[Ting Feng] Victorious

Senior sister Zihan's invitation has already been posted, I told Li Yifeng, and then each prepared their own red envelopes.

No one discussed any more, only he drove me on the day before leaving and took me to the hotel where the wedding was held.

The groom is also from Hong Kong, and congratulations to Sister Zihan for marrying in Hong Kong. The two of us attended together, and under the guidance of the welcoming guests, we first gave red envelopes.

When the two of us walked together again, our former classmates were inevitably surprised, but neither of us said much.Only after sitting in the banquet, the brothers who used to live in the dormitory secretly asked with a smile: "Ah, why are you together again?"

Li Yifeng and I could only explain over and over again that we were not together.

So the other party asked indifferently: "Oh, when will we be together?"

Li Yifeng and I were speechless, we were embarrassed to deal with each other, we changed a topic indiscriminately and made fun of each other.

The familiar music has already sounded, and the bride's father led the bride to the stage. We saw the groom's face flushed suddenly. Indeed, the woman walking towards him at this moment is the most beautiful woman in his eyes, and how lucky he is , will spend the rest of my life with this woman.

Compared with the Western-style solemn church weddings that are popular today, they still chose a traditional and popular form. The master of ceremonies spoke auspicious words in high spirits, and the woman on the stage who had just exchanged rings with the groom replied "I do" His voice trembled with excitement and shyness.

I couldn't help but glanced at Li Yifeng, he was looking at the newcomers on the stage seriously, the corners of his mouth were curved very nicely.

I also pursed my lips and smiled, turned my eyes back to the stage, and did not speak again.

The bride and groom are kissing, a kiss with a sacred vow, which will bind the two of them for the rest of their lives.

Human life is like water, colorless and tasteless, it becomes sweet when you put in sugar, and salty when you put in salt. Because of this, when you meet someone who can melt into you, you can better understand the happiness he brings to you. Your taste, so stimulating and delicious, makes the life that was originally transparent and dull become worth aftertaste.

After attending the wedding, Li Yifeng's expression was thoughtful all the time. I asked, "What's wrong? What are you thinking about?"

He didn't reply to me for a while, still quietly sinking in his own thoughts.

Later, Li Yifeng disappeared from my sight, and the uneasiness in my heart grew more and more. On the morning of the fifth day after he disappeared, I found the landlord.

"Landlord, where did that Li Yifeng who lives opposite me go? Why hasn't he come back for so many days?" I wanted to know why, but I also had a premonition that the answer would make me unacceptable, and I faintly panicked.

"He, I heard that he is going back to Chengdu. He is about to get engaged, and he is not too young." The landlord scratched his head and thought for a long time before saying, "I have asked me to stop the water and electricity in his house. He said it was a matter of checking out. Be back in a while."

I felt a dull pain in my chest as if someone had punched me suddenly. I didn't dare to continue asking, thanked me and left.

When I got home, I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling with empty eyes. After staring at the ceiling for a long time, I gradually closed my eyes from exhaustion and finally fell asleep.

When I woke up, I realized that I skipped work today. I raised my hand and looked at my watch. It was already afternoon.

I turned over, somehow, and suddenly wanted to go home and have a look.

But as soon as I sat down at home, I regretted it, and my mother was nagging again: "You haven't had a girlfriend in six years since you graduated from college. You used to talk about your career with me, but now that your career has developed, you are now in your third year." , why don’t you know how to worry at all?”

I don't know how to answer her, I feel that my persistence for many years has been broken a little bit.

Seeing that I didn't talk back to her, she felt that something was wrong, so she said, "Ah B, what's the matter? Actually, if you don't want to have a girlfriend, my mother won't rush you..."

I shook my head, gave her a forced smile, and said, "Mom, don't worry, I will look for it."

"Ah...that's good." In her eyes, there must be something very wrong with me, and she didn't recover for a while.

A week later, I saw Li Yifeng come back upstairs, and there was nothing around me, not following his beautiful and lovely fiancée I imagined.

As soon as he walked to the door of the house, I got stuck and pretended to be a coincidence and opened the door, which surprised him. I joked: "Why are you back again? Your fiancée doesn't want you?"

"Who did you listen to spreading rumors again?" He glanced at me helplessly, and took out his key to open the door.

