The emperor's heart alone

"Master Xu, my lord is here to invite you."

Xu Yunjin raised the curtain of the car: "Who is your lord?"

"Master Yin Yuli Yin."

Xu Yunjin sneered: "What kind of adult is Yin Yuli? He is just a commoner, and he really thinks of himself as someone." After finishing speaking, he put down the curtain of the car, "Go back to the house."

Regardless of the angry and flushed face of the visitor, Tan Xiang drove the carriage to Xu's residence.

Back at Xu Mansion, just in time for dinner, after dinner with Xu Jiashi and others, Xu Yunjin went back to his yard, the eldest prince was playing with Xu Shi, when they saw Xu Yunjin coming back, both of them looked at Xu Yunjin, the eldest The prince could run, so he ran over and hugged Xu Yunjin, Xu Shi babbled and wanted Xu Yunjin to hug him.

Shi Junji, who was sitting behind the table reviewing the memorial, snorted coldly when he saw this, but neither Xu Yunjin nor the eldest prince Xu Shi paid any attention to him. The first prince was still afraid of Shi Junji before, but he spent a long time with Xu Yunjin Now, the First Prince found that as long as Xu Yunjin was present, Shi Junji would never really get angry at him. Over time, the First Prince was completely unafraid of Shi Junji, of course, not in front of Xu Yunjin.

Seeing that none of the three people paid any attention to him, Shi Junji secretly wondered if he was being too polite to them, and angrily thought about how to deal with the three of them, of course, he could only think about it.

Not long after Xu Jia's side sent someone to pick up Xu Shi, Xu Yunjin sent Xu Shi there, and he would not come back until Xu Shi went to bed at night, Shi Junji also drove the eldest prince away, and there was a Xu Shi It was enough, he didn't want to have another eldest prince after Xu Shi disappeared.

"I heard that Hu Buke has returned?"

Xu Yunjin, who was changing clothes, said "En": "This is only the first time for him to go to sea, it's just because he is familiar with it, and he doesn't expect to make money the first time or two."

"So how is he this time?"

"I haven't read the details yet, let's talk about it later."

Shi Junji simply put down the memorial in his hand, followed Xu Yunjin's movements with his eyes: "Why is he returning to Beijing?"

After Xu Yunjin changed his clothes, he glanced at Shi Junji: "What do you care about him so much?"

Shi Junji laughed twice: "Didn't Hu Buke want to marry that Luoxue? Why did he come back to marry her?"

"I said you weren't." Xu Yunjin was a bit dumbfounded, "How long ago did Luoxue and I meet? How long have we not seen each other? Why are you still holding on to Luoxue? Besides, aren't you Are you clear that nothing happened between me and Luoxue?"

nothing happened?Shi Junji snorted coldly in his heart, he had seen Luoxue looking at Xu Yunjin before, so nothing happened, right?Shi Jun was extremely reluctant: "Do you know what people say outside now?"

"Outside?" Xu Yunjin asked suspiciously, "How do you say it?"

"It's said that Xu Shi is the child of you and Luoxue, and when you ransomed Luoxue back then, she didn't show up for such a long time. Everyone said that it was because Luoxue was pregnant at the time, and you hid her in the golden house. After all, not everyone outside knows that Luoxue is going to marry Hu Buke, but now they are talking about it."

Xu Yunjin frowned. He had to say that before this incident happened, he had never thought of Luoxue at all. No, to be correct, after he redeemed Luoxue from Huancai Pavilion, he had never met Luoxue, and even I almost forgot about Luoxue, but I didn't expect, I didn't expect, people are more abundant than my imagination.

Seeing that Xu Yunjin didn't speak for a while, Shi Jun became extremely anxious: "Why don't you speak? Could it be that you have some connection with that Luoxue behind my back?"

Xu Yunjin recovered from his contemplation: "Which day am I not with you from morning to night? Even if I am not with you, how come you don't know my whereabouts? How can I find time to find Luoxue? I was just thinking that the spread of such words would have a very bad impact on Luoxue, after all, she is going to marry."

Shi Junji muttered in his heart that there was nothing wrong, that Luoxue was born in a brothel, if it wasn't good, it would have been a few years earlier, so what's there to hide and worry about?But Shi Junji knew that Xu Yunjin would be annoyed again by saying such words, so he could only mutter in his heart.

Xu Yunjin thought for a while: "I think it's better to let the news about Hu Buke and Luoxue's marriage come to light. Of course, I will first seek the opinions of Hu Buke and Luoxue. As for Xu Shi's life experience," Xu Yunjin glanced at Shi Junji, "Of course we can't tell the real identity, so let's just say it's me and... Yaoqin's child."

"No!" As soon as Shi Junji heard Yaoqin's name, he refused without thinking. It can be said that Yaoqin is the only woman Xu Yunjin has ever had a crush on. Yaoqin's name, not to mention why Xu Yunjin would propose Yaoqin?Could it be that he still has nostalgia for Yaoqin? Thinking of this, Shi Junji's face became more and more ugly, "Yaoqin is from the Baihe Sect, if you say that Xu Shi's mother is Yaoqin, you will have to make waves."

It's not that Xu Yunjin has any nostalgia for Yaoqin, but there are not many women around him. Except for Xu Jiashi, Xu Yunqin, and Shao Peilan, the rest are nothing but women from brothels like Luoxue. It was Yaoqin, but Xu Yunjin regretted it when he said it, Yaoqin was not a secret between him and Shi Junji, and Shi Junji couldn't help but think about it himself.

"Then look, what should I say?" Xu Yunjin stopped playing the Yaoqin, but asked Shi Junji.

