Men will affect my speed of eliminating demons
Chapter 076 Qianlong do not use
Wan Le has nothing more to ask, and there is no need for that.
Luo Wuduan gave him some time to buffer, and said: "You can stay here as long as you want. You once stayed here for a year and came up with this plan."
Wan Le could only nod dumbly, feeling unspeakable.
He suddenly had the idea of seeing his former self. Although he had already seen all those experiences in the past, seeing it didn't mean he had experienced it personally. What was he thinking at that time?What kind of mood did he have in order to kill You Qian?
Wan Le is afraid that he also fell in love with Long in the past, Wan Le is immature, but judging from the memory of this life, among all the regrets and anger, not getting what you want is the most tormenting, and jealousy is the ugliest.He was afraid that in that life, first he could not get what he wanted, and later he was jealous. This is a secret private matter that no one knows.Even he himself didn't want his future self to see his own private affairs.
Luo Wuduan should be ignorant of Wanle's selfishness in this plan. Wanle wanted to take Luo Wenduan's selfishness for himself, and wanted him to experience his own pain. He didn't tell anyone about it. Wrap it up into a plan of its own.
Wan Le sat in the audience's heart, as if he wanted to understand himself, but he didn't seem to have it yet.
Wan Le said, "What kind of person do you think I am?"
Luo Wuduan was relatively unfamiliar with this kind of question, and it seemed to be the first time he answered it. He thought for a while before he said in a daze, "You are fine."
Wan Le smiled, Luo Wuduan scratched his nose and said, "I don't understand."
Luo Wuduan looked at the grassland in the distance and said, "You humans, I still have a lot to learn."
Wan Le: "I'm not human."
Luo Wuduan: "That's right."
When Wan Le said this, he felt a little regretful that he was not considered a human being.In all honesty, Wan Le is sad. He has been a Taoist priest for 17 years, and he has always hated demons the most. In the end, he was even worse than demons. He killed many people and ruined many people's lives.
Wan Le accepted too much information at once, and slowly realized that in the comics, he was the villain full of evil, but he didn't go bad all at once, but he lost his memory, which is really ridiculous , too painful.This is probably the cruelest way to torture a villain.
Luo Wuduan didn't know what he was thinking, pointed to the illusion in the distance, and said: "This mountain is called Prayer Mountain."
"Gold, jade and ores are everywhere on the hillside, and there are ferocious rhinoceros growing under the mountain," Luo Wuduan said, "When I woke up from this mountain, I already had a 'spirit', and I saw a bird with a human body. Face."
Wan Le said, "Oh, Qu Ru."
Luo Butuan: "Yes."
Luo Wuduan said: "She has practiced for a long time and taught me a lot."
"Is she still alive?"
"I don't know," Luo Wuduan said, "Maybe."
"I think she has attained Taoism and become an immortal," Luo Wuduan said, "she has long since passed away."
Wan Le: "You miss her very much?"
Luo Wuduan looked at him strangely, and said, "What do I want her to do?"
"She treats me badly and doesn't want to teach me. It's just that I love to pester her," Luo Wuduan said, "I just said it casually, you seem boring."
Wan Le smiled, a little helpless.Without concealing it, Luo Wuduan's demonic aura is very heavy, even stronger than Wang Ziqian's.
Luo Wuduan said: "She told me at the time that 'everything is false, the upper and lower voids cannot be measured'."
Wan Le said: "It's too empty."
Luo Wuduan said: "I want to give this sentence to you, don't pretend to be stupid."
Wan Le: "..."
"The void in the east is immeasurably false," Luo Wuduan said. "Everything in front of you is fake. Whether you are good or bad, true or false, why should you care? What's the use of being a good person? Seeing through the red dust and escaping the cycle What's the use? Carpe diem."
Wan Le suddenly felt that this person's world view was really rude and immoral, and the brave and honest elder brother in his mind completely collapsed. He never thought that Luo Wuduan could say such heartless and ruthless words with confidence.
Wan Le said a little tiredly: "Forget it, I want to go out, let me be quiet."
Luo Wuduan had nothing to do, just said: "I hope I didn't affect you."
Wan Le stood up and said, "You can't influence me."
There was still a crack in the door of Luo Wenduan's room, through which a light shone on the ground.
Wan Le thought that the sky full of clouds, splashing waterfalls, endless grasslands, the magnificent sound of nature echoing in his ears, and the scene of fighting with swords and swords were not as shocking as this lamp on the ground.
Was Luo Wenduan's strong heart expected?
Wan Le pushed the door open and walked in. Luo Wenduan was leaning on the head of the bed, drawing something.Wan Le thought it was the boring design he had drawn for a long time, so he took it over, put it aside, and said, "Waiting for me?"
Wan Le actually knew it wasn't, and it wasn't the time for Luo Wenduan to sleep, but he still asked on purpose.
Luo Wenduan took his hand, looked up at him, and smiled.
Wan Le's absurd life flashed before his eyes. The heavy past seemed like a dream, but the illusory present was his real life.
Wan Le thought: "If this is my life, how wonderful it would be?"
He lowered his head, closed his eyes and kissed Luo Wenduan.
Luo Wenduan was a little surprised. He put down the pen in his hand, put it on the table, and reached out to help him. Wan Le sat on him and touched his eyebrows.
Wan Le looked at him, and suddenly said, "Do you know when I fell in love with you?"
Luo Wenduan fell back, leaned on the head of the bed and said, "Didn't you say you don't know?"
Wan Le ignored his words and said: "Those who are addicted to taking goods in this world will not avoid them when they encounter goods, and they will enrich their homes.
Luo Wenduan smiled and said, "Do you still remember?"
Wan Le frowned and said, "I remember every moment."
Wan Le: "You were so handsome at that time. I thought you were very ideal. Then you gave me 6 yuan. It was the first time I got so much money. You did the same thing as what you said. I immediately From liking to falling in love with you."
Luo Wenduan made him feel a little embarrassed and smiled.
Wan Le looked at him and wanted to say a lot, but it seemed that there was only so much he could say.
He didn't even feel much frustration, as if all this had been expected, he had been waiting for this moment, even regret and unwillingness were dull.
He wanted to leave more time for Luo Wenduan, but even so, the time seemed too fast.
When Luo Wenduan turned off the light, Wan Le began to feel the belated fear attacking him, and he trembled a little.
In the darkness and silence, Wan Le heard Luo Wenduan say: "I love you too."
Wan Le burst into tears suddenly. Luo Wenduan might have heard it, but he didn't say anything.
The next morning, Luo Wenduan got dressed and went to buy breakfast.
Wan Le woke up a little early, watched him go out, and said, "I actually really don't want to eat breakfast every day."
Luo Wenduan paused, then compromised and said, "Then why don't you eat today?"
Wan Le: "Okay."
