After wearing a book, she became the white moonlight of paranoid school grass

???? Ruan Junzhi thought about the meaning of "grow up quickly" in his head for a while, and obediently said: "I am not young anymore!"

???? Chi Gefei was amused by him, curled his lips and pinched his face.

???? Ruan Junzhi covered his ravaged half of the cheek and whispered, "Do you still want to eat the cake?"

"Yeah." Chi Gefei couldn't bear to waste the cake he made by himself, and quickly ate the leftovers with his eyes down, even feeding Ruan Jun a spoonful from time to time.

???? After eating, Ruan Junzhi helped him clean up the garbage in the dormitory. The two of them went downstairs to throw out the garbage, and walked for a while before returning to the dormitory.

???? Chi Gefei drank some non-alcoholic sparkling wine at the dinner party, and his body smelled a bit of alcohol. He changed his suit and prepared to take a shower.

???? Ruan Junzhi followed him into the shower room habitually, and while helping him take a bath carefully, he asked, "Will socializing be troublesome?"

???? "Trouble." Chi Gefei was not stingy with his evaluation.

???? "I think so too." Ruan Junzhi echoed him.

???? "But today..." Chi Gefei thought about what Old Master Lu said to him when he went to Lu's house today, "I feel so-so today."

???? Ruan Junzhi always felt that something good happened: "Did Mr. Lu tell you something?"

???? "Yes." Chi Gefei replied.

???? He returned to Lu's house this evening, and when he saw Mr. Lu in a suit and leather shoes, he was taken directly to the study.

???? He thought that the other party would say something harsh to him, but unexpectedly, it was a sharing of personal experience and an explanation that was not too late to resolve the misunderstanding.

???? In the early years, Mr. Lu had a first love who accompanied him for many years. The woman was gentle and quiet, and always took care of Mr. Lu's various affairs in an orderly manner.

???? But Mr. Lu was always busy with starting a business, and later he was even more busy expanding his business and establishing a solid foundation, taking the company of women for granted.Although I love her, there is only a scribbled red book, no grand wedding, and no promises.

???? So much so that the woman was pregnant but didn't say anything, and quietly disappeared without saying a word.

???? Mr. Lu has been looking for it for several years, and when he finally heard the news, the woman had passed away due to poor health, and the child was also missing.

???? Later, Mr. Lu was the child with his own blood that he met on the road during a business trip.In his teens, he is not tall, with bruises on his face, cold complexion, and fierce eyes when he looks at anyone, as if he has experienced many things at a young age.

???? Mr. Lu always felt ashamed in his heart. He failed to fulfill his duty as a father, so he quickly brought the child home.

???? But children have experienced too much, no one to teach them outside, and they will not be sensible if they fail to learn. Mr. Lu has no experience in educating people. He only knows how to exert control and pressure, trying to make the children obey him.

???? Suddenly one day, the child collapsed completely and chose to end his life.

???? Mr. Lu still couldn't understand, and was tortured by endless guilt and sadness all day long.

????The decades-long celibate life, although there are rumors in the industry that he had a child, but it quickly faded away, and no one discussed it anymore.

???? "Li Qiangguo used to work at the City University for a while, and I happened to go to the City University to listen to an Internet lecture when I was still living there." Chi Gefei explained.

???? Li Qiangguo is Chi Gefei's uncle, and the lecturer at that time was Mr. Lu.It was also at that time that Chi Gefei came into contact with the Internet for the first time, and Mr. Lu paid more attention to him because of the inexplicable resemblance between his eyes and his son's.

Not long after that, Chi Gefei, who was kicked out of the house by Chi Fang, was immediately taken in by the Lu family.

???? Mr. Lu soon discovered that Chi Gefei was different from his son, and the indifference in his eyes was exactly the same, but Chi Gefei was more calm and thoughtful. He had a maturity that a teenager shouldn't have.

???? And such Chi Gefei is sensitively aware that the Lu family has always arranged someone to watch over him, otherwise he would not immediately find out that he was kicked out of the house by Chi Fang, let alone know all his every move .

???? Chi Gefei took it for granted that the Lu family took a fancy to his talent in computers.Coupled with rumors that Mr. Lu has always been single, has no children, and has no successors, he feels that the Lu family just needs a tool that can be used, so he always puts himself and the Lu family in the position of mutual use.

???? He never thought that Mr. Lu really wanted to use him as a substitute at the beginning, but he was just a substitute for his own child.Although Mr. Lu admired his talent in computers, he never thought of using his talent, but simply wanted to satisfy his father's heart.

???? Perhaps he was an adult, but Mr. Lu suddenly confessed to him, and said that the Lu family would be his in the future, hoping to formally adopt him.

???? Chi Gefei didn't answer, the only person he can trust now is Ruan Junzhi.

???? But results aside, their relationship did turn around.

