Chalcedony
Chapter 10
Big gaffe.She wiped the tears off her face in a panic, and saw Fu Shou standing blankly holding a handkerchief.Feeling warm, she exchanged her handkerchief with the one in Fushou's hand: "I'll exchange it with you after I wash it." After finishing speaking, she ran away without a trace.
"At this time, we see each other but don't hear each other. I hope that the moonlight will shine on you." Fu Shou stared at the poem embroidered on the forced handkerchief, thoughtfully.
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☆, the third act of the battle of memories, the winter of the second year of Jian'an
A few months after returning to the court, Cao Cao asked Li Ran to stay at home with his sick mother Ding.Since his eldest brother Cao Ang left, Cao Cao and his wife Ding had many disagreements.Although Ding is the mistress of the Cao family, she has no biological heirs. Cao Ang was raised by her as if she was her own.Suddenly losing her son, Ding was distraught, and recently had frequent quarrels with Cao Cao.However, Cao Cao has always respected and tolerated this regular wife, and specially asked Cao Ran to come back to accompany her.
Ding also hadn't seen this daughter for a long time, and when they saw each other, it was inevitable that the two of them would cry while hugging their heads.
"However, don't always run around with your father in the future." Ding patted the child's head and said, "Your mother handed you brothers and sisters to the mother. It is the mother's fault that she didn't protect you well."
"Where is the mother! My elder brother and I lost our mother. If my mother hadn't raised us up, I don't know what it would have been like." Li Ran comforted the mother who had just lost her son, and felt that she had a kind face. The appearance reminded me of my mother who was a thousand years later.At the end of the recollection, I can’t help but think of Chalcedony——Obviously all I want is to live quietly and peacefully with Chalcedony, why is it so difficult?
"However, mother will definitely protect you." Ding said, with a look of ruthlessness in his eyes, "Let's get someone to prepare a car and go back to your grandfather's place."
"Mother!" Li Ran was startled.Isn't Ding afraid that his father will blame him for doing this!
"But don't worry." Ding reassured her daughter, "Mother has her own countermeasures."
"Mother, I met Her Highness the Empress by chance a few days ago, and she intentionally let her stay by her side to serve." Li Ran finally returned to Xudu, how could she just leave like this.She quickly moved Fushou out.
"His Royal Highness?" Ding frowned, "How did you know Her Royal Highness?" She also knew about the Empress from the Fu family, but in the current situation, how could it be safe to put her daughter by her side?
"Mother, it's just a coincidence that my son met the queen." Li Ran said, "Now that my father loyally supports His Majesty, as a child, how can I fall behind? Her Royal Highness Queen Kuang is also very friendly, so mother doesn't have to worry about her son."
Ding thought for a long time, and seemed to be aware of her daughter's decision, so she sighed helplessly, and said, "Forget it. It's better to be by Her Royal Highness's side than to follow him."
This time the eldest brother died, and the parents who had always been harmonious almost broke up.Li Ran didn't know how to comfort her mother, even she couldn't accept the news of her eldest brother's death.She lowered her head and buried herself in Ding's arms: "Mother, the child will be careful, please rest assured."
Ding burst into tears, saying yes again and again, and then said that she was incapable of protecting her sons and daughters.Li Ran needed some comfort.After sending Ding away, Li Ran took the washed handkerchief and entered the palace.
The square handkerchief she gave to Fushou was originally given to her by Chalcedony many years ago.After so many years of dynasties changing, she was reluctant to throw it away.Although this veil also belongs to that person now, it is not as good as the original one after all, and its significance is not as good as before.
The Changqiu Palace is as quiet as usual today, and the specifications of the emperor's car have not changed since the capital was moved, and everything follows the old system.Today's Changqiu Palace is the one Li Ran is most familiar with.She took a deep breath, and put on the new waist tag that Fu Shou had given her a while ago.
"Li Ran, you still know how to come!" This His Highness didn't seem to be reviewing books in the study as usual today, but was sitting in the hall, holding bamboo slips in his hand.When she saw Li Ran coming in, her eyes lit up, and she let Li Ran come to her side with her screen back.
Li Ran was terrified, wondering why this highness was going crazy today.She sat down a little according to the rules, and took out the folded veil from her arms: "Your Highness..."
Fu Shou frowned slightly, but didn't pick up the veil.
"Your Highness." Li Ran called out again, but unfortunately the effect was minimal.
"Li Ran, what do you mean when you say 'we look at each other but don't hear each other at this time, may the moonlight shine on you'?" Fushou stared at the little face she had gradually become familiar with for a long time, until she saw in her eyes Feeling uneasy, he asked.
There is no solution to this problem.Li Ran lowered her head, not knowing how to answer.
How would she tell the woman in front of her that at that time, because she was wandering around the world, the woman she loved so much embroidered this poem on the handkerchief herself?How can she tell Fushou that this poem is not only entrusted with her love and longing?
In this place, facing this woman who should be her lover but is not yet, how can she speak?Say you and I will become lovers in a thousand years?I'm afraid that Her Royal Highness, who is still as gentle as jade at this time, will immediately change his face and be dragged down to be sentenced to death, right?
"Is it convenient to say?" Fu Shou didn't know why he asked, but thought he should ask her.She has a lot of things hidden in her heart that she dare not say, not only because of the shackles of her own queen, but also because of the identity of the person in front of her - she really wants to find a friend who can talk to her.Even if it's just to talk about the bitterness in my stomach.
"Li Ran just doesn't know where to start." Li Ran shook her head.
"This handkerchief, I think it is very important."
"Given by those who care about you, it is unique."
A person with a heart.Fushou was stunned for a long time, and after a long time, she silently took out the handkerchief and returned it to Li Ran: "In this case, you really shouldn't use it as collateral."
"I..." Li Ran took the veil and found that the flower juice that she had accidentally touched that day had been washed away.Her heart couldn't help but soften: "I was wrong."
It's just this admission of mistake, but in Fushou's eyes, it doesn't taste good anymore.For some reason, I felt betrayed in my heart.This feeling is so strange that even she can't understand it, so facing the current Li Ran, she can only maintain the "noble and proud" posture of a queen: "Why do you have to apologize to Gu."
Li Ran was blocked and had nothing to say.How to put it, the unequal information makes people feel aggrieved.
"Lonely and tired." Even Fu Shou himself felt baffled.
"Recently, have you had a good rest?" Li Ran asked habitually.
"Li Ran." Fu Shou stood up suddenly, his eyes seemed to be able to see holes in her body, "Who the hell are you?!"
"Li Ran is Li Ran. It has never changed." Li Ran said.
These days she has figured it out.The way to find chalcedony is actually very simple, just watch everything from the sidelines.But, how can she let her watch her experience another betrayal and suffer another heartbreak?
Li Ran smiled: "Your Highness, you are very important to me. Please take care of yourself. Li Ran will leave."
What an incredible woman indeed.Fu Shou thought.Even with myself, I was also baffled.I and Cao Ran can only be enemies...
"You still say 'Li Ran is Li Ran', you dare not even mention your real name. People with the surname Cao are full of bad water in their bones!" Fu Shou frowned and said angrily.
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The last chapter is to get ready to get a big gift bag.I am still preparing the content.Not surprisingly, it will look like next Monday and Tuesday.
☆, the fourth act of the battle of memories: Jian'an five years
This year was also bloody.There are constant battles abroad, and insinuations and undercurrents are also surging in the court.
Since the capital was moved, the imperial court respected a certain important minister.All major and important matters are decided by him - there are faint signs of becoming the top ten thousand people.This dissatisfied the emperor, who was supposed to have all these things. After being urged by other political opponents, the emperor gradually became inclined, and the idea of regaining power came into his mind.
To usurp power and seize the throne or return power to the court has become the core contest between the two camps.
In the fifth year of Jian'an, the emperor issued a secret edict, and a group of confidants and loyal ministers planned to assassinate Cao Cao.It's a pity that things came to light very soon. Cavalry General Dong Cheng, Pian General Wang Fu, Changshui Xiaowei Zhong Ji, General Wu Zilan and others were not spared from the blame, and even the three clans were involved.
