I'm not a GL for this heroine

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"what?"

The night wind howled on the city wall, making Mangke feel cold all over.

She thought she heard it wrong, what did Xun Huanyun just say?

Let yourself go back?

As if to confirm his doubts, Xun Yuyun said calmly: "Go back, if you can, don't come here again."

Mangke looked at her in surprise, as if he couldn't quite understand what Xun Huanyun said.

What does it mean to let her go back?

What does it mean to tell her never to come again?

Doesn't she like herself?

Or... is she lying?

"why?"

The cold wind blew away Manke's voice, making that question seem extraordinarily ethereal.

"why?"

Manke asked again, she leaned forward and grabbed Xun Canyun's clothes, raised her head in confusion: "What do you mean by that? Don't you want to see me again?"

"Correct."

Xun Huanyun nodded: "Jiang Chun'er came to talk to me for a long time today. I think she is right. You and I are not from the same world. If we spend it like this, we are just wasting each other's time."

Like a character in a play, Mang Ke couldn't understand what she said.

"So you'd better go." Xun Huanyun stretched out his hand and rubbed Manke's head, and said after a long silence, "I hope I won't meet you again in the future."

I don't know when it snowed again that night, it was like light rain.

When Jiang Chun'er ran over, Mang Ke was the only one left in the entire city wall.

"elder sister?"

She walked up, poked her head out carefully to look at Manke, and whispered like a child who has done something wrong: "That person... has she left?"

Mangke sat on a chair by the city wall, seemingly not hearing Jiang Chun'er's words.

Seeing that her hands were purple from the cold, Jiang Chun'er reached out and touched them quietly, and felt that they were not hands at all, but two popsicles.

"Sister, I know I was wrong." Jiang Chun'er lowered her head and squatted at Manke's feet, aggrieved like a small animal: "Sister, don't be angry with me, okay? She is not an ordinary person, we can't took her away."

"Do you have to go?"

Manke's voice was cold and scary, she turned to look at Jiang Chun'er, and asked, "Can I stay here forever?"

Jiang Chun'er was taken aback, and quickly said: "No! If you stay here, your body will not be able to bear it!"

"Then what if I don't want it?"

"???"

Jiang Chun'er frowned and said, "Sister, there is something wrong with you! If you stay here all your life, you will die, and if you die, it is even more impossible to stay here forever."

In the final analysis, this is just a laboratory in the brain space. It connects some people's thinking to achieve intercommunication, and then builds a peripheral environment as a framework, while the ontology rests at home.

This is an experimental game that Jiang Chun'er took part in recently during the holidays. Although it is dangerous, it still cannot resist the attraction of devotion.

Moreover, several people had done experiments before, so Jiang Chun'er felt that she would not be so unlucky.

She took Manke's cold hand and said, "Sister, come back with me, we will meet after we go back, and I will accompany you whatever you want, okay?"

Jiang Chun'er said sadly: "I don't want to see you sad, don't cry anymore, okay?"

At this moment, Mangke felt her face was icy cold, and she didn't realize that she was crying until Jiang Chun'er wiped away her tears.

"I am not sad……"

Mang Ke covered his eyes and sat by the city wall, weeping uncontrollably: "I'm not sad at all..."

Why is it that I am the one who wants to be freed, but I cry so hard?

Mangke couldn't figure it out, she just felt a pain in her heart.

At least she still has a choice, but Xun Huanyun can only choose to break up with herself.

Tears flowed from the fingers uncontrollably, stinging to death in the cold winter night.

Mang didn't understand, why did he come here, why did he meet Xun Huanyun, what was all this for?

The darkness swept in like smoke, and when Mangke opened his eyes again, what he saw was his familiar yet unfamiliar ceiling.

Mangke looked at the dark night dully, tears had already wet the side of his face, it was a little itchy and astringent.

came back.

Mangke covered his eyes with his hands, and finally cried out uncontrollably...

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Autumn has just entered today, and the weather is still very hot. People are coming and going in the city hospital.

Si Nan followed the master to finish checking the room, and walked to the office while arranging the documents in his hand.

"Doctor Si!"

Just as she was walking with her head down, she heard someone calling herself behind her.

Si Nan turned his head and saw the little nurse at the nurse station he was familiar with, so he stopped and looked at her: "What's wrong?"

The little nurse came over and said to Sinan, "Tonight is the head nurse's birthday. Do you want to come to attend? It's in the restaurant opposite the hospital, and the private room has already been reserved!"

Sinan thought for a while, and couldn't help but refuse with a smile: "I'm sorry, I have an appointment tonight, so I can't go."

"Dating?"

The little nurse leaned over with great interest and said, "Doctor Si actually has a date? We all thought you didn't see anyone except your patients."

Sinan scratched his cheeks and smiled bitterly: "Nonsense, I'm also a normal person, and my mind is full of patients, so what's the matter?"

