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After Fang Zhi came back from No. [-] Middle School, he was always in a state of excitement. On the one hand, it was because he had talked with Xu Xie, and on the other hand, he felt that he played very well in this rematch.

For Xueba to do their part, there is basically not much difference between what he estimated and the facts. If there is no accident, Fang Zhi thinks that he can win the first prize.

I just don't know how many prizes Xu Xie can win... By the way, why hasn't there been a reply to the WeChat I sent?

Fang Zhi paid special attention to this point after his mobile phone was confiscated last time, but he was really anxious when he couldn't hear from Xu Xie, so when Zhao Shishi turned to write on the blackboard, he secretly took out his mobile phone and sent a question mark to Xu Xie.

This question mark lasted until the dinner time agreed by the two, and it was not topped by new news.

And Xu Xie didn't come back either.

... What takes so long to hold?

After Jiang An finished packing, he saw that he was still sitting on the seat staring at the phone in a daze, so he went over and called him: "Brother Fang, don't you want to eat?"

"Ang... let's go." Fang Zhi got up from his side and called Xu Xie.

The beep sounded dull and rhythmically for a while, and finally it automatically changed into a sweet female voice because no one answered: "Hello, the number you dialed is temporarily..."

Fang Zhi frowned and hung up.

He stopped walking towards the cafeteria, Jiang An in front of him turned his head and asked doubtfully, "What's wrong?"

Fang Zhi pursed his lips and remained silent.Just when the beep ended, his heart twitched abruptly for some unknown reason. It didn't hurt very much, but it was like a warning like an omen.

He turned his footsteps without much hesitation, ignored Jiang An's questioning voice behind him, and continued to call Xu Xie while walking quickly towards the school gate.

But just like the question mark with no reply, there were four or five calls in succession, but no one answered the calls. At the end of the call, Fang Zhi's phone turned off automatically because it ran out of battery.

In the evening, Huoshaoyun filled the sky enthusiastically and arrogantly, and the school gate was bustling with crowds, some people were rushing to eat, some people stopped because of the scenery, noisy and noisy.Fang Zhi was in this prosperous place, holding his dead phone, and suddenly lost his way.

He was thinking why Xu Xie didn't answer the phone, and why he was suddenly so worried. At the end of the thought, he wanted to return to the original question - what did Xie Wen ask Xu Xie to take, and it took so long?

There were people coming and going around, Fang Zhi stood there in a daze for a long time, only to realize that Xu Xie had not promised him that he would come back before dinner.

...So, if you wait a little longer, you should be able to wait for Xu Xie.

He used this reason to convince himself, and then walked into the school, but instead of going to the cafeteria, he returned to the classroom, squatting by the socket in the corner by the door, holding the charged mobile phone and waiting for it to turn on.

The waiting process was not long, but Fang Zhi thought about a lot of things in a mess.

Most of them are about Xie Wen.Even if he has never seen the real person, he can still see the madness of this person from the few words of others.How would a person with such a strong possessive desire to control Xu Xie react if he knew that Xu Xie was in a relationship with him?

Fang Zhi didn't dare to think deeply, but suddenly felt a bone-chilling chill in this guess.

... What will happen if she finds out?

He seemed to have suddenly found a reasonable explanation, explaining why Xie Wen asked Xu Xie to pick up things, explaining why Xu Xie suddenly lost contact, explaining why, and he still hasn't stopped flustered.

He pressed the power button desperately, and the moment the screen turned on, he clicked on the contact at the top of the call log, and answered the call silently in his heart. At the same time, a message popped up on the screen to remind him.

You receive a WeChat message.

Fang Zhi calmed down for a moment, and clicked on the frame to jump to the WeChat chat interface, but it was not Xu Xie's news.

[Lin Yufeng]: Do you and Xu Xie have a couple ring?

[Lin Yufeng]: Xie Wen turned over at the gate of No. [-] Middle School today.

Looking at these two words, Fang Zhi felt his heart being lifted high and then thrown down heavily. The movement brought back to his chest made his whole body tremble.

The beeping of the phone was still ringing continuously, and the sound seemed to be amplified countless times in the empty classroom.Fang Zhi didn't reply to Lin Yufeng's words, nor did he have the strength to ask him how he knew about his relationship with Xu Xie.He returned to the call interface in silence, holding the phone in one hand, while the fingers of the other hand pinched the joints unconsciously, expecting and fearing.

The screen flickered, but it wasn't that the call was answered, but the familiar box jumped out again.

Fang Zhi thought it was Lin Yufeng's news, so he didn't intend to pay attention to it, but his finger, which had been at a loss for a long time, subconsciously clicked in.

This time, his question marks were answered.

The three short words, without beginning or end, without reason or reason, made Fang Zhi feel like his heart was empty, and he was so cold.

[Boyfriend]: Sorry.

Immediately afterwards, the waiting voice that had been trying to connect to the other side disappeared, and the sweet female voice sounded again: "Hello, the phone you dialed has been turned off..."