Li Ran was outside the Changqiu Palace, listening to the people in the palace discussing, knowing that this was the beginning of the days of fear.
Li Ran has seen too many power struggles for too many years, and has long been unable to clearly see the right and wrong.Or it must be said that only the vast majority of people are cured, and that may still be considered correct.
"Li Ran, where did you go so early in the morning?" The empress commander Liu Gong didn't have much time to pay attention to the movements of this little female official, Li Ran.Although the size of the harem has shrunk since the capital was moved, the recent unrest in the previous dynasty has implicated the harem, and Fushou was originally very busy.Li Ran has not seen her for a long time.
"Your Highness the Empress." Li Ran bowed down and greeted her, "Today, the maid is resting and is going home to visit her mother."
The mother in Li Ran's mouth refers to Cao Cao's former wife Ding.The woman who was with Cao Mengde as a young man has returned to her natal family since the death of her adopted son.Later, Cao Cao asked three times and asked four times to give enough face, but he still didn't get her forgiveness, and now the two have reconciled.The position of main wife is now succeeded by the Bian family.But the kindness of nurturing cannot be forgotten, so even though Ding is not Li Ran's biological mother, she still respectfully calls her mother.
"Is Mrs. Ding okay now?" Fushou also knew about those things about Li Ran's family.This woman who is often mentioned by Li Ran has always been full of curiosity.
"Mother is fine." Li Ran replied, but she did not know where to take out a well-wrapped handkerchief, and carefully handed it to Fushou while no one was watching.She blinked her eyes and said: "Your Highness, you can try it after the test. The servant girl has researched a lot of snacks recently."
Li Ran will not harm herself.After so many years, Fu Shou has long understood this truth.She immediately opened the handkerchief, and there was indeed a small pastry inside.It is square and square, engraved with the pattern of a flower that she can't name, it looks very delicate.She held it carefully, and curiously asked the person beside her, "What kind of flower is this?"
"Poppy poppies," the man replied.
"Is this Poppy?" Fu Shou raised his eyebrows, "Do you know what happens when you cheat Gu?"
"Li Ran won't lie to you." Li Ran said with a smile, "If Your Highness has nothing else to do, please allow the servant girl to leave first."
Fu Shou remained calm, and it took a long time before he said sadly, "Are you hiding from me recently?"
It seems that everyone can see that he is avoiding this noble Queen.Li Ran was taken aback when she remembered what was said when she met Qing Le, a palace official from Changqiu Palace, and then said with a smile: "Where did your highness hear such nonsense, how could Li Ran avoid you, your highness? "
"Oh?" Fu Shou raised his eyebrows, "Li Ran, Gu and you have only talked about being "Li Ran" and not "Cao Ran" since we met. Why, now that your father behaves like this, you are avoiding Gu again, because you remember Are you going to break up with me?"
This kind of Fushou is similar to when I first met Chalcedony.Li Ran dazed, and then smiled wryly: "How could it be. You just stay in the palace with peace of mind, and I will definitely keep you safe. It's just that Your Highness, there are many people and mixed conversations, so don't say such things in the future."
"A while ago you asked me if there was a Taoist priest in my family...what do you mean?" Fu Shou snorted softly, glanced at Li Ran and walked towards the inner hall.
Li Ran hurriedly followed, thinking that Her Royal Highness's reflex arc was really long.What she asked in the second year of Jian'an, she only remembered to ask back in the fifth year of Jian'an.What about "a while ago".However, it is also very cute.
"Why did you look for him?" Fu Shou took Li Ran to the inner room and asked.
"Why are you asking me now?"
"what do you know?"
"What do you want to know?"
"Li Ran, Gu asked you first!"
"But... obviously I was the first..." Li Ran pouted, but found that Fushou was staring at her, so she muttered softly, "You, you, are you so big that you will stare at me."
"Tell me. Why did you come to my side?" Fu Shou didn't care about Li Ran's reaction.After thinking about it for so many years, she finally believed that the person in front of her would not harm her.As for the important people she often talks about... maybe they don't exist at all.
"Didn't I say earlier that I begged my father..."
"Li Ran, I heard my father discuss with that man about helping the Han Dynasty." Fu Shou said, "Will you and I become enemies in the future?"
"No, we will not be enemies. Your Highness, just remember to stay away from that person." Li Ran shook her head, "One day, Your Highness will definitely find a chance for me to meet that person once."
Fu Shou's gaze swept Li Ran back and forth, and then said with a smile: "Little ghost, where do you get your confidence?"
Little ghost... Li Ran was startled, then looked at Fushou in shock: "You, you... what did you just say?"
Fu Shou snorted coldly, and dragged Li Ran in front of him.The outline of her face with light white fingers outlines: "Li Ran, you really have something to hide from me."
This sentence made Li Ran's heart rise to her throat.In the end, still can't hide it?But where do we start with this story?After such a long time, even she herself was about to be hypnotized by herself - she was about to accept the fact that Chalcedony was not by her side.
"You were the one who deliberately dropped the paper kite in my courtyard that year, right?" Fu Shou shrugged his nose, and for the first time let go of the queen's dignity in front of Li Ran.
It turned out that it was the right thing to say.Li Ran didn't know whether she was lucky because she didn't need to explain those complicated cause and effect, or because she was disappointed because Chalcedony still didn't think of herself.There is a piece of memory in his memory, which tells him that his current identity has always had a good impression of Fushou—it has been like this since he was a child.Otherwise, the original owner wouldn't have been punished by his father when he got drunk and cried when Fushou got married.
"It's me." Thinking of this, Li Ran generously admitted.Maybe this is fate?Although she didn't know the relationship between Chalcedony and Cao Ran at first.However, it can also be seen from Chalcedony's performance that the Witch-sama didn't have any selfishness or thoughts towards women at first.Now that she is occupying the magpie's nest, she always wants to give the original owner a chance to get to know Fushou.Fushou and Cao Ran, Chalcedony and... yourself?Thinking of this, Li Ran laughed.
In Fu Shou's eyes, this smile seemed to have a deeper meaning.The women in the deep palace are in such an environment, and no one can remain innocent forever.
"Li Ran, you are a good person." Fushou said, "But there is no need for a good person here." Her tone was full of loss and despair, as if she had lost her direction.
Li Ran couldn't bear to see her like this.The law of safety and security in the world?Is she being too selfish?How to get chalcedony back without hurting Fushou?You should be tough.Li Ran silently made up her mind, but when she looked up, she saw the haze in Fushou's eyes.She opened her mouth and said, "Let me meet that person first."
"He, does he know the whereabouts of the person you are thinking of?" Fu Shou is too smart, and his wisdom will hurt him.
"Yes." After making up her mind, Li Ran felt calm.Regarding Fushou, she decided to tell everything.
But obviously, when Li Ran wanted to talk, Fu Shou didn't want to ask.She frowned lightly, and after a long time, she said as if waking up from a dream: "Follow me."
Li Ran has been running back and forth in the palace for these years, but she doesn't know that there is a secret passage in Changqiu Palace!No, even when she was with Chalcedony, she never knew about this secret path!
At the end of the secret road is a dry well in Xudu City.Outside the well is an old house.Fu Shou took Li Ran into a small courtyard, changed into the man's clothes inside, and then left the house openly - the destination was Fu's Mansion on West Street.Li Ran suddenly understood why Fushou, who was clearly married in Yusui's dream, would appear in Fufu many times.
Entering the mansion through the back door, it can be seen that this is not the first time she has done so.There were guards in the backyard. After seeing Fushou, he immediately let him go, and carefully checked to see if there were other suspicious people following him.No one else knew about it along the way, Li Ran followed Fu Shou to the main courtyard by turning east and west.Fu Wan stood with a tall man, discussing something in a low voice.
