[HP] Illusion

No one knows the feeling of being without father and mother better than Harry. He lost his parents and became an orphan. He has lived in the Dursleys since he was sensible, and he has never experienced the love from his parents until he went to school. After coming to Hogwarts and knowing so many things, it is true that the relationship between little Snape and his parents is not good, and he also lacks the love and care from his parents, so he has always used his own way to give He makes up for it -- though he doesn't do it very well.

Harry didn't know what little Snape was thinking, but judging from the boy's behavior, he didn't care as much as he seemed.Lily just said that someone once saw little Snape in Spider's End. If this is true, it at least shows that little Snape returned to his home when he came back.

Harry knew what was going on in little Snape's family, and he knew how disappointed little Snape was with his parents. Sometimes even Harry pretended to mention it casually, and the boy would be very upset.

This person must be very sad too.

Harry wasn't the person involved, and he couldn't put himself in this person's shoes at all in such a matter.The most different thing is that he was still ignorant when he lost it, while little Snape was almost an adult, he knew everything, but he was at an age where he didn't understand anything.

In fact, they are not the same in any respect.The two no longer have a real relative in the sense of blood, and they are the only ones left in this world.

What if he was destined to leave too, and Lily was destined to leave too?Will little Snape be as sad as now?

The person who finally gained some warmth has to go back to that cold, dark-faced, distorted and dark old bat?

With previous experience, Harry could probably imagine that scene.

— But, so what?At this stage, isn't he only able to see walking steps?

After Lily left, the young man walked quickly to the bedroom on the first floor. The boy still buried himself in the pillow, and the quilt was still in pieces. It's tiny wrinkles, it looks like a piece of waste paper that has been crumpled and unfolded.

The unsteady breathing was accompanied by some faint sobbing, which was so heavy that it was hard to breathe.Harry wondered how long the boy had been like this, or had he just run away from Lily's house?The fists clenched by the young man tightened a little more.

Harry took out his wand and restored the quilt. The quilt was a little too big, and the boy was covered by the quilt. Harry took off the coat he had been wearing all the time, added some warmth to the surroundings, and then got into the quilt inside.

There were some wet marks on the pillow, as if it had gained some warmth, but it was also cold. Harry quietly approached the boy and whispered, "Sev, can you hear me?"

In such a situation, Harry was not sure that Snape could really listen to it, "The police are looking for you everywhere, I think they want to tell you that the news of the Snape couple's death, you can't keep hiding Here, no matter how you avoid it, you still have to face it in the end, don’t you?”

Harry's voice was steady, but only he knew that he was trying to control his emotions, "Do you remember my owl I discussed with you? You said it would always leave, and I told you at that time "People are always losing, but they are also constantly gaining", do you remember?" When he said this, Snape was still very young, and even Hogwarts had passed For several years, he didn't know if the boy still had such a memory.

"Some things have been lost and there is no way to recover them. No matter how upset they are, they will never come back. At this time, we have one and only one way, which is to look forward."

"Did I tell you that I was actually an orphan since I was a child," Harry said softly, looking at the snow-white ceiling, "My parents died when I was very young, and I didn't know anything at that time." I don’t understand, I can only envy other people who have parents.” He was obviously talking about his own affairs, but Harry spoke carefully, carefully considering every sentence, “So I can somewhat understand your feelings .”

While talking, Harry laughed at himself: "Probably you have passed the age of yearning for it wholeheartedly. When I was younger than you, I already understood that my parents would not come back again, and I didn't have the extravagant hope Adoptive families gave me some love and then I grew up and went to school and I found my friendships and a share of love from their parents and that's what I got. Life isn't Everything is perfect, what is missing, what is missing, there will always be something else sneaking in, sometimes we are greedy, but if we are not so greedy, we will realize how much we have got."

Harry also knew that his consolation was clumsy and lecturing, but he could only use this method to comfort the boy. In fact, he also wanted to give the boy a hug and tell him that you can come to my arms Cry a lot, I can accompany you any way you want to vent——

However, if little Snape really did that... Harry shuddered, and suddenly felt that his whole body was not well.

