The emperor's heart alone

As soon as Xu Yunjin said this, Shi Junji's face suddenly became ugly, and the air pressure around him became lower and lower. Su Shao and the others had a look of astonishment in their eyes. Their identities are not bad, but no one can exude this kind of essence. It can be seen that the identity of the visitor is not low, and they can also see the appearance of this person, it is the person they met in Donglaiju some time ago.

Su Shao's eyes flashed with worry, and he looked at Xu Yunjin full of worry. On the contrary, Xu Yunjin didn't think there was anything wrong, maybe he didn't care that Shi Jun was extremely angry. Xu Yunjin hinted to Su Shao and the others to go out, but Su Shao hesitated After a while, he stood up first, and Liu Sanshao and others also stood up, Su Shao glanced at Shi Junji, and said to Xu Yunjin: "Then we will go first, if there is anything, let Qingpei come Find me at my house."

Xu Yunjin shook his head: "You don't have to worry about me." He said again, "Let's go."

During this process, Shi Junji didn't say a word, just stared at Xu Yunjin, Xu Yunjin also ignored him, when Su Shao left, Xu Yunjin slowly ate up the food in the bowl, and called Qingpei in : "Ask someone to prepare another table of food." His eyes fell on Shi Junji, with a faint smile, "Some people are rich and noble, and they can't eat the leftovers of our little people."

Qingpei took the order to retreat, Shi Junji stared at Xu Yunjin who didn't look at him, finally he was defeated first, and sat beside Xu Yunjin: "Why are you angry with me?"

Xu Yunjin snorted coldly: "I don't dare to be angry with you. If you are unhappy and take my life, where am I going to reason? Could it be that I went down to find King Hades?" He was suddenly enlightened again, shaking his head He said, "No, no, even if you sue the king of hell, the king of hell will not face me. Who made your status so much higher than mine?"

Shi Jun couldn't help being frustrated and said: "Even if I'm wrong, you still have to point it out, right? If you don't tell me, how do I know why you are angry?" After thinking about it, "Is it because I sent the medicinal materials that day?" matter?"

Xu Yunjin just ate without answering.Shi Junji couldn't understand Xu Yunjin's thoughts, so he couldn't help becoming irritable. The two of them were still in harmony when he left that day, so what happened to make Xu Yunjin so angry that he didn't want to pay attention to him?

Shi Junji sighed, and stopped Xu Yunjin from eating like self-abuse: "If you are angry with me, you can vent it on me. You know that you are not in good health, but you still eat so much. Isn't it you who are suffering? You Being so smart, it’s not possible that you can’t see through this point.”

Xu Yunjin paused: "What you said is really unreasonable. I can see my identity clearly, so how dare I be angry with you? It's not that I'm impatient with life, and something must happen to cause trouble for myself."

How could Shi Junji not hear that Xu Yunjin was really angry?I didn't care whether Xu Yunjin was disrespectful or implying something when he said this to himself, he just said: "I will be wronged by the doctor for what I said that night. I thought you understood what I said that night. You know that I like you, don't you?" Why? Why do you have to distort the facts? Could it be that you don't believe me?"

Xu Yunjin suddenly raised his head and looked at Shi Junji, his eyes revealed disbelief, he knew that Shi Junji liked him very well, but he never thought that Shi Junji would be straightforward about liking him Speaking out, Xu Yunjin couldn't express his feelings, but he knew that something had changed with Shi Junji's "I like you", and unconsciously, his tone softened: "...I know."

Shi Junji breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, I thought it was because I didn't understand what I said, which made you doubt me." After thinking about it, he smiled, "It seems that I should just say that I like you, That's the bad thing about smart people, as long as they don't get an accurate answer, they always think blindly, and always think about the worst."

Xu Yunjin swallowed the phrase "likes can't represent everything" abruptly, and said: "I'm not a smart person."

Shi Junji still had a smile on his face: "It doesn't matter if I'm not smart, as long as I'm smart enough."

"It's the first time I've seen someone say that I'm smart, it's really immodest."

Shi Jun didn't take it seriously, and suddenly asked: "What do you think of me?"

Xu Yunjin froze, Shi Junji said that he liked him, logically speaking, he should respond to him, because he also liked him, but he couldn't say it.There are too many obstacles between them, and he has not yet decided whether to go on with this person in front of him. As Shi Junji said, he is a smart person, and a smart person will always look forward and backward and think a lot, but what he is most afraid of is What matters is whether the two of them can persevere, he thinks he can, but Shi Junji, he is not at all sure.

Xu Yunjin sighed in his heart, people live in the world, there are always some things to worry about, even he is not immune, in fact, there is nothing wrong with it, if you are really alone, you may not be happy, but there are some things that must be done Yes, and some things can be done or not, and even some things should not and cannot be done.From the beginning of his memory until now, he has done most of the things that must be done, but he has also done a lot of things that should not be done, but he has never done any of the things that should not and cannot be done.