When the two looked up and saw Fu Shou, their expressions changed.Fu Wan cleared his throat, walked up to Fu Shou, and said, "Why did you run out without notice? You know what if..." Fu Wan never expected that his daughter would suddenly run back home. But what to do?The queen's crime of leaving the palace without permission can be big or small.Once the incident happened, wouldn't it all depend on the mood of others?Before the mood of "worrying about the country and the king" could be released in the future, after Fu finished, he saw the new face behind Fushou.
"Who is this?" Fu Wan immediately regained his composure and asked Fu Shou.
"She..." Fushou glanced at Li Ran, "Daddy saw it. You forgot?"
"Ahem, excuse me for my poor eyesight, this..." Fu Wan met Li Ran, but he was busy with work, so how could he remember the many idlers?
"My surname is Cao." Li Ran didn't mind letting Fu Wan know her identity.Although the old man in front of the birth of chalcedony put in a lot of effort, if it wasn't for him, chalcedony wouldn't have endured so much pain.Li Ran didn't wish him well in her heart, so she felt unspeakably proud when she saw Fu Wan's face turned pale because of guessing her identity.
"How come Mr. Lang is free to come to the humble house today? This, this Shouer is also..." Fu Wan had too many things he couldn't figure out.For example, how did this Cao Jiaerlang and Fushou know each other?For example, why did Fushou take the risk today to bring the heir of this "enemy" family before him?There are too many uncertainties, and people like Fu Wan who have already learned how to deal with things can't complete a complete sentence for a while.
Li Ran stepped forward to make a bow, and said with a loud smile: "Mr. Fu, don't blame me, Mr. Cao came to visit today to confirm something. It has nothing to do with my father."
Fu Wan laughed dryly, he didn't believe Li Ran's words at all: "I don't know what's wrong with your husband?"
Li Ran raised her head and looked at the man beside Fu Wan.Judging from his clothes, he is indeed a Taoist.But this Taoist was not the same person she had seen in Chalcedony's dream at all.And the aura on his body was not familiar to him.Yanwei... isn't there?Li Ran cupped her hands and said, "It's the boy who is abrupt. I have read some miscellaneous books recently and I don't understand it. I heard that there is a strange person around Mr. Fu, so I must come to see him and ask for clarification."
The Taoist looked flattered, he hesitated again and again before asking: "I don't know what your lord is asking?"
"The boy read Zhang Pingzi's "Nandu Fu", and he became curious about the jade paste in the sentence "Zhifang fungus is stupid, and the jade paste overflows its corner". I searched the books at home, but only saw "Shan Hai Jing Xi Shan Jing" has a cloud, "Dan water comes out, and the west flow flows into Jize, and there are many white jade in it. There is jade paste. Its original boiling soup is the food of the Yellow Emperor. It is raw black jade. Jade paste It comes out to irrigate danmu, danmu is five years old, the five colors are clear, and the five flavors are carnations.'”
The Taoist was at a loss when he heard this.While speaking, Li Ran carefully discerned his expression, and made sure that he really didn't know.This is strange.If Chalcedony's "dream" is accurate, then Fushou should have experienced those hurtful betrayals at this time.But nothing, it seems that everything has not started yet.Fushou is still Fushou, and Yanwei does not exist.Li Ran was suddenly depressed, did she guess wrong?
"What Mr. Lang said just now is a record of a myth. It has been so long that it may not be verified. This jade ointment has never been seen before."
"So, the brat is being rude." Li Ran bowed her head silently, and smiled wryly, "Thank you two gentlemen, I hope you don't blame Cao for bothering you so much today, and his manners are not good. It's just that it's late today, and His Highness shouldn't stay for a long time, sorry Let me take my leave for the time being, kid, and I will come to the door to make amends in the future."
"Your Majesty is serious." Fu Wan was dubious and sent the two of them to the back door.Before parting, Fu Wan took another deep look at Li Ran, and told Fu Shou: "Shou'er, be careful in the palace."
"Dad, don't worry." Fu Shou secretly teased Li Ran, who was still in a daze, and took him away.
After returning to the palace, Fushou saw that Li Ran hadn't recovered, and was immediately displeased: "Why, it's sad that I didn't find any clues?"
"No, it's not." Li Ran shook her head.It's just that some can't accept it.She looked up at Fushou - the chalcedony was so close to her, but she couldn't catch it no matter what.what to do?No matter how similar they are, Fushou can't replace Chalcedony...
"Yu Sui, you told me not to forget you..." Li Ran turned her back to Fu Shou, and said in a voice that only she could hear, "It's been three years, where should I find you..."
The author has something to say: I don’t know if I don’t post JJ, the number of words in this chapter moved me even myself.
Ran Ran and Fu Shou are impossible.
☆, the fifth act of the battle of memories Jian'an 13 years
After experiencing many open and secret battles, the relationship between the Cao family and the royal family became worse and worse.After experiencing many open and secret battles, the relationship between the Cao family and the royal family became worse and worse.Li Ran has never left since staying with Fushou eight years ago.She watched these people put in so much effort with cold eyes, and watched how many people shed blood and sacrificed for that position.
Totally disappointed.I don't know how long this day will last.
In June, the father of this body successfully abolished Sangong and restored the old system, and became prime minister while serving as Jizhou Mu.How difficult it is for one person to be under ten thousand people, I am afraid that only he himself knows.Li Ran is far away from the Cao family now, and has not seen this father for many years.She stayed by Fushou's side, always feeling that she could still get some clues and some hope.
Li Ran knew that she had never been smart.Even though she already understood that there is no method of refining chalcedony in this world, let alone the method of attaining Taoism and ascending to immortality, she is still looking forward to it from the bottom of her heart.Looking forward to waking up one day, chalcedony still loose long hair like that, sitting next to her in the red dress that did not conform to the society's aesthetic and moral standards for women at that time, and then looked at her with contemptuous eyes, even if Just snort coldly, or say something to her: "Li Ran, you sometimes get lazy." Then she must be grateful, right?
Li Ran knew about it this year.The battle of Chibi made the high-spirited Cao Cao suffer a lot, and the power of the Three Kingdoms gradually began to emerge.But she didn't care or care about it.There are still six years before the 19th year of Jian'an, and she still can't do anything.If you can't find chalcedony, you won't be able to help Fushou.
Because of her current status, Li Ran was fortunate enough to enter and leave the library at will.Since the capital was moved, the library has been neglected, and many books are not where they should be.Some books even disappeared because of the rush to move the capital at that time.This book collection pavilion is said to be a collection of books, but it is more like a warehouse.Sometimes, Li Ran flips through these books and puts them back in their place.
What I picked up this time was an old book that was almost the same color as the ground.If it weren't for the texture of stepping on it, Li Ran probably wouldn't have noticed it.When she brushed off the dust and saw the title of the book, Li Ran was taken aback, it turned out to be Ban Zhao's "The Commandments of Women".Thinking that Chalcedony once wrote the word "fallacy" on "The Commandments of Women", Li Ran opened the page with a smile—but the smile froze on her face the moment she opened it.At that moment, she almost lost her balance.She hastily turned to the back page, ignoring the moisture in her eyes: "Chalcedony!"
Pages of "fallacies" annotated with a Chinese ink pen in the book!You can't be wrong, it's chalcedony!is her!
Li Ran took a few deep breaths, trying to calm herself down in this way.She pinched her thigh hard, the pain was so painful that it was not a dream.Unable to control it anymore, at that moment she was crying and laughing like a lunatic.
"Li Ran, are you there?" It was Fu Shou who walked in.This woman has known her for many years, and now she is like a close friend.Fu Shou is well-educated, dignified, friendly and thoughtful. From a certain point of view, she is also a very attractive woman.She has a sweet heart, and has never asked Li Ran about the "person of heart" in these years.
"I, I'm here." Li Ran tried her best to calm her voice.But how could the emotion stuck in his throat be calmed down all at once?Fu Shou noticed the change in her immediately.
