierced and bleeding, and he couldn't find anything to stand on. reason to respond to him.

In the final analysis, the relationship between them is only based on feelings. If the relationship is gone, the two of them are just strangers to each other.

Thinking of this, Yu You panicked, he never thought that one day he and He Jing would become strangers.In the days that followed, he changed from waiting for messages to sending messages, but every time he failed to send messages due to signal problems, and couldn't make calls, Yu You even began to reasonably suspect that there was a signal jammer installed in this place.

After three or four days of hard work, when a three-hundred-word apology essay failed to be sent, Yu You resigned and bought a bus ticket back to the province that day.

He started in a hurry, and his thoughts were full of panic and tension, and he had no room to think about other things, so when he got out of the car and wanted to call to ask where He was, he found that the battery of the phone was only 20.00% .

It was also this look that allowed him to glimpse the date on the phone screen, and vaguely remembered that the third middle school started today, so why should he be at school.

So he took a taxi without hesitation and went straight to No. [-] Middle School. It was difficult for him to remember that he was going to move to the North Campus when the third year of high school started. After getting off the car at the gate of No. [-] Middle School, he took a detour and hurried to to the North Campus.

The school had just started, and the school's management was not so strict. Yu You had a fight with the doorman for a while, claiming that he was late because he forgot the start time of school, and then he stepped into the gate of the North Campus smoothly.

"You have to remember to wear the school uniform tomorrow, you know?" While waiting for the door to open, the uncle couldn't help nagging, "One or two, relying on the loose control of school, I don't wear school uniforms, and I don't bring school cards. That way you won't be let in."

Yu You responded with "Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh".

"Hey! What's the hurry! Be careful..."

Ignoring the doorman's call, Yu You ran forward quickly, avoiding his sight and found a sycamore tree to lean against. As soon as he took out his mobile phone, Mr. Xu called.

He just wanted to talk to He Jing now, he pressed reject without thinking, and then made a call to He Jing.

The moment the other party picked it up, there was an outrageous questioning with hints of anger.

The long-lost voice suddenly rang in his ears, but Yu You didn't continue to listen.

He wanted to meet this person, wanted him to appear vividly in front of him, even if it was to scold him, he wanted to hear him scold him in front of him.

So he endured the sudden soreness on the tip of his nose and asked him: "...Are you at school now...I'm in your school, North Campus, I don't know where I am, there are plane trees around...Can you come and look for me?" Me, I dare not go to your classroom..."

Hearing the other party's agreement, Yu You's heart, which had been hanging in the air for a long time, finally fell to the ground.

But when someone came in front of him, his heart, which had been quiet for a while, seemed to be pinched by something, and it burst out sour.

He wanted to apologize to He Jing and explain to him that he had broken up.

I want to tell him that what I said during the quarrel is just angry words, he can control himself as he wants, and he is happy to be controlled by him.

He wanted to keep the only reason for their contact, but when the words came to his lips, there were only three words "I don't know" over and over again.

He Jing on the opposite side seemed helpless, sighed lightly, and wiped the corners of his eyes with his fingertips: "Why are you crying? I've been looking for you for so long and I can't find anyone crying."

Seeing that He Jing didn't treat him as badly as before, and was willing to speak so patiently and gently, Yu Youzhi choked up, and finally he was able to speak: "I'm sorry...I apologize to you, don't ignore me."

"It's as if I've done something wrong." He Ji twitched the corner of his mouth, "Why are you so unreasonable?"

Yu Xiaoba has never done much apology work, and he is not very proficient in business. When He Ge said that, he said embarrassingly: "I didn't mean that... Anyway, I apologize to you anyway, what I said last time doesn't count, and , and I have broken up, we...reconcile, okay? Same as before? "

After hearing his confession, He Jiu looked at Yu You's eyes that were still shining with water, and didn't intend to let him go: "But I don't want to. I thought about it, and I think what you said last time makes sense. I'm not your father." It's not your mother, she has no qualifications, and she doesn't have any rightful identity to control you."

The previous bad imagination turned into reality, Yu You even flashed a strange scene in the future when they passed each other without even saying hello.He was in a hurry, and the tears that had been rolling in his eyes finally couldn't hold back and fell down.He went to pull He Jiu's sleeve, and there was a little imperceptible panic begging in his tone: "No... I was talking nonsense. You are qualified, what are you doing... We grew up together, from childhood to adulthood. You are in charge of me... We, we are friends, we are brothers!"

Finally found the identity connection between the two, Yu You repeated desperately as if grasping at a straw: "Yes, as my friend, my brother, of course you have the right to control me... Don't do this, don't care I...why..."

He Jiu pursed his lips: "You have many friends, Xu Xie, Lao Zhou, Brother Lin, they care about you the same way, it doesn't have to be me..."

"It's different!" Yu You immediately interrupted him loudly, and then met He Jing's expressionless eyes, his voice gradually weakened, but he still insisted, "It's different..."

He Ju followed the persuasion: "It's different? Why is it different? They are also your friends and your brothers, and they are equally qualified to control you and treat you well... What's the difference?"

Several rhetorical questions in a row stumped Yu Youwen.His mind was already in confusion, and now he couldn't tell what was going on now.

Obviously, I came to apologize and wanted to reconcile with He Jing, so why did he somehow get involved in the difference between He Jing and Lao Zhou and the others?

He sniffed and couldn't figure it out, so he went back to the beginning and answered blankly: "I don't know..."

He Ju looked at his tear-stained face, he didn't know why, and he was completely defeated.

Forget it, expecting a fool with no experience in love to realize that something is wrong, it is better to take the initiative, save some time, and get on the right track earlier.

The previous confession plan finally came in handy. Although the location is wrong and the state is wrong, but fortunately the person is right, and there is a surprise——

My own crush doesn't seem to be a single thread.

He Ju looked at Yu You who was still out of the situation, took out two A4 papers that were folded into small squares in his pocket, and handed them to him.

In the original plan, he should have said it with his own mouth, but he overestimated himself. At this moment, his palms were sweating and his throat was tight, and he probably couldn't even pronounce a syllable.

...More importantly, some little bastard who doesn't know himself is too sad to deserve a confession from his own mouth.

Yu You took it in a daze and unfolded it. Every time he read a line, his eyes widened a little. Before he saw the end, he raised his eyes to look at He Jing in shock, his fingers trembled, his lips trembled a few times, but he was stunned. No words came.

"Since I'm different, I want to change to a more special identity." He Jiu squeezed his fingers secretly, forcing himself to calm down, so that he could look more comfortable, "For example, add a word in front of a friend, be your... …Boy friend."

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