[HP] Illusion

After all, he wasn't the person involved. Even though Snape knew about Harry's memories, he couldn't fully understand Harry's feelings when he hadn't met these people in his "last life" memories, but now this person is crying He was out of breath, as if he wanted to shed all the tears in this life, and the fist-sized fragility in his chest was also twisted.

But nothing can be done.

If you define the people around you as friends according to the standards of Weasley and Gryffin, Snape feels that he has never had a real friend in his life. After Tan, being able to make a choice in such a short period of time, Snape could see that the two of them hadn't fully digested and understood it. This was a kind of pure trust in a person.

With such a friend, it's no wonder Harry has such a deep obsession with this place.He longed for their forgiveness, and hoped that they could rest assured.

This was very strange to Snape.

Even Lily may not be able to achieve the level of these two people, because Lily herself has a position opposite to his.

Therefore, he felt that he had no friends at all.

Except for Dumbledore, the old man cannot be said to be his friend. When he was most confused, the old man led him straight forward. Without the old man, he would never have been able to wait for Harry, nor would he have the life he has now.The old man is more like a wise elder who is good at listening.

Snape didn't think he had anything, he had Harry, enough was enough.

Since he was a child, he seemed to have identified this person. He was obsessed with those beautiful emerald green eyes, and it was all because this person aroused his interest in magic when he was very young, even if he didn't Without any memory, he always remembered those emerald green eyes, and when he first met this person, he couldn't help following him, doing things that even he himself thought was impossible.

At that time, he didn't know that Harry was kind to him because he couldn't bear it and felt guilty.

He relied on this person little by little, until he even felt that even if he didn't have parents, it would be nice to have such a person.But Harry left again and again, and even disappeared completely for more than four years after he entered Hogwarts.

Sometimes he even thinks, he really doesn't know how to thank himself in this world for giving Harry those memories one after another, and he still doesn't like why he only chooses some fragments of memory, separated by several years, if he can Give some coherence, then at that time, can Harry stay in that world for more time, instead of letting him misunderstand that he left without saying goodbye.

When he found this person at Christmas that year, although he was very unhappy that this person had been away for four years, and worried that he would suddenly disappear from his life again, he still couldn't resist the desire in his heart. This person accompanied him for a long time. During the Christmas holidays, he discovered at that time that no matter how long this person had been away, he had no estrangement from this person.

In fact, this is a very coincidental point, he tried to get close to Harry, and Harry got closer to him because of his guilt towards him, but Harry had to leave because of the limitation of time and space.

At that time, he wished that Harry would never leave, worried that Harry would leave again, but he didn't know, what Harry had endured here, he wanted to leave his dearest friend, he had to say something Strange lies to expect those who love him.

Today, Harry was finally able to explain clearly to his favorite friends and relatives, and it was a dream come true for him.

At this moment, Snape suddenly felt that it was a good thing they came to this world, and it was a good thing they came to this world smoothly, otherwise there would be an inextricable knot in Harry's heart for the rest of his life.

It's a pity that they didn't stay here for a long time, and this time, he could only explain these things clearly.

Maybe next time, he can accompany Harry to see the world, and he also wants to see what the world Harry has experienced is like.

Harry was still sobbing when he left with him, and it was indeed difficult to stop, even if they landed on the ground smoothly, Harry still buried his head on his shoulder, his nose twitching.

He carried him to the bathroom, the two of them had a hot bath, and soon Harry fell asleep.

When Harry woke up the next day, he grabbed the hem of Snape's pajamas.

"You're not dreaming." Snape said in a deep voice after entering Harry's mind.

"I did go back to my world and told Ron and Hermione about my experiences over the years?" Harry still couldn't believe it, even if he saw Snape go to that world with him, he still felt that he It's like dreaming.

"They also said that they forgive you." Snape took out the necklace hanging around the necks of the two, "the sand from the hourglass is still on it."

Harry suddenly began to take a deep breath, "So it's true."

Snape began to worry a little about the impact of time travel on Harry - he might not be able to tell which world was his.

