After being scum, the little widow was reborn
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Is it his illusion?Why do I feel that it is colder here than in my previous life?Lu Ganjun was wearing heavy clothes, the carriage had already driven away, no one on the street knew who he was, he just walked slowly like this, the snow was getting bigger and bigger, there were fewer and fewer people along the way, and it was almost at the end, Lu Ganjun ran forward out a child.
Speaking of a child, if he hadn't spoken, Lu Ganjun wouldn't even be able to tell that it was a child. His clothes were dark and he was as thin as a monkey.
"Good-hearted people, give me something to eat."
"Where's your adult?" Lu Ganjun looked around and didn't see anyone else. A child wearing such thin clothes in snowy weather might be a bad luck.
"There are no adults in my family..." the child said timidly. Originally, he could go to the relief center, but his father was a murderer, so he was embarrassed to go.
"Then you, cough, cough, come with me." Choked by the cold wind, Lu Ganjun's voice was rough. The child dared to come only when Lu Ganjun was alone. Lu Ganjun asked him to follow, but he hesitated.
He glanced at Lu Ganjun again, this man is well dressed, he should not be short of money, and he probably won't sell him...
"Okay, I'll go with you." Taking the initiative to hold Lu Ganjun's free hand, Lu Ganjun froze and led the child back to the residence.
Xu Gongfu had already taken care of everything, and when he saw Lu Ganjun returning with a child, he was very surprised, "Master, this child?"
"I picked it up on the road." Handed the child to Xu Gongfu, "Take it down and wash it, and buy thick clothes for you."
"Yes." Strange why the child didn't go to the relief center, Xu Gongfu asked a lot of questions while bathing him.
For example, the child's name is Azhuo, and he didn't go to the relief center because he was afraid that his father would be a murderer, and the relief center would not accept him.
After telling Lu Ganjun the truth about the situation, Lu Ganjun became interested in this relief center, "Who built the relief center?"
"It was built in August this year, and the locals don't know their names. The people in charge are two very good-looking sons, one tall and one short, and one of them is still pregnant."
Every time Xu Gongfu said something, Lu Ganjun's heart suddenly tightened. He raised his head and looked at Xu Gongfu. Obviously, the two had the same thought, "Master, tell me, could this relief center be Her Highness the Queen..."
"I'll go take a look tomorrow." Guessing that it was probably them, Lu Ganjun felt timid instead.He was a little afraid to face Jiang Rong, he was afraid that he would see contempt and suspicion in the other party's eyes, and he was even more afraid that there was nothing in the other party's eyes.
Dealing with children all day long, Jiang Rong became softer and more lively. When Lu Ganjun went, the snow had stopped. Many children in the relief center gathered together to play snowball fights and build snowmen. Seeing Jiang Rong coming, they obediently stopped. To Jiang Rong.
"Young master!"
"Is it cold last night?" Jiang Rong was wearing a cloak and a rabbit fur hat on his head. The soft fluff stuck to his cheeks, making him softer.
"It's not cold." The children replied in unison, and Jiang Rong touched one of the children's hands again, "After playing for a while, I have to go back to the house to practice calligraphy, so I don't want to be cold."
"Good~"
Lu Ganjun stood watching from the side, holding A Zhuo in his hand. When Jiang Rong found him, Lu Ganjun almost ran away, and touched the mask on his face to restrain the impulse.
"What's the matter with this big brother?" Jiang Rong asked with a smile. He has been here for several months and has never seen this person. Seeing that he has a child with him, he is slightly less wary of him.
"I came here to do business. I picked up a child on the way and sent it to you." Knowing that it was really Jiang Rong, Lu Ganjun knew that he would not care about the identity of the child's father.
Upon hearing this, Jiang Rong walked over to look at the child, stroked the child's head, and said softly, "You must have suffered a lot these days."
He has never met such a gentle person, as gentle as the mother in his memory, A Zhuo easily let go of his guard against Jiang Rong, and was held by Jiang Rong.
"Thank you, big brother, you saved this child."
"It's okay." Lu Ganjun looked inside again, and finally gave Jiang Rong a complicated look, "Will such children be sent to you in the future? I always meet children begging when I go out."
"Of course." Jiang Rong laughed. Seeing that he was dressed luxuriously, it was not difficult to guess the reason. Only then did Jiang Rong realize that the man in front of him had a walking stick, and his eyes were full of surprise.Lu Ganjun coughed and Jiang Rong realized his impoliteness, "Sorry, I was a little rude."
"It's okay, you don't need to apologize for this." Even so, Lu Ganjun found a reason to leave quickly, as long as he thought of Jiang Rong watching his back from behind, Lu Ganjun wished he could take a bigger step.
The corner is right in front of you, as long as you pass the corner, Jiang Rong will not see him. Lu Ganjun wanted to walk faster, but he didn't pay attention to the stones buried in the snow under his feet. He tripped suddenly and lay on the ground in embarrassment .
Jiang Rong turned around and hadn't gone far. When he heard the sound, he turned around and saw someone fell, so he hurriedly walked over holding his stomach.
"Are you all right? Did you get injured from the fall..."
Before Jiang Rong could walk in front of him, Lu Ganjun stood up quickly, ignoring the severe pain from his left leg, he limped away without saying a word while bowing his head.
"Strange..." Jiang Rong muttered while standing there, and sent someone to clear the stones.
There is such a hidden danger. Jiang Rong fined the steward of the relief center and asked them to re-examine, so that no hidden danger could be left. After all, there are many children here, and the chance of injury is greater.
They had met each other, but Jiang Rong didn't recognize him, and Lu Ganjun returned to the residence in a dazed state, startling Xu Gongfu.
"Master, you are..."
"It's okay, go prepare some hot water." He didn't want to say more, Xu Gongfu didn't dare to ask more, just nodded and sent someone to prepare hot water.
After taking a hot bath, Lu Ganjun's body finally recovered some temperature, and he sat on the bed so that the accompanying imperial physician could administer acupuncture.
With proper exercise, Lu Ganjun's legs are still muscular and look slender and powerful.Except for the obvious depression on the knee of the left leg, these legs can be described as perfect.
The scar has faded long ago, only the gouged out patella can't grow.
Lu Ganjun's expression didn't change, but the beads of sweat slowly dripping from his forehead still exposed him.
"Master, the climate here is very cold, it is really not suitable for you to cultivate, master." The accompanying imperial doctor couldn't help but persuade, he knew that what he said was meaningless, the doctor was kind, he always wanted to persuade a few more words.
"Go down." Lu Ganjun covered his bruised legs, the imperial doctor sighed and had to leave.
The body was too tired, Lu Ganjun couldn't bear it and lay down. When he saw Jiang Rong today, he became even more dazzling than before.
The wind and sand in Liangcheng didn't affect him in the slightest, his fair face was still there, standing in the snow almost blended into the color of the snow.
He has become more gentle, with a peaceful expression that Lu Ganjun has never seen before. This is a strange Jiang Rong. It is undeniable that it makes him even more unable to let go, but he has no way to possess it anymore.
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"I met a strange person when I went to see my children today."
"Huh? What's strange?" Lu Jin asked.
Jiang Rong really couldn't tell what was so strange about it. He thought about the man he saw, everything was normal, and everything was weird.
"Forget it, let's not talk about him." Jiang Rong couldn't figure it out, so he didn't mention it at all, anyway, he was a person who only met once, "There are still homeless children in the city, let's send someone to look for it tomorrow , In a few days, people will freeze to death."
"Okay." Lu Jin didn't ask any further questions. The weather was already very cold today. Lu Jin was so bored that he sat on the stove and fell asleep. He suddenly got up and said excitedly, "Let's eat hot pot tonight!"
Liangcheng has no shortage of beef and mutton, and they also do as the Romans do when they come here. After Jiang Rong suffered from morning sickness, beef and mutton have almost become their most common meat.
"Okay, prepare more, let's have a meal together, it's a commemoration of the first snow this year."
