you're so stubborn

Been here many times.

Xie Lang still didn't like the atmosphere here.

Depression, madness, suffocation, pity, despair.....

The above are all the burdens that this mental hospital has placed on his heart.

Xie Lang doesn't like these foreign emotions very much, so his expression at the moment is ugly.

The nurse asked him to wait in the small garden, and she went to bring Zeng Jia out.

Xie Lang didn't say a word, and waited expressionlessly under a yellowed ginkgo tree.

Other patients passing by around will look at him curiously.

Xie Lang didn't mind being stared at by these people, because he knew that these people were harmless when they were not sick.

There are children who have not yet grown up and often steal the clothes of adults, and there are grown-ups who are too afraid of the world and turn back to innocent children.

Xie Lang was quite patient with children, so when he encountered people looking at him, he would smile at them to show that he had no malice towards them.

Then you can see those curious and frightened eyes gradually reveal a smile without any impurities.

"Zhicheng!"

A voice came from behind, and Xie Lang looked back.

A woman in a blue and white hospital gown walked towards her. Her haggard face erased her youthful beauty and temperament, making her look no longer so amazing, only pitiful.

This person is Xie Lang's own mother, Zeng Jia.

"Zhicheng!" Zeng Jia walked up to Xie Lang and held his face, "Why did you come to pick me up?"

Even if Zeng Jia is crazy, she only remembers Xie Zhicheng.

Xie Lang didn't know whether to say that she was stupid, or to blame the injustice of the heavens, and let Yiqianqing end up like a madman.

"I've been busy recently." Xie Lang took her hand and held it in his hand. It was a small one, fragile and thin, and it only took a little effort to break her into pieces.

But Xie Lang was still willing to hold her hand.

I am also willing to act out an absurd dream with this poor woman under Xie Zhicheng's name.

"How long will you be busy?" Zeng Jia waved Xie Lang's hand coquettishly like a girl, "Valentine's Day is coming soon, where do you want to take me?"

"Where do you want to go?" Xie Lang asked her skillfully.

Every time he came to see Zeng Jia, Zeng Jia asked similar topics over and over again, and Xie Lang would have memorized them long ago, so every time he answered, he seemed emotionless but patient.

"I want to go to the beach! I also want to show you a beautiful little dress!" Zeng Jia showed a shy look on her no longer young face, and she looked very incompatible with her.

"Okay," Xie Lang nodded, looked into Zeng Jia's eyes and said, "Then let's go to the beach."

Xie Lang couldn't bear to say this every time, because Xie Zhicheng once promised Zeng Jia that he would take her to the beach and see her in a beautiful little dress.

But he broke his promise.

And Zeng Jia never went to the beach from the beginning to the end. She obviously had many opportunities to go by herself, but she didn't go.

Because she had always firmly believed that Xie Zhicheng would definitely take her there, so she was waiting.

Waiting for the person she likes to hold her hand to see the sea, waiting to show the person she likes the beautiful dress that has been treasured for a long time.

It's just that the tide ebbed and the tide rose, and she never waited for it.

The visiting time stipulated by the Fifth Court is one hour.

Xie Lang walked with Zeng Jia for an hour before sending her back to the nurse.

Zeng Jia was reluctant to leave Xie Zhicheng. When she felt that the nurse was going to take her away from Xie Zhicheng, she suddenly went crazy, pointed at the nurse's nose and scolded, "You shameless little girl! How dare you destroy my My family! How dare you destroy my family!! You will have a terrible death!! I will curse you to a terrible death——!!!"

Seeing that Zeng Jia was going to bite the nurse, Xie Lang quickly hugged Zeng Jia, and then shouted at the nurse, "Hurry up and call the doctor!"

The nurse seemed to be used to seeing patients get sick, so there was no panic on her face. Seeing that Xie Lang was able to protect herself, she hurried to call the doctor.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..." It was not the first time Xie Lang saw Zeng Jia go crazy like this, so he skillfully put Zeng Jia in his arms and softly comforted him, "I'm here, I'm here, No one can destroy our family, Zeng Jia, you calm down and see me, huh?"

"Xie Zhicheng!" Zeng Jia cried and thumped Xie Lang's back, "Xie Zhicheng, you bastard! You promised to only like me for the rest of your life! You clearly agreed! Why don't you say anything! Why don't you talk? Keep it right!!!”

Zeng Jiafa struggled fiercely, and the fists that hit Xie Lang were heavier every time.

Xie Lang's heart burst into flames, God knows how much he wanted to wake Zeng Jia up, but he didn't know how much effort he had to suppress the fire to coax her, "I don't mean nothing if I don't say anything, I like you, I only want you in my life. If you like you alone, you have to trust me! You have to trust me, Zeng Jia!!"

