to imply

After the weekly exam was over, Fang Zhi and Xu Xie specially took a lunch break and went to Boss Liang's studio.

On the way back this time, Fang Zhi saw Boss Liang's girlfriend—a very beautiful and temperamental girl, with a high ponytail, wearing a T-shirt and trousers, sitting on the sofa drinking a drink while watching TV, watching them She smiled lightly, and two deep dimples appeared on her cheeks.

"Old Liang! A guest is coming!" She called into the studio, and at the same time stood up and brought two cans of ice-cola for the two, "Sit down, she'll be out soon."

"Hey! Here you come! Yuanyuan, come and watch the fire!" Boss Liang responded from a distance, and after a while, he took off his apron and came out from the inside, and asked Yuanyuan's girl to take her place and go inside.

Boss Liang laughed as soon as he saw the person coming: "Last time I asked you if you gave it to your boyfriend and you said no, isn't it not long before someone came to my place to order a ring?"

This was said by Fang Zhi, he was a little embarrassed, and explained: "It wasn't at that time."

"Ham, I understand." Boss Liang sat in front of the computer, beckoned the two of them to come over, and said in a chatty manner, "It's not so easy to figure out how to put this on anyone... Which ring is it? What do you want to engrave on it?" Character?"

Xu Xie handed the silver chain with the ring to Boss Liang, and then she said: "Indeed, I almost want to give up."

Fang Zhi glanced at him, but said nothing.

Boss Liang smiled: "Give up... I almost gave up back then."

Fang Zhi didn't want to answer the conversation at first, but he didn't know if it was because he had been thinking too much recently, causing confusion and panic. By the time he realized it, he had already said, "And then?"

This time, Xu Xie glanced at him, but didn't speak.

"My situation is different from yours." Boss Liang looked at the ring in his hand, and the expression on his face could not be said to be reminiscence or something. family."

Fang Zhi's ears moved, and he listened more seriously.

"To be honest, who can accept it as an ordinary parent? In their eyes, homosexuality is a heterogeneity, a problem, a detour, and an existence that will embarrass them.

"No matter how they explain it, how they enlighten them, they don't believe it's just a simple and pure love.

"At that time, the two of us planned to say that if the family members couldn't accept it, then we simply wouldn't let them accept it. The two of us lived a good life as two people, and we should have less contact in the future.

"Just as we were about to flee to other places, Yuanyuan's father fell ill. Suddenly, shortly after we confessed to our family, it seemed as if we were overwhelmed by us."

Speaking of this, Boss Liang took a deep breath. Even after many years, in retrospect, it was a period of dim and suffocating days.

"That's when Yuanyuan proposed to break up.

"Of course I don't want to. I yelled at her, and I said, are you going to choose your dad between me and your dad? She yelled back with a louder voice than me, saying it's two different things.

"Then I asked her, so you don't like it?

"She was silent for a long time and said yes."

Hearing this story, Xu Xie suddenly grabbed Fang Zhi's hand and squeezed it into his palm.Fang Zhi was in great pain from being held by him, but because he didn't know what to do, he could only let him hold him stiffly.

"We were separated for a long time.

"She took care of her dad at home, and I ran my studio. In fact, I really felt pretty good at that time. Compared with breaking up with my family and arguing and shouting every day, such a peaceful life is obviously much better.

"Although I said that, I'm actually not very happy. The whole person is very empty, especially when I'm with my family and see the relaxed expressions on their faces, I feel like... I can't blend in, I'm floating in the air. The feeling of mid-air.

"The turning point was when my mother arranged a blind date for me."

After talking for so long, the expression on her face finally changed, from dignified to bitter: "She feels that her daughter has changed, or she doesn't want me to continue to take the detour in their eyes. Within a month of Yuan's separation, she couldn't wait to introduce a man to me.

"That guy is very nice, very considerate and gentle, but when I said that I like girls, the expression on his face suddenly became very ferocious, and then he chatted with me for 2 minutes, and he didn't give a damn. Knot ran away quickly.

"It's like I'm some kind of virus."

Probably seeing the expressions of the two teenagers on the opposite side becoming more and more dignified under her narration, she pursed her lips and smiled: "Don't be so nervous, what I said doesn't mean that you will experience it too, everyone's life is different Well, what if your family members are more open-minded and accept it if you just talk about it?"

She intended to comfort her, but after Fang Zhi's words, the blood on Fang Zhi's face faded instantly.

The day before the weekly exam, after Fang Zhi sent Fang Haisheng away, he had been restless. At night, he couldn't stand the sense of emptiness and panic, as if he was hanging in mid-air and couldn't reach the ground. He took advantage of Xu Xie to take a bath, He went to the balcony to send Fang Haisheng a message.

He originally wanted to call, but he was afraid that after hearing Fang Haisheng's voice, he would not be able to ask those questions.

After chatting for a while, Fang Zhi finally asked.

[FZ.] Uncle, what do you think of those homosexuals?

Because of guilty conscience and fear of being discovered, he deliberately used "those" to exclude himself.

Fang Haisheng asked him why he suddenly thought of asking this.

Before Fang Zhi could figure out how to answer, the reply came from the other side.

There were only twenty or so words on the screen, but Fang Zhi's heart ached so badly that even his breathing began to tremble.

His uncle said, I haven't seen this and I can't understand it, but no matter how I think about it, I find it a bit unacceptable.