Not going downstairs to buy breakfast, Luo Wenduan had nothing to do. After a while, he sat back on the bed. Wan Le looked up at him and said, "What are you doing?"
Luo Wenduan: "I don't know, let's stay with you for a while."
Luo Wenduan is used to taking care of Zhang Deyi and Wan Le, and has always maintained this rhythm of life. Suddenly slowed down, and he didn't know what he could do.
Wan Le smiled and said, "Don't study? You've fallen."
Luo Wenduan: "I'm thinking about it."
Wan Le said seriously: "No, I still have to study."
"Let's talk," Luo Wenduan said, "I'm not in the mood."
Wan Le couldn't laugh anymore, and then mobilized his spirits again and said, "Let's go out and play."
Luo Wenduan didn't ask why, but said, "What are you playing?"
Wan Le suddenly thought, "I've never seen snow before."
Luo Wenduan thought for a while and said, "Now there is no snow in the north. Maybe next year."
Wan Le: "Oh."
Luo Wenduan said, "It's too difficult to change one."
Wan Le thought for a while and said, "Forget it."
Luo Wenduan: "You still have a long life, why are you angry because of this?"
Wan Le wanted to say: "You know what a fart", but swallowed it back.
Wan Le: "You don't even think of a way."
Luo Wenduan: "I called Lei Gong and Dian Mu to accommodate me, please wait."
Wan Le laughed, and Luo Wenduan said, "What can I do? You are too outrageous."
Wan Le also felt that he seemed a little unreasonable. In fact, he didn't really want to see Xue, not to mention that his life was so long, he must have seen Xue before, he just wanted to see Luo Wenduan helpless.
He seemed to see more of Luo Wenduan's expressions and reactions.
Wan Le said, "Forget it, let's watch a movie."
Luo Wenduan: "I can't go in the morning, let's go in the afternoon, Zhang Deyi is coming in the morning."
Wan Le: "?"
Wan Le said, "Neither this nor that!"
Luo Wenduan: "You don't want to see Zhang Deyi?"
Wan Le misfired, so he had to agree to watch a movie at home.Luo Wuduan and Ouyang Xuefeng disappeared early this morning, Luo Wenduan didn't ask where they went, nor did Wan Le ask why he didn't go.
Wan Le felt that Luo Wenduan knew more than he imagined, and also felt that both of them were a little stupid and pretended to be smart.
But even if you know, there is still nothing you can do.
The two sat in front of the TV looking for a movie to watch. Wan Le suggested finding a romance movie to watch. Luo Wenduan had little interest. Wan Le asked him what he wanted to watch, and Luo Wenduan said it would be fine.
Wan Le said, "Don't you want to watch it?"
Luo Wenduan said, "I haven't seen it."
Wan Le: "?"
Luo Wenduan's understanding of film and television dramas is only "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf", "Princess Star Butterfly" and "Big Wang Team Makes Great Contributions", which Zhang Deyi often watches. He usually has almost no entertainment items, although Wan Le also understands Not many, but I can still name a few classic films and some famous stars, but Luo Wenduan has never seen any of them.
Wan Le finally decided to choose the classic old movie "The Shawshank Redemption", which opened Luo Wenduan's eyes. Wan Le had already watched this movie when he was in junior high school. Although I didn't know much at the time, I felt the classic taste.At this time, I don't mind watching it again with Luo Wenduan.
As soon as the title was played, Wan Le asked, "Didn't the teacher take you to the movies when you were in school?"
Luo Wenduan said: "I will stay for self-study."
"If I don't have any friends, I don't like to participate in group activities."
It is always difficult for Wan Le to imagine Luo Wenduan being isolated, but the traces on Luo Wenduan's body prove that he has indeed been unable to integrate into the group for a long time. Luo Wenduan stood up and took out two bottles of Coke from the refrigerator. , The refrigerator at home finally ran out of fruit and vegetable juices, and it turned into the cola Wanle likes to drink. Luo Wenduan took out two bags of potato chips, threw them to Wanle, unscrewed the Coke, and the carbonic acid gas made an explosion sound, the explosion sound At the end, Coke was handed to Wan Le.
Wan Le thought that Luo Wenduan was a poplar tree whose roots were pressed down by two stones, growing straight in the deformed environment and under the thin sunlight.
Wan Le didn't think that the current self would be more rational and smarter than the past self, and he didn't think that he was so evil or so kind. He always felt that he must be a helpless hapless ghost from the beginning to the end.The decision he made now may not be regrettable in the future, but if Luo Wenduan is really allowed to die for him, Wan Le would rather not be reborn forever at this moment.
The decision between life and death is just a momentary impulse, Wan Le thought, don't take everything seriously.
Luo Wenduan watched it very seriously, obviously attracted by the plot. Wan Le had already watched it once, and even remembered the classic narration in the movie. He opened Luo Wenduan's arms and nestled in comfortably. Luo Wenduan glanced at him, After hesitating for a moment, she lightly kissed him on the head.
Wan Le thought: "One more second, just one more second."
Did he really love diving in the past?
Hate is a castle in the air that cannot be grasped and cannot be touched, and love is a black land that pushes people to grow wildly. Does he really hate wandering?Hate to let him change his life?
Wan Le suddenly thought, is it love or hate?
Luo Wenduan watched the movie quietly, Wan Le glanced at his side face, and suddenly thought: "With empty memories, if I meet Youqian again, I will definitely fall in love with him again."
Wan Le suddenly understood.
He just wanted to give himself a choice.
Without so many years of suffering and pain that made him blind, without so many selfish desires that cannot be explained clearly, without so many entangled loves that are too embarrassing to talk about, without all the past experiences, he wants to know how he will be when he is relaxed. how to choose.
It's not that Wan Le doesn't understand himself, he understands himself too well.
He fully knows that he is a fan of the authorities, and he also knows that love will not last long, although he understands it all, he wants to try it.
At this moment, Wan Le really wants to say something to Luo Wenduan, do you know how much I love you?Love to hate, love to hate, love to this moment, I have no complaints against you, only regrets, regrets can't be more than a second, even a second.
Wan Le watched the movie, and suddenly said without beginning or end: "It's all because his wife doesn't love him."
"Huh?" Luo Wenduan said, "Yes."
Wan Le said: "Twisted melons are not sweet."
At this moment, the plot has already traveled thousands of miles, Wan Le suddenly brought up the irrelevant plot at the beginning, Luo Wenduan said: "Twisted melons can be eaten with sugar."
Wan Le was stunned for a moment, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
But still smiled briefly.
Although Luo Wenduan felt that he didn't know anything about his endless sorrows, and he couldn't say a word about the fact that he had a mouth full of love for his children, Luo Wenduan might never know it again, maybe In Luo Wenduan's eyes, he was just a villain who wanted to take advantage of him, but Wan Le was temporarily comforted.
After watching the movie, Luo Wenduan sat on the sofa with one leg crossed and his arms on his legs, as if he was still thinking about it.
