The emperor's heart alone

One person is deeply impressed by another unfamiliar person, Xu Yunjin can't think of any other reason besides love and hatred, and he has a love-hate relationship with Shi Junji.

Xu Yunjin didn't even know Shi Junji's name yet, but no, from the very beginning when he met Shi Junji, he said it, but he still doesn't know Shi Junji's name.

Xu Yunjin stood at the corner of the street with a gloomy expression, closed his eyes to suppress the bad breath in his heart.

"Second Young Master?" Qing Pei stood behind Xu Yunjin, with a worried look on his face.

Xu Yunjin put his hands on Qingpei's body, as if he could only stand on Qingpei's shoulders.The fine black hair on his forehead was blown by the wind in front of his eyes, and his face was slightly itchy. What Xu Yunjin wanted to say was in his mouth, but in the end he just let out a sigh.

There was a sharp pain in Qingpei's shoulder, but Qingpei's face did not change at all, he lowered his head showing respect: "Second Young Master, it's time to go back."

Xu Yunjin let out a "huh", turned around and walked back, his footsteps stopped: "Go back to Xu's residence."

Qingpei asked Qinghuan to pick up some personal belongings that were still in Liu Sanshao's house, and accompanied Xu Yunjin back to Xu's mansion, and under Xu Yunjin's signal, Sandalwood was also brought back.Qinghuan and Qingpei are the only people who accompany Xu Yunjin all the year round. There are indeed fewer people. Of course, there is no shortage of people in Xu's residence. There are really not many people who can bring them out and make Xu Yunjin feel at ease to handle affairs.Cuihu can also be regarded as Xu Yunjin's closest maid, but because Xu Yunjin doesn't want to get close to women and Xu Yunjin himself doesn't like to let women get close, Cuihu's sense of existence is very low.

Qingpei, who understands Xu Yunjin's intentions, knows that Xu Yunjin wants to cultivate people who can rest assured by his side.Sandalwood was favored by Xu Yunjin, and he didn't know if it was good or bad.

Qinghuan was only responsible for bringing the sandalwood back to Xu's mansion and had someone tell Liu Sanshao that Xu Yunjin had taken the sandalwood, and Qingpei would do the rest.Qingpei took the sandalwood away, and it took a long time for the sandalwood to return to Xu Yunjin. At that time, the sandalwood was already a reassuring existence for Xu Yunjin.

Xu Yunjin's carriage stopped at the gate of Xu Mansion, and the servants guarding the gate saw Xu Yunjin get off the carriage, and hurriedly opened the gate.

As soon as Xu Yunjin entered the gate with the green pendant, he saw Xu Yunting hurrying towards him.

Xu Yunting also saw Xu Yunjin, and raised his eyebrows from a distance: "Second Young Master, you know you're home?" Every time Xu Yunting was angry with Xu Yunjin, he would call Xu Yunjin "Second Young Master."

When he got closer, he smelled the smell of alcohol on Xu Yunjin's body, his brows furrowed even more, and he scolded lightly: "It's not even noon now, why did you smell like alcohol? Let dad find out that you have stripped your body." Skin."

Xu Yunjin didn't care at all about Xu Yunting's anger and the words "Let Dad find out that you were skinned": "I heard that Dad has been very busy during this period, leaving early and returning late every day, and sometimes he didn't come back at night. .”

Xu Yunting snorted softly; "There will always be a time when things pass, and I can't help you at that time."

Xu Yunjin chuckled twice: "Today Young Master Li left the capital and went to Ningcheng. Young Master Su and I went to see him off together. We should drink some wine, but not too much."

Xu Yunting also didn't want to say more about Xu Yunjin, even if he was not a high-ranking official, he couldn't be free in troubled times. This time he came back to the mansion to pick up things. Who would have thought that he would meet Xu Yunjin at the door: "Hurry up and don't let us worry about it." Xu Yunting Sighing softly, "Mother and third sister are at home. You haven't come back for such a long time, so you should go to see mother and third sister. If father doesn't come back tonight, I may come back very late. Dinner You will eat with your mother and third sister." After hesitating for a while, Xu Yunting said softly, "Father and I are often not in the mansion, but the mansion must always be supported by men. One is a woman and the other is a woman. You haven't left the cabinet yet, it's best for you to stay in the mansion to take care of one or two, at least you have to go back at night."

"Enen, I know, I know." Xu Yunjin responded indiscriminately. Xu Yunjin would never tell anyone about what happened in Dongli Courtyard back then, not even Xu Yunting. Maybe he said to Xu Yunting, "I was recovering from my injuries and I was afraid that something bad would happen so I never went back home".But Xu Yunjin's carelessness made Xu Yunting think that Xu Yunjin was perfunctory him.

"It would be great if you knew. If you knew, you wouldn't have kept your face for so many days. If you knew, you wouldn't have come back until now!" Xu Yunting scolded again.

Xu Yunjin was reprimanded for no reason, and he didn't argue: "Oh brother, I really know, I promise!" As he spoke, he started to walk into the mansion, "Qingpei, let's go in quickly, and please greet my mother."

Xu Yunting shook his head helplessly, and stopped calling Xu Yunjin who had already slipped into the mansion, touched the things in his arms subconsciously, turned and left Xu's mansion.

