Cohabitation Guide

On the night of the 30th, Shu Yi lay in bed doing nothing.

Yu Pei went to the airport two hours ago, Shu Yi asked if he wanted to take him off, but was also refused.The phone screen lights up from time to time, and Cheng Cheng keeps sending messages, asking if he wants to go out to play. Although Shu Yi has refused three times, it is obvious that she does not give up.

Shu Yi said "no" to Cheng Cheng's invitation to "go to the bar" for the fourth time, and he threw his phone aside, feeling the rare feeling of doing nothing on a Friday evening.

I will be free from this evening to noon tomorrow. I will go shopping in the afternoon, and then I will go back to my parents' house with my things.Shu Yiyi originally drafted a rich shopping list, but due to a change in the plan, the porter changed from two people to one person and removed the vehicle, and most of the heavy items on the list had to be crossed off.

Shu Yi's mother, the picky Ms. Su, was very dissatisfied with the fact that her son was about to return alone. When she learned that her son's boyfriend would not be able to accompany him home, she couldn't hold back her anger: "It doesn't show up during the holidays. What kind of boss did you date? , What a big show."

"He has a job." Shu Yi had to defend Yu Pei, "Work is important."

"It's a big holiday and he's still busy with work. This kind of man is unreliable. Find a time to share it quickly."

Ms. Su was eager to protect her calf, so she didn't expect that the knife sprayed out of her mouth would have a splash effect, and instead of hurting her "daughter-in-law", she pierced her son first.

Shu Yi, who left Yu Pei to socialize on Christmas Eve, said without confidence: "You can't say that, I also have work for Christmas..."

Ms. Su was dumbfounded by her son's quiet but natural backstab, and wondered for a while: "The kid didn't dump you first? That's outrageous."

Shu Yihe laughed a few times, thinking that you are really my real mother.

Think again, indeed.

Yu Pei might want to dump himself.

This point of view didn't come to him suddenly, it gradually deepened and almost came to a conclusion from the rejection of the invitation to go home last night to Yu Pei's indifferent "no need to send it off" today.

According to Shu Yi's love experience and point of view, this kind of attitude of refusing to apologize, refusing to show favor and refusing to communicate can basically make a decision and use silence to force a breakup.

But thinking that it was Yu Pei who did this, Shu Yi couldn't be sure. His love experience is that Pei is always ineffective. Acting coquettishly and showing weakness that can coax his ex into ecstasy often only make Yu Pei more unhappy. Not out of Pei's emotions, but he really didn't know how to deal with them.Neptune has a specialization in art and is very good at fishing and catching sharks. But for the sea dog who jumped ashore and vowed to fall in love with him, Shu Yi and him stared at each other, neither advancing nor retreating, there was nothing they could do.

But it doesn't mean that the concept of love that has been cultivated for several years is useless. After all, the rule is that the dead are alive. Even a love rookie like Yu Pei can think of ways to do everything possible to keep Shu Yi who is about to go out. One day, how could he be really helpless, to be honest, he has to go all out, shut himself out of the door shamelessly, and imitate Yu Pei on the phone and say "I forgot to bring the key", maybe he can really call people back .

But Shu Yi is not Yu Pei, and Yu Pei is not Shu Yi.Shu Yi can't do such things as bluffing people with forgotten keys, and Yu Pei may not return home after hearing the news like Shu Yi. Well, as soon as the refusal was said, the two of them were completely torn apart, and it was even more difficult to mend the relationship.

Although the price may be heavy, Shu Yi really felt his heart twitch like a convulsion, ready to move.A villain stood up in his chest as if he was blowing, and he patted his bulging chest and shouted loudly, "If it's serious, it's serious, why don't you let me call?"

The villain was aggressive and full of confidence, Shu Yi stood up under his encouragement, and sent a voice call to Yu Pei.

The call was connected quickly, and Yu Pei said, "Hello?"

"...Hello." Shu Yi said, "I...have you arrived at the airport and have your luggage been stored?"

"It's here, I just finished saving, what's the matter?"

The suffocated breath dissipated in his heart, and Shu Yi's inflated villain deflated, and he muttered helplessly, "He's finished storing his luggage, forget it, forget it..."

Shu Yi took the initiative to call but didn't speak, Yu Pei asked again: "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing..." Shu Yi wiped the tip of his nose, and suddenly said, "Have you ever played with me before?"

Now it was Yu Pei's turn to be silent, he said quietly for a second, "I did, did you come to ask for the 2 yuan?"

He admitted it just like that, Shu Yi didn't realize what he expected, and hurriedly said: "No, I just want to confirm, you..."

At this moment, he thought of the excuse that the accompanying player "cheat" his money, saying that his mother was ill, and he was short of 2 yuan for surgery.

Thinking of this, Shu Yi suddenly understood why Yu Pei, who loves e-sports so much, did not play professionally in the end, but became an anchor. All the mysteries are actually not that deep. 90.00% of the world's problems stem from the embarrassment of wealth.

So Shu paused and said, "Is your mother okay now?"

"She's fine."

"That's great." Shu Yi said without reason, "I miss you."

Yu Pei was silent for two seconds, and reminded: "I just went out, two hours."

"I know." After Shu Yi finished speaking, he also felt that it was outrageous. He rubbed his nose and said, "I just said it when I thought about it. There is no other meaning. Don't think too much about it. Good luck."

Yu Pei said, "OK."

There was silence again, Shu Yi solved the puzzle but couldn't find a topic anymore, after an unknown amount of time, Yu Pei said, "It's almost time for the security check, I have nothing to hang up."