He admitted that in some respects, he was a coward, and he didn't have the courage to go on at all. The blame was only because there was no one who could go on with him. Xu Yunjin turned to look at Shi Junji, he really didn't Make sure, is this person someone who can walk side by side with me? He doesn't know Shi Junji well enough, and he hasn't seen what the real Shi Junji looks like. He never shows himself what he wants to see in front of him. .

That's not what he really looks like, Xu Yunjin didn't dare to take the risk.

From Xu Yunjin's long silence, Shi Junji seemed to feel something. He is worthy of being the most intelligent person in the world. He seemed to be able to vaguely detect Xu Yunjin's thoughts, and there was such a hint of joy in his heart. He knew it. If you really don't like yourself, how can you be silent for such a long time?What's more, now that he is still angry with himself, he just opens his mouth and says he doesn't like it, so why should he think about it?

At the next moment, Shi Junji also thought of Xu Yunjin's concerns. He was not surprised that Xu Yunjin would think so. If Xu Yunjin told himself that he liked to be together after he knew what he wanted, then he would not be the Xu Yunjin he liked.The world is so big, and there are so many people, there are people who look similar to Xu Yunjin, there is not only one person with Xu Yunjin's personality, but he fell in love with Xu Yunjin, naturally because even if there is someone in this world who is exactly like Xu Yunjin He only loves Xu Yunjin and not the person like him. His heart can clearly distinguish who is Xu Yunjin and who is the one worthy of his life to love.Even if one day his appearance changes and his personality changes, he still loves him.

Shi Junji fell in love with Xu Yunjin's appearance and personality because he loved Xu Yunjin, not Xu Yunjin's appearance and personality before falling in love with him.

The room fell into silence, and it took a long time to hear Shi Junji speak again, his voice was soft, as if he was worried that something would be frightened if the voice was too loud: "I said I like you, I said I love you, but I never talked to you." I said, I want to be with you forever, no matter what is waiting for us ahead, meet God and kill God, meet Buddha and kill Buddha, no one in this world can stop us from being together. I know your pride, you Persistence, I will not let you stand behind me, you stand side by side with me, what can be difficult for you and me in this world?"

Seeing Xu Yunjin's expression softened, Shi Junji continued, "You have to trust me after all, trusting me is like trusting yourself, and everything about me is yours, you can take whatever you want, I will never Stop it. Even so, can't you put aside all your thoughts and walk with me on those thoughts that haven't turned into reality? It's fine if you don't meet, but you and I know each other, know each other, why can't we be together? Even ordinary people want to find a childhood sweetheart or like to be together. Why are we rich and powerful, but we are blocked from the road, tied up and regretted for life? I can't do such a thing, and you can't, we bear it More, deserved more."

Xu Yunjin's heart twitched, his brows and eyes drooped, Shi Jun couldn't see Xu Yunjin's expression clearly, he was not in a hurry, he seemed to have a plan in mind, and he was sure that Xu Yunjin would be persuaded by him.Xu Yunjin twisted the milky white fragments on the cuffs of his red shirt, earnestly with a bit of piety, no one spoke for a while.

Xu Yunjin did not deny that he was moved by Shi Junji, and Xu Yunjin was never someone's accessory, even if Shi Junji had the ability to protect himself completely, he would not be happy.He was happy that Shi Junji was able to put himself on an equal footing with him, and that Shi Junji really wanted to work hard for this relationship in order to get results, and what was even more greedy was what Shi Junji promised him—this In this world, you can not only trust yourself, but you can also trust another person without reservation. That person will not harm you, will not be afraid of you, will not abandon you, will not deceive you, this temptation is too great, Xu Yunjin I can't help myself.

He suddenly had the idea of ​​wanting to go on with this person in front of him, not for anything else but for himself.

Meals were prepared for Shi Junji again on the table, Xu Yunjin put down his chopsticks, he was already full, so he picked up food for Shi Junji himself, and motioned for Shi Junji to eat.

Xu Yunjin's gaze stayed on the table, and he suddenly said, "Do you know why I'm angry?"

Shi Junji shook his head.

Xu Yunjin narrowed his eyes, unexpectedly exuding joy all over his body: "You will always know in the future."

Shi Jun was extremely puzzled, but he didn't ask, he knew that Xu Yunjin still had something to say.

Sure enough, after being silent for a while, Xu Yunjin spoke again: "You have to do something to let me see your sincerity."

The movements in Shi Junji's hands stopped, and a joy spread from the bottom of his heart to his whole body. Even when he was in charge that year and stepped up to the real highest place in the world step by step, he was never so happy, so joyful, Shi Junji was overwhelmed. Controlling his excitement, he whispered: "Don't worry, I will never let you down."

Xu Yunjin laughed. He didn't laugh when Shi Junji said so many words just now, but he laughed when he heard this sentence. It seemed that this sentence made him laugh more than any previous sentence.