[HP]Helen Pan

Life went on in an orderly manner, just like Angelina found a replacement for Harry and the twins after they were suspended, I also found my own direction after being isolated in a not-so-friendly way. And put the focus of learning on Hogwarts magic books.Then I began to feel that those things were not too difficult, and after calming down and reading it a few times, I could memorize about [-]% to [-]% of them.

The sense of oppression that exists all the time on the top of my head seems to be less. If I put aside the attitude of some people who turn a blind eye to me, I feel as if I have gained a new life. The whole world is like this Good, even the vomit of the weird beans doesn't taste too bad, except for Umbridge the pink toad.

But the simple days didn't last long, and I realized that it was already December, which meant that Christmas was coming.I have no excuse not to go home during the Christmas holidays, when I might have to face Uncle Alec...

"Hey!" Hermione put the book in her hand on the table, and then patted me on the shoulder, "What's wrong? Your face doesn't look very good, you must know that you have been staring at the letter for at least 3 minutes. .” She paused, then asked, “Did something happen at home?”

It was only then that I realized my stiffness, and after realizing Harry and Ron's gaze, I smiled awkwardly, and rudely stuffed back the letter my grandfather sent me inviting me to his manor for Christmas The envelope is then put into the book and the book is closed heavily.

"Nothing. I was just planning for Christmas." I picked up the toast on the table and stuffed it into my mouth, stepped out of the chair and hurried out of the hall.

Today is the weekend, at this time I usually go to Lester's office to stay with Draco for a while, just like I never asked Harry where they went when they disappeared, they don't care about my whereabouts now.

"How about it, have you finished the homework paper required by Professor Snape?" When I opened the door, Draco was already sitting inside, and he raised his head and said the first sentence of the day.

I nodded, then sensibly sat down beside him and moved the pile of History of Magic homework over.During our time with Draco, we didn't like to talk very much, but sitting quietly shoulder to shoulder like this, sometimes elbows would touch and there would be a look and maybe a kiss , is very simple but has an extraordinarily warm feeling slowly fermenting.

"Potter..." Draco started the conversation in a tentative tone, "Are there any other students who have been sneaking together lately?"

"Why such a question again?" I put down the book in my hand in embarrassment, then shrugged and said casually, "You know... I haven't had a good relationship with them recently."

Draco opened his arms and leaned against the back of the sofa behind him, his handsome face had the usual contemptuous expression, "They don't regard you as a friend anymore, so what are you doing to them?"

I'm a little speechless, I don't want to entangle Draco on such a topic, I wrap my hands around his arm, "I think we should discuss other topics, such as..." I have a deliberately ingratiating smile on my face, usually Draco Laco would have loved a sycophantic overture, "Christmas. What are your plans this Christmas?"

Draco didn't seem to like my changing the subject very much, frowning and curling his lips, dissatisfied in his gray-blue eyes.He moved his arm resting on the sofa to my shoulder, "Why do you ask this?" He raised his chin and thought for a while as if he didn't care, and then replied somewhat absent-mindedly, "It's nothing more than going to a dance or something..." He paused when he said this, and then asked, "Will you come to the Christmas ball held by the Ministry of Magic?"

"I don't know." I shrank back a little guilty.In fact, if possible, I'd better stay in downtown London for the whole holiday, listening to music, watching TV or going shopping, so that it sounds like a normal young person's life.

"I don't know?!" Draco's eyes widened, "What do you mean? Do you want me to find another dance partner?" He said in disbelief, "Do you mean that?"

I realized that I might have embarrassed Draco, or rejected his invitation, and when I hesitated and didn't know how to continue the conversation, Draco stood up from the sofa, and he walked back and forth in front of me I walked around twice, then looked back at me and said in a semi-threatening tone, "If you really don't want to have anything to do with me so much, why do we still meet secretly like shady mice?" He After a pause, he said lightly, "Just break up as you wish!" As he spoke, he seemed to be going out.

Draco always knew where my weak spots were.

For example, I am unprincipled to him most of the time.As long as he takes out enough threats such as breaking up as a bargaining chip, I will definitely compromise immediately unconditionally.Sometimes I also feel that this kind of self seems to be very different from the past style, but I don't want Draco to be angry or disappointed, because when he is angry, his indifferent and sarcastic appearance always makes people feel very chilling .

Just like now, I said almost without thinking to keep him, "I... will go."

The smile on the corner of Draco's mouth when he turned his head was the smile of a victor, and I was his prisoner of war.I have seen such a sentence in which book - there is always a loser in love.

Well, I think the one who loses between me and Draco should be me.

After getting my affirmative answer, Draco's mood obviously improved, he put his arms around my shoulders and kissed me on the cheek, as if rewarding my meekness.

I pursed my lips, my face was a little hot, thinking in my heart that as long as it is not a matter of principle, it is not impossible to compromise... right?

When he saw Harry again, his face was flushed, and his steps quickly looked excited.I ran a few steps to catch up with him, and then asked in a relaxed tone, "Harry, you seem to be in a good mood. Anything happy?"

"...Helen." I could swear, there was still a smile on his face when he turned his head to look at me, but when he saw that it was me, he immediately showed a complex expression of embarrassment that couldn't be more embarrassing.

"Are you still unwilling to reconcile with me?" I deliberately sullen, but tried to ask in a joking tone, "You know I have always regarded you as my friend, is it fair for you to do this to me? You are still a boy! How about your gentlemanly demeanor?"

Facing Harry's surprised and embarrassed expression, I suddenly had the urge to snicker.It seems that as long as the other party is not Draco, I can still master the art of speaking.For example, when facing Harry, I always have the cheek to say something that might be rejected.

"Eh..." Harry rubbed the seams of both sides of his trouser legs with his palms awkwardly, and then he said hesitantly, "I don't know what to say..."

"..." I hammered his chest with my fist, "friends last much longer than lovers."

"...I know." Harry raised his head as he spoke, and he smiled at me with his usual shy smile, "I can understand what you mean, in fact, I just planned to start talking to Qiu Zhang dating." As he spoke, he smiled and shrugged his shoulders, "Not bad, right? She's beautiful."

I didn't know how to answer Harry's question, the smile froze at the corner of my mouth, I tried to say something, but didn't know how to say it.

Should I be sarcastic, "Where would it be?! Did you get it wrong?" No, how can I say that about Harry's first love, then maybe I should say, "Of course she is beautiful, she is Cedric's favorite Girl"

……

God!

Had they forgotten Cedric?

I don't think I can control my emotions at a normal level, so I can only smile stiffly, turn around and leave.

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