[HP] Illusion

In the cellar where there was only the sound of potion boiling, Harry was distracted.

Because of the light, the light in the cellar is not dim, and the white is not dazzling.Harry moved his hands back and forth, but his eyes were out of focus. He didn't come back to himself until the smoke from the potion stained his glasses, blurring and distorting his entire vision.

This was a situation that hadn't happened for a long time, but fortunately, he could brew this potion subconsciously even with his eyes closed and just smelling the changes in the taste.But Harry's heart skipped a beat when he realized that little Snape was beside him.

——If standing next to him is the one who has become a professor of magic, the consequences will be disastrous.

It's just that after recovering, Harry found that he still hadn't been able to fully focus on the potion.He didn't know if little Snape noticed his inattention, but he must not set a bad example for little Snape—how dangerous it is to be distracted during the potion brewing process Not to mention that he had specifically emphasized this matter to Snape before.

After Harry forced himself to concentrate and barely cooked a pot, Harry quickly turned off the fire, put away the cooking tools, and then instructed Snape to start processing other potion ingredients. He gave Snape a little guidance. After making sure that he handled it correctly, he sat obliquely behind little Snape and began to be dazed.

In fact, Harry has been thinking about one thing since just now, and this is the most important reason why he can't concentrate.

He was too sleepy yesterday, although he could barely remember what he said, but his thinking ability was too poor at that time, so he didn't consider many things thoroughly.

For example, Harry found that he seemed to only consider Lily's feelings, while ignoring little Snape.

He remembered telling little Snape last night that he would explain the truth of this matter to Lily so that she would not misunderstand little Snape again. In his opinion, this matter must be explained clearly, After all, this is very different from what Snape deliberately did in his memory. Even if Snape said something like that, if he didn't do it, he didn't do it. What he said might just be angry words. Lily didn't need to be angry If you say that, you will misunderstand that the boy has done such a vicious thing.

If he could mend the estrangement between the two bit by bit, Lily would give little Snape more trust... No matter what, it would always be better.

But thinking about it now, perhaps little Snape would also be angry because of Lily's distrust.The boy didn't do it, but the other party thought so, and it was under the circumstances that he said that Muggles should never be harmed by magic. If little Snape got angry, it seemed understandable.

Harry tried his best to empathize, but he always felt that even if he did so, he might not be able to fully understand the two people's thoughts.

Perhaps it was because Harry thought that what Snape cared most about was Lily's relationship, so from the very beginning, he tacitly agreed that Snape wanted to solve this misunderstanding more.

But is this really the case?

Harry carefully recalled that when the two of them were teaching just now, he asked several questions about Lily, but little Snape didn't answer at all, and seemed to avoid it intentionally or unintentionally, which made him almost subconsciously There was no mention of Lily, and the rest of the class went smoothly.

But little Snape was angry with Lily?How can this be?Although the person in his memory was also angry, it was because he was jealous that others had a better relationship with Lily, but obviously he wasn't jealous of himself, but he was still angry at Lily's misunderstanding.In his memory, Snape liked his mother so much, and he tried every means to get close to her. At such a time, he would only panic, fearing that Lily would ignore him again, so how could he be angry?

And the strangest thing was that Harry found that Snape didn't seem to have any plans to find a way to reconcile with Lily.Everything seemed to be that he was overheated, and he didn't express anything other than tacitly agreeing that he would explain to Lily.

Such a little Snape, isn't he too relaxed about his relationship with Lily?

Even though Snape never liked to explain misunderstandings to others, if that person was Lily, the person he valued the most, then he would still explain. In memory, only Lily would be treated like this.

And didn't he ask himself yesterday if he shouldn't have said that?So it's just him thinking too much?

Then what happened to him avoiding Lily's question?

What went wrong?Harry silently stared at the straight back of little Snape, but still couldn't figure out why.

"Are you angry with Lily?" Harry asked suddenly, he picked a moment when Snape put down his knife and bent down to take the soaked potion ingredients from the barrel to the cooking table .

But as soon as he said this, little Snape's waist didn't straighten up for three seconds, he just kept bending like this, without any movement.

But soon, little Snape returned to normal.

"No." He put the potion ingredients on the cooking table, without any emotional ups and downs in his voice.

"A little bit more?" Harry tried to coax. "Are you a little unhappy?"

Little Snape: "..."

He didn't speak, and such silence naturally meant acquiescence.

"So, are you really upset?" Harry pressed on.

Little Snape slowly turned around to look at Harry who was sitting with his legs crossed, but he didn't say anything, but for some reason, Harry felt that his expression seemed to say, "Is this so strange?"

……

It was probably his illusion, and Harry also felt a little embarrassed to think so.This couldn't be what Snape meant, he must have misread it.Harry silently convinced himself.

"She shouldn't have misunderstood you? Is it because I once said that you should supervise each other and not allow magic to hurt Muggles?" Although he felt that this was what he thought, he still wanted to Nepe's mouth got the answer.

Little Snape looked straight at Harry, and finally said a word after a while: "She doesn't believe me."

"With me around, she'll believe it," said Harry.

Little Snape murmured for a long time, and suddenly said a very light and light sentence: "As long as you believe it will be fine."

Harry's emerald green eyes widened, and he was at a loss for words for a long time.

Little Snape turned around seemingly calmly, and slowly began to process the potion in his hand, but if you looked carefully, you could actually find that the boy's back was shaking slightly.

But this detail, Harry, who was still in a state of entanglement, didn't notice it at all.

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The shock of Snape's words almost made Harry unable to fully recover all afternoon.

He knew that Snape must have trusted him, but he never thought that his ranking might be ahead of Lily.

In that memory, this person liked his mother so much that he couldn't help himself.

This reminds Harry all the time, what makes a man willing to do everything to protect him.

Because Lily.

It was always because of his mother.

But obviously now, there seems to be something wrong.

It stands to reason that even if he intervened, it wouldn't deflect little Snape's feelings.

Of course, he would not think that little Snape would have any strange feelings for him, after all, the boy was only ten years old, perhaps it would be more appropriate to say that it was a kind of admiration - little Snape's father, Equal to nothing.

So...he accidentally became a father?Or Snape's?Harry's frightening speed denied his own thoughts.

But if this is not the case, what is the trouble?

Harry couldn't figure it out, but he didn't know how to ask Snape about it.

Do you want to say this: Do you not like Lily anymore, but you like me even more?

The author has something to say: Chapter Title: Feelings

It is not clearly written in the text, but it is clear that Harry's sentence, should he not say that, the object of consideration is Harry, not Lily's feelings...

Harry finally realized something...

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