When Her Royal Highness walked into the dusty room, she saw Li Ran foolishly holding the book and pouted: "What are you doing? What book sees you like this?" As he spoke, he took the book out of Li Ran's mouth. out of hand.She closed it after only one glance: "Cao Ran, did you write this?"
Li Ran shook her head, her mind was no longer here.Now she just wants to look for things that can prove the existence of chalcedony, maybe Changqiu Palace is the key?That's right, Changqiu Palace!At the beginning, it was there...
"Cao Ran, after all these years, can't you forget her?" Fu Shou asked quietly, still a little unwilling.
"Forgot, who?" Li Ran was so happy that she didn't notice that Fu Shou only called her "Cao Ran" at this time.This has never happened in the past so many years.
"You shouted in your dreams every night, and you read it in your heart every day." Fushou gritted his teeth and asked in a low voice, "Why? I have been by your side all these years..."
"Like someone..." Li Ran was taken aback.As long as she thinks of chalcedony, she seems to have infinite energy: "It's impossible to like someone, not at that time, not at that place, not at that opportunity. I can walk into her heart because God gave me the most Nice gift."
"Is there any difference between her and me? We are obviously the same person." Fu Shou said, as if he was still fighting for something for himself.
"You...you know her!" Li Ran exclaimed.
"Why do you think she would pay attention to you and save you? If it weren't for your eyes like that, she would never have changed her mind and saved you!" Fushou shouted, losing all manner, "Cao Ran! Back then, for those so-called Tao gave up on me, now, do you still want to give up on me?"
"No, that's it." Li Ran wanted to deny it.She is not Cao Ran, but Li Ran.
"Do you want to say that you are not Cao Ran?" Fu Shou sneered, "You have been dawdling for so many years, but you still don't know? Yanwei's formation is this dream." She leaned into Li Ran's ear and said softly: "Do you want to find her? Don't you already know the way? If you want to find her, then kill me."
then kill me...
Li Ran suddenly pushed Fushou away: "I may have been that Cao Ran, but now and in the future, I will only be Li Ran! Cao Ran didn't choose to go with you, but it doesn't mean that I want to atone for my sins! I love you The person in question has never been you, Your Highness the Queen."
"Oh, idiot." The woman who was about to collapse fell silent at this moment.There was a helpless smile on her face; "I don't know what to do when I meet someone as stubborn as you."
As soon as the words fell, that face changed quietly, and finally turned into Yanwei!
Seeing Li Ran's stunned appearance, Yanwei frowned and said, "What are you looking at, haven't you seen the beauty of this deity?"
"How could you..."
"Do you know that your lord has exhausted all his strength to save you?" Yanwei smiled playfully, "Little girl, if it weren't for this deity, do you think you can still live happily?" Seeing that Li Ran hadn't recovered yet, Yanwei With a look of contempt: "Women like Yusui actually have a crush on you, it really makes me feel embarrassed..."
It turned out that all of this was a gamble between Yanwei and the Witch.At that time, Li Ran's life was at stake, and in desperation, Yu Sui melted the broken jade into Li Ran's mouth.That piece of jade is a precious piece of chalcedony that has been cultivated for thousands of years.Although it cannot reach the level of making Li Ran immortal, it has the effect of bringing the dead back to life.It's just that this white jade is the source of the witch's ability, and now being swallowed to save people has affected the chalcedony itself.Yanwei's remaining soul consciousness took the opportunity to run out.
"Are you threatening her?" It's hard for Li Ran to imagine being as proud as chalcedony threatened by Yanwei.Thinking that she had harmed chalcedony again, she felt ashamed.Weak as she is, she will only continue to cause troubles for Chalcedony.
"It's just a gamble." Yanwei smiled disdainfully, "I don't bother to use those threatening methods. Besides, you smashed the white jade so that I can take advantage of the opportunity to come back to life."
"Where is the chalcedony?"
"Weak human beings." Yanwei turned into "Fu Shou" at the moment of speaking, "Didn't I say that at the beginning? If you want to see her, you have to kill me."
The author has something to say: 1. Originally, the author, who is not very determined, has been vacillating between Fushou and Chalcedony, and I have arranged two endings.But Jing Ge'er, who undertook the revision of this article, told me: You lost the witch, aren't you afraid of XXX?So I decided to be honest, Ruan likes Mrs. Witch.
2. Regarding Yanwei, it is actually quite complicated.Just one sentence, I don't like to write pure bad guys.
3. Then there is the battle about "Memories".There are a lot of trigger points here.Only when the flag is set, the plot will go down.The original Fushou in the memory was real, but now Yanwei took advantage of his identity and replaced him.
4. It's been a long time since I posted a post, and there is still a random "online review", I am also drunk.
☆, the sixth act of the battle of memories Jian'an 19 years
It is very difficult to kill Yanwei, besides, it has the face of "Fu Shou" now.Li Ran waited for a long time until even Fu Wan passed away.Li Ran knew that she had an opportunity, and that opportunity was in November of the 19th year of Jian'an.She just needs to wait in peace and then add fuel to the flames.
It's not that Li Ran has to wait until this year to do it, it's just a deadline she gave herself.There are still many things she hasn't figured out.From the bottom of her heart, she felt that Yanwei did not intend to harm them this time.
Yanwei is a god, and its thoughts are probably beyond the reach of ordinary people.But Li Ran has fused with it before, and she can understand Yanwei's thinking a little bit.As a god, Yanwei did not take revenge immediately after being betrayed by mankind, but chose to use his ministers' eagerness to protect the country to bring disaster to the country when the Han family was about to collapse.It may be too serious to say so, it just reveals a possibility, the one who made the decision was Fu Wan, the one who benefited was Liu Xie, and the one who was injured was Fu Shou.Maybe it was just testing, or maybe it just wanted to see what would happen to Fushou who had turned into chalcedony.Such an approach is undoubtedly cruel, and it is retribution from a modern point of view!complex!society!meeting!
Li Ran still followed "Fu Shou", neither talking nor doing anything.It exists in Changqiu Palace like a ghost every day, and even Liu Xie has noticed this strange existence over time.He asked Fushou many times, but Her Royal Highness only said that she was a servant girl who entered the palace from her natal family.Every year, many official women enter the palace.Cao Ran, as the daughter of the Cao family, naturally cannot be a maidservant, but she cannot be a family member either.
Liu Xie was very curious about this woman who was protected by the queen, which caused his heart to come to the Changqiu Palace unintentionally because the queen was getting weaker and weaker.He would visit the queen every day, and even though he didn't sleep in the palace, he let everyone in the palace know that the queen was still favored by the emperor.Even if the Cao family donated three women together in the 18th year of Jian'an, it cannot be shaken.
The three sisters, Cao Xian, Cao Jie, and Cao Hua, Li Ran still have some impressions.Li Ran's biological mother was Ding's dowry. After her biological mother passed away, she and her elder brother Cao Ang were both raised by the mistress Ding.Ding has no biological children, so the relationship between mother and son has always been harmonious and close.And these three sisters each have their own mothers, and usually they don't move around much in each room, so they are not familiar with each other.Later, the Ding family reconciled with Cao Cao, and Li Ran entered the palace against Cao Cao's wishes, so there was no connection at all.
In the beginning, Liu Xie was not overjoyed when he got this beautiful concubine, but he seemed very satisfied, and his days in Changqiu Palace were also reduced.This "young couples come to accompany each other when they grow old" is not reflected in the emperor's family at all.Li Ran didn't like Chalcedony's ex-husband in the first place, but now he was suddenly noticed and felt even more uncomfortable.Fortunately, Yanwei didn't seem to like the emperor either, and tried to trip him up every now and then.
"Aren't you helping him all the time?" Li Ran asked.
"Help him? What is he?" Yanwei said contemptuously, "I like to help whomever I like. It's just Li Ran, shouldn't you be in a hurry to kill me so that I can meet your witch? It's been six years. Don't do it yet?"