"Didn't they all say that you went to Chengdu to get engaged?" "They" are the landlords, so don't care about these details for now, I am eager to find out.

He seemed to find it funny, turned around and raised his eyebrows and said, "Who told you that I went back to get engaged?"

As if deliberately trying to observe my expression, he paused and smiled again, and said, "...does she live in Hong Kong?"

The first half of the sentence gave me hope, and the second half of the sentence ruthlessly wiped out only despair. Li Yifeng's speech is so level.

He opened the door to go home, and I stood at the door dumbfounded.

So I can clearly feel the difference after he fell in love, and his work and rest time has become irregular. He doesn't go home when he should go home, and he doesn't sleep when he should sleep.

Whenever I pretended to meet him just by chance, his attitude was much better than before, and he laughed as if his heart was filled with sugar.

Forget it, keep the happiness that belongs to me and you that I originally thought, and let you take away the happiness that belongs to you and her.

I just realized that I once admired the "not sad" that the young people say after breaking up. Maybe there is also a hard-spoken part. If you don't love to separate, you will be sad, but how far you love to let go is not sad?

It wasn't until I went to the media company specifically to confirm the contract again that the woman appeared unexpectedly. Based on her conversation and everyone's attitude towards her, I could be sure that she belonged to the company's high-level department.

On that day, all my contracts were signed. After Ma Tianyu's suggestion, I made sure that there was no problem.

That probably means that my career has a new turning point.

I dragged my feet out of that company, always feeling that the things that I was so happy about had never made me happy anymore.

I broke open the door of Li Yifeng's house, and he finally lost his composure as before, and felt a little overwhelmed when he saw me.

Before he could speak, I had already grabbed his collar and pulled him out of the room, almost throwing him against the wall. His face was swollen because I was holding his collar tightly. Suffocate to flush.

I yelled at him like crazy: "So you reappeared in front of me just to tell me that you are better than me!?"

No matter how many conflicts there are between us, it still cannot overcome the tacit understanding brought to us by the subtle influence of time. Only this sentence has already understood the meaning of my words.

His slender fingers grasped my hand feebly, and he breathed heavily in his words: "You...you think too much...but if you need, I can..."

Well, he managed to piss me off, and my angry behavior was no longer violent because I was out of anger.

I let go of my hand, and he fell to the side, I withdrew and said coldly: "Do I need you like me?"

I turned and went straight home, leaving him with the deafening slam of the door.

When I met him again, it was late at night, and I smelled of wine again, and I had just escaped from Ma Tianyu's "promising" scolding.

Li Yifeng had never been so embarrassed in his life, he was crying while walking, he saw me, so he turned around to avoid me.

I had nothing to say, and walked by, but he had already turned around and grabbed my wrist.

"You take me to run, the farther the better, right now, I will go with you without saying a word." He said to me absurdly.

"Stop messing around." I pulled out my hand.

"Chen Weiting, I'll give you one last chance to hold me back." With hope in his tone that he wouldn't believe himself, he stretched out his hand to me again.

"...It's better to forget it." I know that it's all fantasy, people have to live in reality, we are not children anymore, we have passed the age of willfulness.

My hands were clenched into hard fists, and my reason told me that I would not hold that trembling, helpless hand.

"The last time I left was a secret, I wanted to tell you..." He said desperately, like a drowning man grasping at the last straw.

"Which last time? College? Last month?" I interrupted him.

He seemed to have finally given up completely, shut his mouth, and looked at me with sad eyes. I felt that his eyes were full of grievances that I didn't understand, but he didn't say anything anymore.

"Go back early." I strode away, because I didn't have the courage to turn back, and I was afraid that he would regain hope and catch up.

I know you are out of reason, but I still have, what I care about, what you worry about, the countless whys we are asking God, are destined to have no answers.

Do you think I dare to turn back?Dare to see you cry?Dare you see me frowning in pain?

I guess we are really over, all the past, all the future, all stopped at the moment of turning around.

I dreamed of his wedding that night, probably the last time I dreamed of him, the most real and peaceful of all my noisy and chaotic dreams.

My emotions are too calm, like watching an irrelevant movie.I clearly saw him holding his bride's hand, looking for my figure in the crowd, I knew I was not there, so that he could kiss his bride with confidence.

I used an outsider's perspective of God, unwillingly wishing him happiness.

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