The best actor is red

Chapter71

When Chu Qiao woke up, he was at his own home. In fact, he just fell on his head and lost consciousness for a while. He sat up and looked at the empty room, thinking that Zhou Zhou sent him back, and couldn't help rubbing the gauze on his head.

At this moment, the bedroom door suddenly opened, and Lin Yicheng walked in from outside, wearing an apron and holding a bowl of hot porridge. The porridge looked very hot, and he was wearing thick heat-resistant gloves and made a "hissing" sound .

As soon as Lin Yicheng turned his head, he saw that Chu Qiao had sat up, with the quilt wrapped around his waist, and he was staring dumbfounded.On the one hand, he couldn't believe that Lin Yicheng actually appeared in his home. On the other hand, Lin Yicheng's attire instantly reminded him of the days when the two of them were together. Cook all kinds of meals for yourself.That feeling was really long gone, and it made him suddenly feel like traveling through time and space.

"Lin...Yicheng?" His voice was hoarse as if he had just woken up, a little uncertain, low like a little paw scratching at his heart.

Lin Yicheng's heart suddenly rose. He was not ready to confront Chu Qiao head-on. Although he had thought about this question countless times in the kitchen just now, when the two of them actually faced each other, they found that everything was wrong. The scripts were all in vain, and the psychological warfare prepared in advance was useless at all. Those plans, ABCD, all discarded their helmets and armors, leaving only one naked|naked him standing in front of Chu Qiao.

"Well, Chu Qiao, are you awake?" Lin Yicheng pulled out a big smile nervously, his smile was sunny, but suddenly poked Chu Qiao's heart.

"What are you doing here?" Chu Qiao suddenly turned her head with a cold face.

Lin Yicheng's heart sank, he was at a loss while holding the porridge, "I... worry about you."

Chu Qiao's heart suddenly became sore, with a faint pain, but he remembered that Lin Yicheng had ignored him this year, and acted normally as if nothing had happened, so he felt uncomfortable, even though he knew that the instigator of all this was clearly himself .

But I already know I was wrong, why can't you come back?Why won't you say a word to me?Won't even give me a chance to talk to you?I have changed a lot, and I am willing to take the initiative to tell you, but can you wait for me first?

Chu Qiao tightly clutched the shirt on his chest. He felt wronged, but he was stubborn and refused to face it. He gritted his teeth to hold back his rushing emotions, and said coldly, "Go."

"Chu Qiao..."

"Go away! Go away!" Chu Qiao suddenly yelled loudly, and he threw the pillow in his hand excitedly. Lin Yicheng wanted to reach out to pick it up, but he forgot that he was still holding the porridge in his hand. An unsteady whole bowl fell to the ground, and there was a "pop", which scared Chu Qiao so much that he couldn't help shivering.

He turned his head slowly, and saw that the bowl of porridge was scattered all over the floor, it was white and glutinous, and he couldn't drink it before it was in his mouth.Obviously, he hasn't eaten anything made by Lin Yicheng for a year, and he actually yearns for it in his heart, but just like a year ago, his temper once again ruined his expectations.

He didn't dare to speak, but secretly looked at Lin Yicheng's dirty trouser legs. He didn't have the courage to see what kind of emotion was on that face, angry?sad?Enraged?Or indifferent?He didn't want to look at it, but all the senses in his body were tense to feel every subtle change in the room.

So if he looked up, he might see Lin Yicheng's sad face. He didn't expect that Chu Qiao's disgust towards him would be so intense, maybe it's not yet time?But how long do we have to wait?They still have many years, many days and nights, but how many years are every day and night without him?

"I know you hate homosexuality, and you don't want to step into this circle..." Lin Yicheng said numbly, looking at the person who didn't even want to look at him, he felt that every word he said was trying to confuse him. heart squeezed blood.

Chu Qiao hugged his legs tightly, he was so angry that he couldn't speak when he heard these words, the cold air rushed into his heart, like a stick in his throat.He clenched his fist tightly, as if it was the focus of his whole body, in order to relieve his trembling body.

"Get out." Chu Qiao squeezed out two words from between his teeth to interrupt him. He didn't want to hear it, he didn't want to hear a word. Every word he said just made himself more sad. He was so angry that he even Can't even explain it.

"Do you hate me that much?" Lin Yicheng couldn't help but raise his voice in the face of Chu Qiao's completely unwilling attitude.

But when he got angry, Chu Qiao was even more excited, "Get out! Get out! I just hate homosexuals! I just hate you! Please leave my room right now!"

What are you talking about?What hates homosexuality, what doesn't want to step into this circle, after all, you just want to escape from me, you just want to leave me.Chu Qiao's heart ached even more as he thought about it, his heart was held tightly by him.

"You!" Lin Yicheng said a word and then lost the text. He was heartbroken seeing Chu Qiao like that. How could it be like this?Don't they still have a good past?Did you forget about it after only being separated for a year?

"Okay." Lin Yicheng almost restrained his whole body's impulse to say this sentence smoothly, "I'll go."

Chu Qiao was slightly taken aback, but his body stopped shaking, because he was stupid, and only Lin Yicheng's words "I'm going" remained in his ears.