Slowly, more than a month passed, and during this month, neither Lu Ganjun nor Jiang Rong was idle.Lu Ganjun secretly visited the officials in the entire prefecture around Liangcheng, dealt with the corrupt ones, and found a total of one million taels of silver during house raids, enough to build another city in the entire Northland.Lu Ganjun was so angry that he wanted to dig out the beheaded corrupt officials and flog their corpses.
It's no wonder that the Northland has always been poor, with unruly people and evil people. The money he set aside for disaster relief was all stolen by these beasts. Fortunately, it was discovered in time that the newly appointed officials did not dare to make any small moves under Lu Ganjun's supervision, except Now the weather is cold and not good for construction, everything else is going well.
After the snow fell, there were disaster victims. This time, the imperial court moved quickly and stationed officers and soldiers in various places, not only responsible for disaster relief, but also responsible for suppressing unrest. The lives of the people were better than in previous years.
The sudden appearance of officers and soldiers made Jiang Rong and the others more vigilant at first.They had discussed with the government several times before, and even said that they could pay the money as long as the government sent people, but they did not allow them to agree to the disaster relief after the snow.
But soon Jiang Rong dispelled his worries, because he found that these officers and soldiers really focused on the people and did not leave any victims behind.No matter what the starting point of these people is, at least the ending is good.
Jiang Rong is about to give birth in more than a month. Although he is not short, he has a slender stature, his waist is especially thin, and his stomach is even more prominent.In the last month, Lu Jin followed him all the time, Jiang Rong couldn't go out anymore, and was so bored in the mansion that he could only wander around the yard boredly.
"There are still twelve days." Lu Jin counted the days silently in his heart, and each day was getting closer and closer. He was more nervous than Jiang Rong, and he was thinner visible to the naked eye, but Jiang Rong began to worry.
"There is a doctor and a midwife in the mansion, and you are with daddy, so there is nothing to worry about." Jiang Rong couldn't help worrying as he watched his face that had finally gained some flesh and lost weight again.
"Well, I know..." He was just scared, and couldn't imagine how a child would be born with such a big belly.
"You." There was a thick carpet in the room, Lu Jin lay on Jiang Rong's lap, Jiang Rong smiled and nodded his forehead, "Go out and find something to do, so you don't always think about it."
"Men should be allowed to have children. Most men are strong and strong. Isn't it easier than Shuang'er and women?"
"Ordinary people's families, men have to work hard to support their families, and the men of official families have to plead for the people, or go to the battlefield to fight and defend the mountains and rivers. Each has its own difficulties. Wouldn't it be too hard for them to have children?"
"It's not just men who work hard..."
"Compared to it, it's always easier to be a husband and raise a child, isn't it? What's more, a man must be honest, honest, humble and obedient before you are willing to raise children for him. If he is dissolute and treacherous, you should get out early."
"What about a woman like Miss Liang?" Liang Qiuyi is no worse than a man.
"That depends on her choice. The two really love each other. It's understandable which one pays more. It's hard to be haggled for a long time."
Jiang Rongyu said earnestly, he knew that Lu Jin was because of him, and always felt that he had worked hard, but he was also afraid that Lu Jin would be deceived because of this in the future.
Not all women and twins are as beautiful as Lu Jin imagined. There are bad and good people, and it is best to distinguish them with your heart.
Lu Jin didn't agree with what he said, "Daddy thinks that man is hardworking, and he thinks too much about him, so that he can make progress."
"I just love the wrong person." Although human nature is greedy and pushy, but if that person is worthy of love, he will consider your efforts, respect and cherish your efforts, and pity you more and more.He is not worthy of love, let alone you, so he doesn't care about your suffering or tiredness.
"Then daddy, haven't you let go of him completely?" Lu Jin asked hesitantly, he usually wouldn't bring up Lu Ganjun, but today's topic is here, Lu Jin couldn't help asking, otherwise, how could Jiang Rong be willing to conceive again What about the man's child?
"There is no love, and it seems that there is no hatred. Looking back, it's like reading someone else's story."
"Then why..." Lu Jin looked at Jiang Rong's stomach, and Jiang Rong smiled as he looked at Jiang Rong with a hesitant expression.
"Why, can it be why? I gave birth to him when I was pregnant." Of course, Jiang Rong couldn't say it was because of Dongzhi. He gambled whether he could meet his Dongzhi again, but he couldn't do that. Say it, it will only make Lu Jin feel more uncomfortable.
Nine months into her pregnancy, even if she was betting on whether the child would be Dong Zhi at first, now Jiang Rong doesn't care, it doesn't matter if it is his child, he loves it.
"I shouldn't want him, and make daddy so hard." Lu Jin was very resentful, secretly thinking that when Jiang Rong gave birth to the child, he must teach this younger brother who is many years behind, and always put his daddy first .
"It's not hard, I... um!" Jiang Rong suddenly felt a little pain in his stomach, and Lu Jin sat up frightened by his muffled groan, wanted to touch him but didn't dare to touch him, and turned around anxiously, "Daddy, Daddy, me, what should I do..."
"Don't be nervous..." Jiang Rong has experienced it once, and he knows that this kind of labor pain is a precursor to giving birth. He seems to be more calm than Lu Jin, "I think it will be a while before I give birth. Please help me walk and ask someone to ask for a midwife." With the doctor." After a long series of words, Jiang Rong was a little tired, and took the initiative to support Lu Jin's arm.
"Okay, okay." Lu Jin could only help Jiang Rong around in a daze, until the midwife came and Lu Jin wanted to continue to follow into the delivery room before being kicked out.
"My son, my son! Big men can't enter the delivery room, it's bad luck."
"What's the bad luck! It's obviously joy!" Lu Jin was in a hurry, and Jiang Rong took a look before being honest.
"Go around the street obediently, and I will give birth to the baby when you come back." Jiang Rong's weak voice came from the room, saying that the door of the delivery room was closed.
Lu Jin was very confused, he walked around the yard, and the servants couldn't help laughing. "My lord, why don't you just listen to your master and go shopping in the street before you come back."
Hearing the voices in the delivery room, Lu Jin's eyes darkened, fearing that if she stayed any longer, she would faint in embarrassment, so Lu Jin took a deep breath and walked out the door.
At this time, there were many more people on the street one after another. They all came here after hearing that Jiang Rong was going to give birth. Lu Jin was surrounded as soon as he went out.
"Mr. Lu, is the young master all right? Did you give birth?"
"Boy or Shuang'er? My boy will be born next month, so it's time to book a baby kiss!"
"My boy has already been born. He looks good and talented. If you want to order, you must order with my family!"
"Hey, why are you..."
Seeing that there was going to be a quarrel, Lu Jin had to control the scene, his eyes were helpless, but he was not nervous after such a quarrel.
"Quiet and quiet!" Lu Jin said in a voice, "Everyone go back first, everything is safe here, we will hold a water banquet when the baby is born, and everyone can come to participate."
"Okay, okay!" They were all people who had been hungry, and they were all happy when they heard that there was a banquet. The crowd dispersed a bit, and Lu Jin realized that there was a masked person looking in.
Slowly everyone left, but the masked person didn't leave. This person looked very anxious, Lu Jin thought for a while and walked over, "Who are you?"
"I..." No sound could be heard outside the door, only servants walking in and out hurriedly, Lu Ganjun took a step forward quietly on crutches, "Can I go in and have a look?"
"No." Lu Jin resolutely refused after looking at him.This person looked familiar to him, but he couldn't remember who it looked like.
"Please let me go in and take a look. If I don't go in, I'll just take a look outside." The servants kept pouring out pots of blood, and Lu Ganjun was anxious, "I don't mean any harm. If you don't worry about it, tie me up." It's okay to get up."
"What do you want to do in there? He's not related to you. If you act so anxious, who knows what's going on?" That person couldn't possibly be so anxious...
wrong!Lu Jin carefully looked at the person in front of him again.
Wearing a mask and not daring to show his true face, Lu Jin was about the same height as him and leaned on crutches. Although he didn't know which leg the man in front of him was disabled, Lu Jin still had an idea in his heart.
"You took off the mask."