"Li Ran has no strength to restrain a chicken, how can he kill the Great God Yanwei?" Li Ran said, seeing Yanwei look at her eyes with more contempt and reluctance
"At this time, we see each other but don't hear each other. I hope that the moonlight will shine on you." Fu Shou stared at the poem embroidered on the forced handkerchief, thoughtfully.
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☆, the third act of the battle of memories, the winter of the second year of Jian'an
A few months after returning to the court, Cao Cao asked Li Ran to stay at home with his sick mother Ding.Since his eldest brother Cao Ang left, Cao Cao and his wife Ding had many disagreements.Although Ding is the mistress of the Cao family, she has no biological heirs. Cao Ang was raised by her as if she was her own.Suddenly losing her son, Ding was distraught, and recently had frequent quarrels with Cao Cao.However, Cao Cao has always respected and tolerated this regular wife, and specially asked Cao Ran to come back to accompany her.
Ding also hadn't seen this daughter for a long time, and when they saw each other, it was inevitable that the two of them would cry while hugging their heads.
"However, don't always run around with your father in the future." Ding patted the child's head and said, "Your mother handed you brothers and sisters to the mother. It is the mother's fault that she didn't protect you well."
"Where is the mother! My elder brother and I lost our mother. If my mother hadn't raised us up, I don't know what it would have been like." Li Ran comforted the mother who had just lost her son, and felt that she had a kind face. The appearance reminded me of my mother who was a thousand years later.At the end of the recollection, I can’t help but think of Chalcedony——Obviously all I want is to live quietly and peacefully with Chalcedony, why is it so difficult?
"However, mother will definitely protect you." Ding said, with a look of ruthlessness in his eyes, "Let's get someone to prepare a car and go back to your grandfather's place."
"Mother!" Li Ran was startled.Isn't Ding afraid that his father will blame him for doing this!
"But don't worry." Ding reassured her daughter, "Mother has her own countermeasures."
"Mother, I met Her Highness the Empress by chance a few days ago, and she intentionally let her stay by her side to serve." Li Ran finally returned to Xudu, how could she just leave like this.She quickly moved Fushou out.
"His Royal Highness?" Ding frowned, "How did you know Her Royal Highness?" She also knew about the Empress from the Fu family, but in the current situation, how could it be safe to put her daughter by her side?
"Mother, it's just a coincidence that my son met the queen." Li Ran said, "Now that my father loyally supports His Majesty, as a child, how can I fall behind? Her Royal Highness Queen Kuang is also very friendly, so mother doesn't have to worry about her son."
Ding thought for a long time, and seemed to be aware of her daughter's decision, so she sighed helplessly, and said, "Forget it. It's better to be by Her Royal Highness's side than to follow him."
This time the eldest brother died, and the parents who had always been harmonious almost broke up.Li Ran didn't know how to comfort her mother, even she couldn't accept the news of her eldest brother's death.She lowered her head and buried herself in Ding's arms: "Mother, the child will be careful, please rest assured."
Ding burst into tears, saying yes again and again, and then said that she was incapable of protecting her sons and daughters.Li Ran needed some comfort.After sending Ding away, Li Ran took the washed handkerchief and entered the palace.
The square handkerchief she gave to Fushou was originally given to her by Chalcedony many years ago.After so many years of dynasties changing, she was reluctant to throw it away.Although this veil also belongs to that person now, it is not as good as the original one after all, and its significance is not as good as before.
The Changqiu Palace is as quiet as usual today, and the specifications of the emperor's car have not changed since the capital was moved, and everything follows the old system.Today's Changqiu Palace is the one Li Ran is most familiar with.She took a deep breath, and put on the new waist tag that Fu Shou had given her a while ago.
"Li Ran, you still know how to come!" This His Highness didn't seem to be reviewing books in the study as usual today, but was sitting in the hall, holding bamboo slips in his hand.When she saw Li Ran coming in, her eyes lit up, and she let Li Ran come to her side with her screen back.
Li Ran was terrified, wondering why this highness was going crazy today.She sat down a little according to the rules, and took out the folded veil from her arms: "Your Highness..."
Fu Shou frowned slightly, but didn't pick up the veil.
"Your Highness." Li Ran called out again, but unfortunately the effect was minimal.
"Li Ran, what do you mean when you say 'we look at each other but don't hear each other at this time, may the moonlight shine on you'?" Fushou stared at the little face she had gradually become familiar with for a long time, until she saw in her eyes Feeling uneasy, he asked.
There is no solution to this problem.Li Ran lowered her head, not knowing how to answer.
How would she tell the woman in front of her that at that time, because she was wandering around the world, the woman she loved so much embroidered this poem on the handkerchief herself?How can she tell Fushou that this poem is not only entrusted with her love and longing?
In this place, facing this woman who should be her lover but is not yet, how can she speak?Say you and I will become lovers in a thousand years?I'm afraid that Her Royal Highness, who is still as gentle as jade at this time, will immediately change his face and be dragged down to be sentenced to death, right?
"Is it convenient to say?" Fu Shou didn't know why he asked, but thought he should ask her.She has a lot of things hidden in her heart that she dare not say, not only because of the shackles of her own queen, but also because of the identity of the person in front of her - she really wants to find a friend who can talk to her.Even if it's just to talk about the bitterness in my stomach.
"Li Ran just doesn't know where to start." Li Ran shook her head.
"This handkerchief, I think it is very important."
"Given by those who care about you, it is unique."
A person with a heart.Fushou was stunned for a long time, and after a long time, she silently took out the handkerchief and returned it to Li Ran: "In this case, you really shouldn't use it as collateral."
"I..." Li Ran took the veil and found that the flower juice that she had accidentally touched that day had been washed away.Her heart couldn't help but soften: "I was wrong."
It's just this admission of mistake, but in Fushou's eyes, it doesn't taste good anymore.For some reason, I felt betrayed in my heart.This feeling is so strange that even she can't understand it, so facing the current Li Ran, she can only maintain the "noble and proud" posture of a queen: "Why do you have to apologize to Gu."
Li Ran was blocked and had nothing to say.How to put it, the unequal information makes people feel aggrieved.
"Lonely and tired." Even Fu Shou himself felt baffled.
"Recently, have you had a good rest?" Li Ran asked habitually.
"Li Ran." Fu Shou stood up suddenly, his eyes seemed to be able to see holes in her body, "Who the hell are you?!"
"Li Ran is Li Ran. It has never changed." Li Ran said.
These days she has figured it out.The way to find chalcedony is actually very simple, just watch everything from the sidelines.But, how can she let her watch her experience another betrayal and suffer another heartbreak?
Li Ran smiled: "Your Highness, you are very important to me. Please take care of yourself. Li Ran will leave."
What an incredible woman indeed.Fu Shou thought.Even with myself, I was also baffled.I and Cao Ran can only be enemies...
"You still say 'Li Ran is Li Ran', you dare not even mention your real name. People with the surname Cao are full of bad water in their bones!" Fu Shou frowned and said angrily.
The author has something to say: this week's update is just to complete the chapters of the online version, please wait for the full version.
The last chapter is to get ready to get a big gift bag.I am still preparing the content.Not surprisingly, it will look like next Monday and Tuesday.
☆, the fourth act of the battle of memories: Jian'an five years
This year was also bloody.There are constant battles abroad, and insinuations and undercurrents are also surging in the court.
Since the capital was moved, the imperial court respected a certain important minister.All major and important matters are decided by him - there are faint signs of becoming the top ten thousand people.This dissatisfied the emperor, who was supposed to have all these things. After being urged by other political opponents, the emperor gradually became inclined, and the idea of regaining power came into his mind.
To usurp power and seize the throne or return power to the court has become the core contest between the two camps.
In the fifth year of Jian'an, the emperor issued a secret edict, and a group of confidants and loyal ministers planned to assassinate Cao Cao.It's a pity that things came to light very soon. Cavalry General Dong Cheng, Pian General Wang Fu, Changshui Xiaowei Zhong Ji, General Wu Zilan and others were not spared from the blame, and even the three clans were involved.