"Hahahaha, I'm teasing you, Doctor Si, don't be angry, then I'll tell the head nurse, go and do your work first."

"Well, help me say happy birthday to the head nurse."

"Good~"

Seeing his colleagues walk away, Sinan held the folder between his arms, pushed the door open and walked into the office.

Because there are few female doctors in the hospital, sometimes Si Nan and the nurses are relatively close. Although they each talk to each other, Si Nan has not yet passed the internship period.

After changing out of her white coat, she came out of the dressing room in a long brown trench coat.

When she met her master head-on, she immediately shivered.

And the middle-aged doctor also saw Sinan's outfit, and he approached and said, "Get off work?"

"Yeah." Si Nan nodded: "I made an appointment with a friend, so I left on time..."

As she spoke, her voice became softer, as if it was a big mistake to leave after get off work.

The middle-aged doctor looked at her expressionlessly, and said, "Since you have an appointment, let's go quickly, what are you doing wandering around in the hospital?"

After finishing speaking, he opened the door and walked in. Sinan glanced back at him, shrunk his neck and hurried away.

Coming out of the hospital in despair, Sinan smiled and took out his mobile phone to call Manke, but he called over and over again, but the other party didn't answer.

Weird girl.

Sinan thought for a while, then tucked her long hair into the scarf, hail a taxi and got in it.

When he got to the door of Manke's house, Sinan found that the room was ajar, and it was pitch black inside.

"Little Kerr~"

Si Nan poked in, looked at the dark environment in the room and said, "What's the matter with you, why don't you contact me every day?"

But no one replied to her.

Sinan had a bad premonition in her heart, she walked in and turned on the light, the dazzling incandescent light illuminated the whole cabin, only saw a bloated bulge on the bed, which seemed to be a person lying down.

"Hey?"

Si Nan walked over cautiously, squatted on the edge of the bed and looked tentatively, and finally sat on the edge of the bed and lifted the corner of the quilt.

Manke's long chestnut hair was scattered listlessly under the blanket. At this moment, she was hugging a brown bear with her eyes closed, as if she was sleeping, but Sinan knew she was still awake.

"what happened?"

Sinan reached out and touched Mangke's head, and said, "You don't have a fever, why do you look so weak? Is there something wrong with your body?"

Mangke opened his eyes and shook his head.

She was really uncomfortable, from inside to outside.

It's almost like dying.

Sinan didn't say much, but brushed away the messy long hair with his fingers, and secretly glanced at the neckline of Manke's pajamas, and accidentally saw the smooth and fair skin, which made her blush, so she turned over and said: " Can't you get up, let's go out to eat delicious food, shall I take you to eat crab?"

Manko shook his head.

Sinan couldn't help wondering: "Didn't you like eating crabs and lobsters the most before? What happened recently?"

Mangke closed his eyes, not wanting to speak.

Seeing his friend's lifeless look, Sinan had no choice but took out his phone and ordered two takeaways, took off his coat and hung it on the chair, looked at the dirty room and said, "Let me help you first." Let's clean it up, take a look at your house, what's the difference between it and a kennel?"

With that said, Sinan started to clean up all the garbage, threw some dispensable sundries into the cabinet, opened the curtains for ventilation, and finally cleaned up the floor of the house with a mop.

When he finished his work, the delivery boy knocked on the door, and Sinan smiled slyly and asked him to help take the garbage down when he went downstairs.

Delivery guy: "..."

After all this was done, Mangke seemed to have regained her composure. She sat up from the bed, looked at Sinan busy, and asked, "Why did you come to my house today?"

"My mother always complains that you don't come to the house often, so let me walk around more." Sinan stretched out his finger and poked Manke's head, smiling with crooked eyes: "You, what's going on these days? "

Mang Ke was silent for a while before saying, "No, I just..."

It's just that, she doesn't know how to tell her acquaintances about herself, because no matter which aspect she looks at, it's incredible.

"Okay, let's not talk about that."

Sinan opened the takeaway box, looked at the tempting food inside and said with a smile, "I'll turn on the TV, what do you want to watch?"

While getting out of bed and getting dressed, Mangke said, "There's nothing to see, just put it away."

"it is good."

Sinan picked up the remote control, switched between channels, and finally stopped in an entertainment interview program.

It seemed to be interviewing a female star, only to see the female artist on the screen with a beautiful face and a gentle smile, being interviewed.

"How do you feel about your upcoming movie? Do you feel pressured?"

"Fortunately, the production team are all very powerful people, I believe the movie will be liked by many people."

"We also believe that it must be a very good work. Let me add a digression. I heard that you are on vacation recently. You just came back a few days ago. Can you tell us about the harvest of this trip, Miss Yueyin. "

The female artist named Yue Yin smiled lightly and tilted her head, and said to the host: "It's not a harvest, but I met a very cute little rabbit."