The best actor is red

Chapter64

On the second day after the press conference, the jury of the Golden Flower Awards released the news that Lin Yicheng's nomination for this year's Golden Flower Awards would be cancelled, and Liao Qifeng, who was also nominated for the Best Supporting Actor Award with him, won without a fight.

At that time, there was only one day left before the award ceremony of the Golden Flower Awards.

When Lin Yicheng received the news, he just lowered his head and smiled lightly, how ridiculous, years of hard work were so ruined when he thought it was within his reach, and it was hard to recover overnight.But think about the reason why he was so eager for the Golden Flower Award at the beginning because of Chu Qiao, because he wanted to stand side by side with him, and wanted to say without hesitation one day, Chu Qiao, this is my lover.

That's right, although he never said it, Lin Yicheng undoubtedly still has some low self-esteem.He knew very well that his status was not worthy of Chu Qiao.This is why he has been deliberately keeping the distance between him and Chu Qiao in front of people.He hopes to stand in front of this person with his own ability, and then tell everyone that they are together and don't need anyone's approval.

It's a pity that time waits for no one, and before he could do it, he was knocked down in the deep sea by this huge wave.It is a kind of luck that he fought for this award because of Chu Qiao, and lost this award because of Chu Qiao in the end!

He didn't seem as sad as he imagined, but in fact, he had really thought about all these worst-case scenarios long ago.It's just that he finally couldn't hold back and decided to go to the Golden Flower Awards to have a look.

Many artists and managers in the Golden Flower Award ceremony circle will receive invitations. This is an annual grand event, and many newcomers who want to make their mark will also come to join in the fun. Lin Yicheng just disguised himself and followed a group of newcomers and actors mixed in.

The brilliant crystal chandelier is serious and gorgeous, and the thick red curtain on the stage reveals endless majesty. On the podium directly above, a row of crystal sculptures in glass boxes are the Golden Flower Award trophies, which are in different shapes from left to right. There are protagonists, supporting roles, soundtracks, and newcomer awards.

Lin Yicheng sat down at the end, and the presentation of the Golden Flower Awards was already halfway through. He didn't dare to sit in at the opening because he was afraid of attracting too much attention.But at this moment, looking at the Golden Flower Award trophy on the stage, his hands still couldn't help shaking, and the blood in his chest was surging, and even the heart that had been silent for several days was beating violently again.

He stared at the trophy on the stage burning hotly and even a little greedily. The light has always attracted him, following him like a shadow, every time an actor took it away, his fist tightened a little.

He knew all those actors, and read their names one by one, as if to imprint them in his heart.Some of them are his seniors, and some are his contemporaries. You can always meet in various announcements and crews. The entertainment industry says it’s not too small, but it’s not too big. They can win the Golden Flower Award How many people would he have never heard of?

This was watching them give their award acceptance speeches in high spirits. Lin Yicheng's eyes suddenly flickered, as if he saw his figure overlapping with them. He had the ability to do so.Lin Yicheng clenched his fists tightly. He always believed that he had the ability to win that trophy. As long as he is willing to give him a chance, he will definitely stand on this stage today!

Soon it was the best supporting actor's turn, and only Liao Qifeng's film "Amber" was shown on the big screen, after which the host picked up the microphone and said, "Congratulations on winning the Best Supporting Actor award at this year's Golden Flower Awards Winner - Liao Qifeng!"

Applause followed, and no one was surprised that there were two nominations, but in the end only one person's video was released, and even the vote counting link was omitted. Everyone seemed to be conspiring to forget him, and that there was another person. Individuals have also been nominated, and are even very likely to get the trophy today.

Liao Qifeng went on stage and thanked all the people who should be thanked, and finally said suddenly, "Actually, I am very sorry that Best Actor Lin was not able to come to the scene."

The scene suddenly fell silent, Lin Yicheng couldn't help but straighten his back and look up to the stage, waiting for him to say the next thing.

"Although I have this confidence that even if Lin Yicheng is here, I can share the same position with him, but I really feel sorry for him. Here I also hope that he can work hard. I have always believed in his strength. This is my respect for him. Thank you for the respect of an opponent." He bowed slightly, and there was thunderous applause from the audience.