"Okay." Shu Yi said, "Be careful."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yu Pei hung up the phone.

Shu Yi grabbed the phone and laughed at himself.After a phone call, he found that he really couldn't bear to ask Yu Pei to come back, and what's even more outrageous was that he couldn't accept Yu Pei's rejection answer after he said it brazenly.But in any case, those who are unwilling to even try have no reason to complain, Shu Yiyi threw himself on the bed, staring at the ceiling and emptiness.

He lay down for a while and got hungry, got up and made fried rice for himself, and fell into a boring and irritable circular thinking after eating.He got up and walked around the living room twice, finally took aim at the projector, sat down on the sofa, and decided to watch something to pass the time.

As soon as the projection was turned on, the screen was frozen on "The Amazing Spider-Man 2". Yu Pei probably watched it by himself when Shu Yi was not at home.

"Is it so good-looking?" Shu Yi said to himself, "After seeing it, I will never forget to revisit it."

As he spoke, his curiosity was aroused, anyway, it was to pass the time, Shu Yi didn't bother to choose a movie, clicked play and sat down.

Facts have proved that superhero action movies are really not suitable for him. Shu has a right perception of himself. He has no interest in the action scenes on the screen at all. After the first 5 minutes, his thoughts take off. , is completely out of the plot.

Knowing that Yu Pei was the little playmate back then, Shu Yi was not surprised. His fate with Yu Pei was accumulated from "old acquaintances" over and over again, and so was Yu Pei's love for him, so Shu Yi was even more sad.The source of Yu Pei's liking for him has been able to be analyzed up to now - the gratitude for taking care of him when he was young, the moving expression for helping him in distress, and maybe a little appreciation for his appearance...

Shu Yi reckoned that he was in Pei's heart, probably a kind, innocent, and maybe a bit beautiful image of Bai Yueguang, but unfortunately, except for the last point, Shu Yi didn't dare to recognize him.Social life has worn away his needless kindness. Shu Yi asked himself that if there was another poor boy sheltering from the rain in a convenience store, the current him might help call the police, but he would never bring him home again. .

Shu Yi, whom Yu Pei likes, is an outdated illusion, and he will leave disappointed after realizing it.

And now he is disappointed.

Shu Yi gently bumped the back of his head against the edge of the sofa, thinking nonchalantly, so you see, you don't like me that much either.

Thinking about it, he felt a little sore, but he didn't care that much.

Shu Yi watched quietly as the film progressed conscientiously through the plot. After halfway through, he was finally touched by the "Iloveu" written by Spiderman on the bridge with spider silk, and leaned forward a little.

"It's quite romantic..." Shu Yi commented to himself, and instinctively added, "It's just a lucky sanitation worker."

Before he had time to calculate how many hours of overtime the unlucky sanitation workers would have to work, the big screen in front of him flickered and then went black, and even the background music fell silent for a moment, replaced by the rustling of electricity.

"What's wrong? Is it broken?" Shu Yi frowned. He was about to go back to check the projector when the pitch-black screen suddenly made a sound.

"My love plan?"

Shu paused, the voice was very familiar, it was his own, but it sounded a few years younger than now.

"About the first love at the age of 20, this has already been realized. At the age of 23, I lived with the person I like. At the age of 27, I have my own house, and the relationship can be stable. I have a projector or something at home, and I can watch movies together after dinner. It would be nice to chat and live that kind of boring couple life."

The recording effect is not good, the sound quality is still fuzzy, occasionally mixed with the sound effects of some games, Shu Yi can tell that it is not "Dream Maker", but probably some other small games.

Shu Yi didn't have much time to play games, only during the two years after graduating from university, when he was looking for companions to play with.

This conversation comes from that time and space that is not far or near.

"When you were 20 years old, I was 16." A strange voice sounded, a little cold, with some youthful feeling.

It's Yu Pei.

I don't know how old he is, but his identity is to play with Yu Pei and continued: "16 is too young."

Shu Yi in the recording was amused, and said with a smile: "I said it casually, you've figured it out."

Yu Pei, a young man, is not only counting, he is also serious about counting, he said: "At 23, I am 19, and at 27, I am 23."

Shu Yi laughed again and said, "So when do you plan to come, 19 or 23?"

He was just joking, just like teasing other companions, isn't it the same for everyone to play with, tens of dollars an hour, buy some time-limited ambiguities that you like and I like.

But Yu Pei is not, he doesn't want to be an ordinary playmate, at least not with Shu Yi, but only with Shu Yi, he is more serious, and his ambiguity is not limited.

He said: "Let's be 19, 16 is no longer enough, then start from 19, accompany you to 23, and then you can also."

In the recording, Shu Yi laughed, very happy but didn't believe it, he said, "Okay."

Shu Yi, who was outside the recording, stared at the screen, and said half aloud: "Liar."

When I was 23 and you were 19, no one came at all.

He still wanted to say something, but as if someone pinched his neck suddenly, he couldn't say anything.

A thin but not distant memory surfaced, Shu Yi suddenly picked up the phone from the sofa, unlocked it, opened WeChat, and slid down the chat list, looking for a name that had not chatted for a long time and had sunk under various chat groups.

ONE lies in the middle of the company group and insignificant personal names, and the three letters are neither special nor conspicuous.

Shu Yi opened it a little bit, and kept pulling up, and the short chat history was pulled to the top in a few clicks, and then pulled back a little, Shu Yi found the sentence that existed in his memory.

Shu Yi【May I ask you, your year is Geng】

ONE【I'm 19】

His unfinished words came through time and the Internet, and were received by Shu Yi at this moment.

I wish I was 19, miss your 23, really sorry.