???? Ruan Junzhi heaved a sigh of relief after hearing this.

????He had been thinking about it before, obviously he couldn't sense any malice from Mr. Lu, why in the original text, when Chi Gefei had an accident, the Lu family was clearly helping, but they didn't come forward directly and in a timely manner.

???? Now he vaguely understands that Mr. Lu doesn't know how to get along with Chi Gefei, he never speaks clearly about things, and has a tough attitude, while Chi Gefei is very defensive and always thinks that he and the Lu family are the same The relationship of mutual use makes it even more impossible to open up and accept help.

???? The two parties were constantly fighting and arguing, and because of the huge information gap, the relationship was never eased, which indirectly caused Chi Gefei to suffer a lot of injustice and pain later.

???? Ruan Junzhi was actually relieved to hear the current situation, but he would not persuade Chi Gefei to immediately reconcile with the Lu family and accept the Lu family's help.This is not what Chi Gefei wants, and it is also the way he will least accept getting along.

???? It is better to slowly ease the relationship in a subtle way, so as to achieve a good balance.

???? Anyway, Chi Gefei has just come of age, Ruan Junzhi thinks that he has time to help Chi Gefei save everything.

???? "Brother, everything will get better." Ruan Junzhi assured him with firm eyes and raised his head.

???? Seeing Ruan Junzhi's serious eyes and fair neck, Chi Gefei was slightly stunned, and suddenly felt something was wrong. He raised his hand and directly supported Ruan Junzhi's shoulder, forcing him to turn around.

???? Ruan Junzhi was stunned: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Chi Gefei's voice was low and hoarse. He held Ruan Junzhi's shoulder with one hand, took a step back, turned the water to the cold side, and rushed at it for a while.

???? No cold water splashed on Ruan Junzhi's body, but he always felt that the temperature in the bathroom was dropping, and he couldn't turn around when he wanted to look back.

???? He was a little anxious: "Brother, are you flushing cold water? Is it because the water card didn't add hot water?"

???? Chi Gefei didn't make a sound. Feeling the impulse cool down, he breathed a sigh of relief, turned the water to the hot side again, and pushed Ruan Junzhi under the hot water.

???? "I'm done, you can wash it, come out after washing." After Chi Gefei finished speaking, he turned and walked out.

???? Ruan Junzhi blinked his eyes, not knowing why, and hurried to finish.

???? When he came out, Chi Gefei had already changed into pajamas, half leaning against the table to look at his phone.

???? Ruan Junzhi still had wet slippers on his feet. He was afraid of soiling the floor, so he didn't go outside the washroom. Instead, he stood at the half of the washroom to dry himself off and changed into clothes.

???? Chi Gefei didn't look up at him the whole time, Ruan Junzhi pursed his lips, and asked softly, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

???? Chi Gefei's hand holding the phone froze, walked up to him, wrapped his still wet hair with a bath towel: "Kids, don't worry about it."

???? Jun Ruan was stunned, and looked up at him fiercely: "I'm not a kid."

???? "Not even an adult." Chi Gefei patted his forehead, took a hair dryer and dried his hair for him.

???? Ruan Junzhi curled his lips: "I'm almost an adult, and, today is my brother's birthday, I, I won't care about you."

???? Chi Gefei didn't make a sound, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and he was in a particularly good mood.

???? Ruan Junzhi cut off some of his hair, it dries quickly after blowing, and after it became fluffy, he shook his head, scratched his hair casually, and said goodbye to Chi Gefei: "Brother, I'm going back to rest .”

???? "Yeah." Chi Gefei watched him enter the opposite dormitory before closing the door.

At night, unlike Ruan Junzhi who slept soundly, Chi Gefei got up in the middle of the night and sat on the bed for a long time.

???? His mind was full of Ruan Junzhi, who was so alluring with every frown and smile in his dream just now. He felt that just passing this hurdle would not be enough.

????God knows that even with his extreme self-control, there will be times when he cannot restrain himself.

???? He gradually began to seriously think about whether he should keep a certain safe distance, otherwise the situation would become uncontrollable and it would be bad.

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???? Ruan Junzhi didn't know anything, so he happily came to Chi Gefei to have breakfast with him the next morning.

???? After breakfast, Chi Gefei went to the hospital to have the stitches removed, and returned to the classroom in the afternoon.

???? Ruan Junzhi is used to asking Chi Gefei questions during class breaks. He will carefully push the exercise book with the copied questions to Chi Gefei's hand, and occasionally poke the back of his hand with his fingers to let him explain the questions to himself.

???? This afternoon was the same as usual, but the dream from last night emerged in Chi Gefei's mind. The moment the other party's finger touched him, he withdrew his hand calmly, avoiding his touch.

???? Ruan Junzhi didn't expect Chi Gefei to move, and his fingertips touched the wooden tabletop, which was hard.