The applause was so loud that it filled his ears. For a moment, Lin Yicheng even thought that the applause was for him. He seemed to see his back walking towards the stage step by step. He suffered so much and endured so much. A movie that was finally finished filming, a movie that should have been the most brilliant turning point in his life.

He walked towards the stage, the applause was so warm, he stretched out his hand to touch the trophy, but just when he was about to touch it, the trophy suddenly fell to the ground, only one centimeter away, and he was about to reach out to catch it , as a result, he just watched it being smashed to pieces in front of his own eyes.

Amid all the applause, a person suddenly came up behind him. He was so close, but Lin Yicheng didn't notice it at all. He didn't realize it until the person leaned close to his ear and said a word suddenly.

He said, "What is your wish?"

A short sentence suddenly pulled him cruelly out of his dream like a devil's hand. Lin Yicheng turned around suddenly, and saw the person in front of him with his round eyes——Ruan Heng.

Ruan Heng smiled, very contemptuously. He stood with his arms around his shoulders and his legs loose.

"It's you?!" Before Lin Yicheng finished speaking, two beams of lights suddenly converged and hit Ruan Heng, inevitably shining on Lin Yicheng who was full of astonishment.

There was another round of applause from the audience. Ruan Heng straightened his tie within a distance of less than one meter from him, gave him a playful glance, and then strode onto the stage, walking towards tonight's supreme trophy, the best actor of the year.

Lin Yicheng's fists were clenched unconsciously, and his gaze as he looked at Ruan Heng's back seemed to be on fire. After a while, he turned around abruptly, and walked out of the venue with his back bent and a little stiff.

The door was pushed open to reveal a ray of light that did not belong to this venue, and he just pushed the door open under the gaze of all the entertainers in the entertainment circle, and walked out of this time that did not belong to him.

Ruan Heng smiled triumphantly on the stage, and all he could do was straighten his body, not bend it!You can't bow your head!can not stop!Walking out of the lobby step by step, without any haste, he exhausted all his strength to maintain this last bit of self-esteem.

The door opened and closed, Lin Yicheng left silently among the crowd, no one noticed him, just like no one remembered him.Suddenly, Ruan Heng's words came back to his ears——

"What is your wish?"

Chu Qiao once asked him back, what is your wish?At that time, Lin Yicheng didn't answer because he thought it was too hypocritical.What else could it be?

The crown of golden flowers and laurel is always by your side.

That's it.

On the day when Lin Yicheng held a press conference, Chu Qiao drove back to City A for no other reason, he was using the simplest way to prevent himself from doing something that went against his decision.He was afraid that if he stayed in Beijing, he would not be able to resist going to the press conference, so he drove on the road at 1 o'clock.

Turn off the radio, put on rock music, nothing to hear, just white clouds passing overhead and the sun shining brightly.He desperately let himself feel the beauty of this freedom, breathe fresh air, and feel this hard-won vacation.

He deliberately put on a smile to greet his mother who came to open the door for him. Father Chu didn't seem to be as happy as he imagined, but just grimly snorted, "Finally broke up with that kid?"

Chu Qiao didn't say a word, he always ignored his father who occasionally liked to sneer at him. For the first time, he cooked with Chu's mother, desperately trying to make himself forget that at the same time Lin Yicheng was working as a reporter. Looking forward to it at the reception.But in the end, Chu's mother made a dish that Lin Yicheng most often cooked for him.

When he put the chopsticks in his mouth, he quickly closed his eyes to suppress his rushing emotions, "Mom, it's delicious." He stuffed his mouth full so that no one could hear the strangeness in his voice.

We will pass together, as long as we endure the present, he has worked so hard for so many years, leaving his hometown for music and disobeying his parents, he is really only a little bit close.

Chu Qiao spent three days recuperating at home, and when Zhou Zhou rushed into his house angrily and asked him "why didn't he go to the press conference", he was writing lyrics on a piece of paper, calmly, hearing Zhou Zhou's questions repeatedly He didn't even lift his head, and the only sound in the room was the rustling of writing.