"We can put them in a place in our hearts, we can cry for them, we can be sad, but we also have to face it, if you don't hide, this thing didn't happen." Harry felt cruel , he has been forcing the boy to face it, but he doesn't want the boy to keep doing this. It's been a day. If the boy just stays in bed for a day without eating or sleeping, the boy's body will collapse in a few days. .

"Sev, don't let the people around you worry about you so much." In fact, thinking about it, he is not qualified to say that. "everything will get better."

— how ironic.

Harry said nervously, "Can you hear me?"

Young Snape snorted heavily, and even though it was only a heavy onset, Harry breathed a sigh of relief.Fortunately, the boy is not incapable of hearing anything.

Harry moved closer to the boy under the covers, "Now that you heard it, can you give me another response?"

"They're dead." Little Snape's voice was hoarse, suppressed as if forced out of his throat.

Harry: "..."

This sentence was unexpected to him, and he didn't know what to answer for a while.

But it’s a good thing to be willing to speak. I’m afraid that the boy has been bored, refused to say anything, and has been indulging in grief. In fact, it is not only sad, but also hurts the body. They can be sad and miss, but they have to cheer up and start again.

"That's right." That was the voice he squeezed out of his throat.

"Actually... it's the same without them." For so many years, they have been without them. Even when he went back that day, the two of them didn't even find him. His mother only cared about his father, and he looked at him After drinking, his father became more and more insane, and finally left because he couldn't stand it anymore.

——But...why did he die the next day?Tomorrow was fine that night.

Harry swallowed hard, obviously that's not what Snape said just now, he said "there's nothing left", but at a time like this when he already knew what happened to the other party, he was already unable to say, "Don't worry, you still have me."

——Because even he didn't know when he would leave this person.

Therefore, when he was comforting little Snape just now, he was very careful not to say a word that had anything to do with that sentence.

"I still have you..." Little Snape mumbled, his voice was vague, but strangely, Harry understood it quite clearly.

Harry: "..."

Probably because Harry didn't respond, the boy asked again in an almost forceful tone: "I still have you, don't I?"

If he said no at this time, did he push the boy into the abyss with his own hands?

——But if he says yes now, what if he leaves later?Wouldn't that also push the boy back again?

——He pulled the boy out with his own hands. If he pushes it in again, he will fall into a deeper place, right?

But now, he has no way to take into account the future.

"You still have many, such as Lily, such as Hogwarts, such as your roommate, and..." Harry paused, he closed his eyes slightly, and quickly opened them again, "And me. In this moment, we will all be by your side to support you, do you know how worried Lily is about you?"

Little Snape didn't speak.

Harry had said enough today, he had just come back and encountered such a scene, at this moment the boy finally spoke, he was relieved, and the heavy sleepiness hit like a snowstorm outside the window in an instant.

In fact, Harry didn't want to sleep. He tried his best to hold his eyelids, and he could still feel his brain was awake.

—at least not now.

Harry fumbled into his pocket, trying to get a bottle of refreshment out of it.

He sat up, ready to open the bottle of refreshment.The boy suddenly said in a disgusted voice——

"They're all gone, I left them behind, and now they're leaving me behind."

"Anyway, they never thought of me as their son."

"They hate me, and I hate them too..."

Harry wanted to say, it wasn't like that, but he had seen with his own eyes how the Snape couple treated little Snape, and he even knew that there were many things that little Snape didn't know at all. I can't like it, so I have been conniving the boy to stay by his side.

"It's fine to leave... I still have you, I'm not alone, you don't have parents, you also have me..."

Harry didn't have time to down the bottle of potion, but his brain was a little out of control, and he thought he could still hear little Snape's voice.

