Men will affect my speed of eliminating demons

"The Central Meteorological Observatory issued a red lightning warning signal on February 2: Strong lightning activities have occurred in Xinjiang, Qinghai, Tibet and other places, and may continue. The possibility of lightning disasters is very high, accompanied by gusts of magnitude 1-8. Please Residents nearby take precautions."

"Experts from the Central Meteorological Observatory said that since the 1st, the meteorological department has issued a total of 1876 lightning, rainstorm, and gale warnings, 1109 lightning warning information, and 209 lightning red warnings."

"Residents within the lightning warning range should close their doors and windows tightly, try not to use electronic devices with external antennas, do not answer and make calls, and avoid going out. The government and relevant departments are doing emergency rescue work according to their duties."

Wan Le sat at home in the rental house, watching the news.

The hostess said a series of words on TV: "Although this fierce natural disaster was violent, no one was killed. This is inseparable from the correct decision-making of the government and relevant departments. , Entering an important defensive state, timely transferring the affected people, and properly resettling the people, the people helped each other, and the Shangfeng?

"At 22 o'clock today, the thunderstorm that has been falling for a week has stopped, and there will be no strong lightning activities within 24 hours."

Wan Le tuned the station and watched "The Legend of Zhen Huan".

Watching the episode of Concubine Xi returning to the palace, I heard the sound of guards changing shifts outside.He was bored, opened the lid of the instant noodles that had just been soaked, and ate two mouthfuls.

The rent in Beijing is too expensive. He only rented a one-person apartment, less than [-] square meters, with one bedroom and one bathroom. The bedroom and the living room are integrated. The sofa is next to the bed. Legs bent, eating instant noodles on the tea table.

Because the building in front was the ground floor, Wan Le's room could not be seen, so he did not draw the curtains.

I saw a flash coming in from the sky along the window, Wan Le was so frightened that the instant noodles bounced onto his hands, and he threw away the bucket of instant noodles, and when he saw that it was about to hit his legs, a pair of knuckles stretched out to catch it. He took out the bucket of noodles and put it back on the table.

Wan Le's mouth was still splashed with instant noodle soup, and he looked at him dully.

Luo Wenduan was very close to him, and it was different from what he saw in the dream that day. His hair was longer, even reaching to his shoulders, and he was wearing a black turtleneck sweater. High, deep eye sockets, looking down slightly, with very thin eyelashes.

Wan Le even saw clearly that his eyelashes were so thin, without curvature, and very short. After watching for a while, he suddenly realized that the distance was too close. , watching his eyes widen in surprise.

The two of them didn't make any sound during this process, so even the guards outside the apartment door didn't notice a person coming in the house.

Wan Le looked at him dumbly, and said silently: "You..."

Luo Wenduan's ears moved, as if he heard something, his expression was very calm, as if hearing a few people outside was a very common thing, he stretched out his hand to his mouth and said "shh", stood up and walked towards the door.

Wan Le watched his back and left again, but it seemed that he was not going to leave this time.

When Luo Wenduan pushed the door open, he looked back at him, as if to reassure him.Then he pushed the door open a crack and walked out, and closed the door softly. Wan Le had no idea what was going on outside. He had completely lost his mind, stopped thinking, and knew nothing.

After a while, there was a knock on the door, and Wan Le was awakened. He quickly stood up and opened the door. Luo Wenduan stood outside the door, and the guards outside were no longer there.

Wan Le opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything, and made way for him to come in.

Luo Wenduan seemed to still have moisture on his body, Wan Le said, "Would you... change your clothes?"

Luo Wenduan was stunned for a moment, as if he thought the question was funny, and said, "No need."

At eleven o'clock in the evening, the two of them were sitting on both sides of the sofa, and "The Legend of Zhen Huan" was still playing on the TV. Wan Le seemed a little stiff, and the bucket of instant noodles was placed on the coffee table, and he did not move in embarrassment.

Luo Wenduan turned his head slightly, looked at him, and said, "Did I bother you?"

"No," Wan Le said immediately as if he had been acupunctured, "No."

Luo Wenduan pursed his lips, looked at him for a moment, and suddenly said, "I'll come see you tomorrow."

Luo Wenduan stood up as he spoke, but Wan Le grabbed his hand—this was not Wan Le's intention, originally Wan Le just wanted to grab his sleeve, but unexpectedly he did.

Wan Le stammered and said, "You, are you back?"

Luo Wenduan smiled helplessly, and sat back again, this time sitting next to him, with their legs close together, Luo Wenduan looked at him patiently, and said, "Yes."