Are you leaving again?you really left?I obviously just said a few angry words, but you really want to leave, right?Why don't you try harder?Didn't you refuse to give up no matter how sarcastic I said when you were chasing me?Oh, by the way, that was more than a year ago... Everyone changes, maybe he has forgotten that he once held his hand and said that he was willing to stand in front of him forever and lead him down.

It's just that he forgot, but he still remembered, every word and every word was branded in his heart.

"Then take care of yourself." Lin Yicheng frowned and finally took a hard step, he didn't even close the door, and rushed downstairs as fast as he could.

Chu Qiao stared openly through the escalator and saw the double-opening door shut tightly with a "bang". He suddenly became quiet, and the whole room suddenly became silent, deathly silent, only the big wall clock in the living room "tack" the sound of.

really gone.

Chu Qiao turned her head in a daze, her gaze uncontrollably saw the broken bowl on the ground and the porridge spilled all over the floor.

"Lin...Yicheng..." He read softly, and then raised his voice slightly, "Lin Yicheng?"

The only answer to him was the sound of "click".

"I……"

I actually miss you... miss your smile, miss your cooking, miss your words to me, miss your happiness when you hold me.

It's just that I didn't understand it once, but when I understood it, you didn't need it anymore.

"Lin Yicheng..." He suddenly hugged his legs and bowed his head and cried loudly. The cry could be heard throughout the room. Chu Qiao has cried so many times at his age, even when he broke up with Lin Yicheng. During this year, I have suffered so much and never shed a single tear, but today I couldn't hold back my tears, they just kept flowing.But no matter how much he cried, he couldn't fill the hole in his heart, it was empty, and he couldn't shout it out.

The downstairs door was suddenly opened again, Chu Qiao hurriedly wanted to keep silent, but he couldn't hold back after crying for so long, sobbing, he reached out and wiped the tears on his face indiscriminately, turned his head away Seeing Lin Yicheng enter the door again, he raised his head and looked at him across the escalator.

At the same time, Lin Yicheng suddenly ran upstairs like crazy, Chu Qiao threw off the quilt carelessly and jumped out of bed, but the ground was covered with hot porridge and broken bowls all over the floor, he shivered instantly in pain, but At this moment, Lin Yicheng had already run to the door.

Chu Qiao froze on the spot, he just looked at Lin Yicheng dully, he even forgot his feet and the unstoppable tears.

As soon as Lin Yicheng arrived at the door, he saw Chu Qiao standing on the floor. He was wearing pajamas, his body was so thin, his feet were red, and blood was even drawn on his toes.But he didn't seem to notice this, he just stared at himself with those watery eyes, the whole person was depressed, only those eyes were alive, looking at himself desperately, full of Own.

"I..." Chu Qiao hurriedly spoke before Lin Yicheng. The voice was so soft that Lin Yicheng couldn't help but stop and wanted to hear what he had to say.

"I...I miss you." He staggered and took a step forward, stepping on the shattered porcelain pieces on the ground, his voice was like a slender spider's thread, as if he could bear even an overly heavy breath Sorry.

Lin Yicheng pursed his lips, his heart was already in an indescribably painful pain, as if it was infinitely enlarged every second, the pain lasted for thousands of years, he suddenly strode forward and pulled Chu Qiao into his arms, tightly nestled tightly in his arms.

"Enough, Chu Qiao." He hugged him so tightly that it seemed to loosen as soon as he let go, "Enough, you only need to take this one step."

I just want to see you bravely take this step for me. As long as this is the case, I can go through fire and water without hesitation. Even if there is hell ahead, I will never forget that you are behind me, and I will never forget what you took for me today. this step.

The slippery feeling under his feet made Lin Yicheng suddenly remember that Chu Qiao was still standing in the piece of broken porcelain, he quickly hugged him up, Chu Qiao was unusually quiet, let him put his neck on the bed without saying a word .

"What are you doing back here?" After a long time, Chu Qiao asked softly, with his head lowered and his face blushing slightly.

In fact, Lin Yicheng didn't leave, he was wandering outside the door all the time, he really couldn't bear to leave like this, after all, they haven't spoken for a long time, even the quarrel is nostalgic, he looked at the piano in the yard, Clean and undimmed by the loss of players.So he couldn't help raising his head to look at the window on the second floor. He had gazed there from the yard countless times, forbearance, but this time it made his heart ache suddenly, and he didn't even have the heart to take this step.

It's not that he couldn't leave, but he couldn't leave. His heart was thrown into that small window, and there lived a little thing with a bad mouth. He wasn't pretty, gentle, or talkative, but It was his little prince.

He asked himself, would he regret it if he left?

Yes, no matter what, he still wants to rush in and tell him, even if you run away, even if you hate me, I still want to stand by your side and tell you over and over again that you can't escape.

You cannot escape because you have fallen into my net.

Lin Yicheng hugged him gently, careful not to frighten him, Chu Qiao was extremely fragile today, as if a little force would hurt him.

"What about you? Why are you crying?"

Chu Qiao didn't speak, just quietly listening to Lin Yicheng's heartbeat.

Lin Yicheng held his head and forced him to look at himself. He stared at the undried tears on Chu Qiao's face, like a little cat.

"You can reject me." Lin Yicheng said as he leaned forward, Chu Qiao stared at him, the sparkle in his eyes was very moving.Lin Yicheng couldn't bear it anymore, and finally bowed his head and kissed his lips.