Zeng Jia was shuddered by Xie Lang's roar, and then went to hug Xie Lang tremblingly, "Zhicheng...Zhicheng, I was wrong, I shouldn't lose my temper with you, forgive me, forgive me How am I? I'm obedient, I'm obedient, don't want me, don't want me..."

To be honest, when Zeng Jia threw Xie Yu away, Xie Lang really wanted to kill her.

But at that time, he never thought that he would really feel sorry for Zeng Jia one day.

Zeng Jia cried aggrievedly, like a little girl who lost her beloved doll, her aggrieved heart ached, and she wished she could give the whole world to her.

But the whole world that Zeng Jia wanted had already been shattered, and Xie Lang couldn't put it back together, because he was also part of the shattered part.

What can a fragment do?

Can't do anything.

I can only comfort in vain, "I won't want you, I'm always here, don't cry, Zeng Jia, don't cry..."

Xie Lang's nose was sour, and his eye sockets turned red all of a sudden.

The nurse came with a doctor and another nurse.

Two nurses pulled Zeng Jia out of Xie Lang's arms.

Zeng Jia struggled in fear and desperately called Xie Zhicheng.

Xie Lang held her hand and said softly, "Sleep well, I'll come see you tomorrow."

The doctor administered a sedative, and a violent drowsiness swept over all Zeng Jia's brain nerves in an instant. Before she fell asleep completely, she repeated in a low voice, "I'm good... I'm good, you will remember tomorrow come see me....."

Zeng Jia fell asleep.

A nurse immediately pushed a wheelchair over, and the two cooperated to help Zeng Jia up.

Xie Lang looked at Zeng Jia's fading figure and asked the doctor, "Can't you make her forget Xie Zhicheng?"

"We really can't do this," said the doctor. "As for why, I have told you several times before, sorry."

Xie Lang frowned.

Some mental illnesses are congenital, and those congenital mental illnesses are a baby hiding in an adult's body, they can't learn anything, and they can't remember anything.

There are also many acquired ones. Acquired mental illness is stimulated by someone or something, and if the fear itself exceeds its own ability to accept, the body's instinct will block itself.

Some people are lucky enough to keep their fears shut and live as children.

Some people are unlucky enough to seal their fear inside and live a life of tragedy.

Zeng Jia was very unfortunate. She sealed Xie Zhicheng in her own world and completely reduced herself to the sole protagonist of this tragedy.

Xie Lang was very bored and tired, he wanted to take the bus back so that he could calm down for a while.

But the Fifth Courtyard was still quite far from Xie Zhuang, and he was afraid that Xie Yuyu would be upset when he woke up and couldn't see him, so he still took a taxi back.

The courtyard door at home is still closed, and grandparents and Xie Yu should still be taking a nap.

He gently opened the door and went in, Pipi raised his head and glanced at him, then crawled back to sleep again.

Xie Lang glanced at his butt, and continued walking into the house without saying a word.

He entered the main room lightly, and when he reached the bedroom door, he heard Xie Yuyu's voice coming from inside, "Brother Ochen! Here is a painting that looks very similar to you!"

Xie Lang's heart skipped a beat, and he pushed the door open with a bang.

Xie Yuyu was startled, blinked stupidly for a long time before seeing clearly that it was his brother, then impatiently got up from Ou Chen's arms and ran towards Xie Lang, "Brother!"

Xie Lang didn't respond, he silently supported Xie Yu who came to hug him, his gaze kept on Ou Chen.

With a blank expression on his face, Ou Chen held up his ipad to show to Xie Lang, and said in a flat tone, "Xie Lang, who is this painting of yours...?"

Xie Lang glanced at the painting quickly, then quickly looked away at Ou Chen.

He didn't even need to look carefully, he knew when the picture was engraved in his mind.

In winter, Xiaoxue, he saw Ouchen holding sweet potatoes at the gate of No. [-] Middle School. That day he was wearing a black down jacket with private high school uniform inside. He was waiting for his boyfriend, who was in class ten.

There was snow falling on his shoulders, and he fell into Xie Lang's eyes.

"Who allowed you to look through my photo album?" Xie Lang's voice was cold, colder than the winter when this picture was recorded.

"Why didn't you answer my question?" Ou Chen smiled, but his eyes were heavy, "Are you guilty?"

Xie Lang didn't speak, but clenched his fists.

Xie Yu felt that his brother was unhappy, so he quickly said, "Brother, it wasn't Brother Ouchen who turned it up, I did it, I want to see how the little rabbit's eyes are drawn, brother, I'm sorry, I was wrong, I won't turn it up in the future , brother, don't be unhappy, okay?"

"I don't blame you," Xie Lang rubbed Xie's redundant hair, "You are super good, you go to grandparents' house to play for a while."

"But grandpa and grandma are still sleeping."

"You wake up when you go, go, be obedient." Xie Lang pushed him towards the door.

