Seeing that the east wind returns, the struggle for teaching is the most complicated

, just returned to Tai Hospital.Although under the guidance of his father-in-law, he will soon be replaced by a doctor, but now he is still a doctor of no rank, and he cannot make outpatient visits alone.This is not what he wants to do, but he also understands that this is the process of qualifying.He has a gentle personality and is willing to work hard, but his father-in-law is paying more and more attention to him.

He returned to his seat in the side hall, and just sat down and took a sip of tea when he heard someone in the hall outside say: "Gu Dudu's wife sent someone to invite the court to judge. Wait, I seem to have caught a cold last night..."

Governor Gu's... madam!Isn't that... she... isn't she...

With a buzzing sound, He Hongwen's mind suddenly became empty.He waited so long, and waited so hard, was it just for this sound... He was trembling with excitement, his heart almost jumped out of his throat, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and he couldn't take a step. Tens of thousands of thoughts are vying to come up:

"It's her! It's her!"

"It's not her, it's not her, she's fine, it's her grandmother..."

"Fortunately, I pushed Jin'er away..."

"What does she look like now? What will she say when she sees me? Has she ever thought about me?"

"Will her grandmother refuse to talk to me..."

"Did she never think about me at all..."

"She is a young official, she won't come out at all, right?"

"If her grandmother asks me about the situation at home, how should I answer?" Thinking of this, his wife's pretty face suddenly appeared hesitantly.He Hongwen was conflicted. If he was asked to say that his wife was not good, he would not be able to say it even in front of Ming Lan; but if he was asked to say that everything was good, he would not be reconciled... How can he make her understand his feelings? mean……

After such a daze, a colleague in the opposite hall had already gone to pick up his father-in-law's medicine box, and they went out together.He Hongwen woke up with a start, and hurriedly chased out the door, wanting to call his father-in-law—if he opened his mouth, his father-in-law would agree to take him there...

However, the father-in-law left in a hurry. When he chased him out of the door, the father-in-law had already left the second hall and was bending over to get into the sedan chair.

"Judgment—" As if a ball of cotton was stuck in his throat, He Hongwen only shouted these two words, and then stopped.Zong Xiren heard it, he poked his head out of the sedan chair to look at him, waved his hand, and the sedan chair curtain was lowered.

He Hongwen stood on the steps blankly, watching the two sedan chairs go away, unable to speak a word.

Missed it... He hesitated again, and he and Minglan missed it again...

Someone patted him on the shoulder, and he turned around in astonishment, seeing the astonished expression of his colleagues: "Brother He Shi, are you so happy? Go back with your family!"

"Ah?" He Hongwen couldn't come back to his senses for a while, "Shi Bo said..."

The man shook his head, pointed to the person in front of him and said: "Isn't this the honored servant? You haven't heard it after talking for a long time?"

He Hongwen turned his head and saw the housekeeper Zhang Shun running with sweat on his face. Seeing him turn around, he hurriedly said, "Master, go back quickly, the young mistress is about to give birth!"

He Hongwen finally understood it this time, and hurriedly turned his head to the colleague and said: "Zhu Jing is about to give birth, please replace me..."

"I'll ask for leave for you. Go back quickly." The man nodded and agreed, looking at He Hongwen's back and shaking his head, "Brother Zong is an interesting uncle. When he heard that his daughter-in-law was about to give birth, he was petrified..."

He Hongwen was called home in a hurry, and saw his mother sitting nervously in the main room of the main house, and all the maids and women kept secrets on their faces.He slowed down his pace and listened carefully. Although there were voices in his wife's bedroom, he didn't hear his expected wife's cry of pain.He was suddenly inexplicably astonished, and threw himself in front of his mother tremblingly, "Is it my daughter-in-law she...she..."

Mother He reprimanded her son in a rare way: "Nonsense! Your wife is fine!" But she also felt that her legs were trembling when she spoke, and seeing her son noticed it, she wanted to explain: "It's nothing, women give birth to children. Let's walk before the gate of hell..." She closed her mouth, and her son's face was already pale.

gate of hell!

He Hongwen himself is a doctor. Although he has never seen childbirth, he is aware of the dangers of childbirth. There are not a few mothers who leave without having time to see their children.It's just that this kind of conceptual clarity can't be connected with his wife.Only then did he suddenly realize that, in fact, Chu Heng might die.

Died like this, in order to give birth to his and her children.