Li Ran was outside the Changqiu Palace, listening to the people in the palace discussing, knowing that this was the beginning of the days of fear.
Li Ran has seen too many power struggles for too many years, and has long been unable to clearly see the right and wrong.Or it must be said that only the vast majority of people are cured, and that may still be considered correct.
"Li Ran, where did you go so early in the morning?" The empress commander Liu Gong didn't have much time to pay attention to the movements of this little female official, Li Ran.Although the size of the harem has shrunk since the capital was moved, the recent unrest in the previous dynasty has implicated the harem, and Fushou was originally very busy.Li Ran has not seen her for a long time.
"Your Highness the Empress." Li Ran bowed down and greeted her, "Today, the maid is resting and is going home to visit her mother."
The mother in Li Ran's mouth refers to Cao Cao's former wife Ding.The woman who was with Cao Mengde as a young man has returned to her natal family since the death of her adopted son.Later, Cao Cao asked three times and asked four times to give enough face, but he still didn't get her forgiveness, and now the two have reconciled.The position of main wife is now succeeded by the Bian family.But the kindness of nurturing cannot be forgotten, so even though Ding is not Li Ran's biological mother, she still respectfully calls her mother.
"Is Mrs. Ding okay now?" Fushou also knew about those things about Li Ran's family.This woman who is often mentioned by Li Ran has always been full of curiosity.
"Mother is fine." Li Ran replied, but she did not know where to take out a well-wrapped handkerchief, and carefully handed it to Fushou while no one was watching.She blinked her eyes and said: "Your Highness, you can try it after the test. The servant girl has researched a lot of snacks recently."
Li Ran will not harm herself.After so many years, Fu Shou has long understood this truth.She immediately opened the handkerchief, and there was indeed a small pastry inside.It is square and square, engraved with the pattern of a flower that she can't name, it looks very delicate.She held it carefully, and curiously asked the person beside her, "What kind of flower is this?"
"Poppy poppies," the man replied.
"Is this Poppy?" Fu Shou raised his eyebrows, "Do you know what happens when you cheat Gu?"
"Li Ran won't lie to you." Li Ran said with a smile, "If Your Highness has nothing else to do, please allow the servant girl to leave first."
Fu Shou remained calm, and it took a long time before he said sadly, "Are you hiding from me recently?"
It seems that everyone can see that he is avoiding this noble Queen.Li Ran was taken aback when she remembered what was said when she met Qing Le, a palace official from Changqiu Palace, and then said with a smile: "Where did your highness hear such nonsense, how could Li Ran avoid you, your highness? "
"Oh?" Fu Shou raised his eyebrows, "Li Ran, Gu and you have only talked about being "Li Ran" and not "Cao Ran" since we met. Why, now that your father behaves like this, you are avoiding Gu again, because you remember Are you going to break up with me?"
This kind of Fushou is similar to when I first met Chalcedony.Li Ran dazed, and then smiled wryly: "How could it be. You just stay in the palace with peace of mind, and I will definitely keep you safe. It's just that Your Highness, there are many people and mixed conversations, so don't say such things in the future."
"A while ago you asked me if there was a Taoist priest in my family...what do you mean?" Fu Shou snorted softly, glanced at Li Ran and walked towards the inner hall.
Li Ran hurriedly followed, thinking that Her Royal Highness's reflex arc was really long.What she asked in the second year of Jian'an, she only remembered to ask back in the fifth year of Jian'an.What about "a while ago".However, it is also very cute.
"Why did you look for him?" Fu Shou took Li Ran to the inner room and asked.
"Why are you asking me now?"
"what do you know?"
"What do you want to know?"
"Li Ran, Gu asked you first!"
"But... obviously I was the first..." Li Ran pouted, but found that Fushou was staring at her, so she muttered softly, "You, you, are you so big that you will stare at me."
"Tell me. Why did you come to my side?" Fu Shou didn't care about Li Ran's reaction.After thinking about it for so many years, she finally believed that the person in front of her would not harm her.As for the important people she often talks about... maybe they don't exist at all.
"Didn't I say earlier that I begged my father..."
"Li Ran, I heard my father discuss with that man about helping the Han Dynasty." Fu Shou said, "Will you and I become enemies in the future?"
"No, we will not be enemies. Your Highness, just remember to stay away from that person." Li Ran shook her head, "One day, Your Highness will definitely find a chance for me to meet that person once."
Fu Shou's gaze swept Li Ran back and forth, and then said with a smile: "Little ghost, where do you get your confidence?"
Little ghost... Li Ran was startled, then looked at Fushou in shock: "You, you... what did you just say?"
Fu Shou snorted coldly, and dragged Li Ran in front of him.The outline of her face with light white fingers outlines: "Li Ran, you really have something to hide from me."
This sentence made Li Ran's heart rise to her throat.In the end, still can't hide it?But where do we start with this story?After such a long time, even she herself was about to be hypnotized by herself - she was about to accept the fact that Chalcedony was not by her side.
"You were the one who deliberately dropped the paper kite in my courtyard that year, right?" Fu Shou shrugged his nose, and for the first time let go of the queen's dignity in front of Li Ran.
It turned out that it was the right thing to say.Li Ran didn't know whether she was lucky because she didn't need to explain those complicated cause and effect, or because she was disappointed because Chalcedony still didn't think of herself.There is a piece of memory in his memory, which tells him that his current identity has always had a good impression of Fushou—it has been like this since he was a child.Otherwise, the original owner wouldn't have been punished by his father when he got drunk and cried when Fushou got married.
"It's me." Thinking of this, Li Ran generously admitted.Maybe this is fate?Although she didn't know the relationship between Chalcedony and Cao Ran at first.However, it can also be seen from Chalcedony's performance that the Witch-sama didn't have any selfishness or thoughts towards women at first.Now that she is occupying the magpie's nest, she always wants to give the original owner a chance to get to know Fushou.Fushou and Cao Ran, Chalcedony and... yourself?Thinking of this, Li Ran laughed.
In Fu Shou's eyes, this smile seemed to have a deeper meaning.The women in the deep palace are in such an environment, and no one can remain innocent forever.
"Li Ran, you are a good person." Fushou said, "But there is no need for a good person here." Her tone was full of loss and despair, as if she had lost her direction.
Li Ran couldn't bear to see her like this.The law of safety and security in the world?Is she being too selfish?How to get chalcedony back without hurting Fushou?You should be tough.Li Ran silently made up her mind, but when she looked up, she saw the haze in Fushou's eyes.She opened her mouth and said, "Let me meet that person first."
"He, does he know the whereabouts of the person you are thinking of?" Fu Shou is too smart, and his wisdom will hurt him.
"Yes." After making up her mind, Li Ran felt calm.Regarding Fushou, she decided to tell everything.
But obviously, when Li Ran wanted to talk, Fu Shou didn't want to ask.She frowned lightly, and after a long time, she said as if waking up from a dream: "Follow me."
Li Ran has been running back and forth in the palace for these years, but she doesn't know that there is a secret passage in Changqiu Palace!No, even when she was with Chalcedony, she never knew about this secret path!
At the end of the secret road is a dry well in Xudu City.Outside the well is an old house.Fu Shou took Li Ran into a small courtyard, changed into the man's clothes inside, and then left the house openly - the destination was Fu's Mansion on West Street.Li Ran suddenly understood why Fushou, who was clearly married in Yusui's dream, would appear in Fufu many times.
Entering the mansion through the back door, it can be seen that this is not the first time she has done so.There were guards in the backyard. After seeing Fushou, he immediately let him go, and carefully checked to see if there were other suspicious people following him.No one else knew about it along the way, Li Ran followed Fu Shou to the main courtyard by turning east and west.Fu Wan stood with a tall man, discussing something in a low voice.