"Chu Qiao!" Zhou Zhou finally shouted unbearably.

Hearing the sound, Chu Qiao raised his head from the table, frowning tightly, just like every time he rushed into his office with a yell in the past.

"what happened?"

"Why didn't you go to Actor Lin's press conference?" Zhou Zhou asked again patiently.

Chu Qiao frowned and said nothing, and Zhou Zhou didn't ask again. He wouldn't ask the same question three times, but just looked at Chu Qiao angrily, and both eyebrows seemed to be raised.

Chu Qiao thought for a while and said, "I never thought of making our relationship public, and I've already made a choice between him and the music."

Zhou Zhou raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, "So? Did you choose your music in the end?"

"Correct."

"To you baba!" Zhou Zhou directly threw a stack of newspapers over, "Why are you so selfish?! You just gave up because of your dreams and your music. Don't make excuses for yourself! You Do you think that the so-called pursuit of dreams can give your crime a halo of high status?"

"I haven't." Chu Qiao replied calmly, "I just feel that I shouldn't be hamstrung by such things anymore, and some things are things that I have to go through and accept. Maybe I'm sorry for Lin Yicheng , but I'm sorry..."

"I'm sorry for yourself!" Zhou Zhou roared angrily, "Chu Qiao, I really didn't know you were such a person! You put on airs when people were running behind your ass, and you pretended to be cold and arrogant when you were with others. Now something happened. You just kick him away, is he giving so much just to let you experience and grow you? Can the feelings he gave be used as a stepping stone by you to step under your feet?!"

Chu Qiao suddenly became angry, and he stood up from the table angrily, "Please take back what you said!"

He had never despised Lin Yicheng's feelings for him, it was the most sincere and happiest feeling he had ever had, and no one had the right to criticize the feelings they only saw.He never thought of taking this opportunity to rise to power, and he never thought of playing tricks on others. He just felt that the matter had come to an end and it was time for him to go on the road. It was good for both of them to be separated. It's the best choice for each other's careers if they don't attack themselves.

"I don't!" Zhou Zhou shouted, pulling his neck, "You are selfish! You abandon others for your own dreams, what about him? Doesn't he have dreams? He has been in the entertainment industry for so many years Is it just to serve as a springboard for you?"

As Zhou Zhou spoke, his voice dropped, with deep sadness, "Did you know? Best Actor Lin almost won the Golden Flower Award, he has already been nominated, I asked him about it a month ago At that time, he still smiled and told me that if he wins this award, he will have the hope to go to the world, and one day he will be able to stand by your side in an open and honest manner, but what is the result? What is the result..."

Zhou Zhou squatted on the ground with his arms around his knees and cried while talking, while Chu Qiao was already in a daze.

Nominated for the Golden Flower Award?Why doesn't he know?Lin Yicheng never told him!What Chu Qiao could never forgive himself was that at this moment he was actually happy, because Zhou Zhou said that Lin Yicheng wanted to win this award because of him.

It is to be able to sit on an equal footing with him, to be able to stand in front of him and shield him from the wind and rain, and to be able to walk to a higher stage together.

"Yes, is it for me?" Chu Qiao asked softly, he was a little uncertain.Carefully, as if there is a small vase on the head.

"Of course! He worked so hard when he was filming "Xuanwu". It's not like you don't know that both Feng Yiyun and Ruan Heng didn't like him. How can life be easier for the crew? But he endured everything and finally got a golden flower Nominated for the Golden Flower Award, but at the reception two days ago, just because you didn’t have the courage to stand up, he was removed from the Golden Flower Award!”

The smile on Chu Qiao's face froze suddenly, as if the vase above his head had suddenly fallen to the ground and smashed to pieces. His smile was by no means beautiful, not even a little bit beautiful. "Why didn't he tell me..."

He whispered to himself, and suddenly remembered the last time the two met in a restaurant, but Lin Yicheng didn't mention anything about the Golden Flower Award.