"I..." Lu Ganjun knew that Lu Jin was suspicious of him, "I just took a look, and then I'll leave..."
"Unless you take off the mask, there is no way you can get in."
Lu Ganjun closed his eyes, and finally took off the mask, "Can you let me in? I'm the one who gave birth inside..." His voice was hoarse and choked with sobs.
"It really is you!" Lu Jin had never seen Lu Ganjun like this before, he found it ridiculous, but also sad.
He thought that his father, who had always been aloof and respected, would have such a day.
Lu Ganjun laughed, his eyes were a little red, "You can't go in even more, you are not qualified!"
The two confronted each other like this, Lu Ganjun stood for a long time and began to lose his figure, Lu Jin simply asked someone to move a chair, folded his arms and looked at Lu Ganjun, "Sit."
The chair was put down, and Lu Ganjun just supported the back of the chair with his right hand to support his body. Cold sweat began to break out from his body. Lu Ganjun was in a daze, and suddenly a scream came from the yard. No longer in the mood of confrontation, they all rushed towards the delivery room.
"Put harder! The baby is going to be suffocated!" The midwife was so anxious that she skillfully pushed Jiang Rong's stomach. The birth canal of Shuang'er was too narrow, and it was not suitable for giving birth at all.
Lu Jin was worried and could only walk around the door in a hurry, but Lu Ganjun had no scruples. He took off his coat and pushed open the door of the delivery room, leaving Lu Jin with no chance to stop him.
"Ronger, Ronger!" The man who rushed in suddenly startled the midwife, she couldn't be distracted, Lu Ganjun rushed to Jiang Rong, and finally knelt down uncontrollably, looking at Jiang Rong's pale face, Lu Ganjun was so distressed that she grabbed Jiang Rong's hand and pressed it to her face, "Hold on a little longer, Rong'er, hold on a little longer and it will be over..."
Jiang Rong's mind was also in a mess, he couldn't distinguish day and night from the pain, he just thought why the child hadn't come out for so long, now he thought he was dreaming when he saw Lu Ganjun, after all, in his cognition, Lu Ganjun should be in Chang'an now.
"Hmm..." There was another contraction, Jiang Rong tightly grasped the bed sheet under her body, and the wooden stick stuffed by the midwife in her mouth left marks on her teeth. Seeing this, Lu Ganjun stretched out her arm in front of Jiang Rong, " Stop biting the stick, bite me."
Confused by the pain, Jiang Rong didn't care about anything, bit Lu Ganjun's arm, and couldn't taste the blood.
Lu Ganjun was comforting at the side, and the midwife guided her slowly. After four or five hours, until late at night, Jiang Rong gave birth safely.
After giving birth, Jiang Rong was so tired that he fell asleep directly. Lu Ganjun took the handkerchief from the midwife and wiped Jiang Rong's lower body. He staggered to stand up, his left leg was completely exhausted, and he could only support it with one leg. Body, the midwife saw his heart on Jiang Rong, and probably guessed his identity.
Seeing that he didn't intend to see the child, the midwife handed the child to Lu Jin who was waiting at the door.The first time she held the baby, Lu Jin just clumsily held the baby in her hands, but felt a little touched.
He was also born in this way, from such a small age, he grew up slowly.
Glancing into the room, Lu Jin sighed and did not drive Lu Ganjun out, but took the child away, and ordered the servants to prepare some warm food.
Jiang Rong was sleeping deeply in the room, Lu Qianjun wiped his whole body, carried Jiang Rong to the newly made bed, touched Jiang Rong's warm face, Lu Ganjun gently lifted the quilt and lay down.
"Rong'er, thank you..."
As the night was dark, Lu Ganjun's heart relaxed and he finally fell asleep.
After falling asleep, there was another nightmare, this time the nightmare was clearer than before, he seemed to be in reality, Jiang Rong died in front of him.
The simple wooden house is exposed to the wind, and it is raining continuously outside the house. The sound of the rain falling on the window sill, the dreary weather makes people breathless.
The three-year-old Dongzhi didn't know what death was, and Jiang Rong asked Fang to take him away. Jiang Rong didn't want to leave an indelible shadow in Dongzhi's heart.
There was only a simple bed in the room, and Jiang Rong was lying on the bed. He was very thin, and his body was covered with a thick quilt in the sweltering summer, and his hand was stretched out of the quilt, leaving only a layer of skin and bones.
His cheeks were deeply sunken, his face was blue and gray, and his breath was like a thread, as if he was about to die.
His body hurt so much, his breathing felt like being pricked by needles, and Jiang Rong's broken voice sounded like an old bellows that had been in disrepair.
Apart from him, there was Liu Yuan in the room, Jiang Rong only had time to let out a quick gasp, and Liu Yuan came to his side.
The thin body of the long-ill man shrank into a ball, Liu Yuan's thin clothes were soaked in sweat, but Jiang Rong complained about the cold.
He looked in a trance for a long time, but he knew that he was probably going to die.He asked Liu Yuan, but he couldn't understand what Liu Yuan said, only tears flowed from his empty eyes.
Lu Ganjun saw his tearful eyes, and clearly saw the unwillingness and pain in his eyes.
He heard Jiang Rong choked up and said that he should not fall in love with him, and falling in love with him became the beginning of all the pain in Jiang Rong's life.The originally carefree young master was hurt by him time and time again, and he never regained his former glory.
Jiang Rong is resentful, his whole life has been ruined, the good years dissipate like the smoke outside the window in the evening, he hates, how can he not hate.
Jiang Rong hugged Liu Yuan's hand and said hopelessly that his life was so miserable. Lu Ganjun looked at him like this, and wanted to hug him, but he could only pass through Jiang Rong's body. He couldn't give this poor person at all. Every bit of warmth.
He wanted to tell Jiang Rong that he regretted, that he regretted hurting a person who loved him wholeheartedly like this, he didn't know how much pain he would have after Jiang Rong died, and how long it would take for a person who depended on him to leave suddenly Time to adapt.
He didn't get used to it, and he didn't get used to it after two lifetimes. He was still greedy for the sweetness he had tasted before, and he was greedy for Jiang Rong's soft kiss on his cheek with a sneer.He begged half his life for a chance to be reborn, and Jiang Rong never smiled at him like that again.
Death is frightening because people cannot stop it.Lu Ganjun knew that he was in a dream, but Jiang Rong vomited blood helplessly in front of him. The bright red color soaked Jiang Rong's entire chest, as if he was about to vomit all the blood in his body. Having experienced all kinds of deaths, none of them made him so afraid.
Jiang Rong's entire face was as pale as paper, and the blood on his lips seemed to have applied a layer of lip balm to him, which was the only color left behind when he was dying.
There was also a smell of blood in his breath, tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, and slowly dried into tear stains, Jiang Rong's eyes suddenly widened, it was clearly a foreseeable death, but everyone present was so unacceptable.Liu Yuan hugged him tightly, trying to warm up his cold body, but Jiang Rong curled up and closed her eyes with a smile.
Dazzling red poured out of his lower body, Lu Ganjun yelled unbearably, he desperately called Jiang Rong's name, begging Jiang Rong not to die, but this was death, and he couldn't stop it.
The shrinking pain in his lower body made Jiang Rong desperate. He called for help to no avail, grabbed the flesh of his lower abdomen, and stared at him with his eyes open. Lu Ganjun broke down and said no, he didn't want to experience the pain of Jiang Rong leaving him again, but Only he could hear his voice, and his hoarseness could not stop anything, Jiang Rong was still drained of all his strength.
His body gradually became lighter, and even the pain seemed to stop tormenting him. Jiang Rong sobbed and grabbed Liu Yuan's hand tightly. He had too many regrets, and too many people he was attached to. His Dongzhi was only three years old. There are still countless three-year-olds between them, but he never has the chance to accompany his children to grow up.
All this was caused by the person he had loved all his life. Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong with strong hatred in his eyes, and said he hated him while panting and crying.
Regret made his life worse than death. Lu Ganjun always knew that Jiang Rong hated him, but it was the first time he knew that Jiang Rong was saying that he hated him when he was dying.