When the two looked up and saw Fu Shou, their expressions changed.Fu Wan cleared his throat, walked up to Fu Shou, and said, "Why did you run out without notice? You know what if..." Fu Wan never expected that his daughter would suddenly run back home. But what to do?The queen's crime of leaving the palace without permission can be big or small.Once the incident happened, wouldn't it all depend on the mood of others?Before the mood of "worrying about the country and the king" could be released in the future, after Fu finished, he saw the new face behind Fushou.
"Who is this?" Fu Wan immediately regained his composure and asked Fu Shou.
"She..." Fushou glanced at Li Ran, "Daddy saw it. You forgot?"
"Ahem, excuse me for my poor eyesight, this..." Fu Wan met Li Ran, but he was busy with work, so how could he remember the many idlers?
"My surname is Cao." Li Ran didn't mind letting Fu Wan know her identity.Although the old man in front of the birth of chalcedony put in a lot of effort, if it wasn't for him, chalcedony wouldn't have endured so much pain.Li Ran didn't wish him well in her heart, so she felt unspeakably proud when she saw Fu Wan's face turned pale because of guessing her identity.
"How come Mr. Lang is free to come to the humble house today? This, this Shouer is also..." Fu Wan had too many things he couldn't figure out.For example, how did this Cao Jiaerlang and Fushou know each other?For example, why did Fushou take the risk today to bring the heir of this "enemy" family before him?There are too many uncertainties, and people like Fu Wan who have already learned how to deal with things can't complete a complete sentence for a while.
Li Ran stepped forward to make a bow, and said with a loud smile: "Mr. Fu, don't blame me, Mr. Cao came to visit today to confirm something. It has nothing to do with my father."
Fu Wan laughed dryly, he didn't believe Li Ran's words at all: "I don't know what's wrong with your husband?"
Li Ran raised her head and looked at the man beside Fu Wan.Judging from his clothes, he is indeed a Taoist.But this Taoist was not the same person she had seen in Chalcedony's dream at all.And the aura on his body was not familiar to him.Yanwei... isn't there?Li Ran cupped her hands and said, "It's the boy who is abrupt. I have read some miscellaneous books recently and I don't understand it. I heard that there is a strange person around Mr. Fu, so I must come to see him and ask for clarification."
The Taoist looked flattered, he hesitated again and again before asking: "I don't know what your lord is asking?"
"The boy read Zhang Pingzi's "Nandu Fu", and he became curious about the jade paste in the sentence "Zhifang fungus is stupid, and the jade paste overflows its corner". I searched the books at home, but only saw "Shan Hai Jing Xi Shan Jing" has a cloud, "Dan water comes out, and the west flow flows into Jize, and there are many white jade in it. There is jade paste. Its original boiling soup is the food of the Yellow Emperor. It is raw black jade. Jade paste It comes out to irrigate danmu, danmu is five years old, the five colors are clear, and the five flavors are carnations.'”
The Taoist was at a loss when he heard this.While speaking, Li Ran carefully discerned his expression, and made sure that he really didn't know.This is strange.If Chalcedony's "dream" is accurate, then Fushou should have experienced those hurtful betrayals at this time.But nothing, it seems that everything has not started yet.Fushou is still Fushou, and Yanwei does not exist.Li Ran was suddenly depressed, did she guess wrong?
"What Mr. Lang said just now is a record of a myth. It has been so long that it may not be verified. This jade ointment has never been seen before."
"So, the brat is being rude." Li Ran bowed her head silently, and smiled wryly, "Thank you two gentlemen, I hope you don't blame Cao for bothering you so much today, and his manners are not good. It's just that it's late today, and His Highness shouldn't stay for a long time, sorry Let me take my leave for the time being, kid, and I will come to the door to make amends in the future."
"Your Majesty is serious." Fu Wan was dubious and sent the two of them to the back door.Before parting, Fu Wan took another deep look at Li Ran, and told Fu Shou: "Shou'er, be careful in the palace."
"Dad, don't worry." Fu Shou secretly teased Li Ran, who was still in a daze, and took him away.
After returning to the palace, Fushou saw that Li Ran hadn't recovered, and was immediately displeased: "Why, it's sad that I didn't find any clues?"
"No, it's not." Li Ran shook her head.It's just that some can't accept it.She looked up at Fushou - the chalcedony was so close to her, but she couldn't catch it no matter what.what to do?No matter how similar they are, Fushou can't replace Chalcedony...
"Yu Sui, you told me not to forget you..." Li Ran turned her back to Fu Shou, and said in a voice that only she could hear, "It's been three years, where should I find you..."
The author has something to say: I don’t know if I don’t post JJ, the number of words in this chapter moved me even myself.
Ran Ran and Fu Shou are impossible.
☆, the fifth act of the battle of memories Jian'an 13 years
After experiencing many open and secret battles, the relationship between the Cao family and the royal family became worse and worse.After experiencing many open and secret battles, the relationship between the Cao family and the royal family became worse and worse.Li Ran has never left since staying with Fushou eight years ago.She watched these people put in so much effort with cold eyes, and watched how many people shed blood and sacrificed for that position.
Totally disappointed.I don't know how long this day will last.
In June, the father of this body successfully abolished Sangong and restored the old system, and became prime minister while serving as Jizhou Mu.How difficult it is for one person to be under ten thousand people, I am afraid that only he himself knows.Li Ran is far away from the Cao family now, and has not seen this father for many years.She stayed by Fushou's side, always feeling that she could still get some clues and some hope.
Li Ran knew that she had never been smart.Even though she already understood that there is no method of refining chalcedony in this world, let alone the method of attaining Taoism and ascending to immortality, she is still looking forward to it from the bottom of her heart.Looking forward to waking up one day, chalcedony still loose long hair like that, sitting next to her in the red dress that did not conform to the society's aesthetic and moral standards for women at that time, and then looked at her with contemptuous eyes, even if Just snort coldly, or say something to her: "Li Ran, you sometimes get lazy." Then she must be grateful, right?
Li Ran knew about it this year.The battle of Chibi made the high-spirited Cao Cao suffer a lot, and the power of the Three Kingdoms gradually began to emerge.But she didn't care or care about it.There are still six years before the 19th year of Jian'an, and she still can't do anything.If you can't find chalcedony, you won't be able to help Fushou.
Because of her current status, Li Ran was fortunate enough to enter and leave the library at will.Since the capital was moved, the library has been neglected, and many books are not where they should be.Some books even disappeared because of the rush to move the capital at that time.This book collection pavilion is said to be a collection of books, but it is more like a warehouse.Sometimes, Li Ran flips through these books and puts them back in their place.
What I picked up this time was an old book that was almost the same color as the ground.If it weren't for the texture of stepping on it, Li Ran probably wouldn't have noticed it.When she brushed off the dust and saw the title of the book, Li Ran was taken aback, it turned out to be Ban Zhao's "The Commandments of Women".Thinking that Chalcedony once wrote the word "fallacy" on "The Commandments of Women", Li Ran opened the page with a smile—but the smile froze on her face the moment she opened it.At that moment, she almost lost her balance.She hastily turned to the back page, ignoring the moisture in her eyes: "Chalcedony!"
Pages of "fallacies" annotated with a Chinese ink pen in the book!You can't be wrong, it's chalcedony!is her!
Li Ran took a few deep breaths, trying to calm herself down in this way.She pinched her thigh hard, the pain was so painful that it was not a dream.Unable to control it anymore, at that moment she was crying and laughing like a lunatic.
"Li Ran, are you there?" It was Fu Shou who walked in.This woman has known her for many years, and now she is like a close friend.Fu Shou is well-educated, dignified, friendly and thoughtful. From a certain point of view, she is also a very attractive woman.She has a sweet heart, and has never asked Li Ran about the "person of heart" in these years.
"I, I'm here." Li Ran tried her best to calm her voice.But how could the emotion stuck in his throat be calmed down all at once?Fu Shou noticed the change in her immediately.
When Her Royal Highness walked into the dusty room, she saw Li Ran foolishly holding the book and pouted: "What are you doing? What book sees you like this?" As he spoke, he took the book out of Li Ran's mouth. out of hand.She closed it after only one glance: "Cao Ran, did you write this?"