Before Harry died, that world was the world he belonged to, and now that he is alive, this world is the world he belongs to. If you don't understand this, things are likely to go wrong in the end.

"I know—" Harry said, leaning on Snape's chest, "I can tell, as long as I know I'm not dreaming, I actually explained it to my best friend once." Harry listened Reaching Snape's heart, he knew what Snape was worried about, just like the time converter would have time and space problems, let alone crossing two parallel worlds.

In fact, with Snape around, he wasn't worried that he would be in chaos.

"At least it went well this time." Harry breathed a sigh of relief.

"I think the time for the second time travel can be delayed." Snape rubbed Harry's ear, "I don't want your body to have another problem due to frequent time travel."

"I didn't—" He was just...well, tired of crying yesterday.

"I know," Snape's hand brushed Harry's eyes, where he looked a little swollen from crying yesterday, like a small light bulb. "Although you look fine, your body is still immature. This is no better than your physical fitness when you traveled for the first time. If you still want to go to find them, I suggest you stay and rest for a few days."

A few hours, of course, is not enough for Harry to grit his teeth, but the energy consumed by crossing is immeasurable. He didn't know whether the double crossing would consume more energy, or if two people could share it equally, and be careful to drive for ten thousand years.

Harry finally gave in.

It's just that in the next time, he is looking forward to the second time travel all the time.

Before going to bed one night, Snape suddenly asked, "I think you should remember that you only have three chances to travel through that world."

Harry was taken aback, his expression becoming a little complicated.

"I know what you're thinking," said Snape, who was worried that Harry would want to go a fourth time after three, which was totally at odds with what they had promised Helena. "Actually, I know it too. You remember it."

The corners of Harry's mouth trembled, and finally he managed to squeeze out a sentence: "I promise, I will only travel through it twice."

Snape was very happy to get the answer he wanted, but he couldn't suppress the depression from Harry's side.

He knows that it is not good to persecute this person like this, but this person has been accepted by this world. He frequently travels back and forth between the two worlds, and will only be rejected by that world. In the end, his body will continue to be consumed like in his previous life. Constant weakness.

And Harry, why didn't he know this truth.

He and Snape's souls have already been bound, and Helena said that it is best for them to travel together, if his body gradually weakens, Snape's will too, not to mention that they are living and dying together now. So for himself, and even more for Snape, he will not do things that harm others or benefit himself.

He knew that his performance during this period made Snape a little worried, but he really couldn't control some things, but now he is not struggling alone, Snape has been by his side, this person can He pulled him when he had some terrible thought, and so far, Snape had done a good job.

"Maybe tomorrow we can travel to that world again." The two of them had rested for nearly a week after returning from the first time travel, and it was actually less than a week before Harry's birthday.

Harry's answer to Snape was a long, wet kiss that almost took his breath away.

But when the two wanted to leave the next day, Harry received a letter from an owl. Harry knew at a glance that his OWLs had arrived, which was not assessed by the Hogwarts professors, so even Snape didn't know.

Harry was inexplicably looking forward to it, and he didn't know whether he should be thankful that Hermione and Ron were not around when the package was unpacked this time, because he didn't need to explain his results to them so quickly.

In fact, Harry is full of confidence. He should do well in the exam this time, especially his best defense against the dark arts, potions and herbalism. However, Harry was still happy after excluding the report card with no other grades other than O. Get flustered.

—Actually, he took Bill's report card by mistake, right?At that time, Bill took twelve OWLs as excellent.

"You did it again. If you didn't have such grades, do you think you are full of glory?" After Snape took away his grades, this person gave him such an evaluation.

Harry: "..."

But now his biggest problem is actually how to tell the other two that his grades have really made a qualitative leap, and it can even be said that he is one of the best in Hogwarts.

"Or, let's quickly travel to another world."

Snape glanced at him, "You don't mean to show off your achievements to the Weasleys, do you?"

It sounds childish, but it's kind of cool.Harry thought silently.