His belated pity can't save Jiang Rong. People who have died once will never believe him again, nor will they believe anyone can make him happy.
The hands holding Liu Yuan's clothes gradually lost strength, Jiang Rong begged Liu Yuan to help him take care of Dong Zhi, as long as his Dong Zhi can grow up well, he can die in peace.
Liu Yuan agreed to him, and Jiang Rong relaxed all of a sudden, everything in the world was settled, and Dongzhi was taken care of, so he lowered his hands freely.
"No! No..." Faced with all this, Lu Ganjun cried out in his sleep. His voice was hoarse, and he broke down sobbing.
The tall man curled up helplessly, trapped in a dream, desperately trying to wake up.
In a small village that no one knew about in the north, the rain continued for several days. Jiang Rong died there in despair. He lost his temperature in the rain and was buried hastily.
The city of Chang'an was full of joy, and the whole street was covered with ten miles of red makeup, and the bright sun above shone on the cheering faces of the people.
Today is the day of great joy for their majesty to confer queen, and the whole world will rejoice.Only in that village, the rain did not stop, and the funeral mourning sounded again.
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Jiang Rong woke up, he was in good health, only a little postpartum weakness, he was awakened by the crying of the person beside him in his sleep, opened his eyes and looked at Lu Ganjun's tear-stained face, Jiang Rong was momentarily at a loss.
It turned out that Lu Ganjun really came, it was not his illusion last night.
Sitting up propped up, Jiang Rong looked down at Lu Ganjun who was sleeping next to him. This man had some kind of nightmare, his face was frighteningly pale, and his forehead was covered in cold sweat. He wanted to reach out to test Lu Ganjun's body temperature. Touching Lu Ganjun's forehead, he was shocked by the scalding temperature.
It must be a nightmare, Jiang Rong thought to himself, he pushed Lu Ganjun, "Don't sleep, it's dawn."
It was dawn... Lu Ganjun heard Jiang Rong's voice.
He's not dead, he's not dead... This is the only thought in Lu Ganjun's mind.
right!It was just a dream, his Rong'er was alive and well, had just given birth to their child, and was now sleeping beside him, within his reach.
Lu Ganjun opened his eyes suddenly, and saw Jiang Rong with blurred eyes. Lu Ganjun wanted to laugh up to the sky, but finally he hugged Jiang Rong tremblingly, buried his face on the side of Jiang Rong's neck, and slowly soaked Jiang Rong's body. clothes.
The rest of his life made him vent his fear and anxiety. Lu Ganjun murmured in a low voice, humbly begging for a little mercy, "Don't leave me again, please don't leave me again..."
Different from his loss of control, Jiang Rong is rational. He admits that this poor Lu Ganjun caused a little disturbance in his heart, and it is so simple to control a person's emotions.
"What are you going to do to keep me?" Jiang Rong asked mysteriously.
"What can I do to keep you?" Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong in a daze.
The terrifying dream was too real. Jiang Rong, who is now sitting beside him in good health, does not need to do anything is his greatest salvation, "As long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will give you everything."
They were destined to be entangled endlessly. Lu Ganjun thought about letting go, and also persuaded himself to let go. The fact is that letting go would make life worse than death. He can only gamble that there is something Jiang Rong cares about in him.
"But I don't want anything." Jiang Rong glanced at him lightly, turned over and got out of bed to change clothes.
As soon as he moved, the thing under his body fell off, and it was stained with blood. Lu Ganjun was anxious to put a piece of clothing on him, but forgot that his left leg was broken, and fell straight to the ground as soon as he stood up.
Standing on the edge of the bed, Jiang Rong couldn't see the expression of joy and anger. Lu Ganjun was embarrassed by his disability. He limped to Jiang Rong, his lips became pale, and forced a smile. "What do you want to do, let me help you."
"No need." Jiang Rong summoned his servants calmly, took two steps and looked back at Lu Ganjun, "Yesterday was just a dream, and now I wake up from the dream, Your Majesty should go back."
Having said so much, Jiang Rong still didn't want to have any further entanglements with him, Lu Ganjun supported his knees and gritted his teeth to catch up, "Ronger, do you think I'm incomplete?"
"No." Jiang Rong kindly gave him the answer, "I just don't love you, and I don't trust you anymore."
"It's not that you think I'm incomplete." Lu Ganjun smiled at him, "One day, you will be willing to trust me again."
Lu Ganjun didn't bring up this topic again. He took care of Jiang Rong's daily life during the day, wiped his body for him during the confinement period, and returned to the residence to be busy at night. No one knew what he was busy with. Lu Ganjun's existence did not cause any hindrance to Jiang Rong, and Jiang Rong did not. So he allowed him to stay.
In fact, starting from his acquiescence, some things are destined to have results.
In December, the streets of Liangcheng were very deserted. A group of people stepped on the snow, followed by an imperial edict.
The child, who was less than one month old, was named the prince, and Duan Wang Lu Jin supervised the state and was named the regent.
Two successive canonization edicts exploded in the entire Liangcheng, and only then did the common people know that the little prince they were talking about was actually the queen of the dynasty.
Words of praise spread throughout the cities of the Northland for a while, and everyone knew that the queen of the dynasty was merciful and benevolent, and because of her, the Northland was spared from disasters.
The Jiang Mansion in Chang'an City cannot be sealed, and Lu Ganjun knows that there are probably three people Jiang Rong cares about most, their newly born emperor, Lu Jin, and Fu Bingmo who gave birth to him.
Lu Ganjun sent people to post countless missing person notices across the country, and finally found him again in a city [-] kilometers away from the border where he found Fu Bingmo in his previous life.
Lu Ganjun smiled gratifiedly, all the regrets in the previous life must have been made up, and I don't know what wish his Rong'er still has that has not been fulfilled.
"Rong'er, can you give me a chance now?"
Jiang Rong looked at the man in front of him. The hard work of the past few days had made him a lot of vicissitudes. The man had grown stubble, he was wearing a tan robe that was resistant to dirt, and his back was slightly bent.One of his legs twisted unnaturally, and he had to work hard to sit down. Jiang Rong looked at the man's back.
He couldn't lie to himself. After a long time, he once again felt sorry for this man.
Lu Ganjun would ask this sentence many times a day, so he didn't expect Jiang Rong to answer him.
Seeing that the stove was burning vigorously, Lu Ganjun brought hot water to wipe Jiang Rong's body as usual.Just as the veil was twisted and ready to start, Lu Ganjun's hand was grabbed by Jiang Rong.
The man looked up blankly, only to see Jiang Rong sighed, with tears in his eyes and a smile on his mouth, Lu Ganjun hurriedly wiped Jiang Rong's tears, and was held by his hand again.
"This time, don't hurt me again." He heard Jiang Rong's voice in his ear, and there was a buzzing in his mind, and a black Lu Ganjun fell headlong into the water basin in front of him.
Getting up again in a bit of embarrassment, Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong excitedly, for fear of missing any expression on his face, "Rong, Rong'er? Is that what I think it means?"
Jiang Rong didn't speak, but bent his eyebrows and eyes, and left a kiss on Lu Ganjun's cheek.
A familiar kiss is worth a thousand words. Jiang Rong used to secretly kiss him when he was asleep. Lu Ganjun tremblingly held Jiang Rong's face, saying nothing was enough to express his current mood. Human beings are engraved in the bones and kneaded into the blood of the bones.
As if agreeing just like that, Jiang Rong touched the lines on the corners of Lu Ganjun's eyes with a smile, relaxing her tense heart.
Try it, if you can still love each other, then cherish each other and redeem each other.If you can't love each other, it's better to get together and break up, and the two sides will be safe.
Anyway, this time, he is no longer afraid of being hurt or let down.
The author has something to say:
It may be a bit rushed, the extra episodes that are not explained in the main text will be explained one after another
This chapter was also written in a hurry, and I have time to catch bugs tomorrow.
The story of Rong'er and Lugou is probably like this. Both of them have learned how to love each other, and the rest of the story belongs to them.
