The emperor's heart alone

Chu Fang didn't know that he was lucky enough to escape, and his face still had a provocative look. Shi Junji didn't say anything for a long time, but Xu Yunjin thought about it for a while, and said helplessly: "Chu Fang, what happened during this time? There are quite a lot of things, really, I also really regard you as a friend." Xu Yunjin bit the word "friend" very hard, "Chu Fang, I said that, do you understand?"

Chu Fang blinked and shook his head: "I don't understand."

Xu Yunjin paid the amount with his hands, thinking about what to say to make Chu Fang understand: "Let me put it this way, I am very happy that you and I can be friends, but this is the only way to go. It is impossible to go any further. I can only be your friend." are friends."

Chu Fang blinked again, but Shi Junji couldn't see it from the side, and taunted him directly: "I said, people don't like you, what are you still doing here? Do you really don't understand or don't want to understand?" ?”

Chu Fang's face darkened a little bit, did he really not understand?Of course not, he just didn't want to give up.Since Chu Fang was born, he has only really liked such a person, why not give up after fighting for it?Until the end, he couldn't convince himself that he couldn't succeed.

"Yunjin, we still have a long time." Chu Fang ignored Shi Junji's sarcasm, but looked at Xu Yunjin very seriously, "Yunjin, give me a chance? I promise, I will pamper you." You love you and I will be by your side no matter what."

Xu Yunjin moved slightly and didn't speak yet, but Shi Junji on the side became nervous first. Shi Junji was worried that Xu Yunjin would be persuaded by Chu Fang, and really wanted to have a try with Chu Fang.

Xu Yunjin tilted his head, confused: "But, why?" Xu Yunjin admitted that he likes Shi Junji, but until now he has never made up his mind to really be with Shi Junji, he always has too many worries , so why did Chu Fang say so firmly that he would not give up when he was with him?Why can Chu Fang be so firm that he wants to be with him and not care about other things?He couldn't figure it out, and these were the questions he wanted answered.

"Why? There is no reason for this?" Chu Fang was surprised on his face, and then he remembered something, and the surprise turned into a memory, "I remember that I just returned to the capital and went to the Huan Caige, I was standing on the first floor. I heard you talking, and when I looked up, I saw you leaning on the second floor with blushing cheeks. Just one look, and I was lost. My heart was beating in my chest, as if I hadn’t touched it. You don't seem to be quiet."

"Later when I knew your identity, I felt more and more that the person I like should be like this. I follow you again and again, meet you again and again, and every time I meet, I feel that I like you more. My father told me that in the days to come, I will eventually meet someone. As long as I meet him, no one in the world will be able to see me again. After meeting you, I know that I will eventually meet who is that person?"

"Yun Jin, you asked me why I could choose to be with you so firmly, because I know that although the world is big, no one can enter my heart, and I know that if I miss you, the rest of the time I will never meet anyone better than you, I am so sure, so determined."

"Obstruction from the world and opposition from family members shouldn't be the reason why we can't be together, as long as we love each other." Chu Fang spoke slowly but firmly, "Yun Jin, it doesn't mean that things that others disagree with are wrong. People can only live together." In this life, if we can't even be with the people we love, what else can we gain? You can't wrong yourself because you are afraid of hurting others, and hurt irrelevant people, so what do they have to do with us? Hurt What kind of friends are we who have lost our own friends? We hurt our family members, and we kneel and beg for their forgiveness. One day they will choose to understand us, but if we hurt ourselves, we can what else can we do?"

Xu Yunjin was silent for a long, long time, Chu Fang squatted beside Xu Yunjin and looked at him expectantly. Finally, Xu Yunjin said: "...but if everyone disagrees, such a love that is not blessed and not expected is really true. Can you hold on?"

"Why not? Love is just a matter between two people." Chu Fang said seriously, "We have done enough for others, why don't we let ourselves go? The pressure is all for yourself, as long as you are willing to believe that we are not Nothing wrong, how can there be pressure?"

Xu Yunjin looked at Chu Fang and fell silent again. Xu Yunjin thought he was a smart person, but it seemed that he did not have the courage of Chu Fang. It seemed that smart people always feared too many things, and ended up alone.Xu Yunjin went to see Shi Junji again, and he found that Shi Junji had a deep feeling in his eyes that he couldn't see through. Xu Yunjin suddenly understood, but it wasn't what Chu Fang said.

——He already has a great deal of confidence in determining who Shi Junji is. If he is really the person he has determined, what can't be done?Coupled with his meager strength, how could he end up in a situation that made him fearful?He was sure that Shi Junji really wanted to be with him, he was sure that Shi Junji's thoughts would exist for a long, long time, and he was even more sure that he would make Shi Junji unable to leave him for the rest of his life, Xu Yunjin suddenly Just laughed, since he can be sure of so many things, and these things are the most important in this matter, why should he hesitate?