Luo Wenduan said, "It's pretty."
Wan Le: "Of course, there are a few more good-looking ones."
He turned on the phone, clicked on Luo Wenduan's avatar, and typed more than a dozen movies in one go in the dialog box. In fact, Luo Wenduan could search for high-scoring movies, but he still wanted to do this useless effort.
Luo Wenduan glanced at the text message, but said nothing.
Wan Le stretched his waist and said, "Look back slowly, you missed too many wonderful things."
Luo Wenduan was dispensable, and received another text message, Zhang Deyi and the others had already got out of the taxi and were downstairs, and the time was just right.
Zhang Deyi followed her mother into the door, and she followed her mother when she walked in. She seemed a little reserved, much like a child visiting a relative's house during the Chinese New Year.
All in all, Wan Le came to the conclusion that Zhang Deyi had a good time with her mother, and she felt a little bit reluctant to leave.
But it is hard to say where Shu is.
"Come in and sit."
Luo Wenduan went to open a Coke again. When her mother saw the Coke, she looked distressed and said, "She has rotten teeth, so she can't drink this."
Luo Wen raised his hand, Wan Le immediately took it over and said, "I'll drink it."
Luo Wenduan handed it to him, nodded, sat down, and said, "What's the matter?"
"I am proud to say that I drank fruit and vegetable juice at your house, and it was delicious," the woman said. "I took her to the supermarket but I couldn't buy it. I would like to ask where you bought it?"
Zhang Deyi said, "And that yogurt."
Luo Wenduan couldn't see any expression, just said: "I bought it online."
He thought for a while, then took out his phone and asked, "Shall I send you the link?"
The woman said: "That's great. I've been looking for it for a long time."
Luo Wenduan lowered his head and fiddled with the phone, saying: "In the future, you can just call for such things."
The woman smiled and said, "She misses you too."
Luo Wenduan looked up at Zhang Deyi and asked, "Really?"
Around Zhang Deyi's neck was the emerald bean that Luo Wenduan gave her. Back then, Zhang Deyi followed him. Because he had no parents, he was always bullied by his classmates. Luo Wenduan specially chose a necklace that was not so high-profile, and let her wear it hidden. , afraid of being too eye-catching and being bullied again, but now Zhang Deyi can dress up as she wants, and no one will bully her again.
Luo Wenduan shook his head with a smile, and said, "How about studying?"
The woman said: "Take your time, there are too many left behind."
Luo Wenduan pretended not to hear the complaints here, sent the link to the woman, and said: "The yogurt is imported, and I bought it from a proxy. It has been discontinued recently. Just wait a little longer, and I will recommend the proxy to you."
The woman turned on the phone, but asked, "This is the drink."
"The content of this juice is too low," the woman asked Zhang Deyi, "is this what you want?"
Luo Wenduan didn't say anything, Wan Le asked: "Hi, you care so much about children, what did you do in the first few years?"
Zhang Deyi glanced at Wanle, then at his mother, and sat down on the sofa, curling up as much as possible.
Luo Wenduan immediately said: "Go back to your room to see if there is anything you forgot."
The woman said, "That's not what I meant."
Wan Le had endured this woman for a long time, and said, "Then what do you mean?"
"Since you care so much about the child, why did you abandon her?" Wan Le said, "You have already abandoned the child. What position do you have to accuse others of not taking good care of her? Luo Wenduan is a high school student, does he owe you?"
Wan Le said, "Where were you when Zhang Deyi went to school and didn't have lunch when she cared so much about a glass of juice? Did you give her a meal?"
The woman looked at Wan Le, her eyes widened, she was obviously at a loss, and she said unwillingly, "If it's not a last resort, which woman would..."
Wan Le said, "I'll let you die."
Wan Le looked desperate. He had already lived to the end of his life and didn't care about what he said. He just didn't want Luo Wenduan to suffer any more grievances. He said, "What kind of mother do you really think you are? I'll see if you act in this play." Nausea."
"Get lost," Wan Le said, "Don't come to act again, let Zhang Deyi do it herself if she wants to."
Wan Le knew that Zhang Deyi was listening, so he deliberately said: "If she doesn't want to come, then it will be like Luo Wenduan raised a white-eyed wolf, and she doesn't know who treats her well."
Luo Wenduan stared blankly, not knowing what to do next, sitting on the sofa and waiting for Wan Le to give orders.
Wan Le said, "See off the guests!"
Luo Wenduan stood up, scratched his head, and said, "...that."
Wan Le arrogantly interrupted the woman's forward shaking, and said, "Zhang Deyi will stay here, and Luo Wenduan will send her back tonight."
After the woman left, Luo Wenduan looked at Wan Le with complicated eyes.
Wan Le said angrily: "What are you looking at? The one in the room comes out quickly."
Zhang Deyi opened the door. Today, she has a bun in her hair and a shiny hairpin. She looks like a beautiful little princess.
Wan Le said, "Are you dumb?"
Zhang Deyi said: "...Wang."
Both Wan Le and Luo Wenduan laughed.
If it wasn't for Zhang Deyi, no one in Wan Le would let him disturb her today, but for Luo Wenduan's consideration in the future, Wan Le still decided to reluctantly add this light bulb.
Wan Le likes to go shopping with Luo Wenduan very much. When he and Luo Wenduan are not together, he will go shopping. Luo Wenduan will not complain about being tired when shopping, and the things he buys are very tasteful. They would also take the initiative to queue up at the milk tea shop. All in all, Wan Le and Luo Wenduan were taken care of comfortably, both aesthetically and physically and mentally, when they were shopping.
The three of them went shopping together again, each with a cup of milk tea in his hand.On Luo Wenduan's arm was a doll that Zhang Deyi had just bought.
Looking at Zhang Deyi's doll, Wan Le was inspired and said, "Go grab the doll."
"I won't," Luo Wenduan said honestly, "I can't get it out."
Wan Le: "Have you ever fought for someone in your life?"
Luo Wenduan shook his shoulders and said, "Let's go."
After exchanging fifty coins, Wan Le invested ten, but lost everything. He made a fortune and said, "I'm unlucky today, so you should come."
Luo Wenduan looked serious, shook his neck, and took the coins. Wan Le and Zhang Deyi sat next to the game console drinking milk tea and watched Luo Wenduan holding the doll.
No matter what Luo Wenduan was doing, he looked very focused, as if he was completing some big project. Wan Le said to Zhang Deyi: "He is doing it for your own good, so don't be mad at him."
Zhang Deyi said, "I understand."
"You know shit." Wan Le sighed.
Wan Le felt a little resentful at this time, because he couldn't let go, and he knew that Luo Wenduan would have a good life in the future. As long as he left him, everything would return to the right track. Sooner or later, he would completely get rid of the influence of his original family. He has his own peaceful life, but Wanle still feels uneasy.