Li Ran shook her head, her mind was no longer here.Now she just wants to look for things that can prove the existence of chalcedony, maybe Changqiu Palace is the key?That's right, Changqiu Palace!At the beginning, it was there...
"Cao Ran, after all these years, can't you forget her?" Fu Shou asked quietly, still a little unwilling.
"Forgot, who?" Li Ran was so happy that she didn't notice that Fu Shou only called her "Cao Ran" at this time.This has never happened in the past so many years.
"You shouted in your dreams every night, and you read it in your heart every day." Fushou gritted his teeth and asked in a low voice, "Why? I have been by your side all these years..."
"Like someone..." Li Ran was taken aback.As long as she thinks of chalcedony, she seems to have infinite energy: "It's impossible to like someone, not at that time, not at that place, not at that opportunity. I can walk into her heart because God gave me the most Nice gift."
"Is there any difference between her and me? We are obviously the same person." Fu Shou said, as if he was still fighting for something for himself.
"You...you know her!" Li Ran exclaimed.
"Why do you think she would pay attention to you and save you? If it weren't for your eyes like that, she would never have changed her mind and saved you!" Fushou shouted, losing all manner, "Cao Ran! Back then, for those so-called Tao gave up on me, now, do you still want to give up on me?"
"No, that's it." Li Ran wanted to deny it.She is not Cao Ran, but Li Ran.
"Do you want to say that you are not Cao Ran?" Fu Shou sneered, "You have been dawdling for so many years, but you still don't know? Yanwei's formation is this dream." She leaned into Li Ran's ear and said softly: "Do you want to find her? Don't you already know the way? If you want to find her, then kill me."
then kill me...
Li Ran suddenly pushed Fushou away: "I may have been that Cao Ran, but now and in the future, I will only be Li Ran! Cao Ran didn't choose to go with you, but it doesn't mean that I want to atone for my sins! I love you The person in question has never been you, Your Highness the Queen."
"Oh, idiot." The woman who was about to collapse fell silent at this moment.There was a helpless smile on her face; "I don't know what to do when I meet someone as stubborn as you."
As soon as the words fell, that face changed quietly, and finally turned into Yanwei!
Seeing Li Ran's stunned appearance, Yanwei frowned and said, "What are you looking at, haven't you seen the beauty of this deity?"
"How could you..."
"Do you know that your lord has exhausted all his strength to save you?" Yanwei smiled playfully, "Little girl, if it weren't for this deity, do you think you can still live happily?" Seeing that Li Ran hadn't recovered yet, Yanwei With a look of contempt: "Women like Yusui actually have a crush on you, it really makes me feel embarrassed..."
It turned out that all of this was a gamble between Yanwei and the Witch.At that time, Li Ran's life was at stake, and in desperation, Yu Sui melted the broken jade into Li Ran's mouth.That piece of jade is a precious piece of chalcedony that has been cultivated for thousands of years.Although it cannot reach the level of making Li Ran immortal, it has the effect of bringing the dead back to life.It's just that this white jade is the source of the witch's ability, and now being swallowed to save people has affected the chalcedony itself.Yanwei's remaining soul consciousness took the opportunity to run out.
"Are you threatening her?" It's hard for Li Ran to imagine being as proud as chalcedony threatened by Yanwei.Thinking that she had harmed chalcedony again, she felt ashamed.Weak as she is, she will only continue to cause troubles for Chalcedony.
"It's just a gamble." Yanwei smiled disdainfully, "I don't bother to use those threatening methods. Besides, you smashed the white jade so that I can take advantage of the opportunity to come back to life."
"Where is the chalcedony?"
"Weak human beings." Yanwei turned into "Fu Shou" at the moment of speaking, "Didn't I say that at the beginning? If you want to see her, you have to kill me."
The author has something to say: 1. Originally, the author, who is not very determined, has been vacillating between Fushou and Chalcedony, and I have arranged two endings.But Jing Ge'er, who undertook the revision of this article, told me: You lost the witch, aren't you afraid of XXX?So I decided to be honest, Ruan likes Mrs. Witch.
2. Regarding Yanwei, it is actually quite complicated.Just one sentence, I don't like to write pure bad guys.
3. Then there is the battle about "Memories".There are a lot of trigger points here.Only when the flag is set, the plot will go down.The original Fushou in the memory was real, but now Yanwei took advantage of his identity and replaced him.
4. It's been a long time since I posted a post, and there is still a random "online review", I am also drunk.
☆, the sixth act of the battle of memories Jian'an 19 years
It is very difficult to kill Yanwei, besides, it has the face of "Fu Shou" now.Li Ran waited for a long time until even Fu Wan passed away.Li Ran knew that she had an opportunity, and that opportunity was in November of the 19th year of Jian'an.She just needs to wait in peace and then add fuel to the flames.
It's not that Li Ran has to wait until this year to do it, it's just a deadline she gave herself.There are still many things she hasn't figured out.From the bottom of her heart, she felt that Yanwei did not intend to harm them this time.
Yanwei is a god, and its thoughts are probably beyond the reach of ordinary people.But Li Ran has fused with it before, and she can understand Yanwei's thinking a little bit.As a god, Yanwei did not take revenge immediately after being betrayed by mankind, but chose to use his ministers' eagerness to protect the country to bring disaster to the country when the Han family was about to collapse.It may be too serious to say so, it just reveals a possibility, the one who made the decision was Fu Wan, the one who benefited was Liu Xie, and the one who was injured was Fu Shou.Maybe it was just testing, or maybe it just wanted to see what would happen to Fushou who had turned into chalcedony.Such an approach is undoubtedly cruel, and it is retribution from a modern point of view!complex!society!meeting!
Li Ran still followed "Fu Shou", neither talking nor doing anything.It exists in Changqiu Palace like a ghost every day, and even Liu Xie has noticed this strange existence over time.He asked Fushou many times, but Her Royal Highness only said that she was a servant girl who entered the palace from her natal family.Every year, many official women enter the palace.Cao Ran, as the daughter of the Cao family, naturally cannot be a maidservant, but she cannot be a family member either.
Liu Xie was very curious about this woman who was protected by the queen, which caused his heart to come to the Changqiu Palace unintentionally because the queen was getting weaker and weaker.He would visit the queen every day, and even though he didn't sleep in the palace, he let everyone in the palace know that the queen was still favored by the emperor.Even if the Cao family donated three women together in the 18th year of Jian'an, it cannot be shaken.
The three sisters, Cao Xian, Cao Jie, and Cao Hua, Li Ran still have some impressions.Li Ran's biological mother was Ding's dowry. After her biological mother passed away, she and her elder brother Cao Ang were both raised by the mistress Ding.Ding has no biological children, so the relationship between mother and son has always been harmonious and close.And these three sisters each have their own mothers, and usually they don't move around much in each room, so they are not familiar with each other.Later, the Ding family reconciled with Cao Cao, and Li Ran entered the palace against Cao Cao's wishes, so there was no connection at all.
In the beginning, Liu Xie was not overjoyed when he got this beautiful concubine, but he seemed very satisfied, and his days in Changqiu Palace were also reduced.This "young couples come to accompany each other when they grow old" is not reflected in the emperor's family at all.Li Ran didn't like Chalcedony's ex-husband in the first place, but now he was suddenly noticed and felt even more uncomfortable.Fortunately, Yanwei didn't seem to like the emperor either, and tried to trip him up every now and then.
"Aren't you helping him all the time?" Li Ran asked.
"Help him? What is he?" Yanwei said contemptuously, "I like to help whomever I like. It's just Li Ran, shouldn't you be in a hurry to kill me so that I can meet your witch? It's been six years. Don't do it yet?"
"Li Ran has no strength to restrain a chicken, how can he kill the Great God Yanwei?" Li Ran said, seeing Yanwei look at her eyes with more contempt and reluctance
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