you're so stubborn

For a day or two, the doctor could still insist that his examination results would not be wrong, but after three or four days, the doctor began to doubt himself, so he arranged for his grandfather to have a comprehensive examination.

The results of the examination showed that grandpa's physical fitness was normal, and even the recovery effect exceeded the expectation of total paralysis, and he may only be half paralyzed.

But grandpa has not woken up, so the good news of being half paralyzed is meaningless.

Xie Lang no longer believed in the technical level of this doctor, and began to think about finding a better hospital for his grandfather.

After Ou Chen knew Xie Lang's idea, he urged his father to find a reliable big hospital through his relationship without saying a word.

After all, Dad and Dad have been in the society for so many years. It is much faster to find a reliable hospital than Xie Lang, a kid who has not been out of society. Grandpa was transferred to Linshi Hospital within two days up.

The beds in this hospital are very tight, and it is already very difficult to get a bed, let alone a single room, so Xie Lang didn't plan to ask grandma and Xie Yuyu to come with him, because it was too much trouble.

But neither of them listened to him, they insisted on following.

That's fine, Ou Chen refused to listen, and stubbornly followed along with grandma and Xie Yuyu.

If people say that there is great power in numbers, isn’t that what it is?

Xie Lang had no choice but to book a hotel next to the hospital. After coming over, he asked grandma and Xie Yu to go to the hotel to rest first, and then come back after grandpa finished his examination.

The two of them were obedient this time.

He had to take the most disobedient one with him.

"Drink some water, it's warm, it's not hot anymore." Xie Lang unscrewed the thermos cup and handed it to Ouchen. After going back and forth all morning in the hospital, Xie Lang himself felt tired when he sat down now, let alone Ohson.

Ou Chen was not polite either, took a sip from the thermos cup, looked in the direction of the Radiology Department, "Is there anything else after the examination, Grandpa?"

"No more," Xie Lang glanced at the list in his hand, "The other two inspections will be tomorrow morning."

"Well," Ou Chen took another sip without quenching his thirst, "Grandpa really doesn't mind torturing, I have to talk about him when he wakes up."

"Well," Xie Lang followed him and looked in the same direction, "I have to say."

"And you!" Ou Chen suddenly turned his head and caught Xie Lang's gaze. Seeing that he was about to hide again, he quickly grabbed Xie Lang's chin with his hands, "Hide again? Damn, I want you to take a look at me now You have to rely on your hands, right?"

"...No." Xie Lang pushed Ou Chen's hand away, and changed the subject without a trace, "What do you want for lunch? I'll buy it later when I go to pick up grandma."

"Excuse me, keep interrupting." Ou Chen stared at him intently.

Xie Lang lowered his head and sighed, unconsciously rubbing the list in his hands, as if thinking about the words to speak.

"Ou Chen," after pondering for a long time, Xie Lang finally looked at the list in his hand and opened his mouth, as if Ou Chen was in the list, "Thank you..."

"Thank you!" Ou Chen bumped his leg, "Besides, there's no need to beat you."

Xie Lang pursed his lips, and after a long silence, he said something else, "Where do you want to go to university?"

"Ah?" Ou Chen snorted, a bit out of touch with Xie Lang's brain circuit.

"Where do you want to go to university?" Xie Lang repeated, looking into his eyes.

There are many tiny red bloodshots in Ou Chen's eyes.

Xie Lang hadn't looked at Ouchen's eyes so seriously for a long time, so he didn't realize when Ouchen's eyes were covered by emotions such as exhaustion and anxiety.

It shouldn't be like this.

Ou Chen's eyes should not be like this.

"I haven't thought about the specific university," Ou Chen said firmly, "but I will definitely go to the same city with you, so don't try to get rid of me!"

Xie Lang looked away, looked at the list in his hand and nodded, "Got it."

Ou Chen was a little worried about his current state, took his hand and held it in his palm, "Xie Lang, do you want to call and talk to Dr. Sun?"