The world around has been ruined by Wan Le. The life Wan Le left to Luo Wenduan is already riddled with holes and flaws. How long will it take to rebuild?
Wan Le looked at Zhang Deyi, afraid that this little stupid boy would hurt Luo Wenduan.
Wan Le said: "It's not difficult to send him a message every day, is it?"
Zhang Deyi said heartlessly: "Do you have to post it every day?"
"That's right," Wan Le said, "If you don't have anything to say, you can just post good morning and good night, or post a selfie."
Wan Le: "It's not too much for you to send a blessing during the Chinese New Year, right?"
"Oh."
Wan Le asked her: "When is Luo Wenduan's birthday?"
Zhang Deyi: "October..."
"October 10," Wan Le said, looking at her like a disrespectful daughter, "Give a gift, give a gift!"
Zhang Deyi said dissatisfied: "I give it every year."
"It's different this year," Wan Le said, "You were always by his side before, so of course you can't forget it, but now you're not by his side, it's easy to forget."
Wan Le said: "You set the alarm clock now, and I'll watch you set it."
Zhang Deyi sipped the pearls in the milk tea: "You remind me."
Wan Le tugged at her ear and said, "Set the alarm clock, so much nonsense."
Zhang Deyi was obedient, so he took out his phone and watch to set the alarm clock, Wan Le was still a little worried, and said, "Don't change the watch."
Zhang Deyi said vigilantly, "Why are you acting so weird?"
"Where is it?" Wan Le said, "I'm afraid that you will not be a filial son."
Wan Le said, "I'll see if you remember."
Zhang Deyi vowed: "Then I must remember better than you."
Wan Le: "Fart."
Luo Wenduan slapped the claw machine hard, clenched his fists, and cheered himself up. Wan Le said, "Come on!"
Zhang Deyi said, "Do you miss me?"
"I miss you so much," Wan Le said absently, looking at Luo Wenduan, "Your uncle misses you too, everyone misses you."
Zhang Deyi hesitated for a while, but didn't hold back that sentence.
Wan Le glanced at her and said, "What's the matter? Do you want to come back?"
"Then will my mother be sad?" Zhang Deyi said, "I miss my uncle."
Wan Le suddenly had mixed feelings.
He thought, the little girl still has a conscience, and she lived up to Luo Wenduan's painstaking efforts.
Wan Le said, "Sure."
Zhang Deyi felt a little distressed, propped his chin and said, "My mother cooks delicious food."
"Pig," Wan Le scolded, "Is my cooking bad?"
Zhang Deyi made a "a little bit" gesture and said, "It's still a little bit worse."
Zhang Deyi: "You don't do it for me every day."
Wan Le: "Go back to your mother quickly, don't cause trouble for Luo Wenduan, I think we will have a good life if he doesn't serve us."
Zhang Deyi said, "But I still miss him."
As soon as Zhang Deyi lowered his head, two small raindrops fell on his skirt, which made it wet.
Wan Le took a look and had nothing to say.
Zhang Deyi said, "I want to go back to your home."
Wan Le looked ahead and said, "You must tell him these words."
Zhang Deyi: "I dare not, my mother said she can't live without me."
Wan Le said: "Maybe they are all like this."
"So loving when you love," Wan Le said, "and so cruel when you hate."
Zhang Deyi didn't quite understand, so he pretended to understand and sighed.
Luo Wenduan clapped his hands, and finally heaved a sigh of relief. He lowered his head and took out a little rabbit with blush painted on it from the exit below.Zhang Deyi stood up excitedly, Wan Le was one step faster than her, ran forward to grab it, and said vigilantly, "What are you doing? This is mine."
Zhang Deyi: "Why are you robbing the child?"
Wan Le said: "Why do you keep letting you go, I'm still underage."
Both of them went to see Luo Wenduan, waiting for Luo Wenduan to finalize the ownership of this ugly rabbit. Luo Wenduan was like a general returning home after a victorious battle, completely ignoring the follow-up result, and said, "What do you want to eat?"
Wan Le stuffed the rabbit into his backpack, showing two pink ears, and announced in an undisputable tone: "Next time it's yours, this time it's mine."
Zhang Deyi said unwillingly to Luo Wenduan: "You were not like this before!"
Luo Wenduan had no choice but to say to Wan Le: "How about you..."
Wan Le said, "Don't even think about it."
Luo Wenduan stood in place and looked at the two of them. Obviously, no one planned to take a step back. He felt helpless, shook his wrist, and said, "Wait."
After a while, Luo Wenduan came back with an identical rabbit in his hand. Zhang Deyi finally cheered up and said, "Where did you catch it?"
"Behind." Luo Wenduan pointed.
This test is finally over, before going to eat, Wan Le said: "You can."
"Don't mention it," Luo Wenduan approached in a low voice and said, "Two hundred."
Wan Le felt more satisfied, his own was caught, and Zhang Deyi's was bought.Discrimination is always exciting!
Wan Le hugged his rabbit and decided to treat it kindly at the end of his short life.
In fact, he still has a lot to say and a lot of things to do, but these are not important, he feels from the bottom of his heart that being with Luo Wenduan is the best ending he can think of.He is a terrible love brain. It is true that what is said on the Internet, messing with men will really affect the speed of his drawing a knife.But it's too late to say anything. Regret is a matter for the future, and the future is left for the future.
Wan Le's plan for himself is to end his life as soon as possible, preferably tonight if there are no accidents.
No matter how you beautify parting and death, you can't dilute the bitterness in it, but Wan Le thought of a self-paralyzed way to relieve the pain last night, and he comforted himself: This must not be our end.
He and Luo Wenduan will definitely meet again in a certain life, this time it will definitely not be a farewell.
Even if only this memory is left and Luo Wenduan forgets everything, Wan Le is willing to get to know him again, because he hasn't loved Luo Wenduan enough.
In the atonement life after life, Wan Le believes that he will always find a fulcrum of balance, so that he can gain a firm foothold in this world and stop rushing to die.At that time, he will definitely be able to get a result with Luo Wenduan.
Whether it's good or bad, I want to entangle with him, I want him to give me a result, I don't want to die without a problem, I don't want a mess, I want love, true love, he falls in love with me.
If a person's life is practice, it is indeed hard work for him, but there will be an end.It's like moving a bucket of water up to the [-]th floor. When you are on the first floor, you will imagine how tired you will be and how much sweat you will sweat, but there will always be a moment when Wan Le doesn't know what he is doing right now. Standing on which floor, but he felt that he dared to look up.
So don't complain about not being happy in this life, Wan Le thought, I will wait.
Wan Le didn't want to suffer, and how lonely it was not wanting to guard the memories alone. He hung the sign of black and white impermanence on the rabbit, and put the rabbit next to his seat, sitting side by side with himself, a little excited Rubbing his hands together, he said, "I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time."