Wan Le: "I mean, I'm not dreaming or anything..."

"If you mean the time when you were sick," Luo Wenduan said, "it wasn't a dream."

"But I didn't find the Eye of Ye Ming." Wan Le looked pitifully like a puppy guarding an empty bowl.

Luo Wenduan: "I returned it to Shan Xiu. I just want you to know that I don't need that thing anymore."

"But……"

Wan Le hesitated to speak, he didn't know how to say it.

But you were so indifferent last time, as if I were a stranger.That meeting made Wan Le feel insecure.

"But what?" When Luo Wenduan moved, his hair would block his eyes, and he reached out to brush his hair, exposing his forehead, looking so gentle, with a sense of calm strength.

Wan Le said, "Nothing."

Luo Wenduan said: "That time I just separated the soul to see you. I can't control my own power, I can't go out for too long, and I can't touch you."

Wan Le: "..."

He felt himself being comforted very well.

Wan Le couldn't let go of the fact that he reached out his hand that day, but Luo Wenduan didn't grasp it.But the brooding for such a long time was easily carried away by a single sentence.Wan Le felt that everything was not so unbearable.

Luo Wenduan said: "I still need to save some strength to return the Eye of Ye Ming to Shan Xiu."

"Has he seen you too?" Wan Le said.

Luo Wenduan: "Yes."

"Then what do we do now?"

Wan Le said, "Are you leaving?"

Luo Wenduan: "What if I say yes?"

Wan Le's heart sank, and a thought came to him that it really was so.

It was the same at first, he was just so unlucky, he shouldn't have any fluke thoughts.Happiness will never come to him, no matter how many lifetimes it is.

Luo Wenduan saw that he was frightened, and said, "Don't go."

Luo Wenduan took Wan Le's hand on his knee and repeated, "I won't go."

Wan Le didn't show any expression when he heard this, just looked at him.

Luo Wenduan didn't know what was wrong with him, but felt that he had to do something, but before he could apologize, he saw tears falling from Wan Le's expressionless eyes.

Wan Le cried unconsciously and had no expression, just looked at him blankly.

Wan Le asked: "What's going on? Should we go or not?"

Luo Wenduan suddenly regained the heartache he hadn't seen for many years.

"Scare you," Luo Wenduan said, "I will find a way."

"Oh," Wan Le said, "Okay."

Luo Wenduan was also at a loss.

Wan Le said, "What time is it? I should go to bed."

"I don't know," Luo Wenduan grabbed him and said, "Wan Le, I'm sorry."

This sentence of sorry comes for no reason, and he actually doesn't know what he did wrong, but at this moment, it seems that this sentence is the best solution, and he feels that he needs to say this sentence to fill the gap in the conversation.

Wan Le said, "Huh? No need."

"I'm sorry," Wan Le said seriously, "I'm sorry for you."

Luo Wenduan looked at him with a little pain in his eyes.

Wan Le stood in front of him, clutching the seam of his trousers unconsciously, and said, "I deserve it all, I don't care, but my master is really innocent, he was caught by the old god Can you help me? Let the old god let him go. He was caught because of you. Although it is my fault in the final analysis, it also has something to do with you. It’s so good, don’t worry about it, save him.”

Wan Le said to himself: "This should be very simple for you, right? Is it very simple? I don't know."

Luo Wenduan noticed something was wrong: "Wan Le, what's wrong with you?"

Wan Le widened his eyes and said, "What?"

Luo Wenduan pulled him to sit down, put his hand next to his cheek, finally stroked him lightly for a while, and said in silence for a moment: "Everything is fine. Everything is fine, don't worry."

Wan Le: "Thank you."

Luo Wenduan's two lifetimes suffered from disasters, suffered all kinds of hardships, and suffered all kinds of pains, but he was still pierced by these three words.

Luo Wenduan wiped away the dry tears on Wan Le's face with his usual expression, and said, "You're welcome, eat something before going to bed."

After that, Wan Le finished eating the softened instant noodles and sent Luo Wenduan away, so Wan Le didn't care about anything else.

His body and mind were resisting the previous exhaustion, so he completely went on strike, and he was in a state of emptiness every day, lying in bed 24 hours a day, thinking about nothing except the instinct of eating and drinking.

From the second day on, no one was guarding the door.

Wan Le completely relaxed, everything else was out of his control, and he didn't want to hate anyone, control anyone to do things for him, or communicate with anyone.

Luo Wenduan would visit him every day, leave three meals a day, and clean up Wanle's trash from the previous day.Sit with Wan Le in front of the TV and watch an episode of TV. If you are free, you will stay for a few more hours.