"No need." Xie Lang shook his head, his drooping eyes fell on the hands they were holding.

He and Ochende hadn't held hands like this for several days, and as soon as they held hands suddenly, the warm feeling produced by the palms touching spread down the palms to the heart again.

Before, Xie Lang liked the feeling of being wrapped in layers of gentle warmth, but now...

Xie Lang only felt that the gentle warmth was too heavy, and his heart was almost out of breath...

Grandpa didn't have an examination to do in the afternoon, but no more than two family members were allowed to take care of him in the ward, so after grandma had lunch, Xie Lang asked grandma and Xie Yu to stay with grandpa in the ward for a while.

He and Ouchen sat on the chairs in the hall outside for a while.

Ou Chen was a little sleepy, leaning on the back of the chair and nodding.

Xie Lang sighed, "You must listen to those who tell you to go back to sleep with extras."

"You don't want to talk to me anymore. If I don't show my presence anymore, you'll forget that I'm your boyfriend." Ou Chen was really sleepy, and after a while, he tilted his head on Xie Lang's shoulder and pondered Sleepy.

Xie Lang didn't know how to respond to this sentence, so he just kept silent and adjusted his sitting posture so that Ou Chen could be more comfortable.

The hall is not very warm, and Ouchen can't sleep if he really wants to sleep. After all, he is also a rich young man, and he still has a lot of requirements for a place to sleep. place to sleep.

"Brother!" Xie Yuyu pressed his voice to call his brother, along with his thin footsteps.

"What's wrong?" Xie Lang lowered his voice for fear of disturbing Ou Chen's sleep.

"It's nothing, I'm calling you," Xie Yuyu skillfully climbed onto Xie Lang's lap and sat down, pointing at Ou Chen, "Brother Ou Chen fell asleep?"

"Well, Brother Ouchen is tired." Xie Lang turned the child around and let him sit on his side, so as not to touch Ouchen with his legs, "Why don't you stay with grandma."

"Grandma is scolding grandpa, children can't listen." Xie Yu sat on his side, swayed his legs twice, glanced at Brother Ouchen, and put it down obediently.

Ou Chen didn't notice the child's little movements, but was amused by the child's words, and smiled secretly.

"Well," Xie Lang looked at him, "Then why don't you sleep for a while?"

"Don't sleep, I slept in the morning, my brother slept..." Xie Yuyu straightened his back, "My brother slept on my shoulder."

Xie Lang raised the corner of his mouth, "Come on, your little shoulders are not as big as my head."

Ou Chen couldn't hold back, and suddenly laughed out loud.

Both brothers looked at him.

"Ah, I'm sorry," Ou Chen lifted his eyelids, revealing tired eyes, "I didn't mean to eavesdrop on your conversation, but I really didn't fall asleep."

"Brother Ouchen then go to bed!" Xie Yu turned his head to look at him.

"Don't sleep anymore," Ou Chen yawned, "I'm afraid my head is too heavy and your brother's shoulders will crush it."

"Then you and brother go back to the hotel to sleep!" Xie Yuyu patted his small chest, "Grandpa, I will take care of it!"

"Oh, why are our cuties so obedient." Ou Chen pinched Xie's redundant face.

"Hee hee..." Xie Yue bent his eyes and smiled, "This is what I should do."

Grandma and Xie Yuyu stayed until [-] o'clock in the evening, and Xie Lang sent him back to the hotel. He originally planned to give the child a bath before going back, but Xie Yuyu seemed to grow up overnight, and he would not let him go The elder brother gave him a bath, and ordered him to sit on the sofa to rest for a while, and then he went to the bathroom to take a bath with his autumn clothes in his arms.

The child had never taken a bath by himself, and Xie Lang was worried that he would go to the bath alone. As soon as the child entered with his front foot, he followed him with his back foot.

"Brother is disobedient! I told you to sit and rest!" Xie Yuyu had just put his autumn clothes and long trousers on the washstand when he saw his brother come in. He looked up with a displeased face.