——The end of the second volume——
The author has something to say:
Volume 3 is sickness is not Zen
Luo Wuduan gave him some time to buffer, and said: "You can stay here as long as you want. You once stayed here for a year and came up with this plan."
Wan Le could only nod dumbly, feeling unspeakable.
He suddenly had the idea of seeing his former self. Although he had already seen all those experiences in the past, seeing it didn't mean he had experienced it personally. What was he thinking at that time?What kind of mood did he have in order to kill You Qian?
Wan Le is afraid that he also fell in love with Long in the past, Wan Le is immature, but judging from the memory of this life, among all the regrets and anger, not getting what you want is the most tormenting, and jealousy is the ugliest.He was afraid that in that life, first he could not get what he wanted, and later he was jealous. This is a secret private matter that no one knows.Even he himself didn't want his future self to see his own private affairs.
Luo Wuduan should be ignorant of Wanle's selfishness in this plan. Wanle wanted to take Luo Wenduan's selfishness for himself, and wanted him to experience his own pain. He didn't tell anyone about it. Wrap it up into a plan of its own.
Wan Le sat in the audience's heart, as if he wanted to understand himself, but he didn't seem to have it yet.
Wan Le said, "What kind of person do you think I am?"
Luo Wuduan was relatively unfamiliar with this kind of question, and it seemed to be the first time he answered it. He thought for a while before he said in a daze, "You are fine."
Wan Le smiled, Luo Wuduan scratched his nose and said, "I don't understand."
Luo Wuduan looked at the grassland in the distance and said, "You humans, I still have a lot to learn."
Wan Le: "I'm not human."
Luo Wuduan: "That's right."
When Wan Le said this, he felt a little regretful that he was not considered a human being.In all honesty, Wan Le is sad. He has been a Taoist priest for 17 years, and he has always hated demons the most. In the end, he was even worse than demons. He killed many people and ruined many people's lives.
Wan Le accepted too much information at once, and slowly realized that in the comics, he was the villain full of evil, but he didn't go bad all at once, but he lost his memory, which is really ridiculous , too painful.This is probably the cruelest way to torture a villain.
Luo Wuduan didn't know what he was thinking, pointed to the illusion in the distance, and said: "This mountain is called Prayer Mountain."
"Gold, jade and ores are everywhere on the hillside, and there are ferocious rhinoceros growing under the mountain," Luo Wuduan said, "When I woke up from this mountain, I already had a 'spirit', and I saw a bird with a human body. Face."
Wan Le said, "Oh, Qu Ru."
Luo Butuan: "Yes."
Luo Wuduan said: "She has practiced for a long time and taught me a lot."
"Is she still alive?"
"I don't know," Luo Wuduan said, "Maybe."
"I think she has attained Taoism and become an immortal," Luo Wuduan said, "she has long since passed away."
Wan Le: "You miss her very much?"
Luo Wuduan looked at him strangely, and said, "What do I want her to do?"
"She treats me badly and doesn't want to teach me. It's just that I love to pester her," Luo Wuduan said, "I just said it casually, you seem boring."
Wan Le smiled, a little helpless.Without concealing it, Luo Wuduan's demonic aura is very heavy, even stronger than Wang Ziqian's.
Luo Wuduan said: "She told me at the time that 'everything is false, the upper and lower voids cannot be measured'."
Wan Le said: "It's too empty."
Luo Wuduan said: "I want to give this sentence to you, don't pretend to be stupid."
Wan Le: "..."
"The void in the east is immeasurably false," Luo Wuduan said. "Everything in front of you is fake. Whether you are good or bad, true or false, why should you care? What's the use of being a good person? Seeing through the red dust and escaping the cycle What's the use? Carpe diem."
Wan Le suddenly felt that this person's world view was really rude and immoral, and the brave and honest elder brother in his mind completely collapsed. He never thought that Luo Wuduan could say such heartless and ruthless words with confidence.
Wan Le said a little tiredly: "Forget it, I want to go out, let me be quiet."
Luo Wuduan had nothing to do, just said: "I hope I didn't affect you."
Wan Le stood up and said, "You can't influence me."
There was still a crack in the door of Luo Wenduan's room, through which a light shone on the ground.
Wan Le thought that the sky full of clouds, splashing waterfalls, endless grasslands, the magnificent sound of nature echoing in his ears, and the scene of fighting with swords and swords were not as shocking as this lamp on the ground.
Was Luo Wenduan's strong heart expected?
Wan Le pushed the door open and walked in. Luo Wenduan was leaning on the head of the bed, drawing something.Wan Le thought it was the boring design he had drawn for a long time, so he took it over, put it aside, and said, "Waiting for me?"
Wan Le actually knew it wasn't, and it wasn't the time for Luo Wenduan to sleep, but he still asked on purpose.
Luo Wenduan took his hand, looked up at him, and smiled.
Wan Le's absurd life flashed before his eyes. The heavy past seemed like a dream, but the illusory present was his real life.
Wan Le thought: "If this is my life, how wonderful it would be?"
He lowered his head, closed his eyes and kissed Luo Wenduan.
Luo Wenduan was a little surprised. He put down the pen in his hand, put it on the table, and reached out to help him. Wan Le sat on him and touched his eyebrows.
Wan Le looked at him, and suddenly said, "Do you know when I fell in love with you?"
Luo Wenduan fell back, leaned on the head of the bed and said, "Didn't you say you don't know?"
Wan Le ignored his words and said: "Those who are addicted to taking goods in this world will not avoid them when they encounter goods, and they will enrich their homes.
Luo Wenduan smiled and said, "Do you still remember?"
Wan Le frowned and said, "I remember every moment."
Wan Le: "You were so handsome at that time. I thought you were very ideal. Then you gave me 6 yuan. It was the first time I got so much money. You did the same thing as what you said. I immediately From liking to falling in love with you."
Luo Wenduan made him feel a little embarrassed and smiled.
Wan Le looked at him and wanted to say a lot, but it seemed that there was only so much he could say.
He didn't even feel much frustration, as if all this had been expected, he had been waiting for this moment, even regret and unwillingness were dull.
He wanted to leave more time for Luo Wenduan, but even so, the time seemed too fast.
When Luo Wenduan turned off the light, Wan Le began to feel the belated fear attacking him, and he trembled a little.
In the darkness and silence, Wan Le heard Luo Wenduan say: "I love you too."
Wan Le burst into tears suddenly. Luo Wenduan might have heard it, but he didn't say anything.
The next morning, Luo Wenduan got dressed and went to buy breakfast.
Wan Le woke up a little early, watched him go out, and said, "I actually really don't want to eat breakfast every day."
Luo Wenduan paused, then compromised and said, "Then why don't you eat today?"
Wan Le: "Okay."
Not going downstairs to buy breakfast, Luo Wenduan had nothing to do. After a while, he sat back on the bed. Wan Le looked up at him and said, "What are you doing?"