Wan Le kept a certain distance from him, although the effect was not good.

Luo Wenduan seemed to accept all this well and acted very naturally.

People will feel out of control in front of powerful people.When Wan Le saw Luo Wenduan that day, he smelled this feeling of being out of control like an animal. He realized the disparity in strength between the two of them, and also understood that Luo Wenduan was already different from ordinary people like them. An uncontrollable posture has entered this tugging situation, and no one can control him anymore.

Wan Le started to suffer from insomnia again at night, and often fell asleep at dawn, so he slept until after one o'clock in the afternoon. When he woke up, his eyes were still open. In a blink of an eye, he saw Luo Wen standing at the desk beside his bed, arranging his things.

Wan Le immediately became alert, looked carefully for a while, and confirmed that he should not have found his diary, and his eyes were still fixed on Luo Wenduan.

Luo Wenduan saw him staring at him like a cat: "What's wrong?"

"I'm hungry," Wan Le said, staring at him closely, "too hungry."

Luo Wenduan seemed to feel a little inexplicable, but he still said calmly: "I brought you something to eat."

Wan Le said, "Oh, let's go together."

Luo Wenduan stepped back, left the desk, and said, "Okay."

Luo Wenduan found that Wan Le immediately relaxed as soon as he left the desk.Luo Wenduan didn't say anything, took out the food for him, Wan Le ate some, and saw Luo Wenduan just sitting beside him.

Wan Le stopped, with steamed buns still stuffed in his mouth, and said, "You don't want to eat."

"Not hungry," Luo Wenduan said flatly, "Slow down."

Wan Le suddenly thought, does Luo Wenduan not need to eat anymore?Thinking of this, it is a little annoying.

After the first week when the thunderbolt red warning was canceled, Wan Le met his friends at his home after a long time.

It was the first time since Wan Le lost his memory that Wan Le, Shan Xiu, Ouyang Xuefeng, Ning Wuque and Zhu Xiaowei gathered together.

Wan Le heard the knock on the door, and after opening the door and seeing them, he was taken aback for a moment, and after reacting a little slowly, he opened the door and invited them in.

As if they didn't notice Wanle's slowness, Zhu Xiaowei handed the red wine to Wanle and said, "Do you have a glass?"

Have it?Wan Le stood there thinking for a while, and then said uncertainly: "Is there?"

"I'll look for it," Zhu Xiaowei took off his shoes and coat, and opened the kitchen counter casually, "Wow, there are so many fruits, have you washed them yet?"

"Let's wash it." Wan Le said, "It seems to be."

Luo Wenduan may have washed it.

Shan Xiu smiled and said to Wan Le, "Long time no see."

Wan Le looked at him, and he didn't know him anymore. In his impression, Shan Xiu had always been a little depressed, but at this moment, he was very energetic and looked a little more handsome.

Ouyang Xuefeng said: "Brother Shan is married."

Only then did Wan Le notice the ring on his ring finger.

"Congratulations," Wan Le said, "I don't even know."

Shan Xiu: "It's not your fault if we agreed not to contact you, it's not too late to follow the ceremony."

Several people laughed, and Wan Le said, "It needs to be made up."

Maybe because of the friends' arrival, Wan Le's lifeless brain finally revived, and his eyes became more lively.A few people saw it and just pretended they didn't see it.

Shan Xiu is no longer in Jieyang. He went to Guangdong, where he worked in the association. In the past few years, he has been doing well. In order to help Luo Wenduan, he forced him to go to the outside world to see Look, I just forced myself to squeeze into a circle that I couldn't squeeze into before.

Shan Xiu said, "I want to thank you too."

"Ah," Wan Le said, "do you know how my master is doing?"

Several people looked at each other, and the atmosphere was a little delicate for a while.

Wan Le thought something was wrong and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Don't you know?" Zhu Xiaowei said, "I thought Luo Wenduan told you."

Luo Wenduan didn't say anything to Wanle. Luo Wenduan came these few days just to help Wanle tidy up the room, watch Wanle eat something, and watch TV with him. The two of them had very little conversation, except for daily communication. Nothing was talked about.

Wan Le shook his head: "I don't know."

"Your master disappeared on the night of the 6th," Ouyang Xuefeng said, "he must have been rescued by Luo Wenduan. The old god even managed to set up a dragon-locking formation, and if Luo Wenduan wasn't tied up, he should no longer be a dragon. No one can control him anymore, Wan Le, didn't he tell you? You don't have to worry about anything anymore. "

Wan Le thought, in fact, Luo Wenduan said, the day he came back, he seemed to say, don't worry.It's just that Wan Le has heard this kind of talk since he was a child. Everyone said don't worry, but what should happen still happens. Wan Le never believed this kind of talk.