"You can't see the water here?" Xie Lang picked up the child's long johns and took out two pieces of paper to wipe the marble countertop.

"Ah..." Xie Yuyu felt a little embarrassed, "I didn't see it...."

"Be careful next time, wipe the table clean before putting the clean clothes on." Xie Lang told him.

"Understood." Xie Yuyu took the autumn clothes and long trousers and put them on the table, pushing his brother to let him go out, "Brother, go out and rest."

"I'll rest here, you go wash, I'll watch you." Sitting on the washstand, Xie Lang pushed the child's hand away and kicked his butt.

"But it's uncomfortable to sit here..."

"Ink, right?" Xie Lang looked at him.

"No..." Xie Yu curled his lips and began to undress.

Winter clothes are thick, a pair of long johns and a pair of fleece jeans adults have to save their strength and pull them violently. Xie Yuyu didn’t pull them for a long time, and finally he could only call for help. elder brother.

Xie Lang sighed, and went to carry him up, "I can't even take off my clothes well, so I have to take a bath by myself."

"No," Xie Yuyu blushed, "The clothes are too thick, I can take off my summer clothes by myself."

"The clothes are too thick and I will take them off one by one next time, just like this," Xie Lang pulled the bottom of his jeans down, "Got it."

"Got it," Xie Yu was eager to try, "Then I'll try to pull."

"Pull it, pull your long johns when you do it, don't let it be taken down by the jeans." Xie Lang said.

"Okay." Xie Yuyu responded obediently, tugging on the waist of the long johns with one hand and the hem of the jeans with the other, and then tugged vigorously.

Nothing happened.

He looked up at his brother with a helpless expression, "Brother, why can't I move..."

"You are stupid," Xie Lang sighed with a headache, took his hand and pulled off the jeans, "Isn't it just pulled off?"

"Then I'm so stupid!" Xie Yuyu smiled shamelessly.

Xie Lang felt that if Xie Yuyu had to take a bath by himself, he would have ink stains until tomorrow morning, so he was not in a hurry to let the child grow up by himself during this period of time, and in the end he personally bathed the child.

Xie Lang had a habit of bathing children without making mistakes with his eyes closed, so he had bathed the children, dried their hair, and put them on the bed in less than 10 minutes.

Because he was in a hurry to go back to the hospital, he didn't have time to coax him to sleep, so he put the child in grandma's bed, and said something casually, locked the door and went back to the hospital.

The hotel is not far from the hospital, only more than 300 meters in total. Xie Lang picked up a bicycle as soon as he left the hotel.

He often rides a bicycle, and the distance of 300 meters is three to two minutes for him.

When he got to the ward, the lights in the ward were still on, he gently opened the door and went in, and the family members of the other two beds looked up at him.

Xie Lang is not a person who likes to smile at strangers, the most polite behavior he can do is to nod his head.

After that, he didn't care whether people responded to him or not, so he went straight to his grandfather's hospital bed.

The curtain of Grandpa's hospital bed was drawn, and when Xie Lang opened the curtain to enter, Ou Chen was already lying on the hospital bed and fell asleep.

Xie Lang walked over quietly, bent down and listened to Ou Chen's breathing, it was long and steady, he should be sound asleep.

Because the patients and their family members in the other two beds did not rest, the ward was relatively quiet.

In such an environment, Ou Chen can still sleep so soundly, obviously he is exhausted.

Xie Lang stared at Ou Chen's side face hidden in his arms, feeling a little distressed.

He gently leaned over and kissed Ouchen on the forehead.

Grandpa had another operation the next day after he had all the examinations done. The doctor said that the blood clots in Grandpa's brain that had not been cleaned up in time oppressed the nerves, which made Grandpa always unable to wake up.

After seeing the film, Xie Lang didn't immediately agree to the operation. Instead, he agreed to the doctor to arrange the operation after repeatedly confirming with the doctor that the old man's second operation would not be risky.