"Of course he won't tell you!" Zhou Zhou wiped away his tears, "What did he tell you? He didn't want to force you at all! Obviously the trophy belongs to him, but the pigeon that he got in just a few days He just flew away, who can bear it? I can’t even imagine how he managed it.”

Chu Qiao was still in a daze, as if he could no longer hear.

Zhou Zhou said to himself, "Yesterday someone photographed Best Actor Lin at the Golden Flower Awards. He went to the scene and stood beside Ruan Heng. What is Ruan Heng? The acting skills are still bad, I don't understand why someone like him can step on the head of Lin Yingdi, it's only a little bit, just a little bit!"

Chu Qiao looked at the newspaper thrown over by Zhou Zhou just now. Ruan Heng's proud side face was under the spotlight, while Lin Yicheng's astonished gaze looked like an ugly duckling, and his ugly appearance was like a sharp sword Generally inserted into Chu Qiao's heart.

He shouldn't be like this. Lin Yicheng has always been so radiant, handsome, handsome, and gentle. He knows everything about his goodness, but he has to be photographed with such a downcast appearance to become someone else's success. contrast.

That is the only person who is closest to him in this life, the only person who cooks for him, gives him gifts, and pleases him, is the softest cloud in his heart.But now this cloud was forcibly dug out from the bottom of his heart, and it was thrown in front of him in a ruined darkness and cruelly.

look!These are actually all your faults. Whoever made you choose the wrong path, or took a wrong step, I will let you know what the price is.

Chu Qiao suddenly clenched her fists, opened the drawer, took the key and rushed out the door.Zhou Zhou scrambled and scrambled to get up from the ground and chased after him, but when he ran to the door, he heard a harsh sound of brakes, the lights flashed, and Chu Qiao drove out of the compound.

It was late at night, the sky was still dark, and the snow in Shen Ye was covered with a thick layer of ice, but Chu Qiao stepped on the accelerator to the bottom regardless of the danger, and ran all the way back to Beijing in the middle of the night.

He didn't go to Lin Yicheng, he didn't have the courage, no matter whether he blamed himself or not, he didn't have the courage to see him now, decadent, depressed or numb?No matter which one is too painful, he really can't bear it.

So he drove all the way to Feng Yiyun's house. Feng Yiyun, who was over 50 years old, had already had a rest, but Chu Qiao still slapped her door hard without hesitation.

The moment Feng Yiyun opened the door, he seemed to see a hunting dog, which merged into the night in pitch blackness, and he could only see the pair of unusually bright eyes, shining like black light.

Chu Qiao walked into the room with one stride, but he looked very strange, both his neck and back were too stiff, as if a stick had strung him from head to toe and fixed him.

He looked a little frightening, staring at Feng Yiyun closely, and the dim light in the living room made him even more stern.

He approached little by little, looked at Feng Yiyun and said only one sentence, "Tell me, if this kind of thing hadn't happened, would Lin Yicheng be the winner of the Golden Flower Award this time?"

Feng Yiyun was still thinking about it, so he said calmly, "I don't know the internal votes for the Golden Flower Awards. Liao Qifeng is also a capable actor, so the result is hard to say."

"Tell me!" Chu Qiao suddenly stretched out his hand and pressed Feng Yiyun's shoulder with such strength that he seemed to crush her blade, "If I stand up and admit that I love him, should he be the winner of this year's Golden Flower Award?" ?!"

Feng Yiyun still made a mistake in the end, any calculation is unnecessary under the hands of the devil, because he only needs a little force to crush you.People all over the world will never forget that this man subdued two armed robbers with his bare hands, let alone his precise three shots.

Feng Yiyun only felt that she was about to suffer from a heart attack, so before she felt that she was going to die, she quickly said, "Yes, before Lin Yicheng's accident happened, in the internal voting results of the Golden Flower Awards, Lin Yicheng had more votes than Liao Qifeng 13 votes."

Chu Qiao let go of his hand dejectedly, Feng Yiyun looked up, the face of the man in front of him was ashen, he stumbled away like a puppet whose strings were removed, and disappeared into the night little by little.

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