Maintaining the last trace of sobriety, the young man quickly unscrewed the refreshing potion and prepared to drink it, but the next second, his hand holding the potion bottle seemed to be caught. Harry couldn't lift his eyelids at this moment, and could only Feel the boy close to him.

Harry really wanted to open his eyes and look at the boy, but the eyes on the bridge of his nose were taken off in the next second, and a palm that was already vaguely the width of an adult covered his eyelids in an instant.

"Sev..."

The boy's hand even covered the bridge of his nose. With the cold but warm palm, Harry felt that the potion bottle in his hand had been taken away, and his consciousness became more and more blurred. "Give me……"

"Don't drink this, go to sleep..." Little Snape's voice was broken and low, like the voice of a male duck when he just changed his voice, "Let's go together..."

Then, Harry didn't know anything.

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Not everyone knows the truth of the matter accurately, and the distortion of the information in the dissemination will also make the information blurred, and finally get farther and farther away.

Spider's End Alley is a slum-like place. The people there are filthy, horrible and poor. They all live next to the stinking ditch, and they can do anything for money. This is most people's impression of this place. The people there There is no concept of crime, and you can often hear that people died there, or someone was murdered. It is like a deformed corner, which can never be equal to normal.

Sometimes, even the police will wear colored glasses to this place, and it is normal for them to look down on the people inside.

In fact, both the Snapes and his wife died this time. Of course, the police who were in charge of the investigation were not very serious. The Snapes and his wife had always been withdrawn, and his neighbors had probably only seen this couple for so many years. Several times, to be precise, the number of times can be counted with one slap, so how could you know anything.

So when someone said that they saw someone haunting that night, the police thought it might be a murder, and when the body was transported to the house for autopsy, they began to investigate. It happened that Snape had returned to Spider's End that night They were seen, but the Snape couple died mysteriously the next day. After this clue came out, the police heard that the little Snape was more mysterious than his parents. He likes to abuse children, and all kinds of clues are leading to murder, because the scene of the crime is full of glass slag and fragments, and all kinds of messy ceramic crocks have fallen to the ground...

They thought of several possibilities, but they never thought that the Snapes probably died of accidents.

Before the autopsy report came out, they were looking for young Snape from door to door. When they returned to the police station when the blizzard came, the autopsy report also came out. The report showed that old Snape died of alcoholism, and Mrs. Snape died of poisoning.

"This woman, did she die for love?" The police officer in charge looked at the autopsy report and said, "If that's not the case, could it be that old Snape went crazy and poisoned her, and died of poisoning accidentally because he drank too much alcohol? "

Another police officer who looked at the autopsy report said, "That's not the case. If the old Snape poured the poison on Irene Snape, then there should be bruises on Irene's jaw from the pressure of her fingers." , "Such traces will be revealed after death, but there are no traces on the corpse, so this article is not true at all.

"The forensic doctor said that he had never seen such a poison before. He checked the ingredients, but there were a few that couldn't be detected at all. I don't know where the poison came from."

"Or it is mixed with some messy chemical ingredients. You mix dish soap with other cleaning products to see if it will be poisoned..."

"What is this all about..." The man rolled his eyes angrily.

"So it was really just an accident?"

"It's true from the autopsy report." The man pointed to another on-site environment report and said, "You see, although Snape's house is a mess, according to the statement provided by the neighbor, old Snape has been Has the habit of drinking, and is very fierce, and even often domestic violence and abuse."

"Do you think their neighbors are reliable?

"Anyway, it's always better to have it or not," the man said nonchalantly, "let's continue, so it can be explained in this way, old Snape is a drunk, likes domestic violence, and likes to smash things everywhere, but he didn't expect This time, he was poisoned by alcohol and even led to his death, which is completely an accident." If it was just an accident, they would have quickly understood the case, and they didn't have to look for the murderer everywhere, with such a strong wind outside. Snow, you can almost bury people alive in it, okay?

"Then did this woman die for love or something? Does it really have nothing to do with their son?"