Fanwai Lugou's legs will be good, and he will not be disabled forever.Lu Jin's identity will also be known by Lu Dog, wait, I will write as much as I can think of
No update tomorrow, take a day off, love you all!
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Speaking of a child, if he hadn't spoken, Lu Ganjun wouldn't even be able to tell that it was a child. His clothes were dark and he was as thin as a monkey.
"Good-hearted people, give me something to eat."
"Where's your adult?" Lu Ganjun looked around and didn't see anyone else. A child wearing such thin clothes in snowy weather might be a bad luck.
"There are no adults in my family..." the child said timidly. Originally, he could go to the relief center, but his father was a murderer, so he was embarrassed to go.
"Then you, cough, cough, come with me." Choked by the cold wind, Lu Ganjun's voice was rough. The child dared to come only when Lu Ganjun was alone. Lu Ganjun asked him to follow, but he hesitated.
He glanced at Lu Ganjun again, this man is well dressed, he should not be short of money, and he probably won't sell him...
"Okay, I'll go with you." Taking the initiative to hold Lu Ganjun's free hand, Lu Ganjun froze and led the child back to the residence.
Xu Gongfu had already taken care of everything, and when he saw Lu Ganjun returning with a child, he was very surprised, "Master, this child?"
"I picked it up on the road." Handed the child to Xu Gongfu, "Take it down and wash it, and buy thick clothes for you."
"Yes." Strange why the child didn't go to the relief center, Xu Gongfu asked a lot of questions while bathing him.
For example, the child's name is Azhuo, and he didn't go to the relief center because he was afraid that his father would be a murderer, and the relief center would not accept him.
After telling Lu Ganjun the truth about the situation, Lu Ganjun became interested in this relief center, "Who built the relief center?"
"It was built in August this year, and the locals don't know their names. The people in charge are two very good-looking sons, one tall and one short, and one of them is still pregnant."
Every time Xu Gongfu said something, Lu Ganjun's heart suddenly tightened. He raised his head and looked at Xu Gongfu. Obviously, the two had the same thought, "Master, tell me, could this relief center be Her Highness the Queen..."
"I'll go take a look tomorrow." Guessing that it was probably them, Lu Ganjun felt timid instead.He was a little afraid to face Jiang Rong, he was afraid that he would see contempt and suspicion in the other party's eyes, and he was even more afraid that there was nothing in the other party's eyes.
Dealing with children all day long, Jiang Rong became softer and more lively. When Lu Ganjun went, the snow had stopped. Many children in the relief center gathered together to play snowball fights and build snowmen. Seeing Jiang Rong coming, they obediently stopped. To Jiang Rong.
"Young master!"
"Is it cold last night?" Jiang Rong was wearing a cloak and a rabbit fur hat on his head. The soft fluff stuck to his cheeks, making him softer.
"It's not cold." The children replied in unison, and Jiang Rong touched one of the children's hands again, "After playing for a while, I have to go back to the house to practice calligraphy, so I don't want to be cold."
"Good~"
Lu Ganjun stood watching from the side, holding A Zhuo in his hand. When Jiang Rong found him, Lu Ganjun almost ran away, and touched the mask on his face to restrain the impulse.
"What's the matter with this big brother?" Jiang Rong asked with a smile. He has been here for several months and has never seen this person. Seeing that he has a child with him, he is slightly less wary of him.
"I came here to do business. I picked up a child on the way and sent it to you." Knowing that it was really Jiang Rong, Lu Ganjun knew that he would not care about the identity of the child's father.
Upon hearing this, Jiang Rong walked over to look at the child, stroked the child's head, and said softly, "You must have suffered a lot these days."
He has never met such a gentle person, as gentle as the mother in his memory, A Zhuo easily let go of his guard against Jiang Rong, and was held by Jiang Rong.
"Thank you, big brother, you saved this child."
"It's okay." Lu Ganjun looked inside again, and finally gave Jiang Rong a complicated look, "Will such children be sent to you in the future? I always meet children begging when I go out."
"Of course." Jiang Rong laughed. Seeing that he was dressed luxuriously, it was not difficult to guess the reason. Only then did Jiang Rong realize that the man in front of him had a walking stick, and his eyes were full of surprise.Lu Ganjun coughed and Jiang Rong realized his impoliteness, "Sorry, I was a little rude."
"It's okay, you don't need to apologize for this." Even so, Lu Ganjun found a reason to leave quickly, as long as he thought of Jiang Rong watching his back from behind, Lu Ganjun wished he could take a bigger step.
The corner is right in front of you, as long as you pass the corner, Jiang Rong will not see him. Lu Ganjun wanted to walk faster, but he didn't pay attention to the stones buried in the snow under his feet. He tripped suddenly and lay on the ground in embarrassment .
Jiang Rong turned around and hadn't gone far. When he heard the sound, he turned around and saw someone fell, so he hurriedly walked over holding his stomach.
"Are you all right? Did you get injured from the fall..."
Before Jiang Rong could walk in front of him, Lu Ganjun stood up quickly, ignoring the severe pain from his left leg, he limped away without saying a word while bowing his head.
"Strange..." Jiang Rong muttered while standing there, and sent someone to clear the stones.
There is such a hidden danger. Jiang Rong fined the steward of the relief center and asked them to re-examine, so that no hidden danger could be left. After all, there are many children here, and the chance of injury is greater.
They had met each other, but Jiang Rong didn't recognize him, and Lu Ganjun returned to the residence in a dazed state, startling Xu Gongfu.
"Master, you are..."
"It's okay, go prepare some hot water." He didn't want to say more, Xu Gongfu didn't dare to ask more, just nodded and sent someone to prepare hot water.
After taking a hot bath, Lu Ganjun's body finally recovered some temperature, and he sat on the bed so that the accompanying imperial physician could administer acupuncture.
With proper exercise, Lu Ganjun's legs are still muscular and look slender and powerful.Except for the obvious depression on the knee of the left leg, these legs can be described as perfect.
The scar has faded long ago, only the gouged out patella can't grow.
Lu Ganjun's expression didn't change, but the beads of sweat slowly dripping from his forehead still exposed him.
"Master, the climate here is very cold, it is really not suitable for you to cultivate, master." The accompanying imperial doctor couldn't help but persuade, he knew that what he said was meaningless, the doctor was kind, he always wanted to persuade a few more words.
"Go down." Lu Ganjun covered his bruised legs, the imperial doctor sighed and had to leave.
The body was too tired, Lu Ganjun couldn't bear it and lay down. When he saw Jiang Rong today, he became even more dazzling than before.
The wind and sand in Liangcheng didn't affect him in the slightest, his fair face was still there, standing in the snow almost blended into the color of the snow.
He has become more gentle, with a peaceful expression that Lu Ganjun has never seen before. This is a strange Jiang Rong. It is undeniable that it makes him even more unable to let go, but he has no way to possess it anymore.
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"I met a strange person when I went to see my children today."
"Huh? What's strange?" Lu Jin asked.
Jiang Rong really couldn't tell what was so strange about it. He thought about the man he saw, everything was normal, and everything was weird.
"Forget it, let's not talk about him." Jiang Rong couldn't figure it out, so he didn't mention it at all, anyway, he was a person who only met once, "There are still homeless children in the city, let's send someone to look for it tomorrow , In a few days, people will freeze to death."
"Okay." Lu Jin didn't ask any further questions. The weather was already very cold today. Lu Jin was so bored that he sat on the stove and fell asleep. He suddenly got up and said excitedly, "Let's eat hot pot tonight!"
Liangcheng has no shortage of beef and mutton, and they also do as the Romans do when they come here. After Jiang Rong suffered from morning sickness, beef and mutton have almost become their most common meat.
"Okay, prepare more, let's have a meal together, it's a commemoration of the first snow this year."
Slowly, more than a month passed, and during this month, neither Lu Ganjun nor Jiang Rong was idle.Lu Ganjun secretly visited the officials in the entire prefecture around Liangcheng, dealt with the corrupt ones, and found a total of one million taels of silver during house raids, enough to build another city in the entire Northland.Lu Ganjun was so angry that he wanted to dig out the beheaded corrupt officials and flog their corpses.
