[HP] Illusion

When Snape was very young, Harry was very kind to him and Lily, would smile at them gently and take care of them in every way, but Harry always had concerns, even when he was smiling, there was always something Something was wrong.Snape himself was a very sensitive person. At that time, he accepted Harry's kindness to him, but he was always worried that the bubble would be burst.

The day Harry first took him aloft was the happiest and most relaxed day the man had looked since he'd known him.He didn't know then what Harry's fear was, but he knew that the man loved flying as much as anything else.

Galloping in the sky can make Harry temporarily let go of the most fearful thing in his heart, that is the most relaxed state for him.

Now he's giving up flying?

In the last school year, Harry had too many things to worry about, and he himself was also contested by Umbridge. Although Umbridge had left, Harry did not return to the field of competition. At that time, Snape also because of Other things didn't pay much attention to this matter. Now that I think about it, maybe in Harry's subconscious, he had already had a dispensable attitude towards going back to the game.

Harry's illness seemed to be gradually revealed as time went by.

Voldemort was dead, and Harry didn't need to worry about anything, so the symptoms he suppressed began to emerge one by one?Snapes thought about it, and it seemed that this was the only possibility.

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'Even if you want to give up, don't just let it go, until then think about your responsibilities, think about your love of flying and Quidditch.Pick up your broom and fly. '

Fly.

Harry imagined the feeling of flying, breaking through the speed and flow of the wind, it was really exciting, but it didn't make him have too much expectation and excitement.

"Harry, Harry? What are you thinking?"

Shaking a hand in front of Harry several times, Harry's hearing in his distracted ears returned to normal.

"No..." Harry came back to his senses, looked at Hermione who was looking at him with a complicated expression, "Is there any problem?"

Shouldn't I ask you this?The corner of Hermione's mouth twitched, but in the end she didn't bring up Harry's distraction, "Have you finished your paper yet?"

Harry glanced at the topic of his thesis, and his thoughts were flowing, and he started to write with a brush, which made Ron next door, who was scratching his head, envious and jealous.

During the period, Ron asked several questions, and Harry answered everything, just like the distraction just now, he was just thinking about what to do.

Ron might be nervous and didn't feel much, but Hermione felt something was wrong.

Something is wrong with Harry, it started at the end of last year, and this year it looks even weirder, what's the problem?Missing from time to time?Achievements by leaps and bounds?A U-turn on Snape?

No, that wasn't the biggest problem. The biggest problem was his attitude towards her and Ron. They were still close, but Harry wouldn't talk to them anymore.

She discovered during the summer vacation that when Harry looked at them, it was always like an elder looking at two children. This kind of Harry was a bit strange, but it didn't make her feel alienated.

Hermione decided to observe for a while, and sometimes the brunette would think, maybe this is some change after these little boys entered puberty, and such thoughts would make her more relieved.

The trials were held as scheduled, perhaps because of Harry and Hermione's encouragement to Ron last time, although he was a little nervous going up, but after successfully blocking the first ball, Ron became more and more relaxed , The last few difficult saves won a lot of applause.

"This is a good start, remember this feeling, your greatest strength is your good foundation, which allows you to harness your abilities," Harry patted Ron on the shoulder in the dressing room, and continued The subject changed, "Ginny also performed well, but she seems to be more suitable for the Seeker position."

"Dude, are you kidding?" Ron ignored the sweat dripping from his brow, and squinted at Harry as if he was frightened, "That's your position, in Gryffindor and even in the whole of Honolulu." Gwartz, there's no one better suited for it than you."

"Gryffindor won without me last year," said Harry, looking nonchalant.

Ron froze for a moment, and immediately put his arm around Harry's shoulder, "I think you are too indifferent to Quidditch. Last year they fought not only for Gryffindor, but also for you."

Harry was obviously taken aback, and then covered it up with a natural expression: "That's all I said, maybe Ginny will have a better development in Quidditch in the future." I said this because Harry remembered Ginny will enter the Quidditch professional league after graduation, and even helped England win the Quidditch World Cup for the first time.

Ron changed his wet clothes, and when the cloth covered his head, his voice was not so real: "You fly much better than Ginny, I'm quite puzzled, even if you don't If you plan to join the Aurors, becoming a professional Quidditch player is also a good choice, why do you have to choose to stay at Hogwarts..."

They have discussed this question many times, and Harry has said the answer more than once. As for Ron's remarks of brainwashing him without losing the opportunity, Harry chose to ignore it.