He, Xu Yunjin, should be arrogant, romantic, and not afraid of anyone or anything. When did he become so restrained?When did he dare not even try?This kind of him is definitely not Xu Ershao among the five young masters in the capital!

Xu Yunjin looked at Chu Fang, and said to Chu Fang seriously: "Thank you, you made me understand one thing." He went to see Shi Junji again, but he didn't speak. Shi Junji was puzzled at first, but finally understood Understanding what Xu Yunjin meant, the smile on the corner of his mouth bloomed, making Xu Yunjin look a little dazzled. He always knew that Shi Junji was good-looking, but this was the first time he saw Shi Junji's smile like this, Xu Yunjin thought, Maybe he is the only one who can make Shi Junji smile like this, no, not maybe, but definitely.

Xu Yunjin went to see Chu Fang again, but Chu Fang was stunned, and Chu Fang asked hesitantly, "What's the matter?"

Xu Yunjin raised his eyebrows, and finally stood up from the couch, then pulled up Chu Fang, who was half-squatting and looking up at him, and opened his mouth under Chu Fang's gradually becoming clear and begging eyes: "Chu Fang , I am so grateful for this love you have for me, really, I have never met someone who treats me like you, without him, I think I will definitely choose you in the end, but sorry, like As you said, although the world is vast, for me, there is only one person who is unique and irreplaceable, but unfortunately that person is not you."

"Chu Fang, I know such words are cruel, but I'm sorry, I can't lie to myself, and I can't lie to you that I like you, I have someone I like, and I have been hesitant to be with him before. I made up my mind."

"I hope you can get out of this relationship. Even if you never meet someone you like again in your later life, I still hope you can find someone who can be with you for the rest of your life." Xu Yunjin said, "I'm actually a very Selfish person, even if I know how much you like me, I still have to choose the one I like, even if our road is more difficult."

Chu Fang's understanding and begging gradually turned into mourning. He turned his face away from looking at Xu Yunjin. After a long silence, he finally asked the question he wanted to ask the most, with a trace of unwillingness: "Who is that person?" ?”

Xu Yunjin looked at Shi Junji subconsciously: "...the distance is far away, but it is close in front of us."

There were only Xu Yunjin, Shi Junji and Chu Fang in the big room. Chu Fang knew who that person was in an instant. Chu Fang suddenly looked up at Shi Junji, but what he saw was Shi Junji's ecstatic expression , he suddenly resented that he had said so many words just now. He thought he could touch Xu Yunjin's heart, but unexpectedly, it made Xu Yunjin make up his mind to be with this person in front of him!

Xu Yunjin seemed to have seen Chu Fang's thoughts, and sighed: "Chu Fang, even if I don't understand today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, next month, next month, or even next year, the year after next, I will one day I will figure it out, it has nothing to do with you." He added, "I like him, even if I don't choose to be with him in the end, as long as I still like him, I won't be with others."

Chu Fang finally knew that there was absolutely no hope for him. From the very beginning, as far back as the first time he met Xu Yunjin, he had no chance, but he had been lying to himself, as long as he worked harder, worked harder. After a while, he will be with Xu Yunjin.

He deceived himself and others, and he, Chu Fang, could not avoid it.

Xu Yunjin felt a little sour in his heart, hesitated for a while, then raised his hand and patted Chu Fang's shoulder without saying a word.

Chu Fang didn't say a word, didn't even lift his head, he slowly pushed away Xu Yunjin who was standing in front of him, Xu Yunjin also stood aside, Chu Fang clenched his fist, and walked towards the door step by step. go outside.

The room was very depressed, Xu Yunjin stared at Chu Fang worriedly, he always thought that Chu Fang would cry, but until he walked out of the room, Xu Yunjin's worry did not come true.Xu Yunjin stared blankly at the open room, but he knew in his heart that he would see Chu Fang next time, and he didn't know when it would be.

Shi Jun quietly hugged Xu Yunjin from behind: "Don't feel sorry for him."

Xu Yunjin was stunned for a while, and finally shook his head: "You don't understand."

Shi Jun was very dissatisfied: "What do I not understand?"

Xu Yunjin didn't speak anymore.

Shi Junji didn't force it, he directly pulled Xu Yunjin back to the couch where Xu Yunjin got up just now, sat down, let Xu Yunjin sit beside him, and turned Xu Yunjin's face: "We are together, it won't be as hard as you imagined , don’t worry.” After thinking for a while, “I can give you much more than what Chu Fang can give you.”

Xu Yunjin looked away: "Arrange an official position for Chu Fang and send him out of Beijing."

"This……"

"I know you can do it." Xu Yunjin said lightly, "For you, this is not difficult, is it?"

Shi Junji only hesitated for three seconds, and finally nodded: "Okay." But he was a little happy in his heart. Xu Yunjin's proposal was right in his heart. Desirable.