It's just that Wan Le forgot, Luo Wenduan has always kept his word.

Ning Wuque said: "The old god wants to use you and your master to threaten Luo Wenduan, so that Luo Wenduan can help him live forever, but the Taoist priests around you, Luo Wenduan solved it on the first day, and your master was rescued that night, the old god After being called a god for so many years, he thought he was really a god. He never thought that Luo Wenduan would be different. It was so difficult at the beginning, Wan Le, it’s all over. You chose the hardest one to succeed, and it’s also the most beneficial for everyone. A road that has finally been guarded by the clouds.”

Several people were full of energy and in good condition. Although they didn't help Luo Wenduan out of a utilitarian heart, Luo Wenduan completely exceeded their expectations, and even beat the old god, causing dissatisfaction with the old god to start appearing in the association Sounds, the power center of the association also began to split and tilt. It seemed that a great change was about to take place, and they were undoubtedly on the winning side. Choosing Luo Wenduan was equivalent to choosing a bright future.

Wan Le said, "It's not that simple."

Several people were a little puzzled, but Wan Le said, "It's not that simple."

Shan Xiu said, "What do you mean?"

"What if he's gone?" Wan Le asked.

Several people were silent at the same time.

There is no part about the future and destiny in Wan Le's thoughts, and he can't see the official career, he just thinks: "Actually, this road leads to separation from the beginning."

Luo Wenduan may leave, the horned dragon becomes a fairy, and his strength can shake the sky. Can he really stay in the world?

In the human world, there is a completely tilted authority force. Without a stable balance, what will this world become?

Ning Wuque said: "Leave it to him to find a way, you can take a rest."

"Oh."

Ning Wuque had a rare tenderness: "Take it as a test for him."

Wan Le didn't want to test Luo Wenduan, he just had no choice.

He thought that these friends should also be found by Luo Wenduan to accompany him.Maybe it was because he was depressed and worried these days, so I asked someone to explain him.

Wan Le did feel much happier, but he always felt that there was a big stone pressing down on him.

A few people left after playing until late at night, Wan Le drank some red wine, and finally felt sleepy in the early morning, and struggled to fall asleep shortly after they left.

Before waking up, he felt the light dazzled his eyes. Wan Le was a little irritable. He felt that it was still late at night, so he rolled over and went to sleep again, but he felt uneasy. Finally, he lifted the quilt and saw Luo Wen sitting on the bed. In front of his desk, he was looking at something in his hand.

Wan Le lifted the quilt and sat up, and saw clearly that the thing in his hand was his diary.

Luo Wenduan had obviously been watching it for a while, had turned halfway through, saw him awake, and didn't realize he was caught, and even seemed to let Wan Le know that he was watching on purpose.

Wan Le got out of bed and was going to grab it, but Luo Wenduan didn't let him grab it, Wan Le's eyes and face turned red with anxiety.He couldn't beat Luo Wenduan, and he didn't want him to watch, so he shouted anxiously and angrily.

Wan Le stomped in a broken foot and asked him to return it to him. Luo Wenduan just sat on the swivel chair and looked at Wan Le silently.

Wan Le felt as if he was a transparent person. He was thrown on the street without clothes and looked at him. He played like a child for a long time. Luo Wenduan ignored him and just watched. Wan Le was desperate , sat down on the bed and cried.

Only then did Luo Wenduan move, stretching out his hand to hug Wanle, Wanle was violently trying to break free like a fish suddenly being fished out of the water, Luo Wenduan embraced him in an irresistible gesture, Wanle fiercely She slapped him, raised her head and began to hiss and cry, the tears merged into a river and flowed down her neck into the pajamas.

Wan Le only cried for half an hour, and spent the rest of the time relieving himself, sobbing occasionally, blowing his nose, and tossing until four o'clock in the morning.

No matter how Wan Le protested, there was no room for negotiation. Luo Wenduan took off his shoes and went to bed, let Wan Le lie in his arms, and watched him finish reading the diary.

The things that Wan Le wrote by himself, the things that had been rummaged through countless times day and night, held in Luo Wenduan's hands seemed to be such rags that he abhorred and unacceptable, he closed his eyes and protested.

Luo Wenduan didn't care, he read every single word, and it was already dawn.

After dawn, Luo Wenduan made another announcement: "You need to see a doctor."