Xie Wen seemed to have made plans a long time ago, and within two hours of packing, several large and small bags and suitcases were placed at the door.

She ignored Xu Xie who had been sitting in the living room with her head bowed and silent all the time. After tidying up everything, she smiled with satisfaction on her pale cheeks that were rosy due to exercise: "It's almost...you still not tidying up? No." Take it and leave, the car I called is coming soon."

Xu Xie rubbed the photo album that Fang Zhi had given him, clutched the necklace and ring in the other hand, and said after a long silence, "...where are you going?"

Xie Wen reported the name of a city she yearned for when she was young.

Xu Xie nodded slowly - he has an impression of that city. Xie Wen often mentioned it to him when he was a child, and he also visited it once. It is a very developed and beautiful place.

He nodded again, not knowing what he was agreeing with.After a pause, he asked a question he had wanted to ask since a long time ago: "Mom, do you still regard me as your son?"

Xie Wen looked at the fragments on the ground, and answered quickly, nonchalantly: "Of course."

"Then do you know that I just finished the rematch of the competition and I will take the college entrance examination soon?"

Xie Wen hesitated for a while this time, but it didn't take long: "What's the use of me knowing? The key is whether you know. Since the college entrance examination is about to take place, you shouldn't do such disgusting things at this time.

"You can't blame others, you should blame yourself."

Xu Xie walked around the house for a long time, but in the end he couldn't pack much.Finally, after putting Xu Likai's posthumous photos into his schoolbag and zipping it up, Xu Xie was carrying a bag and pushing a small suitcase, locked the door solemnly, and went downstairs.

He didn't know what the end of the house he had lived in for more than ten years would be like he didn't know what the end of his future would be.

He suddenly heard the question from Zhi from the front not long ago.

With red eyes, the young man asked him, Xu Xie, do you really think we have a future?

At that time, he thought that Fang Zhi wanted to give up, but the funny thing was that in the end, he was the one who let go first.

Xie Wen was talking to the driver leaning against the car door.She has a gentle smile on her face, her thin body is very straight, and there is no trace of her madness and rage in the past. She is a beautiful woman with self-cultivation.

Seeing that Xu Xie came down, Xie Wen walked over and put her arms around his shoulders, and said to the driver with a crooked smile, "This is my son, isn't he handsome?"

The driver also responded with a smile: "It's really handsome, it looks like you."

Xu Xie was not interested in their conversation.He quietly withdrew himself from Xie Wen's arms, raised his eyes and looked in the direction of Sanzhong, but because the distance was too far, he couldn't see anything, he could only see the burning clouds in the sky, brilliant and beautiful.

So far away from him, even the golden light that sprinkled could not touch him.

On the way to the airport, I passed No. [-] Middle School. Through the car window, Xu Xie saw workers holding up ladders, busily cutting the prayer ribbons on the red prayer tree among the crowns of the trees.

As the students left, one batch came, and the prayer ribbons on the tree naturally had to be tied and untied one after another.New high school seniors are promoted, and the wishing tree also needs to make room for their blessings.

The workers had been working for a while, and Xu Xie saw several piles of red ribbons densely piled up at their feet, some bright-colored and some old-colored, silently stacked together, waiting for the end of being abandoned.

He suddenly thought of the two flags that he and Fang Zhi hung up. At that time, due to various restrictions, they were not hung high. Now it seems that they should be the first batch to be dismantled and cut, and there is a high probability that they will be in the pile that is about to be abandoned. inside.

He originally thought that the wishing tree in No. [-] Middle School was really not working, but now looking at what happened in front of him, he felt that it was just bad luck.

So everything he wrote on it and wanted to do with Fang Zhi couldn't be realized, and there was no way forward for his private future.

He leaned against the car window and watched the red and green wishing tree gradually disappear from sight, and his eyes fell on a point in the void, as if he was in a daze or thinking about something.

After such a long time, Xu Xie took out the mobile phone that he had muted in his pocket, turned on the screen, and countless unanswered calls and unread messages burst into his eyes—some from Lin Ge, some from Lao Zhou , There are people he likes.

He wanted to say sorry to everyone and explain why.

But in the end, he just swiped up on Fang Zhi's caller ID, retreated to the WeChat interface, and sent a sorry to the person he liked.

I'm sorry for dragging you into my chaotic life, I'm sorry I can't keep my promise to go to Z University with you, I'm sorry I'm too arrogant, I think I can solve the problem and everything, but when the real problem comes, there's nothing I can do No.

I'm sorry for this, I'm sorry for that, I'm sorry for the initial heartbeat, and I'm sorry for the subsequent love.

The car suddenly braked suddenly, and Xu Xie jumped forward suddenly, bumping his head on the seat in front, making a sound that was neither light nor heavy.

The driver cursed, waited for the truck in front to leave and turned around, and comforted the passengers behind.

Xie Wen smiled and said it was okay, then turned around and started chatting with the driver about the city she yearned for.

Xu Xie, however, maintained that posture of bending over and lowering his head at a gradually steady speed, and never raised his head again along the way.