When the two of them were about to leave the locker room after taking a shower, Ron put his arms around Harry's shoulders carelessly, "Dude, although I don't know why you said that Ginny is more suitable for the position of Seeker, but I don't think she is looking for it." She will be better than you as a player, even if she is my younger sister, I will support you."

In fact, from the beginning to the end, Ron never thought that Harry would want to leave Quidditch, leave the field, and leave the flight, so even though Harry's topic really confused him, he still faithfully expressed his thoughts .

Harry, on the other hand, was even more at a loss because of this.

In the evening, under the pretext of Snape's training, Harry came to Snape's office wearing an invisibility cloak despite Ron's obstruction.Snape was grading students' homework, and Harry helped him correct part of it. The husband and wife divided the work and cooperated, so the progress was naturally much faster than that of one person.

Harry found that when Snape gave Ron the grades, he didn't seem to be as strict as before, and even rarely commented on a few outstanding parts.

"Don't you scare him." Harry tapped Ron's paper.

Snape looked normal, as he always did.

"He did a good job, I just gave him the grade he deserved." Snape picked up another piece of parchment.

"He's going to be scared to death," Harry said exaggeratedly.

"Today's trials, how do you feel?"

"Don't you know?" When he was in the trials, although Snape didn't complain in his head, Snape was very concerned about his wanting to quit Quidditch, and of course he would not miss the trials.

"I want you to say it yourself."

"I have organized trials before. At that time, I was inexperienced and let a few people from the outer court mix in. This time, there is no such situation. Everyone seems to be flying well."

"I am talking about you."

"I... don't feel much, I still think like before."

"Including Weasley telling you, are you the most suitable person for the position of Seeker?"

Harry was silent for a while, but still couldn't find an answer.

"It doesn't matter, as long as you don't give up, you can take your time." Snape knew that there was no rush, and Harry hadn't really entered the state yet. "I think Weasley has a good point."

——Listen, Ron will be scared to death, okay?

Harry didn't speak after that, and seemed to be focused on grading the students' homework. Harry sped up, which saved Snape a lot of time.

The next time, the two quickly came to the bedroom.

The clothes on Harry's body quickly left his body, Snape nibbled at his collarbone, and said to the boy who was holding back his breath, "Stay tonight?"

Harry didn't answer, but used a bit of ingenuity to lie on Snape's body, cupped his face and kissed him deeply.

"I like your..." Harry slurred the rest, but Snape easily picked up what he really wanted to say from his brain.

That night, Harry didn't go back, and went straight to the auditorium when he woke up the next day.

In fact, Harry didn't mind having a good breakfast with Snape, but unfortunately, his behavior of not going back to the dormitory yesterday would definitely be strongly condemned by Ron.

Even if Ron got what might be his best paper grade since learning potions, it didn't stop Ron's indignation.

"Actually, you can ask Dumbledore, he arranged all these trainings." Harry deliberately showed his helplessness.

But soon, Hermione asked, "Is it really just training, Harry?"

Harry nodded: "It's like the study plan we assigned to Ron during the summer vacation, and the study plan Snape gave me continues to this day. My recent grades are much better, and it's also because of this."

"It doesn't make sense. Why would Dumbledore ask Snape to give you a private treatment, even if your relationship with Snape has improved." Voldemort was dead, and Harry had nothing to worry about.

—Isn’t it so?

In fact, Hermione is more worried about Harry's physical problems than the study plan in Harry's mouth. Before that, Harry had some strange connection with Voldemort, and after Voldemort's death, this connection continued. It affects him, and maybe that's one of the reasons why he's been weird lately.

In fact, to a certain extent, Hermione's guess was not wrong, it was all different routes leading to the same goal.

"Did you... have something wrong with your body?" Or something else?

For the first time, Harry didn't know how to deal with a girl who was not sharp, but pointed to the key question.

"Hermione, what are you talking about?" Ron still didn't get on the line.

"I mean, did you go to Snape's because you weren't quite out of Voldemort's influence?"

The author has something to say: It feels like, the attribute label of this article should add a sadomasochistic love :) Hindsight face] mouth [I didn't mean it, although my outline has already set that Daha will die once.

It’s not too cruel and you won’t be separated from life and death. Don’t worry, don’t worry. After you get cured, you get married, you get married, you give out happy candy, and then you make a small bag of paper. It’s the rhythm of a winner in life.

Thanks to Qu Jiyangxi for the mine*2=3=