look away

Liang Yuan rested the back of his head on Jin Yu's right shoulder wearily.

The two were so close that he could even feel the contours of the other's body and the bulging muscles on his back. Below that was his throbbing heart, hitting his back through the flesh one after another, like the beating of two hearts. collide with each other.

"You haven't said this before. I only know that your mother left with another man." Along with her heartbeat, Jin Yu's unhurried and slightly lazy voice sounded.

This is a very wonderful feeling. On the one hand, there is the heartbeat beating powerfully on one's body, and on the other hand, there are soft whispers flowing through the ear.The soft part is hugging and comforting itself now, while the hard part is watching through the glass, not changing its rhythm no matter what happens.

Liang Yuan thought that he must be too tired, thinking about these inexplicable things for no reason.

Liang Yuan: "My mother went to the United States with that man when I was four years old. It is reasonable to say that my childhood memories should be forgotten very quickly, but I don't know why I remember them very clearly, probably because I was used to seeing her treat me like a child. Dad was as cold as ice, but turned around and dressed up to date that man."

Jin Yu: "He doesn't shy away from you when he does these things."

Liang Yuan: "Yes, she never shy away from me, because I am her and that man's child. She knows, they all know, even I know vaguely, only my dad doesn't know."

Jin Yu gradually understood his narrative style, "my dad" refers to Liang Hong, the man who just hit him hysterically, and "that man" refers to his biological father.

Liang Yuan: "By the time he finds out, they're already in the process of getting a divorce."

Jin Yu: "Your mother didn't take you away, since you are their child."

"The man's parents and relatives are all in the United States. They don't know my existence, and they don't even accept my mother as a daughter-in-law. They are not married, and she was only a mistress when she went to the United States with him." Liang Yuan suddenly smiled abruptly "I heard that the condition that the man agreed to take her out with him was to keep me here. I became a common stumbling block for the two of them. My mother abandoned me in order to go to a foreign country to be a mistress for someone else. My own father has always been Didn't want me to exist."

Jin Yu was silent for a long time, raised his left arm and gently hooked Liang Yuan's entire shoulder, the water rippled under his elbow, and immediately solidified again.

He doesn't understand why some fathers don't want their own children, and he doesn't understand why some mothers abandon their own flesh and blood for worthless "love".But he could feel Liang Yuan's sadness on his chest, in this not-so-solid body, as soon as he let go of his hand, it would break through the shell and spread out.

Jin Yu: "So your dad, I mean Liang Hong, didn't he know you were not his biological son until after the divorce?"

Liang Yuan: "I noticed it before that... maybe not, because I look like my mother but not at all like that guy."

Jin Yu: "Your mother must be very pretty."

Liang Yuan froze for a moment, then turned his head to look at Jin Yu, because the two were too close to each other so they didn't see their faces.

He lay back very puzzled—why did I suddenly praise me? Did I do something that made him suddenly realize my charm?no!

Jin Yu didn't know why he said such a sentence suddenly.He just followed the other person's words and imagined a woman who looked very similar to Liangyuan, thinking that she should look good, so he said so.Looking back, this sentence was indeed very inappropriate.

"Since there is no blood relationship, he can choose not to raise you, can't he?" Originally, Jin Yu wanted to quietly listen to him tell all the things in his heart, but he felt a little sorry for interrupting the other party accidentally, so she put her hand on her face as if to comfort her. The arms tightened even more.

In fact, Liangyuan was a little tight in his chest, but he didn't hate the weight on his heart. On the contrary, this level of oppression was just enough to make him feel at ease: "He has always raised me as his own child, even though I already know the truth , he never mentioned it to me, unless he was drunk."

Liangyuan: "I think he more or less regarded me as Won Wooyoung. In kindergarten, he helped me braid my hair, bought me beautiful skirts, and would hug me to see old photos. At that time, although I knew this Weird but happy."

Jin Yu: "Then he..."

Liang Yuan: "When he was in the third grade of elementary school, he had a new girlfriend. They got married and had a good relationship, but my aunt didn't understand my existence, and she didn't want to share my support with him."

Jin Yu: "She knows about you."

Liangyuan: "Yes, she didn't understand why Lianghong brought the son born by his ex-wife and lover with him. She wanted a child belonging to them...but then she compromised. My dad said he would enroll me in boarding school. I only go home once a week. In those years, he worked hard to get promoted, and life gradually improved. I had a younger sister when I was in junior high school."

Jin Yu listened quietly.

This story was somewhat different from what he had imagined. The father in the other party's mouth seemed to be different from the man standing in front of him two hours ago.

So, it wasn't like that, something must have happened after that.

Liang Yuan: "If I hadn't taken Liang Qi to the street privately that day, maybe everything would really get better and Auntie would accept me."

Liang Yuan: "But I left her there alone...she's still so young."

--it's all my fault.