Shi Junji did not agree to allow Yaoqin to be Xu Shi's "birth mother", nor did he want Luoxue to sit down on this matter, let alone other women. In Shi Junji's mind, this child was his and Xu Yunjin's. , has nothing to do with any woman.Shi Junji never wronged himself to do things he didn't want to do, let alone things related to Xu Yunjin, so he said immediately: "Just say that Xu Shi's biological mother died of dystocia."

Xu Yunjin frowned: "That's not right, people won't believe such a statement at all, and it's easier to believe that Luo Xue is Xu Shi's biological mother, and then release the news that Luo Xue married Hu Buke, but Hu Buke is my subordinate... ..."

Shi Junji was silent for a while, then suddenly smiled: "Yun Jin, do you feel that you are very different from before?"

Xu Yunjin was stunned, not understanding what Shi Junji meant.

Shi Junji said slowly: "In my impression, my Yun Jin is a person who dares to say anything and dare to do anything, but now it's just a rumor that doesn't belong, and my Yun Jin is so caring." Looking at the head and tail, this is not like the Xu Yunjin I first met."

Xu Yunjin blinked, yes, I think back when he was just the fifth young man in the capital, he was just Xu Yunjin, he didn't care about anyone, he lived in his own world, life was full of fun, and he wanted to go to Huancai Pavilion So he went to Huancai Pavilion, and stayed out of the night if he wanted to. He was not afraid of any good or bad rumors about him, and he would never be afraid that someone would hurt him, because he knew that he would not allow this to happen.

So since when did this change?Did it start from getting to know Shi Junji?Or after being with Shi Junji?He learned to shrink his hands and feet, worried about various things every day, saddened by the departure of everyone around him, and gradually learned to control his emotions. He began to look at the beginning and end of things, and some things could not be done due to his identity Too out of the ordinary, let alone do something that arouses suspicion.Yes, he has changed, he doesn't know whether this change is good or bad, but obviously, a long time ago, he hated such a person, and he is gradually becoming the person he hates.

He didn't want to do this, maybe because he cared too much about Shi Junji, or maybe because of his subconscious mind, he felt that he couldn't bring Shi Junji too much trouble, so all his arrogance and arrogance seemed to be because of Shi Junji's gradual disappearance. , the edges and corners have been smoothed, and they will never return to their original appearance.

However, is this Xu Yunjin what Shi Jun really wants?Xu Yunjin asked himself, he turned his head to look at Shi Junji, Shi Junji was also looking at him very seriously, in fact, he has always known that even if he has not changed, he is still the original self, Shi Junji will still love He remains the same, because Shi Junji first fell in love with him like that, isn't he?He knew more clearly that Shi Junji wanted him to be like before, regardless of anyone's gossip, to announce to the whole world that Xu Yunjin belonged to Shi Junji, and Shi Junji belonged to Xu Yunjin.

He is actually just afraid, he is afraid that his willfulness and arrogance will make him lose Shi Junji, no matter how calm he is on the surface, he can't change the deepest fear in his heart, he is afraid that Shi Junji will eventually get tired of that kind of life himself, so he is subconsciously changing.

But is he still him now?Did he enjoy it?No, he wasn't happy, never had been.Xu Yunjin closed his eyes, it is true that he loves Shi Junji, but he should never change himself beyond recognition because of his love for Shi Junji, and what Shi Junji loves should also be the original self, otherwise, that love, no matter what.

Xu Yunjin opened his eyes, and smiled at Shi Junji, his raised eyebrows and eyes were just like Shi Junji's appearance when he first met Xu Yunjin: "So what if he died of dystocia? So what if Luoxue married Hu Buke? My business , have you ever let someone else tell you what to do?"

Shi Junji also laughed, stood up and hugged Xu Yunjin, whispering in his ear, "I'm willing to see you like this."

Xu Yunjin bumped Shi Junji's abdomen with his arm: "Just talk, it's just getting dark, why are you dragging me to bed?"

"What? Of course it's serious business?"

Xu Yunjin broke free from Shi Junji's shackles: "What's the trouble, hurry up and review the memorial, didn't you see that the memorial is all set up on a table?"

So Shi Junji felt aggrieved and went to review the memorial, Xu Yunjin tidied up the clothes that Shi Junji had crumpled, and then heard a knock on the door: "Second Young Master, there is news."

It was Sandalwood's voice, Xu Yunjin said calmly, "Understood, I'll go out right away." Then Xu Yunjin went out of the room, looked around, and went to the next room with Sandalwood: "How is it?"

Sandalwood lowered her voice: "The news has been found out, and it has never been known by the other party. It is exactly as you expected, master."

Xu Yunjin's expression darkened, and he asked after a while, "Where is the specific content?"

"Here I am."

Xu Yunjin nodded: "I see, no one will take me to the house tomorrow."

Sandalwood complied, and retreated, Xu Yunjin lowered his head and gritted his teeth and cursed secretly: "Okay you..."

The author has something to say: ╮(╯﹏╰)╭I almost wrote a new article last night, I really don’t know what to say about myself...

Originally, I wanted to end Emperor's Heart in October, but now it seems that it is too much, well, it must end in November!

I know that chasing articles is actually a very sad thing, so I am very grateful to those who have been with me until now!Of course, the newcomers also want to thank you!In any case, with the company of my dear friends, we can go all the way to the present!

... Well, forgive me for reading a lot of things in the past few days that are very sad. Forgive me, who has cried several times. Occasionally, people have to be hypocritical.By the way, I don’t know if you have seen a *tragedy joke?Tomorrow's author has something to say to everyone. I really want to write a continuation, because it is so sad and sad. I basically cry once watching it...