Men will affect my speed of eliminating demons

Xu Bin suddenly calmed down.

Yes, what can Luo Wenduan do?

Was it all because of Luo Wenduan's powerlessness?

Xu Bin said, "Yes, you can't do anything."

He sighed.

He still remembered Luo Wenduan's reaction after learning that Wan Le's memory had been modified. Luo Wenduan was not so happy, nor could he let go, but said: "This is the best result."

In fact, Luo Wenduan made it clear from the very beginning that this was all his thoughts. He didn't have to be a great saint. Whoever wants to be a saint in love is an idiot. He just realized very clearly: "This is two people. For the best."

Xu Bin really felt that it was not fair. He would think, "Why?"

The two children back then, why should one be in heaven and the other in hell?Why did Wan Le live so happily?

He has no love for Wan Le, so naturally he doesn't have Luo Wenduan's dedication, even if he stands as a bystander, he doesn't think it's worth it.

Luo Wenduan said, "Xu Bin, don't come here again."

Xu Bin: "?"

"You are tired," Luo Wenduan said casually, "take a good rest."

Xu Bin: "What do you mean?"

"Nothing interesting," Luo Wenduan said, "Maybe I'll sleep for a while."

Seeing that he didn't quite understand, Luo Wenduan added: "I recently remembered something, my previous memory of this thing in my body, it's very interesting."

Xu Bin frowned, feeling something was wrong.

"When will you wake up?"

"It's hard to say," Luo Wenduan said, "With hundreds of years of memory, maybe I need to sleep for a while."

Xu Bin understood, he sneered, took out a cigarette from his pocket to light it, and said amidst the smoke, "You don't intend to wake up."

"No," Luo Wenduan said indifferently, "Call me anytime you need it."

Xu Bin was a little irritable, and this irritability came from his inability to change Luo Wenduan's mind.

"Wait," Xu Bin said, "I heard that this month, the old god will come again."

Luo Wenduan looked at him and smiled helplessly.

Xu Bin: "Wan Le is leaving, he must be worried. Last time he gave you a 'downgrade', he also wanted to see the effect for himself."

"How are you feeling recently? Are you in good health?" For some reason, Xu Bin felt a little embarrassed.

He is the subordinate of the old god, so naturally he dare not speak ill of his boss, but this time he also knows that the old god will come to see Luo Wenduan again after half a year, and it is likely that there will be another torture, this frequency is really too much.

Luo Wenduan just said: "Let him come this time?"

This "he" refers to Wanle.

Xu Bin didn't know either, he said vaguely, "Take it."

Luo Wenduan had a calm expression and didn't say anything.

"You want to know what I think," Luo Wenduan said, "But in the closed life of these years, I have gone crazy and crazy, and I don't have a complete idea in my head."

He spoke very slowly, but very clearly and firmly. His tone of voice was extremely comfortable, and it could flow into people's hearts, as if speaking had become an art.

"Die yesterday, live today. Over the years, all my ideas and beliefs have been destroyed and rebuilt, and rebuilt and destroyed, all because my time has no end."

"I live forever, but I just live. I live day after day. What I see when I open my eyes today is exactly the same as what I see when I open my eyes tomorrow. This kind of life will drive people crazy, but because of this thing in my body, My demon nature, my fierceness, they are trying their best not to make me crazy. So my humanity is slowly disappearing. If I were really human, I would not be able to sit here and chat with you. So now sitting Chatting with you here, I am also restraining myself, like a normal person, keeping up with your thinking."

Luo Wenduan said: "You can't understand, in fact, your world is too far away for me."

Luo Wenduan looked at him, his gaze was very gentle, as if there was warmth, but it seemed that it did not fall on him, but somewhere in the distance: "The things you have experienced with me, what Wanle experienced What happened to his friends, what happened to his friends, I seem to be listening to what happened in my previous life. Because if you can’t touch this world, then you are not in this world. I don’t exist in your world .”

"Those are all things in the past," Luo Wenduan said. "For me, the past is too long. I just hope that they are all well. Now that they have forgotten it, don't think about it again."

Xu Bin didn't know why, but he felt a little sad when he heard it. He flicked the cigarette ash to cover up, and wiped away the tears on the bridge of his nose with his fingertips.

Luo Wenduan smiled, and said with some relief: "I was born like this."

On the way back, Xu Bin sat on the plane, and there was always this sentence in his mind: "I was born like this."

Xu Bin didn't know what this sentence meant. Did it mean that he was born unlucky, or that he was born to be indifferent to anything, or that he was born to suffer for his childhood lover.

It may also be that this sentence does not refer to any specific thing, but only refers to Luo Wenduan's description of his life as "born like this".This sentence is tantamount to "that's what I'm going to die for."