Luo Wenduan: "I don't know, let's stay with you for a while."
Luo Wenduan is used to taking care of Zhang Deyi and Wan Le, and has always maintained this rhythm of life. Suddenly slowed down, and he didn't know what he could do.
Wan Le smiled and said, "Don't study? You've fallen."
Luo Wenduan: "I'm thinking about it."
Wan Le said seriously: "No, I still have to study."
"Let's talk," Luo Wenduan said, "I'm not in the mood."
Wan Le couldn't laugh anymore, and then mobilized his spirits again and said, "Let's go out and play."
Luo Wenduan didn't ask why, but said, "What are you playing?"
Wan Le suddenly thought, "I've never seen snow before."
Luo Wenduan thought for a while and said, "Now there is no snow in the north. Maybe next year."
Wan Le: "Oh."
Luo Wenduan said, "It's too difficult to change one."
Wan Le thought for a while and said, "Forget it."
Luo Wenduan: "You still have a long life, why are you angry because of this?"
Wan Le wanted to say: "You know what a fart", but swallowed it back.
Wan Le: "You don't even think of a way."
Luo Wenduan: "I called Lei Gong and Dian Mu to accommodate me, please wait."
Wan Le laughed, and Luo Wenduan said, "What can I do? You are too outrageous."
Wan Le also felt that he seemed a little unreasonable. In fact, he didn't really want to see Xue, not to mention that his life was so long, he must have seen Xue before, he just wanted to see Luo Wenduan helpless.
He seemed to see more of Luo Wenduan's expressions and reactions.
Wan Le said, "Forget it, let's watch a movie."
Luo Wenduan: "I can't go in the morning, let's go in the afternoon, Zhang Deyi is coming in the morning."
Wan Le: "?"
Wan Le said, "Neither this nor that!"
Luo Wenduan: "You don't want to see Zhang Deyi?"
Wan Le misfired, so he had to agree to watch a movie at home.Luo Wuduan and Ouyang Xuefeng disappeared early this morning, Luo Wenduan didn't ask where they went, nor did Wan Le ask why he didn't go.
Wan Le felt that Luo Wenduan knew more than he imagined, and also felt that both of them were a little stupid and pretended to be smart.
But even if you know, there is still nothing you can do.
The two sat in front of the TV looking for a movie to watch. Wan Le suggested finding a romance movie to watch. Luo Wenduan had little interest. Wan Le asked him what he wanted to watch, and Luo Wenduan said it would be fine.
Wan Le said, "Don't you want to watch it?"
Luo Wenduan said, "I haven't seen it."
Wan Le: "?"
Luo Wenduan's understanding of film and television dramas is only "Pleasant Goat and Big Big Wolf", "Princess Star Butterfly" and "Big Wang Team Makes Great Contributions", which Zhang Deyi often watches. He usually has almost no entertainment items, although Wan Le also understands Not many, but I can still name a few classic films and some famous stars, but Luo Wenduan has never seen any of them.
Wan Le finally decided to choose the classic old movie "The Shawshank Redemption", which opened Luo Wenduan's eyes. Wan Le had already watched this movie when he was in junior high school. Although I didn't know much at the time, I felt the classic taste.At this time, I don't mind watching it again with Luo Wenduan.
As soon as the title was played, Wan Le asked, "Didn't the teacher take you to the movies when you were in school?"
Luo Wenduan said: "I will stay for self-study."
"If I don't have any friends, I don't like to participate in group activities."
It is always difficult for Wan Le to imagine Luo Wenduan being isolated, but the traces on Luo Wenduan's body prove that he has indeed been unable to integrate into the group for a long time. Luo Wenduan stood up and took out two bottles of Coke from the refrigerator. , The refrigerator at home finally ran out of fruit and vegetable juices, and it turned into the cola Wanle likes to drink. Luo Wenduan took out two bags of potato chips, threw them to Wanle, unscrewed the Coke, and the carbonic acid gas made an explosion sound, the explosion sound At the end, Coke was handed to Wan Le.
Wan Le thought that Luo Wenduan was a poplar tree whose roots were pressed down by two stones, growing straight in the deformed environment and under the thin sunlight.
Wan Le didn't think that the current self would be more rational and smarter than the past self, and he didn't think that he was so evil or so kind. He always felt that he must be a helpless hapless ghost from the beginning to the end.The decision he made now may not be regrettable in the future, but if Luo Wenduan is really allowed to die for him, Wan Le would rather not be reborn forever at this moment.
The decision between life and death is just a momentary impulse, Wan Le thought, don't take everything seriously.
Luo Wenduan watched it very seriously, obviously attracted by the plot. Wan Le had already watched it once, and even remembered the classic narration in the movie. He opened Luo Wenduan's arms and nestled in comfortably. Luo Wenduan glanced at him, After hesitating for a moment, she lightly kissed him on the head.
Wan Le thought: "One more second, just one more second."
Did he really love diving in the past?
Hate is a castle in the air that cannot be grasped and cannot be touched, and love is a black land that pushes people to grow wildly. Does he really hate wandering?Hate to let him change his life?
Wan Le suddenly thought, is it love or hate?
Luo Wenduan watched the movie quietly, Wan Le glanced at his side face, and suddenly thought: "With empty memories, if I meet Youqian again, I will definitely fall in love with him again."
Wan Le suddenly understood.
He just wanted to give himself a choice.
Without so many years of suffering and pain that made him blind, without so many selfish desires that cannot be explained clearly, without so many entangled loves that are too embarrassing to talk about, without all the past experiences, he wants to know how he will be when he is relaxed. how to choose.
It's not that Wan Le doesn't understand himself, he understands himself too well.
He fully knows that he is a fan of the authorities, and he also knows that love will not last long, although he understands it all, he wants to try it.
At this moment, Wan Le really wants to say something to Luo Wenduan, do you know how much I love you?Love to hate, love to hate, love to this moment, I have no complaints against you, only regrets, regrets can't be more than a second, even a second.
Wan Le watched the movie, and suddenly said without beginning or end: "It's all because his wife doesn't love him."
"Huh?" Luo Wenduan said, "Yes."
Wan Le said: "Twisted melons are not sweet."
At this moment, the plot has already traveled thousands of miles, Wan Le suddenly brought up the irrelevant plot at the beginning, Luo Wenduan said: "Twisted melons can be eaten with sugar."
Wan Le was stunned for a moment, and said, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
But still smiled briefly.
Although Luo Wenduan felt that he didn't know anything about his endless sorrows, and he couldn't say a word about the fact that he had a mouth full of love for his children, Luo Wenduan might never know it again, maybe In Luo Wenduan's eyes, he was just a villain who wanted to take advantage of him, but Wan Le was temporarily comforted.
After watching the movie, Luo Wenduan sat on the sofa with one leg crossed and his arms on his legs, as if he was still thinking about it.
Luo Wenduan said, "It's pretty."