She is still so young, so love to laugh, so love to talk and move, love to play and act like a baby, and she is still like a little girl.She is still complaining about not going on an outing this year. She is still thinking that the ninth day of July is Mrs. Zong’s 45th birthday. She got a beautiful light silk and asked him if the summer clothes are good. She is still thinking about waiting for him to retire Yes, go to Jinling with him to see Stone City, Yanziji...

She has so many other things to worry about.But maybe she died just like that.

Yesterday I was flirting with Cao Jinxiu!

Today I still want to go to the Dudu Mansion... If I go, I don't know when I will get the news, so I may not see her for the last time...

Should he go and see her?

He Hongwen walked to the bedroom as if in a dream, and he heard his mother's shout, but it was mixed with other noises, and he couldn't distinguish the meaning until he bumped into Mrs. He.

"What are you doing like this!" Mrs. He comforted her grandson when she saw her sweaty face and guilty face, "She's fine, but the child's temper is so stubborn for some reason, and he was sweating from the pain, so he didn't say a word ..." She glanced behind her, "Oh, it's not the time yet, you might as well take a look at her, come out quickly."

When He Hongwen walked in, he didn't care to see who was in the room, and went straight to the bed.Chu Heng was lying on the bed, his black hair was scattered on the pillow, and a few strands of it were stuck to his face by sweat or tears, and his well-dressed face became paler and paler.Her lips had already been bitten off, and they were all stained with blood. Her roommate was wiping her tears with tears in her eyes, and said softly, "Young girl will cry when she is in pain, don't bear it like this..." Looking up to see He Hongwen, he hurriedly stood up and wiped away his tears and said, "Young master is here."

Chu Heng's eyes opened suddenly, they were full of joy, but tears flowed down.She stretched out her hand to him and cried out, "Husband, I... I'm scared! Woooo..."

Such a joking person seemed to have lost weight in just a few hours, lying under the thick and heavy quilt, asking him for help like a drowning kitten.Seeing this situation, He Hongwen's heart ached like a knife, and he hurried over to hold her hand.Her little hands were covered in cold sweat, because they had been clutching the sheets for too long, they were already stiff, and he couldn't relax for a while.With a sore nose, he pressed the curled hand to his face.

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid I won't see you again... Woooo... why did you come back..." Chu Heng whimpered, looking at him with big eyes without blinking, as if he disappeared in a blink of an eye , "I want to see you again...but no matter how I wait, you won't come back..."

"I...Isn't...I'm back..." The pain spread all the way to his throat, and He Hongwen heard his voice change, "You're fine, you won't...you won't..." He choked up and said Not going down, he pressed her hand to his lips. For the first time, he forgot that he was a husband and wife when he went to bed, and a gentleman when he got out of bed.

The old lady He said loudly outside the door: "I won't say something auspicious!" He Hongwen cheered up after hearing this, held Chu Heng's hand and forced a smile: "With the old lady here, you will be fine. It'll be fine in a while..."

Chu Heng shook his head, "I'm afraid I can't bear it anymore."

She spoke very calmly, but He Hongwen opened his mouth wide in shock.Is this... a flashback... a flashback?

He trembled.When his father died, he was still young and did not understand the true meaning of death.After that, all the relatives in the family lived well. He never imagined that the first one who wanted to say goodbye was his wife!

He looked at Chu Heng in horror, she tried to smile, but that smile was so weak, it was different from her usual energetic appearance, maybe in the next moment, life would disappear from her body.She looked at him quietly, with reluctance in her eyes, but her expression was surprisingly serene.That serenity pierced him like a needle, and he exclaimed: "No! No, you won't...you won't, you won't..." He bent down and hugged her, as if such impermanence couldn't seduce her Walk.His face was pressed against her neck, and her neck seemed to have just been fished out of the water... What kind of pain is that, it can make a person sweat so much...

"Husband, listen to me." Chu Heng endured the pain and tried to make his voice clear, "You must marry a woman who is better for this child, and you can't hand him over to Cao Jinxiu. No way." She paused, tears streaming down her cheeks, "Don't bring the woman you marry to pay homage to me, and don't lie to me by writing those fake mourning words. I lie to me alone under the spring To myself, just say that you still think about me...you...can you promise me?"

"I..." He Hongwen wiped his face and raised his head. He was trembling all over, but resisted, "You, if you leave me behind and die, I will hand over our child to Cao Jinxiu. Let her prick him with needles every day! Don’t give him food! I want to marry ten or twenty women,” he wiped away his tears again, “I’m having fun in front of your portrait every day, and I’m so angry that you’re in the grave. Lying in the bed is not stable, thinking about jumping out every day..."

His voice was suddenly so loud that even He's mother and maidservants outside heard it.Mother He stood up in surprise.He Lao