Fang Zhi couldn't remember what Boss Liang said later.Fang Haisheng's "difficult to accept" echoed repeatedly in his mind, and inexplicably substituted himself and Xu Xie into what Boss Liang had experienced. In the fragmented ending, he saw Fang Haisheng's disappointed eyes and the back of Xu Xie leaving.

"...Brother Fang!"

Fang Zhi trembled suddenly, and suddenly felt a sweet taste between his lips and teeth.The sweet smell brought him back to his senses, he raised his eyes, and looked at Xu Xie who was frowning and looking at him worriedly.

His gaze followed Xu Xie's eyes and slowly moved down to the tip of his nose, his thin lips, and along the side of his thin neck, and landed on the ring on his chest.

Seeing his stupefied look, Xu Xie couldn't bear to scold others, so she could only rebuke in half-annoyance and half-blame: "Did you stay up late again last night? Brother Fang, you can't lie to me just because I'm a dead sleeper and don't know the situation." .Look at your face, how pale it is, when you just went out, you almost fell out of your foot...is it better now?"

Fang Zhi didn't speak, just stared at the ring fiercely, just when Xu Xie was wondering if he was sick, he spoke.

The voice was hoarse, without emotion: "Is that sentence engraved?"

Hearing this, Xu Xie was rarely shy, and while one ear was burning hot, he lowered his head slightly, not daring to look at Fang Zhi: "Didn't you engrave it yourself? Why are you asking me? You are the only one... Cough, Brother Fang, possessive The desire is so strong."

He thought Fang Zhi was teasing him, so he teased him back, but after his sentence, the other party didn't respond at all.

In the distant sky, a dark cloud suddenly pressed heavily, and it was attacking the high-hanging sun. The originally clear and high sky darkened in an instant, and pressed a few inches to the ground.

It is going to rain.

The two came out in a hurry, didn't check the weather forecast, didn't know that it might rain, so they didn't bring an umbrella.The bus was not coming, Xu Xie looked at the big dark clouds that were getting closer, and discussed with Fang Zhi: "Brother Fang, call a taxi, if it rains later..."

After seeing Fang Zhi's reddened eyes, he swallowed back the following words.

The dark clouds covered the sun, and the last gleam in the young man's eyes suddenly disappeared.

He stared at his red eyes, his voice was choked and trembling, and he asked helplessly, "Xu Xie, do you really think we have a future?"

"Boom—"

"Damn it! It's finally raining! If it doesn't rain, I'm going to die of heat!"

"Yo oh oh oh!"

"Then who! Don't be in the corridor! It's thundering!"

"Will you let me go back to the dormitory! My clothes are hung on the balcony and confiscated!"

……

There was a sudden thunderstorm, and the students who had been tortured to the point of being sluggish by the heat seemed to be reborn, and there were strange screams everywhere for a while.

"I rely on me! I thought it wouldn't rain!" Jiang An rushed back to the classroom with a basketball in his arms, shaking his head to shake off the water droplets on his hair, and walked to Yan Qing's desk with wet steps , reached for the paper she had placed on the table, and took seven or eight papers unceremoniously.

"You dog!" Yan Qing raised her hand to block the water drops he threw out, but unfortunately the effect was minimal, she saw the conspicuous wet marks on her clothes, and slapped him on the arm angrily, "There is something wrong! I!"

"Oh, my little girl's hands are so strong!" Jiang An rubbed his arm that hurt from being slapped, and leaned over to watch her write the test paper, "Which one is this? Is it almost finished? Finished?" Copy it for me?"

"Get lost! You're already in the third year of high school and you're still copying! Are you going to take the university entrance exam?"

"If you pass the exam, you can make up for me!"

The two laughed and quarreled for a while, and finally Yan Qing reluctantly agreed to give him extra lessons.After Jiang An finished making trouble, Yan Qing twirled the basketball with her fingertips, and looked around the classroom looking for new targets.

With this sweep, Fang Zhi was spotted lying motionless on the table in the corner of the classroom.As soon as his eyes lit up, he waved his hands and was about to go there: "Hey! Brother Fang, you are back! Are you..."

After taking a few steps, Yan Qing dragged her back to the original place by her collar.

"What's wrong?" Jiang An didn't know why, and blinked at Yan Qing whose expression suddenly became serious.

"Don't provoke him." Yan Qing quietly glanced at Fang Zhi, motioned Jiang An to come over to her ear, and said in a low voice, "I saw that he didn't look very well when he came back, and he was covering his stomach with one hand. Maybe it's stomach pain again."

"Stomach pain?" Jiang An froze for a moment when he heard this word, "I thought his stomach pain was cured...?"

"How can this little illness be completely cured?" Yan Qing glanced over there secretly, "Anyway, Chen Mushu just asked him when he saw that he was not feeling well, and he yelled and got out, his voice was so loud that it was scary. "

Jiang An was still a little confused: "No, why does my stomach hurt... Where's Mr. Xu? Didn't they go out together? Didn't you look at him?"

"I don't know." Yan Qing shook her head, "I didn't see him."

Jiang An scratched his head: "This is unreasonable... Shouldn't they stick together like a couple?"

Yan Qing shook her head again: "How do I know?"

The two got together and chattered for a long time, but in the end they couldn't come up with a reason.

The thunder rumbled, Fang Zhi turned his head sideways, staring blankly at the gray sky outside the window.

In such weather, even on the top of Old Man Mountain, there would be no light at all.

Fang Zhi took a breath, and buried his sore and painful eyes between his folded arms.

So what is firm about the future... is all fake.