It's no wonder that the Northland has always been poor, with unruly people and evil people. The money he set aside for disaster relief was all stolen by these beasts. Fortunately, it was discovered in time that the newly appointed officials did not dare to make any small moves under Lu Ganjun's supervision, except Now the weather is cold and not good for construction, everything else is going well.
After the snow fell, there were disaster victims. This time, the imperial court moved quickly and stationed officers and soldiers in various places, not only responsible for disaster relief, but also responsible for suppressing unrest. The lives of the people were better than in previous years.
The sudden appearance of officers and soldiers made Jiang Rong and the others more vigilant at first.They had discussed with the government several times before, and even said that they could pay the money as long as the government sent people, but they did not allow them to agree to the disaster relief after the snow.
But soon Jiang Rong dispelled his worries, because he found that these officers and soldiers really focused on the people and did not leave any victims behind.No matter what the starting point of these people is, at least the ending is good.
Jiang Rong is about to give birth in more than a month. Although he is not short, he has a slender stature, his waist is especially thin, and his stomach is even more prominent.In the last month, Lu Jin followed him all the time, Jiang Rong couldn't go out anymore, and was so bored in the mansion that he could only wander around the yard boredly.
"There are still twelve days." Lu Jin counted the days silently in his heart, and each day was getting closer and closer. He was more nervous than Jiang Rong, and he was thinner visible to the naked eye, but Jiang Rong began to worry.
"There is a doctor and a midwife in the mansion, and you are with daddy, so there is nothing to worry about." Jiang Rong couldn't help worrying as he watched his face that had finally gained some flesh and lost weight again.
"Well, I know..." He was just scared, and couldn't imagine how a child would be born with such a big belly.
"You." There was a thick carpet in the room, Lu Jin lay on Jiang Rong's lap, Jiang Rong smiled and nodded his forehead, "Go out and find something to do, so you don't always think about it."
"Men should be allowed to have children. Most men are strong and strong. Isn't it easier than Shuang'er and women?"
"Ordinary people's families, men have to work hard to support their families, and the men of official families have to plead for the people, or go to the battlefield to fight and defend the mountains and rivers. Each has its own difficulties. Wouldn't it be too hard for them to have children?"
"It's not just men who work hard..."
"Compared to it, it's always easier to be a husband and raise a child, isn't it? What's more, a man must be honest, honest, humble and obedient before you are willing to raise children for him. If he is dissolute and treacherous, you should get out early."
"What about a woman like Miss Liang?" Liang Qiuyi is no worse than a man.
"That depends on her choice. The two really love each other. It's understandable which one pays more. It's hard to be haggled for a long time."
Jiang Rongyu said earnestly, he knew that Lu Jin was because of him, and always felt that he had worked hard, but he was also afraid that Lu Jin would be deceived because of this in the future.
Not all women and twins are as beautiful as Lu Jin imagined. There are bad and good people, and it is best to distinguish them with your heart.
Lu Jin didn't agree with what he said, "Daddy thinks that man is hardworking, and he thinks too much about him, so that he can make progress."
"I just love the wrong person." Although human nature is greedy and pushy, but if that person is worthy of love, he will consider your efforts, respect and cherish your efforts, and pity you more and more.He is not worthy of love, let alone you, so he doesn't care about your suffering or tiredness.
"Then daddy, haven't you let go of him completely?" Lu Jin asked hesitantly, he usually wouldn't bring up Lu Ganjun, but today's topic is here, Lu Jin couldn't help asking, otherwise, how could Jiang Rong be willing to conceive again What about the man's child?
"There is no love, and it seems that there is no hatred. Looking back, it's like reading someone else's story."
"Then why..." Lu Jin looked at Jiang Rong's stomach, and Jiang Rong smiled as he looked at Jiang Rong with a hesitant expression.
"Why, can it be why? I gave birth to him when I was pregnant." Of course, Jiang Rong couldn't say it was because of Dongzhi. He gambled whether he could meet his Dongzhi again, but he couldn't do that. Say it, it will only make Lu Jin feel more uncomfortable.
Nine months into her pregnancy, even if she was betting on whether the child would be Dong Zhi at first, now Jiang Rong doesn't care, it doesn't matter if it is his child, he loves it.
"I shouldn't want him, and make daddy so hard." Lu Jin was very resentful, secretly thinking that when Jiang Rong gave birth to the child, he must teach this younger brother who is many years behind, and always put his daddy first .
"It's not hard, I... um!" Jiang Rong suddenly felt a little pain in his stomach, and Lu Jin sat up frightened by his muffled groan, wanted to touch him but didn't dare to touch him, and turned around anxiously, "Daddy, Daddy, me, what should I do..."
"Don't be nervous..." Jiang Rong has experienced it once, and he knows that this kind of labor pain is a precursor to giving birth. He seems to be more calm than Lu Jin, "I think it will be a while before I give birth. Please help me walk and ask someone to ask for a midwife." With the doctor." After a long series of words, Jiang Rong was a little tired, and took the initiative to support Lu Jin's arm.
"Okay, okay." Lu Jin could only help Jiang Rong around in a daze, until the midwife came and Lu Jin wanted to continue to follow into the delivery room before being kicked out.
"My son, my son! Big men can't enter the delivery room, it's bad luck."
"What's the bad luck! It's obviously joy!" Lu Jin was in a hurry, and Jiang Rong took a look before being honest.
"Go around the street obediently, and I will give birth to the baby when you come back." Jiang Rong's weak voice came from the room, saying that the door of the delivery room was closed.
Lu Jin was very confused, he walked around the yard, and the servants couldn't help laughing. "My lord, why don't you just listen to your master and go shopping in the street before you come back."
Hearing the voices in the delivery room, Lu Jin's eyes darkened, fearing that if she stayed any longer, she would faint in embarrassment, so Lu Jin took a deep breath and walked out the door.
At this time, there were many more people on the street one after another. They all came here after hearing that Jiang Rong was going to give birth. Lu Jin was surrounded as soon as he went out.
"Mr. Lu, is the young master all right? Did you give birth?"
"Boy or Shuang'er? My boy will be born next month, so it's time to book a baby kiss!"
"My boy has already been born. He looks good and talented. If you want to order, you must order with my family!"
"Hey, why are you..."
Seeing that there was going to be a quarrel, Lu Jin had to control the scene, his eyes were helpless, but he was not nervous after such a quarrel.
"Quiet and quiet!" Lu Jin said in a voice, "Everyone go back first, everything is safe here, we will hold a water banquet when the baby is born, and everyone can come to participate."
"Okay, okay!" They were all people who had been hungry, and they were all happy when they heard that there was a banquet. The crowd dispersed a bit, and Lu Jin realized that there was a masked person looking in.
Slowly everyone left, but the masked person didn't leave. This person looked very anxious, Lu Jin thought for a while and walked over, "Who are you?"
"I..." No sound could be heard outside the door, only servants walking in and out hurriedly, Lu Ganjun took a step forward quietly on crutches, "Can I go in and have a look?"
"No." Lu Jin resolutely refused after looking at him.This person looked familiar to him, but he couldn't remember who it looked like.
"Please let me go in and take a look. If I don't go in, I'll just take a look outside." The servants kept pouring out pots of blood, and Lu Ganjun was anxious, "I don't mean any harm. If you don't worry about it, tie me up." It's okay to get up."
"What do you want to do in there? He's not related to you. If you act so anxious, who knows what's going on?" That person couldn't possibly be so anxious...
wrong!Lu Jin carefully looked at the person in front of him again.
Wearing a mask and not daring to show his true face, Lu Jin was about the same height as him and leaned on crutches. Although he didn't know which leg the man in front of him was disabled, Lu Jin still had an idea in his heart.
"You took off the mask."
"I..." Lu Ganjun knew that Lu Jin was suspicious of him, "I just took a look, and then I'll leave..."
"Unless you take off the mask, there is no way you can get in."
Lu Ganjun closed his eyes, and finally took off the mask, "Can you let me in? I'm the one who gave birth inside..." His voice was hoarse and choked with sobs.
