Seeing that the east wind returns, the struggle for teaching is the most complicated

As if to make atonement, He Hongwen insisted on helping her to lie down on the bed, covered her with the quilt, blew out the candles, and then walked gently to the small east room.

He would read a book here for a while every night, but today he couldn't read it no matter what.Finally he dropped the book dejectedly and leaned heavily on the back of the chair.

Just went to the mother's room to say hello, the mother was shy for a while, and finally said: "Now that the daughter-in-law is pregnant, it's better... let Jin'er serve you for a few months."

joke.He almost had the urge to laugh.His mother had raised him for 20 years, but she didn't understand what he was thinking at all. She really felt that all he wanted was a woman, no matter who it was?

"Your daughter-in-law is good at everything, but... why can't she tolerate Jin'er?"

His mother had said this to him many times, so he repeated the same thing many times: "It has nothing to do with the wife. The son has already decided that there will be only Chu Heng in this life."

"Hey, if back then... with that child's heart, he would definitely treat Jin'er..."

In the sigh of his mother, he escaped like flying.She was his biological mother, and she would always hurt him unintentionally, but if she hurt him too many times, he could only run away.

……

He didn't dare to examine his marriage, it wasn't unhappy, it was just incomplete.He was afraid to see the trace of regret hidden under the happiness-although it was subtle, it still existed after all.His wife is smart and beautiful, filial and gentle. The whole family likes her, and he likes her too.However, it is inevitable that such and such thoughts will pass through her mind: It would be great if she was more calm.If only she were sweeter.If she...

One day he was horrified: it turned out that all her shortcomings were just because he wanted her to be someone else.

Someone else.

He was ashamed of such a thought, so he acquiesced in her petty thoughts about Jin'er.He wanted to say that you don't have to be wary of her, I won't give her a second look at all.But he finally said nothing.

Is it because he is really unreliable, why doesn't she trust him - just like Minglan doesn't trust him.

Minglan...

Minglan...

In this silent night, He Hongwen repeated this name again and again.He didn't dare to think about what she was doing now, he only recalled that winter afternoon over and over again, in the bright sunshine, he ignored the biting wind.

"You're right...maybe."

This was the last sentence she said to him. He never thought that these seven words would push him away from that period of life full of hope.

He naturally understood that there were complicated reasons for her remarriage; but he was even more convinced that her heart for him was completely ashes from the moment he agreed to take Jin'er as his concubine. her future.

Therefore, He Hongwen swears that in this life, he will stay with his wife wholeheartedly and never let others hurt her in the slightest.Only in this way can he have a clear conscience when he closes the coffin.

I will do it.

—Even if you can't see it.

-Even if you don't care.

As the ice on the pond in the back garden became thinner and thinner, Chu Heng's stomach became more and more obvious day by day.

She is a lively and active person. Although she has calmed down a lot after being married, she still can't stand having someone constantly nagging her every step after she has a baby.

"Oh, my ancestors! Slow down, and watch out for the child!"

"Grandma, why did you take off your green cloak again, your body can't catch the cold now!"

"Daughter-in-law, don't come to say hello every day, the child is important!"

……

So annoying.But today she finally felt that in He Mansion, these voices were always kind.

"After all, Jin'er has a heart..."

When this sentence came out of He Hongwen's mouth inadvertently, her heart sank to the bottom with a bang, and she didn't hear a word when he asked herself later.Finally, finally here... She subconsciously caressed her lower abdomen, but it happened at this time!

Ever since she was pregnant, she never saw Cao Jinxiu pestering Mother He and crying, but hid in her own room most of the time every day.Chu Heng went to visit and found that she was quietly sewing baby clothes.It took Cao Jinxiu more than two months to make small clothes, small shoes, small quilts, and small pillows without leaving his hands. The stitches are fine and the stitches are exquisite, and the embroidery is more beautiful than those made by Chu Heng himself.The mother-in-law naturally took the opportunity to beat around the bush, with only one core meaning: If she doesn't appreciate it anymore, then her heart will not grow.While Chu Heng cautiously gave back the sachets, medicine pillows, rouge, and incense powder he had prepared, he could not help being a little shaken: After all, Cao Jinxiu has the status of a concubine, and he is determined not to consummate the house, is it a bit too hard-hearted? ?

But from this moment on, she no longer felt guilty—the snake finally woke up, and as soon as it showed its fangs, her husband had the urge to send it up for her to bite. If she went on like this, one day she would be eaten to pieces Not left, but also became a joke of the He family!