???? He blinked, not realizing that there was something strange, and listened carefully to Chi Gefei's lecture.

???? However, at night, when such a thing happened again, Ruan Junzhi finally discovered something was wrong.

???? Chi Gefei was hiding from him.

???? Such a fact was like a blow to the head, making Ruan Junzhi's head buzzing.

???? In order to confirm that his thoughts were not illusions, he cautiously stretched out his hand: "Brother, hand...show me."

???? If it was Chi Gefei a while ago, the other party would have hesitated a little and handed him his hand for inspection, but today, Chi Gefei didn't, but directly rejected him.

???? "It will be fine after the thread is removed." Chi Gefei, who vowed to reduce contact, resolutely refused.

????Ruan Junzhi looked at himself hanging in the air with empty palms, and couldn't tell what it felt like.

???? He and Chi Gefei were fine yesterday, why did they suddenly feel so distant after only one night?

???? "...Okay." Ruan Junzhi couldn't find the reason, lowered his head and put his hand back, "Then, then I'll go back first."

???? Chi Gefei looked at his back when he turned around, sensitively aware that he was unhappy, and frowned slightly.

???? Ruan Jun put his hand on the doorknob, and he walked out as soon as he turned it, but he always felt that he would feel bad if he didn't say clearly.

???? So he turned around again, muttering and asking, "Brother, are you... are you hiding from me?"

???? Chi Gefei's heart skipped a beat, and he was discovered within less than half a day of hiding.

???? He walked over with a straight face, met his moist almond eyes, pressed his lips tightly, and said after a long while: "No."

???? "You even ate the cake I made and accepted my gift." Ruan Junzhi boldly complained.

???? Chi Gefei sighed silently: "I didn't hide from you."

???? Ruan Junzhi raised his head, wanting to hear some explanation from him.

???? Chi Gefei pursed his lips tightly. After a long time, he raised his right hand: "Look?"

???? Ruan Junzhi lowered his eyes, saw the scar on his palm, and fell silent.

???? He touched it lightly with his fingertips. The wound on Chi Gefei's palm had just had its stitches removed. The surface of the wound that had healed recently was uneven, and the color was a bit pinkish, forming a particularly sharp contrast with the surrounding cold white skin. Compared.

???? "Did the doctor prescribe scar cream? Can I rub it on for you?" Ruan Junzhi didn't want to see scars here, he would feel uncomfortable.

???? Despite such a long wound, it is likely to leave a scar.

???? "Yeah." Chi Gefei handed him the ointment prescribed by the doctor.

???? Ruan Junzhi returned to his dormitory, turned off the lid of the ointment, and carefully applied the ointment for him.

???? Chi Gefei raised his eyes and saw his serious appearance. He struggled with the reluctance in his heart to keep a safe distance, but finally gained the upper hand.

???? Ruan Junzhian wiped it off for him quietly, without letting go of his hand, slightly hooking his fingers: "Brother... I will grow up soon."

???? Chi Gefei's heartbeat accelerated rapidly, waiting for his next words.

???? "You can't think that I'm a child just because you're an adult one step earlier than me." Ruan Junzhi seriously defended himself, "I'm not, I want to catch up with you too."

???? Chi Gefei's heart was beating violently when he was teased by him. He held Ruan Junzhi's hand with his backhand: "Ruan Junzhi, why did you catch up with me?"

???? Chi Gefei wanted to ask him if he wanted to fall in love with him, but he held back.

???? In the next second, he heard Ruan Junzhi say: "I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with my idol. You are an adult and your grades are good. I will keep getting closer to you."

???? Chi Gefei laughed angrily at his nonsensical words. After a while, he pinched the back of his neck and said, "Go back."

???? "Then you...are you still avoiding me?" Ruan Junzhi refused to leave.

???? "When necessary." Chi Gefei refused to give in.

????Ruan Junzhi realized that he had complained for a long time, but there was no effect at all, so his face immediately fell down: "...why?"

???? "I'll tell you why when you're an adult."

???? Teases him every day, and even dares to ask him why. When he grows up, he needs to be educated.

???? Ruan Junzhi's face was tense. After a while, he turned around and stretched out his hand: "Pull the hook."

???? "... what?" Chi Gefei thought he heard it wrong.

???? "Lagou, when I am an adult, tell me why you are avoiding me." Ruan Junzhi's eyes were serious.

???? Chi Gefei stared at his white little finger for a long time, and his big palm directly wrapped his whole hand: "Ruan Junzhi, when you become an adult, I will use actions to tell you why I hide from you."

???? "When the time comes, don't hide from me."

???? Ruan Junzhi blinked and nodded abruptly: "Whoever hides is a puppy!"

????The author has something to say:

???? Ruan Junzhi in the future: Crying, making noise and wanting to run away QVQ

????Future Chi Gefei: Want to run?Straight up.

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???? Good night, everyone -3-