Wanle's insomnia has lasted for many years, and it has been particularly severe in the past year.He also feels that these days he has a feeling that he can't lift a heavy weight mentally. He is easily knocked down by a little thing, stimulated by some trivial details, and says hurtful things. The more he hurts others, the happier he feels , But along with the joy, the more sorrow I feel.

Luo Wenduan had obviously been patient with Wan Le for a while, he carefully avoided these mental problems, and invited Wan Le's friends to accompany Wan Le, but Wan Le showed no signs of improvement, so he couldn't bear to use compulsory means.

Wan Le wanted to say "I'm not going" again, but seeing Luo Wenduan's expression, he swallowed the words back and could only go get dressed.

He put on a sweater over his pajamas, put on the thick down jacket that Luo Wenduan took out, and followed Luo Wenduan out.

He hadn't gone out for a long time, and felt that the outside was too empty and the world was too big, so he felt a sense of despair and helplessness, and took the initiative to hold Luo Wenduan's hand.Luo Wenduan immediately grabbed it back and rubbed the back of his hand with his thumb.

"I saw the doctor," Luo Wenduan confessed, "tell the truth. Don't hide anything."

Wan Le said obediently: "Hmm."

Luo Wenduan laughed again, Wan Le didn't know what he was laughing at, looked up at him, Luo Wenduan stopped smiling.

Luo Wenduan has a mobile phone, and this is the first time Wan Le has seen him. He holds a mobile phone to make appointments, scan codes to pay for taxis, and operates very skillfully. It is still in the stage of settling accounts after autumn, and he has to see a doctor before he can decide whether to live or die. It is not appropriate to ask for a mobile phone number now.

Luo Wenduan sent him to the front desk to confirm the appointment. The front desk saw that Luo Wenduan was obviously stunned by the handsomeness, and the young girl's routine words were full of spring, her eyes were bright, and she asked: "Is it me asking the doctor? "

Wan Le immediately stood up from behind Luo Wenduan, and said displeasedly, "It's me."

Luo Wenduan asked, "Can I go in?"

"No," said the little girl, perhaps feeling that her tone was too blunt and not friendly enough, and she added, "It will affect the effect if you go in."

Luo Wenduan didn't hold much hope either, but just nodded, and the little girl said, "You can wait on the sofa."

Luo Wenduan didn't even look at it, and said to Wan Le: "Go, I'll wait for you outside the door."

Wan Le also felt that this was just right, the sofa was too close to the front desk.

Luo Wenduan sent him to the door, then patted him on the back, encouraging him silently, but when the door behind him closed, Wan Le felt that he didn't know what to do again.

When sitting in the room, Wan Le was always worried that the little girl was asking for Luo Wenduan's WeChat, and looked a little uneasy.Then he thought again, maybe Luo Wenduan disappeared after he went out, as if he had never been here.He became more and more anxious, feeling as if he couldn't stay for a moment.

The door, that door again, why is there always such a door that makes him so afraid!

Wan Le spent a few seconds like a year, and finally finished the doctor's questions. He almost immediately stood up from the chair, walked quickly to the door, and opened the door at once.

Luo Wenduan leaned against the wall, heard the sound of the door opening, and turned to look at him.

Wan Le: "..."

This door can only stop Wan Le, but not Luo Wenduan, Wan Le thought: "He must know everything."

"Anxiety attacks," said the doctor, "come with phobias."

Luo Wenduan sat opposite the doctor, listening silently.

Doctor: "According to his dictation, it should be caused by excessive stress and unpleasant memories of the past, but he spoke very vaguely, and he doesn't trust me very much. Phobia is an irrational reaction to some people or things that pose no real threat Fear, this condition is often accompanied by anxiety disorders, his condition is not mild, I think he is always guarding the door, maybe he has painful memories related to the door before."

Luo Wenduan was thoughtful.

The doctor said: "The family member needs to be patient, he can't control himself in many behaviors."

Luo Wenduan was looking for a private psychological counseling room, which was recommended by Ouyang Xuefeng. It is said that this doctor is very famous.After Luo Wenduan listened to it, he thought it was really fucking nonsense.

He went out and saw Wan Le holding the medicine, standing in the hall staring at the door for a moment, and seeing him coming out, he immediately stepped forward like him.

Wan Le was really too thin. He was wearing a large down jacket, and he seemed to be trapped in it. He walked over and said, "I've finished taking the medicine."

"Newcomers follow the official account, which can be [-] cheaper," Wan Le said casually holding the phone, "I have followed before, I will register one for you, can you give me your phone number?"

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