Seeing that Xu Yunting didn't come after him, Xu Yunjin slowed down and wandered to Xu Jiashi's place. After a while of tired and crooked words, Xu Jiashi felt sorry for Xu Yunjin who had just finished drinking and sent Xu Yunjin to rest.Xu Yunjin didn't refuse, and went straight to his room when he went out.

"Second Young Master."

Xu Yunjin stopped in front of the door, frowning: "Cuihu? What's the matter?"

Cuihu lowered her head and bit her lips. Before Xu Yunjin lost patience, she finally said, "Second Young Master, where have you been all this time? Why haven't you come back?"

Xu Yunjin's face darkened: "Are you questioning me?"

Cuihu panicked: "I dare not, my servant, my servant is just worried about the second young master..."

"My lord, I don't need you to worry." Xu Yunjin interrupted Cuihu's words impatiently, stretched out his hand and rubbed his forehead, the alcohol was a little bit up, his head was a little dizzy, and there was some pain, "Go down."

Cuihu didn't move.

"Go down!"

Cuihu moved this time, but instead of leaving, he took a few steps forward, almost touching Xu Yunjin's body: "Second Young Master, let me wait for you to rest."

Xu Yunjin was really angry this time, and Qingpei, who was standing beside him acting as a piece of wood, could clearly feel Xu Yunjin's anger, so he stopped pretending not to be there, and left Xu Yunjin's side by dragging Cuihu.

When Xu Yunjin took off his clothes and lay on the bed, Qing Pei came back alone.

"You, Qinghuan and Cuihu are the ones who stayed by my side when I was young." Xu Yunjin who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed suddenly said, "Afterwards you went to Young Master Su's place and came back There are more martial arts and less smiles, at that time I told myself, you are my people, if it is not forced, I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do."

"Second Young Master, I didn't..."

"Qinghuan has always been well protected, I know it's not my credit, it's yours." Xu Yunjin said calmly, but Qingpei's words were interrupted, "Qinghuan is like a girl who will never grow up. Child, I am very happy to keep him by my side, but that is all. If he really likes Cuihu, I am also happy to fulfill them."

"As for Cuihu, it may be because of my negligence, or maybe it is because her heart is getting bigger and bigger. Cuihu is no longer the same her before, and my impatience with her has almost reached the extreme. But she is mine. Man, without making a big mistake, I have no reason to drive her away."

Qingpei trembled all over, raised her drooping head, opened her mouth but said nothing.

Xu Yunjin, who had his eyes closed, didn't notice Qingpei's hesitancy to speak, and continued on his own: "In the future, I will not put Cuihu by my side. If Qinghuan chooses Cuihu, I think Qinghuan is going to leave my side too."

Qingpei lowered her head again, clenched her hands behind her back into fists: "... Don't worry, Second Young Master, I know what to do."

Xu Yunjin sighed, sometimes he was also very surprised, how could a person like himself live so long like this, there are really people in this world who can endure themselves all the time.He clearly knows Cuihu's intentions, Qinghuan's intentions, and Qingpei's intentions, but he just hates this one who persecutes that one, saying that his own people can't treat them badly, but he still wantonly interferes with them according to his own thoughts.

Xu Yunjin lived too recklessly and acted too recklessly. He was glad that he had such parents, brothers and sisters, that he had such friends and subordinates, and that he could always be by his side. He didn't dislike him, but was more tolerant and accepting. Even so, Xu Yunjin felt that it was not enough, far from enough.

What is missing?Xu Yunjin's thoughts were a little far away, what was the reason for that feeling of emptiness, grievance, and wanting to make people cry?He clearly possesses something that other people have been chasing for all their lives, even if they can't get it all their lives, why does he feel that it is not enough?

"...Second Young Master, I don't know if Cuihu will always be by your side, but I guarantee that Qinghuan will never leave."

Xu Yunjin finally opened his eyes, glanced at Qingpei with a half-smile, squinted his eyes and looked out of the open window: "The sandalwood was brought to Young Master Su, he knew what to do."

"Yes."

Qing Pei closed the doors and windows when she went out, the room became quiet and dark, and Xu Yunjin fell into a deep sleep.

When he woke up, the sun was already in the west, Xu Yunjin called out, but it was Qinghuan who brought someone in.

"Where is Green Lake?"

"Qing Pei said that Sister Cuihu had something to do, so she asked me to wait outside for you, Second Young Master, to get up." Qinghuan approached Xu Yunjin, giggling twice, "Second Young Master, what did Sister Cuihu do? "

Xu Yunjin pushed away Qinghuan who was blocking his way, and took the handkerchief handed over by the servant, "Ask Qingpei about this."

"I asked, but Qingpei didn't tell me." Qinghuan's expression became a little sad, "Qingpei is also really serious. Whenever he met sister Cuihu, he would keep it from me, and his face was so ugly."

"Oh!" Qinghuan exclaimed suddenly, and Xu Yunjin froze for a moment.

"What's your name?" - Xu Yunjin who was frightened.

"Second Young Master, do you think Qingpei likes Sister Cuihu? So he was not happy when I asked about Sister Cuihu? Ah, Qingpei won't snatch it from me, right? But I like Cuihu first. Sister Hu's."

"..." Xu Yunjin threw down the towel in his hand, raised his legs and walked towards the dining hall.

"Second Young Master! Second Young Master, don't leave, tell me right now!"

"..." Xu Yunjin quickened his pace.