The operation was scheduled for the first stage in the morning of the ninth day of the lunar new year. Xie Lang took his grandmother and Ou Chen to eat breakfast early and waited in the ward for the nurse to come and push his grandfather into the operating room.

Grandpa seems to be very nervous, rubbing his fingers all the time, grandma sees it and holds Grandpa's hand to talk to him.

"Old man, you have to wake up after this operation. If you don't wake up, I will go to the front alley and live with others."

Grandpa squeezed grandma's fingers vigorously to express his disapproval.

Grandma laughed, and cried uncontrollably after laughing to the door of the operating room.

"Old man, you are alright..."

"Grandma, don't cry..." Xie Yu was affected by grandma, and she also burst into tears.

"Be good, grandma didn't cry." Grandma wiped away her tears.

"It's unnecessary to talk to grandpa." Xie Lang patted Xie Yu on the shoulder, not letting him disturb grandma.

"Grandpa..." Xie Yuyu turned his head to look at Grandpa, tears rolling down like soybeans without money, "I miss you, wake up soon, my brother doesn't even want to take me for a run, Get up and take me for a run, okay..."

Grandpa remained motionless, but tears rolled down the corners of his eyes.

When the operation started, Xie Lang didn't wait at the door of the operating room, and asked Xie Yuyu to hold his grandma's hand, and he went to the fire escape to smoke.

Ou Chen went out with Xie Lang, he was not very good at smoking, so when Xie Lang was smoking, he stood beside him and looked out the window.

Today is a fine weather, sunny, looking down from a high place, the main street in front of the hospital is busy and crowded, it feels like waking up in spring after being suppressed all winter.

"Ah," Ou Chen looked at it for a long time, and suddenly realized, "Today is the ninth day, everyone should go to work."

"En." Xie Lang took a drag on his cigarette, and answered him when he exhaled.

It's the ninth day of junior high school, and I'm going to work.

The year is over before it even begins.

What is this called?

Xie Lang couldn't help but sneered in his heart.

I feel very sad.

"If grandpa can wake up today, can you have a good talk with me?" Ou Chen turned to look at Xie Lang, with a mysterious obsession with this question.

"Ou Chen," perhaps because of the good weather today, Xie Lang looked at Ou Chen with a more frank look, "You must be exhausted these days."

"I'm not tired, but my heart is tired," Ou Chen said, "If you keep interrupting me, I'll be so tired that I'll just walk over."

Xie Lang smiled softly, and the bright morning sun lit his face, such a casual smile was not enough to be charming, Ou Chen kept staring at him, not wanting to take a look away.

"We can talk about it," Xie Lang picked up Ou Chen's words, "We can talk about whether Grandpa is awake or not today."

"It's settled!" Ou Chen pointed at him, "If you go back on your word, you will have premature ejaculation forever!"

Xie Lang took a breath of cigarettes and coughed several times before recovering, "...it's done."

It was about the same time as the first surgery, more than two hours.

When the grandfather was pushed out of the operating room, the nurse told them directly that the old man would wake up in about 36 hours.

Xie Lang has no demands on the time, as long as Grandpa can wake up.

Pushing Grandpa back to the ward with the nurses, and watching them plug in various instruments for Grandpa, Xie Lang breathed a long sigh of relief.

As soon as the nurse finished explaining some precautions and went out, Xie Yuyu lay down beside the bed and shouted, "Grandpa, grandpa, are you awake? Does it hurt?"

"Little cutie, please rest for a while," Ou Chen looked at him, "Grandpa still has anesthesia on his body, so I can't hear you right now."

"Then when can I hear it?" Xie Yue raised his head and asked.

"I'll hear it when Grandpa can pinch your hand." Ou Chen told him.

"Okay then," Xie Yuyu stretched his hand under the quilt and grabbed Grandpa's hand, "Then I'll hold Grandpa's hand, so that I'll know when he wakes up!"