Until he returned to Beijing and returned to the crowd, in the hectic work and life, he would occasionally be hit hard by this sentence.

In mid-September, Wanle resigned and returned to his hometown in Guangxi.

Li Yibing was very dissatisfied. She had also returned to Beijing early after her service period had expired. She originally asked Wan Le to come to Beijing to study together, but after Wan Le left her job, the first thing she did was to buy a ticket to go home.

Li Yibing was very angry, and asked him when he planned to return to Beijing, Wan Le replied straightforwardly: "I'm not from Beijing, it means 'go', not 'return'."

Li Yibing was so angry that he didn't reply to his message for two days.

Wan Le stood at the foot of Changling Mountain, looking at the high blue and white steps from bottom to top, he felt a long-lost sense of familiarity, as if the days before him were right in front of him. Back and forth on the multi-level steps, I didn't think how long it was at that time, but looking at it now, I couldn't see the end at a glance. With two large suitcases of luggage in his hand, he sighed deeply.

After hesitating for a moment, he made enough mental preparations, put on the suitcase, and bravely climbed up.

After not exercising for a long time, Wan Le climbed for more than 50 minutes. He was so tired that he was sweating and panting. Finally, he smashed two suitcases on the ground and sat on the steps by himself. , the steps have been climbed, and the rest are some narrow mountain roads.

But there was some movement in the woods, Wan Le was a little vigilant, put his hand into his pocket, and turned his head slowly, at this moment, a big black dog rushed out from the grass!

Wan Le was stunned for a moment, and said in surprise: "Elder brother?!"

The elder brother licked Wan Le's face excitedly. Wan Le almost rolled down the steps to avoid it. He said, "You still remember me."

The big black dog was no longer young, and the fur near its nose had turned white. Wan Le patted its head and said, "You haven't become a sperm either."

Master has always hoped that the big black dog can become a spirit, but it is really difficult, especially the modern Taoist priests do not practice inner alchemy, and there is no medicine that can be given to it to help him.

Wan Le carried the luggage and followed the big black dog up the mountain. The big black dog walked in front, turning back from time to time to check if he was following.

Back in the mountains, Wan Le felt a little more at ease. Everything here was still the same as before, and it hadn't changed over the years.

Wan Le arrived at the lacquered red gate at the entrance of the yard. The door was not closed. The big black dog got in through the crack of the door. Wan Le gently opened the door and walked in with his luggage.

The yard is still very tidy, there are almost no fallen leaves on the ground, and the ginkgo trees are lush and lush. Wan Le still remembers that his master planted two apple trees when he was a child, and the red fruits had already grown on them.

Wan Le walked to the entrance of Sanqing Hall, put down his luggage, and walked in by himself. There was a vermilion merit box in the center of the hall, on which was written "Follow the merits of good deeds and broaden the fields of blessings". I looked at the three statues enshrined in the Sanqing Temple. Although they were not golden statues, they were still lifelike.Yuanshi Tianzun twirled and mixed Yuan Baozhu, Lingbao Tianzun held Jinyu Ruyi, Daode Tianzun held Tai Chi Eight Trigrams Fan, Wan Le remembered that every time he raised his head and looked at these three gods, he always felt that they were looking at him.

He wanted to light some incense and was about to get it when he heard someone outside the door saying, "Changle?"

Wan Le said: "Master!"

Liu Ling went to fetch water in the backyard, and when he came back, he saw the far door was wide open and his luggage was placed at the entrance of the hall, so he thought that maybe Wan Le had returned, and when he entered the hall, it turned out to be true.

Liu Ling couldn't believe it, and said, "You're back?"

Wan Le smiled and said, "I'm back!"

"You're back," Liu Ling murmured, "You're back, how dare you come back?!"

Liu Ling picked up the water-carrying bamboo pole and went to draw Wan Le. Wan Le ran away in a hurry, saying, "Master! Be quiet in front of Sanqing Hall!"

"Don't do this to me," Liu Ling couldn't smack him, pointing to his nose and said, "You stand there for me."

Wan Le raised his hand and discussed, "Calm down, Master."

Liu Ling said angrily: "Stop there!"

Wan Le counted silently in his heart: "1, 2, 3."

After counting three, he suddenly ran away. Liu Ling held up the bamboo pole and chased after him. The big black dog thought it was an interesting game and joined the battlefield.

Wan Le was whipped several times, and was finally stunned. In desperation, he ran to the room he lived in before, but when he arrived, he found that it was locked and the door could not be opened. He turned his head and hit the room head-on.

Wan Le only felt that his eyes went dark, and then he didn't know anything.

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