"There is no suicide note or other evidence, and we couldn't find the bottle that contained the poison she drank, so there is no way to be sure." As for their son, "Only one person said they saw him come back, but they also Didn't it mean that their son is even more mysterious, when they are like this person?"

"Wait, I remembered, isn't there a boy named Snape? I heard that he is very close to the Evans family, and he seems to live in Hibiscus Lutheran, and he is related to the Evans family. Not far."

"What's going on here?" Everyone opened their eyes wide, "Didn't Snape live in a slum, what does this have to do with the Mujinhua Road community?"

Several people discussed here, the phone rang suddenly, and the team members were a little bit unable to turn around. Fortunately, the leader answered the phone reflexively, and the rest of the team members could only hear their leaders kept saying yes, but again They couldn't hear the specifics clearly, they just saw his head go from tense to relieved.

So, is it a good thing?

"This case will be closed soon, and someone from above will be sent down." After hanging up the phone, the team leader announced to everyone.

The rest of the team members were taken aback: "The higher-ups are going to send someone down? Isn't it just a couple from the slums who died? What's going on?" Could it be that the identities of these two people are unusual?How could it be possible, the loneliness of this couple is well-known in the whole town, if they hadn't died, who would care what happened to them.

The group leader didn't know what was going on, so he had to say, "Don't make wild guesses. Random thinking will only make our thinking more divergent." alright.

When the blizzard was about to stop the next day, some people actually came down, and there were two people at once.One of them was dressed strangely, and the other was closer to normal people.

As soon as they arrived, let the team hand over the case.Someone took over, and the team in charge couldn't wait to throw the case out.In fact, not many people are willing to take on this case. They are very busy, and they are really eager for someone to take over, okay?

"We have basically investigated and found that Mr. Snape's death was an accident, but specifically the other..." When the team leader and the director handed over the case, he said to one of the men who looked normal.

The man made a "stop" gesture, "That's out of our control, thank you for your hard work."

What's the meaning?Is it out of their control?Isn't this a person?Is that woman still a monster?The group leader opened his eyes wide, don't be scary.

This person probably also realized that he had slipped his mouth: "Don't tell others, just treat it as this case, and we will find their son, so you can rest assured."

In fact, there is really nothing to worry about. Even though he thought so in his heart, the team leader nodded and said yes, he didn't know the identity of this person, but since even the director greeted him personally, then his identity is not ordinary.It is also a good thing to flatter.

The two left the director's office together. The group leader intentionally talked to him a few more words, when he heard the strangely dressed man who came together come over and asked, "Is it ready?"

"Well, let's go." The man raised the document in his hand, bid farewell to the team leader, and left the police station with the other one.

"It's strange..." It was the first time he encountered such a thing while working on the case.

On the snow outside the police station, there were many deep and shallow footprints on the fine snow.

The police officer holding the document passed the document to the other person: "Now this case belongs to you, I have to leave, and there will be a period later."

"Whatever you want," Mr. Wizard in the weird clothes took the document and waved his hand angrily, "I know you are busy, so I won't bother you."

The man rolled his eyes, and looked at his clothes again: "Also...don't come here in bloomers and floral shirts next time, this is not a catwalk or a trend, the public's aesthetics really don't have this... "

"... Isn't that right?" Mr. Wizard frowned tightly.

Mr. Police Officer raised his forehead, he really didn't see it, if it wasn't really embarrassing to dress like this, he probably would really have a walk with this person.

"Then why didn't you say it earlier." Mr. Wizard said very unhappy, "I thought this would be all right, you said earlier that I can change it, or you can prepare it for me—"

"Why—" Mr. police officer said frantically.

"Anyway, you are the one who is ashamed." Mr. Wizard shrugged.

"Fuck off—"

"You can demonstrate first."

"I'll go first, this little Snape..."

"Don't worry, I'm used to dealing with it, there must be no problem." Mr. Wizard waved his hand.

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Thanks to the little cute thing Xiyin for the mines, and thanks to the little cute thing Hesper for the rocket launcher