She always felt that Cao Jinxiu was stupid, and blindly used her aunt as a gunman. It was obvious that this gun was not useful, so no matter how she moved around, she could only return in defeat.It seems that she has figured it out now: her husband is soft-hearted, although he has no affection for Cao Jinxiu, but he has pity to some extent.Today's Cao Jinxiu has changed to the way of low-key dedication. Everyone knows that the hostess has a gap with her, so she deliberately shows her care, understanding, respect, and a little bit of envy for the hostess.Her eyes were always wet, and her lips were always trembling. It was difficult to describe the kind of resentment and self-pity, the kind of weeping.In the past two months, there have been some voices in the family lamenting her kindness and compassion. As the opposite, the hostess Chu Heng has become the villain who lacks compassion.

Chu Heng couldn't help sneering in his heart: She seduced your husband, so try to talk cheap again!

Although she was well aware of Cao Jinxiu's affectation before, she didn't pay much attention to it: anyway, her husband still had a good attitude, and she was just watching a funny show.However, her stomach is getting bigger and bigger, but her courage is getting smaller and smaller. Today, although her husband just sighed intentionally or unintentionally while looking at those little clothes, all the thorns all over her body stood up in an instant—"Not good. "That was her first thought. "We can't let him go on like this." This was her second thought. "So he likes this..." This was her third thought. "Well, who is afraid of whom?" Although a little embarrassed, she still had this fourth thought.

That night, when He Hongwen returned to his room and wanted to go to bed, he suddenly found that the pillow was wet.

This shock was no small matter. He hurriedly turned his wife away, and found her face covered with tears, and asked, "What's wrong with you? But you're not feeling well?"

Seeing his concerned expression, Chu Heng screamed inwardly ashamed, and quietly said to the fetus in his stomach: "Mother gave up this old face for you." Then, enduring the numbness, she snuggled into her husband's arms and cried Come out: "I'm afraid of..."

"What are you afraid of?" He Hongwen was a little confused.However, since they got married, it was the first time for his wife to show such a timid and helpless expression.She is not a person like Jin'er who has tears in her eyes when she has nothing to do. She is so optimistic and optimistic that she can cry like this. It must be because of the great fear hidden in her heart, she has endured it for a long time, and finally she can no longer bear it alone.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here..." He Hongwen quickly comforted him.Unexpectedly, Chu Heng said sobbingly: "It's because of you that... more trouble!"

"You're tempted by that gentle and kind Miss Cao, aren't you?" Chu Heng looked at him with an aggrieved face, covered his face and burst into tears without waiting for an excuse: "Isn't it true that she is smarter and more submissive than me , and scheming, and sewing, and coaxing his wife to like her, and being in love with you since childhood... and looking at you so pitifully all day long..."

It took He Hongwen a long time to understand what was going on, and he couldn't laugh or cry: "Where are these words... You know it all, I have absolutely nothing to her..."

"But she has it for you!" Chu Heng looked at him pitifully, "She sent all these things out of good intentions, but can you tell that there was no other intention?" She grabbed her husband's hand. Clothes whimpered and cried: "Are you hooked? Are you regretting it?... You, you don't want our mother and child anymore, do you..."

"Hey, it's nothing. You...how can you get up like this." He Hongwen could only smile wryly, "Where did you think...don't be like this, be careful of the child..."

"Tell me, doesn't she have such thoughts?" Chu Heng's eyes were swollen from crying, and he looked extremely pitiful.He Hongwen couldn't help being heartbroken, so he had no choice but to answer: "Maybe... yes."

"It's not possible at all! Woohoo..."

"Oh, yes, there is." He Hongwen had no choice but to admit.But, even if there was, he didn't waver.

"You are so cruel, you will leave us mother and child..."

"No, no." The other party was a pregnant woman, so He Hongwen had no choice but to explain patiently. In fact, he was really not good at this. "Don't worry, I won't... be fooled."

"She tried every means to lure you into a trap. You are an honest person, and you cannot guard against women's tricks at all..."

"Hey, what other tricks do women have that the doctor doesn't know?" He Hongwen sighed, it seems that he should stay away from Jin'er, and it is tiring to be on guard at all times, "I understand what you said, you now Pregnant with my child, no matter how ineffective I am, I will never make you sad."

Chu Heng blinked his tear-filled eyes, "What if you are impulsive?"

Alas, seeing such eagerness, He Hongwen had no choice but to answer: "When was I impulsive?"

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