"Then take care of grandpa, and I'll go out with your brother to buy food."

"Okay!" Xie Yu agreed positively.

Ou Chen's ulterior motive is not to buy food, but to have a heart-to-heart talk with Xie Lang.

Xie Lang didn't expose him, and pointed at Xie Yuyu, "You should lower your voice, there are other people in the ward."

"Okay." Xie Yuyu answered again with a suppressed voice.

"Grandma," Xie Lang looked at grandma, "then we're going to buy food, you stay here and watch grandpa."

"Hey, go ahead," grandma waved her hand, "buy something lighter."

"Ah." Xie Lang walked out of the ward.

Grandpa lived here for three days, and Xie Lang already understood almost all the snacks on the street in front of the hospital.

As soon as grandma said something lighter, Xie Lang knew which restaurant she wanted to eat, but he didn't rush to buy food, but found a small flower bed downstairs where the sun could bask in and sat down.

He has to talk to Ou Chen.

As for how to talk about this heart, Xie Lang already has a very clear plan.

Ou Chen stretched his waist and sat down on the chair by the side of the flower bed, sitting very naturally, never thinking of seeing how dirty the seat was, it was so sloppy and casual that he didn't look like a hypocritical young master.

But after coming here for the past few days, he couldn't care anymore.

"Hey," after stretching, Ou Chen leaned back in his chair and squinted his eyes to look at Xie Lang, "Come on, let's start talking, classmate Xie Lang, tell me about your journey in the past few days."

There is no need to talk about the journey of the heart, Xie Lang can't talk about it, and he doesn't bother to talk about it, so he directly entered the topic of this conversation.

"Ou Chen," he looked into Ou Chen's eyes, calmly, honestly, and directly, "Let's separate."

Xie Lang's words were like a sledgehammer with tremendous strength, and the comfort that Ouchen had brought to him due to stretching and the warm sunshine was smashed to pieces.

The noise brought to his hearing by the people and cars around him was only a humming and piercing sound after the big hammer hit it. It was so powerful that Ochen's entire ear cavity was spinning and jumping non-stop. pain.

"What did you say?" It took Ou Chen a long time to react, and he stood up and looked at him.

Because Xie Lang hadn't dealt with him properly for several days, his unhappiness had been silently fermenting in his heart, and now he was finally put on fire, and he also broke out smoothly and completely.

"We share..." Before Xie Lang finished speaking, Ou Chen punched him.

"Say it again!" Ou Chen's eyes were already turning red.

He had thought about beating Xie Lang severely when Xie Lang recovered a little bit, but the beating in his imagination was just a flirtatious beating, it didn't really hit Xie Lang's body with one punch like now. Bleeding from the corner of the mouth.

Ou Chen was very distressed, but he wasn't sure whether the distress was because Xie Lang was beaten by him, or Xie Lang stabbed him straight in the heart.

Xie Lang's whole body was tilted by Ou Chen's punch, but he didn't even hum, and continued to look into Ou Chen's eyes after standing still.

"us....."

Ou Chen raised his hand and punched again, "You fucking say it again!"

"Let's separate!" Xie Lang looked into Ou Chen's eyes without avoiding it, and raised his volume.

How strange is it? A few days ago, Ou Chen was annoyed because Xie Lang always avoided his gaze, but today he desperately hopes that Xie Lang will stop looking at him...

At least don't look at him with such cold eyes without any ripple of emotion.

There are knives, thorns, and all the sharpest things in the world...

Just without Ouchen.

But it made Ou Chen unavoidably hurt all over his body.

The pain started from the eyes, continued to the heart, and then followed the blood to the limbs.

It's endless, never ending, like a fucking Bravo.

When the pain was unbearable, Ou Chen's eyes slid out with tears. This flow seemed to be on the brakes, and he couldn't stop at all. At the same time, he couldn't see Xie Lang's face clearly.