"It really is you!" Lu Jin had never seen Lu Ganjun like this before, he found it ridiculous, but also sad.
He thought that his father, who had always been aloof and respected, would have such a day.
Lu Ganjun laughed, his eyes were a little red, "You can't go in even more, you are not qualified!"
The two confronted each other like this, Lu Ganjun stood for a long time and began to lose his figure, Lu Jin simply asked someone to move a chair, folded his arms and looked at Lu Ganjun, "Sit."
The chair was put down, and Lu Ganjun just supported the back of the chair with his right hand to support his body. Cold sweat began to break out from his body. Lu Ganjun was in a daze, and suddenly a scream came from the yard. No longer in the mood of confrontation, they all rushed towards the delivery room.
"Put harder! The baby is going to be suffocated!" The midwife was so anxious that she skillfully pushed Jiang Rong's stomach. The birth canal of Shuang'er was too narrow, and it was not suitable for giving birth at all.
Lu Jin was worried and could only walk around the door in a hurry, but Lu Ganjun had no scruples. He took off his coat and pushed open the door of the delivery room, leaving Lu Jin with no chance to stop him.
"Ronger, Ronger!" The man who rushed in suddenly startled the midwife, she couldn't be distracted, Lu Ganjun rushed to Jiang Rong, and finally knelt down uncontrollably, looking at Jiang Rong's pale face, Lu Ganjun was so distressed that she grabbed Jiang Rong's hand and pressed it to her face, "Hold on a little longer, Rong'er, hold on a little longer and it will be over..."
Jiang Rong's mind was also in a mess, he couldn't distinguish day and night from the pain, he just thought why the child hadn't come out for so long, now he thought he was dreaming when he saw Lu Ganjun, after all, in his cognition, Lu Ganjun should be in Chang'an now.
"Hmm..." There was another contraction, Jiang Rong tightly grasped the bed sheet under her body, and the wooden stick stuffed by the midwife in her mouth left marks on her teeth. Seeing this, Lu Ganjun stretched out her arm in front of Jiang Rong, " Stop biting the stick, bite me."
Confused by the pain, Jiang Rong didn't care about anything, bit Lu Ganjun's arm, and couldn't taste the blood.
Lu Ganjun was comforting at the side, and the midwife guided her slowly. After four or five hours, until late at night, Jiang Rong gave birth safely.
After giving birth, Jiang Rong was so tired that he fell asleep directly. Lu Ganjun took the handkerchief from the midwife and wiped Jiang Rong's lower body. He staggered to stand up, his left leg was completely exhausted, and he could only support it with one leg. Body, the midwife saw his heart on Jiang Rong, and probably guessed his identity.
Seeing that he didn't intend to see the child, the midwife handed the child to Lu Jin who was waiting at the door.The first time she held the baby, Lu Jin just clumsily held the baby in her hands, but felt a little touched.
He was also born in this way, from such a small age, he grew up slowly.
Glancing into the room, Lu Jin sighed and did not drive Lu Ganjun out, but took the child away, and ordered the servants to prepare some warm food.
Jiang Rong was sleeping deeply in the room, Lu Qianjun wiped his whole body, carried Jiang Rong to the newly made bed, touched Jiang Rong's warm face, Lu Ganjun gently lifted the quilt and lay down.
"Rong'er, thank you..."
As the night was dark, Lu Ganjun's heart relaxed and he finally fell asleep.
After falling asleep, there was another nightmare, this time the nightmare was clearer than before, he seemed to be in reality, Jiang Rong died in front of him.
The simple wooden house is exposed to the wind, and it is raining continuously outside the house. The sound of the rain falling on the window sill, the dreary weather makes people breathless.
The three-year-old Dongzhi didn't know what death was, and Jiang Rong asked Fang to take him away. Jiang Rong didn't want to leave an indelible shadow in Dongzhi's heart.
There was only a simple bed in the room, and Jiang Rong was lying on the bed. He was very thin, and his body was covered with a thick quilt in the sweltering summer, and his hand was stretched out of the quilt, leaving only a layer of skin and bones.
His cheeks were deeply sunken, his face was blue and gray, and his breath was like a thread, as if he was about to die.
His body hurt so much, his breathing felt like being pricked by needles, and Jiang Rong's broken voice sounded like an old bellows that had been in disrepair.
Apart from him, there was Liu Yuan in the room, Jiang Rong only had time to let out a quick gasp, and Liu Yuan came to his side.
The thin body of the long-ill man shrank into a ball, Liu Yuan's thin clothes were soaked in sweat, but Jiang Rong complained about the cold.
He looked in a trance for a long time, but he knew that he was probably going to die.He asked Liu Yuan, but he couldn't understand what Liu Yuan said, only tears flowed from his empty eyes.
Lu Ganjun saw his tearful eyes, and clearly saw the unwillingness and pain in his eyes.
He heard Jiang Rong choked up and said that he should not fall in love with him, and falling in love with him became the beginning of all the pain in Jiang Rong's life.The originally carefree young master was hurt by him time and time again, and he never regained his former glory.
Jiang Rong is resentful, his whole life has been ruined, the good years dissipate like the smoke outside the window in the evening, he hates, how can he not hate.
Jiang Rong hugged Liu Yuan's hand and said hopelessly that his life was so miserable. Lu Ganjun looked at him like this, and wanted to hug him, but he could only pass through Jiang Rong's body. He couldn't give this poor person at all. Every bit of warmth.
He wanted to tell Jiang Rong that he regretted, that he regretted hurting a person who loved him wholeheartedly like this, he didn't know how much pain he would have after Jiang Rong died, and how long it would take for a person who depended on him to leave suddenly Time to adapt.
He didn't get used to it, and he didn't get used to it after two lifetimes. He was still greedy for the sweetness he had tasted before, and he was greedy for Jiang Rong's soft kiss on his cheek with a sneer.He begged half his life for a chance to be reborn, and Jiang Rong never smiled at him like that again.
Death is frightening because people cannot stop it.Lu Ganjun knew that he was in a dream, but Jiang Rong vomited blood helplessly in front of him. The bright red color soaked Jiang Rong's entire chest, as if he was about to vomit all the blood in his body. Having experienced all kinds of deaths, none of them made him so afraid.
Jiang Rong's entire face was as pale as paper, and the blood on his lips seemed to have applied a layer of lip balm to him, which was the only color left behind when he was dying.
There was also a smell of blood in his breath, tears slipped down the corners of his eyes, and slowly dried into tear stains, Jiang Rong's eyes suddenly widened, it was clearly a foreseeable death, but everyone present was so unacceptable.Liu Yuan hugged him tightly, trying to warm up his cold body, but Jiang Rong curled up and closed her eyes with a smile.
Dazzling red poured out of his lower body, Lu Ganjun yelled unbearably, he desperately called Jiang Rong's name, begging Jiang Rong not to die, but this was death, and he couldn't stop it.
The shrinking pain in his lower body made Jiang Rong desperate. He called for help to no avail, grabbed the flesh of his lower abdomen, and stared at him with his eyes open. Lu Ganjun broke down and said no, he didn't want to experience the pain of Jiang Rong leaving him again, but Only he could hear his voice, and his hoarseness could not stop anything, Jiang Rong was still drained of all his strength.
His body gradually became lighter, and even the pain seemed to stop tormenting him. Jiang Rong sobbed and grabbed Liu Yuan's hand tightly. He had too many regrets, and too many people he was attached to. His Dongzhi was only three years old. There are still countless three-year-olds between them, but he never has the chance to accompany his children to grow up.
All this was caused by the person he had loved all his life. Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong with strong hatred in his eyes, and said he hated him while panting and crying.
Regret made his life worse than death. Lu Ganjun always knew that Jiang Rong hated him, but it was the first time he knew that Jiang Rong was saying that he hated him when he was dying.
His belated pity can't save Jiang Rong. People who have died once will never believe him again, nor will they believe anyone can make him happy.