Wan Le: "Of course, there are a few more good-looking ones."
He turned on the phone, clicked on Luo Wenduan's avatar, and typed more than a dozen movies in one go in the dialog box. In fact, Luo Wenduan could search for high-scoring movies, but he still wanted to do this useless effort.
Luo Wenduan glanced at the text message, but said nothing.
Wan Le stretched his waist and said, "Look back slowly, you missed too many wonderful things."
Luo Wenduan was dispensable, and received another text message, Zhang Deyi and the others had already got out of the taxi and were downstairs, and the time was just right.
Zhang Deyi followed her mother into the door, and she followed her mother when she walked in. She seemed a little reserved, much like a child visiting a relative's house during the Chinese New Year.
All in all, Wan Le came to the conclusion that Zhang Deyi had a good time with her mother, and she felt a little bit reluctant to leave.
But it is hard to say where Shu is.
"Come in and sit."
Luo Wenduan went to open a Coke again. When her mother saw the Coke, she looked distressed and said, "She has rotten teeth, so she can't drink this."
Luo Wen raised his hand, Wan Le immediately took it over and said, "I'll drink it."
Luo Wenduan handed it to him, nodded, sat down, and said, "What's the matter?"
"I am proud to say that I drank fruit and vegetable juice at your house, and it was delicious," the woman said. "I took her to the supermarket but I couldn't buy it. I would like to ask where you bought it?"
Zhang Deyi said, "And that yogurt."
Luo Wenduan couldn't see any expression, just said: "I bought it online."
He thought for a while, then took out his phone and asked, "Shall I send you the link?"
The woman said: "That's great. I've been looking for it for a long time."
Luo Wenduan lowered his head and fiddled with the phone, saying: "In the future, you can just call for such things."
The woman smiled and said, "She misses you too."
Luo Wenduan looked up at Zhang Deyi and asked, "Really?"
Around Zhang Deyi's neck was the emerald bean that Luo Wenduan gave her. Back then, Zhang Deyi followed him. Because he had no parents, he was always bullied by his classmates. Luo Wenduan specially chose a necklace that was not so high-profile, and let her wear it hidden. , afraid of being too eye-catching and being bullied again, but now Zhang Deyi can dress up as she wants, and no one will bully her again.
Luo Wenduan shook his head with a smile, and said, "How about studying?"
The woman said: "Take your time, there are too many left behind."
Luo Wenduan pretended not to hear the complaints here, sent the link to the woman, and said: "The yogurt is imported, and I bought it from a proxy. It has been discontinued recently. Just wait a little longer, and I will recommend the proxy to you."
The woman turned on the phone, but asked, "This is the drink."
"The content of this juice is too low," the woman asked Zhang Deyi, "is this what you want?"
Luo Wenduan didn't say anything, Wan Le asked: "Hi, you care so much about children, what did you do in the first few years?"
Zhang Deyi glanced at Wanle, then at his mother, and sat down on the sofa, curling up as much as possible.
Luo Wenduan immediately said: "Go back to your room to see if there is anything you forgot."
The woman said, "That's not what I meant."
Wan Le had endured this woman for a long time, and said, "Then what do you mean?"
"Since you care so much about the child, why did you abandon her?" Wan Le said, "You have already abandoned the child. What position do you have to accuse others of not taking good care of her? Luo Wenduan is a high school student, does he owe you?"
Wan Le said, "Where were you when Zhang Deyi went to school and didn't have lunch when she cared so much about a glass of juice? Did you give her a meal?"
The woman looked at Wan Le, her eyes widened, she was obviously at a loss, and she said unwillingly, "If it's not a last resort, which woman would..."
Wan Le said, "I'll let you die."
Wan Le looked desperate. He had already lived to the end of his life and didn't care about what he said. He just didn't want Luo Wenduan to suffer any more grievances. He said, "What kind of mother do you really think you are? I'll see if you act in this play." Nausea."
"Get lost," Wan Le said, "Don't come to act again, let Zhang Deyi do it herself if she wants to."
Wan Le knew that Zhang Deyi was listening, so he deliberately said: "If she doesn't want to come, then it will be like Luo Wenduan raised a white-eyed wolf, and she doesn't know who treats her well."
Luo Wenduan stared blankly, not knowing what to do next, sitting on the sofa and waiting for Wan Le to give orders.
Wan Le said, "See off the guests!"
Luo Wenduan stood up, scratched his head, and said, "...that."
Wan Le arrogantly interrupted the woman's forward shaking, and said, "Zhang Deyi will stay here, and Luo Wenduan will send her back tonight."
After the woman left, Luo Wenduan looked at Wan Le with complicated eyes.
Wan Le said angrily: "What are you looking at? The one in the room comes out quickly."
Zhang Deyi opened the door. Today, she has a bun in her hair and a shiny hairpin. She looks like a beautiful little princess.
Wan Le said, "Are you dumb?"
Zhang Deyi said: "...Wang."
Both Wan Le and Luo Wenduan laughed.
If it wasn't for Zhang Deyi, no one in Wan Le would let him disturb her today, but for Luo Wenduan's consideration in the future, Wan Le still decided to reluctantly add this light bulb.
Wan Le likes to go shopping with Luo Wenduan very much. When he and Luo Wenduan are not together, he will go shopping. Luo Wenduan will not complain about being tired when shopping, and the things he buys are very tasteful. They would also take the initiative to queue up at the milk tea shop. All in all, Wan Le and Luo Wenduan were taken care of comfortably, both aesthetically and physically and mentally, when they were shopping.
The three of them went shopping together again, each with a cup of milk tea in his hand.On Luo Wenduan's arm was a doll that Zhang Deyi had just bought.
Looking at Zhang Deyi's doll, Wan Le was inspired and said, "Go grab the doll."
"I won't," Luo Wenduan said honestly, "I can't get it out."
Wan Le: "Have you ever fought for someone in your life?"
Luo Wenduan shook his shoulders and said, "Let's go."
After exchanging fifty coins, Wan Le invested ten, but lost everything. He made a fortune and said, "I'm unlucky today, so you should come."
Luo Wenduan looked serious, shook his neck, and took the coins. Wan Le and Zhang Deyi sat next to the game console drinking milk tea and watched Luo Wenduan holding the doll.
No matter what Luo Wenduan was doing, he looked very focused, as if he was completing some big project. Wan Le said to Zhang Deyi: "He is doing it for your own good, so don't be mad at him."
Zhang Deyi said, "I understand."
"You know shit." Wan Le sighed.
Wan Le felt a little resentful at this time, because he couldn't let go, and he knew that Luo Wenduan would have a good life in the future. As long as he left him, everything would return to the right track. Sooner or later, he would completely get rid of the influence of his original family. He has his own peaceful life, but Wanle still feels uneasy.