But even though Xie Lang's face was blurred, his sharp and fierce eyes were always there, no matter whether Ou Chen could see it or not, he was still in pain clearly and deeply.

"Why?" Ou Chen reached out and grabbed Xie Lang's collar, "Have you been thinking about this for the past few days? When I was fucking worried that you were going to die...you were fucking thinking about how to break up with me ,Is it!?"

"I'm sorry..." Xie Lang raised his hand, wanting to wipe his tears, but he lowered it halfway.

There is no need.

Just a little bit more to separate.

He thought the love for Ou Chen couldn't be described as romantic, but at least it wouldn't be so tiring.

He's a big trouble, and he's got a bunch of all sorts of little troubles behind him.

He didn't want to drag Ou Chen like this.

"I'm sorry for your mother!" Ou Chen violently grabbed Xie Lang's collar and pulled him closer to his eyes, "I know I'm sorry, but you still think about it! I know I'm sorry The fuck also said..."

"Ou Chen!" Xie Lang squeezed his wrist and shouted, "Can you calm down a little!"

"Why don't you fucking calm down!" Ou Chen blinked, and when the tears in his eyes slid down his cheeks, he happened to see Xie Lang's indifferent face clearly.

It's so warm today...

Why can't it melt the coldness on Xie Lang's face....

Ou Chen felt that his heart seemed to have fallen from Wanmi High School, and the feeling of sinking extremely fast was not good, but he suddenly smiled.

"Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot, you have been calm for many days, and the result is that you broke up with me..."

"I'm sorry..." Xie Lang lowered his head, "I'm really tired..."

Ou Chen looked at him, and his voice trembled obviously, "But I never forced you to do anything..."

"I know." Xie Lang said.

"I'm willing to accompany you to take care of grandpa..." Ou Chen said again.

"Thank you," Xie Lang pushed Ochen's hand away, "but I don't need it."

"Then what do you need--!!!" Ou Chen's suppressed fire broke out again, this time without reservation, because Xie Lang's movement of pushing his hand away made him feel like a wild man who was casually thrown on the side of the road. Dog, he wants to growl, growl, kick over a chair by the side of the road, and use all his strength to ask why, "Tell me what you need! I'll give it to you! I'll give you everything I said! You Why do you still do this! Why!!!”

Because you give too much, I really can't take it...

Xie Lang looked at him, that impenetrable sense of powerlessness once again occupied his entire chest, Xie Lang was almost out of breath, and the voice behind him subconsciously lowered.

"Don't give me any more, I don't need anything..."

When Xie Lang returned to the ward with the food in his hands, his grandfather finished transfusing both bottles of liquid.

"Brother Ouchen?" Xie Yuyu glanced at the door of the ward when he came over to help his brother carry the meals, and asked without seeing Brother Ouchen.

"Brother Ou Chen has something to do, he's home." Xie Lang handed a portion of the rice he brought back to grandma.

"What's the matter?" Grandma took it, "Can I help you?"

"No need," Xie Lang handed grandma a pair of chopsticks, "Hurry up and eat, it will be cold later."

"Then will brother Ouchen come over after he's busy?" Xie Yuyu opened a small mat and sat down obediently, waiting for his brother to open the lunch box for him.

"Do you want him to come over?" Xie Lang looked at him.

"Hmm..." Xie Yuyu quickly shook his head, "Brother Ouchen can't sleep well here, brother, tell him not to come over, and ask Brother Ouchen to come live with us after we bring grandpa home!"

Xie Lang didn't answer this, and pushed the rice towards him, "Eat."

"Hey?" Xie Yu tilted his head to look at his brother's left cheek, and he immediately became nervous, "What's wrong with your face, brother?"

"It's okay." Xie Lang didn't say much to the child, ordered his rice bowl, "Hurry up and eat."

But Xie Yuyu was persistent, "Then why are your eyes red?"

"The sand blinds my eyes." Xie Lang's voice suddenly became hoarse.

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The cutie who broke up in the last chapter, this chapter is just as you wish~