"Okay then..." Xie Yu took two steps towards the door, and suddenly thought of something, he turned around and told his brother, "Brother! Brother Ouchen's arm is not healed yet, so don't fight!"

"Understood, let's go." Xie Lang watched Xie Yu enter the house of his grandparents, and then closed the door of his own room.

As soon as Xie Yu left, the room became completely silent.This kind of silence lasted for a long time, neither of them spoke, just silently stalemate.

Occasionally, the sound of bicycle bells came in from outside, but it couldn't break the silence in this bedroom.

Ouchen sat on the carpet and looked at Xie Lang who was holding the doorknob all the time. He was very angry at the moment, and he didn't want to talk to Xie Lang at all, but he also knew that if he didn't say anything, then today's matter would be out of order. I can't figure it out.

So he said, "Have you figured out how to lie to me?"

Xie Lang closed his eyes, took two deep breaths, and when he opened them again, the guilt and panic in his eyes were gone, and he turned around to look at Ou Chen, his eyes were as calm as ever.

"It's you," Xie Lang said, "what? Are you going to sue me for violating your portrait rights?"

Listen to how much this is not human.

Ou Chen even made him laugh angrily, put down his ipad and stood up, walked towards Xie Lang step by step, and answered in a wrong way, "Xie Lang, you like me, you liked me a long time ago it, right?"

What he said was a question, but his tone and eyes were firm and scary.

Xie Lang looked into his eyes and answered him with the same firm tone, "No, I don't like you, no matter when."

It seemed that an invisible hand clenched Ouchen's heart so hard that he was so distressed that he could hardly breathe.

It turns out that to let someone care about you is to acquiesce in his right to hurt you. If he is happy, you will be safe and sound. If he is unhappy, you will have to suffer.

How fresh, Xie Lang taught him another lesson.

Ou Chen almost laughed out loud, but the corners of his eyes turned red unconsciously, and he said, "Xie Lang, no one would secretly save things related to another person without liking him. Your photo album, but do you dare to say that the only two paintings about me in your photo album are the two pictures I saw? If you dare to say yes, I will leave without saying anything!"

Xie Lang turned his eyes sideways, not looking at Ouchen's eyes that were hidden in the water, "Yes, only those two."

The firm and indifferent tone was like a sharp knife, and Ouchen's good heart was pierced by him.

Tears rolled down involuntarily from the corner of his eyes, Ou Chen turned his head to wipe them away, and walked towards the door without saying a word.

But at the moment when he put his hand on the doorknob, he suddenly turned around and rushed towards Xie Lang.

Xie Lang was standing very close to the bed, and he was not prepared for Ou Chen, who had promised to leave, to do it again, so he was easily thrown onto the bed by Ou Chen.

Immediately afterwards, before he could react, Ou Chen pressed against his lips.

This kiss was still as arrogant as ever, but this time it had a different taste.

Ou Chen's tears fell on Xie Lang's face as he kissed fiercely, and then flowed into the lingering relationship between the two as Xie Lang struggled.

Bitterness and astringency were mixed together, and the grievance that hit his face almost made Xie Lang forget about struggling, and could only lie there dryly like a rag that had been shaken dry.

Without any response, Ou Chen immediately lost the fun and retreated slowly.

"Xie Lang..." Ou Chen looked at him, his hazy eyes couldn't see Xie Lang clearly, which gave him the illusion that he would never be able to catch Xie Lang, "You obviously like me, why do you Don't admit it? Why?"

Xie Lang didn't speak, and turned his head away again.

Ouchen felt pain in his heart, and his brows were all knit together. He said in a nasal voice, "Do you think there is something wrong with me? If you think something is wrong about me, tell me, I will change it, I will change everything , don't be like this, just look at me... okay?"

Xie Lang took a deep breath, pushed Ou Chen away, sat up on the bed by himself, looked at Ou Chen indifferently, "I don't like you liking me, you can change it."

"What?" Ou Chen was so distressed that he could hardly breathe.

"You like me...it makes me feel disgusting." Xie Lang got off the bed, stood in front of Ouchen, and changed his words more harshly.

"Say it again!" Ou Chen froze for a long time before squeezing out such a sentence from between his teeth, and there was a terrifying ferocity in his wet eyes, probably out of breath.

"Ou Chen," Xie Lang looked into Ou Chen's eyes and said word by word, "You like me, which makes me feel sick, do you hear me clearly? If you don't hear me clearly, I'll say it again."

Ou Chen didn't speak, and couldn't speak. He stared at Xie Lang's cold eyes with complicated emotions for a long time before he smiled lightly.

There were only tears overflowing from the corners of the eyes.

Silently talking about his complicated mood, it seems that there is a little bit of sadness...  

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progress +2

Alright, alright, the quarrel is over, let's make another quarrel a little bit awkward!

Rest tomorrow, see you the day after tomorrow~~~

By the way, I changed the cover, did you all notice? (scratches head in doubt)