The world around has been ruined by Wan Le. The life Wan Le left to Luo Wenduan is already riddled with holes and flaws. How long will it take to rebuild?
Wan Le looked at Zhang Deyi, afraid that this little stupid boy would hurt Luo Wenduan.
Wan Le said: "It's not difficult to send him a message every day, is it?"
Zhang Deyi said heartlessly: "Do you have to post it every day?"
"That's right," Wan Le said, "If you don't have anything to say, you can just post good morning and good night, or post a selfie."
Wan Le: "It's not too much for you to send a blessing during the Chinese New Year, right?"
"Oh."
Wan Le asked her: "When is Luo Wenduan's birthday?"
Zhang Deyi: "October..."
"October 10," Wan Le said, looking at her like a disrespectful daughter, "Give a gift, give a gift!"
Zhang Deyi said dissatisfied: "I give it every year."
"It's different this year," Wan Le said, "You were always by his side before, so of course you can't forget it, but now you're not by his side, it's easy to forget."
Wan Le said: "You set the alarm clock now, and I'll watch you set it."
Zhang Deyi sipped the pearls in the milk tea: "You remind me."
Wan Le tugged at her ear and said, "Set the alarm clock, so much nonsense."
Zhang Deyi was obedient, so he took out his phone and watch to set the alarm clock, Wan Le was still a little worried, and said, "Don't change the watch."
Zhang Deyi said vigilantly, "Why are you acting so weird?"
"Where is it?" Wan Le said, "I'm afraid that you will not be a filial son."
Wan Le said, "I'll see if you remember."
Zhang Deyi vowed: "Then I must remember better than you."
Wan Le: "Fart."
Luo Wenduan slapped the claw machine hard, clenched his fists, and cheered himself up. Wan Le said, "Come on!"
Zhang Deyi said, "Do you miss me?"
"I miss you so much," Wan Le said absently, looking at Luo Wenduan, "Your uncle misses you too, everyone misses you."
Zhang Deyi hesitated for a while, but didn't hold back that sentence.
Wan Le glanced at her and said, "What's the matter? Do you want to come back?"
"Then will my mother be sad?" Zhang Deyi said, "I miss my uncle."
Wan Le suddenly had mixed feelings.
He thought, the little girl still has a conscience, and she lived up to Luo Wenduan's painstaking efforts.
Wan Le said, "Sure."
Zhang Deyi felt a little distressed, propped his chin and said, "My mother cooks delicious food."
"Pig," Wan Le scolded, "Is my cooking bad?"
Zhang Deyi made a "a little bit" gesture and said, "It's still a little bit worse."
Zhang Deyi: "You don't do it for me every day."
Wan Le: "Go back to your mother quickly, don't cause trouble for Luo Wenduan, I think we will have a good life if he doesn't serve us."
Zhang Deyi said, "But I still miss him."
As soon as Zhang Deyi lowered his head, two small raindrops fell on his skirt, which made it wet.
Wan Le took a look and had nothing to say.
Zhang Deyi said, "I want to go back to your home."
Wan Le looked ahead and said, "You must tell him these words."
Zhang Deyi: "I dare not, my mother said she can't live without me."
Wan Le said: "Maybe they are all like this."
"So loving when you love," Wan Le said, "and so cruel when you hate."
Zhang Deyi didn't quite understand, so he pretended to understand and sighed.
Luo Wenduan clapped his hands, and finally heaved a sigh of relief. He lowered his head and took out a little rabbit with blush painted on it from the exit below.Zhang Deyi stood up excitedly, Wan Le was one step faster than her, ran forward to grab it, and said vigilantly, "What are you doing? This is mine."
Zhang Deyi: "Why are you robbing the child?"
Wan Le said: "Why do you keep letting you go, I'm still underage."
Both of them went to see Luo Wenduan, waiting for Luo Wenduan to finalize the ownership of this ugly rabbit. Luo Wenduan was like a general returning home after a victorious battle, completely ignoring the follow-up result, and said, "What do you want to eat?"
Wan Le stuffed the rabbit into his backpack, showing two pink ears, and announced in an undisputable tone: "Next time it's yours, this time it's mine."
Zhang Deyi said unwillingly to Luo Wenduan: "You were not like this before!"
Luo Wenduan had no choice but to say to Wan Le: "How about you..."
Wan Le said, "Don't even think about it."
Luo Wenduan stood in place and looked at the two of them. Obviously, no one planned to take a step back. He felt helpless, shook his wrist, and said, "Wait."
After a while, Luo Wenduan came back with an identical rabbit in his hand. Zhang Deyi finally cheered up and said, "Where did you catch it?"
"Behind." Luo Wenduan pointed.
This test is finally over, before going to eat, Wan Le said: "You can."
"Don't mention it," Luo Wenduan approached in a low voice and said, "Two hundred."
Wan Le felt more satisfied, his own was caught, and Zhang Deyi's was bought.Discrimination is always exciting!
Wan Le hugged his rabbit and decided to treat it kindly at the end of his short life.
In fact, he still has a lot to say and a lot of things to do, but these are not important, he feels from the bottom of his heart that being with Luo Wenduan is the best ending he can think of.He is a terrible love brain. It is true that what is said on the Internet, messing with men will really affect the speed of his drawing a knife.But it's too late to say anything. Regret is a matter for the future, and the future is left for the future.
Wan Le's plan for himself is to end his life as soon as possible, preferably tonight if there are no accidents.
No matter how you beautify parting and death, you can't dilute the bitterness in it, but Wan Le thought of a self-paralyzed way to relieve the pain last night, and he comforted himself: This must not be our end.
He and Luo Wenduan will definitely meet again in a certain life, this time it will definitely not be a farewell.
Even if only this memory is left and Luo Wenduan forgets everything, Wan Le is willing to get to know him again, because he hasn't loved Luo Wenduan enough.
In the atonement life after life, Wan Le believes that he will always find a fulcrum of balance, so that he can gain a firm foothold in this world and stop rushing to die.At that time, he will definitely be able to get a result with Luo Wenduan.
Whether it's good or bad, I want to entangle with him, I want him to give me a result, I don't want to die without a problem, I don't want a mess, I want love, true love, he falls in love with me.
If a person's life is practice, it is indeed hard work for him, but there will be an end.It's like moving a bucket of water up to the [-]th floor. When you are on the first floor, you will imagine how tired you will be and how much sweat you will sweat, but there will always be a moment when Wan Le doesn't know what he is doing right now. Standing on which floor, but he felt that he dared to look up.
So don't complain about not being happy in this life, Wan Le thought, I will wait.
Wan Le didn't want to suffer, and how lonely it was not wanting to guard the memories alone. He hung the sign of black and white impermanence on the rabbit, and put the rabbit next to his seat, sitting side by side with himself, a little excited Rubbing his hands together, he said, "I haven't eaten hot pot for a long time."
——The end of the second volume——
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Volume 3 is sickness is not Zen
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