The hands holding Liu Yuan's clothes gradually lost strength, Jiang Rong begged Liu Yuan to help him take care of Dong Zhi, as long as his Dong Zhi can grow up well, he can die in peace.
Liu Yuan agreed to him, and Jiang Rong relaxed all of a sudden, everything in the world was settled, and Dongzhi was taken care of, so he lowered his hands freely.
"No! No..." Faced with all this, Lu Ganjun cried out in his sleep. His voice was hoarse, and he broke down sobbing.
The tall man curled up helplessly, trapped in a dream, desperately trying to wake up.
In a small village that no one knew about in the north, the rain continued for several days. Jiang Rong died there in despair. He lost his temperature in the rain and was buried hastily.
The city of Chang'an was full of joy, and the whole street was covered with ten miles of red makeup, and the bright sun above shone on the cheering faces of the people.
Today is the day of great joy for their majesty to confer queen, and the whole world will rejoice.Only in that village, the rain did not stop, and the funeral mourning sounded again.
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Jiang Rong woke up, he was in good health, only a little postpartum weakness, he was awakened by the crying of the person beside him in his sleep, opened his eyes and looked at Lu Ganjun's tear-stained face, Jiang Rong was momentarily at a loss.
It turned out that Lu Ganjun really came, it was not his illusion last night.
Sitting up propped up, Jiang Rong looked down at Lu Ganjun who was sleeping next to him. This man had some kind of nightmare, his face was frighteningly pale, and his forehead was covered in cold sweat. He wanted to reach out to test Lu Ganjun's body temperature. Touching Lu Ganjun's forehead, he was shocked by the scalding temperature.
It must be a nightmare, Jiang Rong thought to himself, he pushed Lu Ganjun, "Don't sleep, it's dawn."
It was dawn... Lu Ganjun heard Jiang Rong's voice.
He's not dead, he's not dead... This is the only thought in Lu Ganjun's mind.
right!It was just a dream, his Rong'er was alive and well, had just given birth to their child, and was now sleeping beside him, within his reach.
Lu Ganjun opened his eyes suddenly, and saw Jiang Rong with blurred eyes. Lu Ganjun wanted to laugh up to the sky, but finally he hugged Jiang Rong tremblingly, buried his face on the side of Jiang Rong's neck, and slowly soaked Jiang Rong's body. clothes.
The rest of his life made him vent his fear and anxiety. Lu Ganjun murmured in a low voice, humbly begging for a little mercy, "Don't leave me again, please don't leave me again..."
Different from his loss of control, Jiang Rong is rational. He admits that this poor Lu Ganjun caused a little disturbance in his heart, and it is so simple to control a person's emotions.
"What are you going to do to keep me?" Jiang Rong asked mysteriously.
"What can I do to keep you?" Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong in a daze.
The terrifying dream was too real. Jiang Rong, who is now sitting beside him in good health, does not need to do anything is his greatest salvation, "As long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will give you everything."
They were destined to be entangled endlessly. Lu Ganjun thought about letting go, and also persuaded himself to let go. The fact is that letting go would make life worse than death. He can only gamble that there is something Jiang Rong cares about in him.
"But I don't want anything." Jiang Rong glanced at him lightly, turned over and got out of bed to change clothes.
As soon as he moved, the thing under his body fell off, and it was stained with blood. Lu Ganjun was anxious to put a piece of clothing on him, but forgot that his left leg was broken, and fell straight to the ground as soon as he stood up.
Standing on the edge of the bed, Jiang Rong couldn't see the expression of joy and anger. Lu Ganjun was embarrassed by his disability. He limped to Jiang Rong, his lips became pale, and forced a smile. "What do you want to do, let me help you."
"No need." Jiang Rong summoned his servants calmly, took two steps and looked back at Lu Ganjun, "Yesterday was just a dream, and now I wake up from the dream, Your Majesty should go back."
Having said so much, Jiang Rong still didn't want to have any further entanglements with him, Lu Ganjun supported his knees and gritted his teeth to catch up, "Ronger, do you think I'm incomplete?"
"No." Jiang Rong kindly gave him the answer, "I just don't love you, and I don't trust you anymore."
"It's not that you think I'm incomplete." Lu Ganjun smiled at him, "One day, you will be willing to trust me again."
Lu Ganjun didn't bring up this topic again. He took care of Jiang Rong's daily life during the day, wiped his body for him during the confinement period, and returned to the residence to be busy at night. No one knew what he was busy with. Lu Ganjun's existence did not cause any hindrance to Jiang Rong, and Jiang Rong did not. So he allowed him to stay.
In fact, starting from his acquiescence, some things are destined to have results.
In December, the streets of Liangcheng were very deserted. A group of people stepped on the snow, followed by an imperial edict.
The child, who was less than one month old, was named the prince, and Duan Wang Lu Jin supervised the state and was named the regent.
Two successive canonization edicts exploded in the entire Liangcheng, and only then did the common people know that the little prince they were talking about was actually the queen of the dynasty.
Words of praise spread throughout the cities of the Northland for a while, and everyone knew that the queen of the dynasty was merciful and benevolent, and because of her, the Northland was spared from disasters.
The Jiang Mansion in Chang'an City cannot be sealed, and Lu Ganjun knows that there are probably three people Jiang Rong cares about most, their newly born emperor, Lu Jin, and Fu Bingmo who gave birth to him.
Lu Ganjun sent people to post countless missing person notices across the country, and finally found him again in a city [-] kilometers away from the border where he found Fu Bingmo in his previous life.
Lu Ganjun smiled gratifiedly, all the regrets in the previous life must have been made up, and I don't know what wish his Rong'er still has that has not been fulfilled.
"Rong'er, can you give me a chance now?"
Jiang Rong looked at the man in front of him. The hard work of the past few days had made him a lot of vicissitudes. The man had grown stubble, he was wearing a tan robe that was resistant to dirt, and his back was slightly bent.One of his legs twisted unnaturally, and he had to work hard to sit down. Jiang Rong looked at the man's back.
He couldn't lie to himself. After a long time, he once again felt sorry for this man.
Lu Ganjun would ask this sentence many times a day, so he didn't expect Jiang Rong to answer him.
Seeing that the stove was burning vigorously, Lu Ganjun brought hot water to wipe Jiang Rong's body as usual.Just as the veil was twisted and ready to start, Lu Ganjun's hand was grabbed by Jiang Rong.
The man looked up blankly, only to see Jiang Rong sighed, with tears in his eyes and a smile on his mouth, Lu Ganjun hurriedly wiped Jiang Rong's tears, and was held by his hand again.
"This time, don't hurt me again." He heard Jiang Rong's voice in his ear, and there was a buzzing in his mind, and a black Lu Ganjun fell headlong into the water basin in front of him.
Getting up again in a bit of embarrassment, Lu Ganjun looked at Jiang Rong excitedly, for fear of missing any expression on his face, "Rong, Rong'er? Is that what I think it means?"
Jiang Rong didn't speak, but bent his eyebrows and eyes, and left a kiss on Lu Ganjun's cheek.
A familiar kiss is worth a thousand words. Jiang Rong used to secretly kiss him when he was asleep. Lu Ganjun tremblingly held Jiang Rong's face, saying nothing was enough to express his current mood. Human beings are engraved in the bones and kneaded into the blood of the bones.
As if agreeing just like that, Jiang Rong touched the lines on the corners of Lu Ganjun's eyes with a smile, relaxing her tense heart.
Try it, if you can still love each other, then cherish each other and redeem each other.If you can't love each other, it's better to get together and break up, and the two sides will be safe.
Anyway, this time, he is no longer afraid of being hurt or let down.
The author has something to say:
It may be a bit rushed, the extra episodes that are not explained in the main text will be explained one after another
This chapter was also written in a hurry, and I have time to catch bugs tomorrow.
The story of Rong'er and Lugou is probably like this. Both of them have learned how to love each other, and the rest of the story belongs to them.
Fanwai Lugou's legs will be good, and he will not be disabled forever.Lu Jin's identity will also be known by Lu Dog, wait, I will write as much as I can think of
No update tomorrow, take a day off, love you all!
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