That 1 his waist protruded

20

The first time Su Hefeng had the idea of ​​doubting his own charm was when he was pursuing Ayu.

Later, this kind of thought appeared many times. If he hadn't been so narcissistic enough, he might have been hit to the point of self-doubt long ago.All I can say about this is that I am used to him.

——Do you think that you, Mary Sue, will be liked by everyone with the halo bonus of being a glamorous person in this world?

Of course I didn't say that in the end.

After Ma Zhe's sleep aid incident, Su Hefeng has become more and more enthusiastic.We occupied each other's rest days. In addition to the regular dinner and drink appointments, we also played ball and rode horses together.Of course, I also figured it out later. I agreed to his invitation again and again, which implied that I was interested in him.It's just that I didn't think of it that way at the time.

I admit that I am a duplicity person, but no one can stop me from continuing to do duplicity.

I don't think it's all my responsibility, and Su Hefeng's attitude is quite confusing.When he pursued Ayu, he played straight balls. If he likes it, he likes it. When he seeks friendship, he seeks friendship.But never told me directly.

It's not that I don't accept or reject my attitude is ambiguous, it's that he himself hasn't made it clear.And what I do is basically trying to break the ambiguity-of course I admit, I just like to watch Su Hefeng cats blow their fur.

21

The last time I finished talking about Ma Zhe to Su Hefeng, I was sleepy, so I automatically went to sleep in the guest room.I slept until midnight when I felt someone on the bed, vaguely remembered kicking it, and then fell asleep again.

When I woke up in the morning, I saw Su Hefeng lying beside me, hugging another quilt and looking at me pitifully.

"Good morning." I greeted in a daze, and got out of bed with a yawn to wash up.

Su Hefeng followed up: "You kicked me last night."

"Well, I have the impression I kicked something."

Su Hefeng cheekily pretended to be innocent: "I'm just afraid of sleeping alone."

You are scared of a ghost.

"Student Su, you are also 30 years old. You told me that you are afraid of sleeping. How did you get here in the past few years?"

Su Hefeng's eyes widened: "A man's age is a secret, how can he tell it directly!"

Then I gave him a brain crash.

Oh man.

Of course, later on, Su Hefeng’s fancy bed-climbing had all kinds of strange reasons, so many that I couldn’t bear to look directly at them, only then did I realize that the first time was really rare and strange to me.

22

The official acknowledgment of Hesu and Kaze's relationship came after our relationship finally became impure.

It was my 33rd birthday - the phrasing made it look like something had happened.

After the age of 30, people will start to have a sense of crisis.Youth is gone, do you have a family, do you have a job, do you have a house, do you have a car, how much savings, etc., these questions will pop up uncontrollably, and you can't avoid them when they are asked by others or thought of by yourself. .

Of course, I don't have so many worries, my career is developing soundly, I have a car and a house, I have savings but no loans.It can be said that I am richer than Ayu and Berg-although this is mainly because of my family background.But why can't I have a serious boyfriend?

A voice in my heart replied: "A decent person finds it boring, and a fun-loving one finds it restless. A workaholic thinks you have no time to accompany you, and a jobless person looks down on someone who has no pursuit. A mediocre person thinks that others live It's meaningless, you know that the top talent doesn't like you."

To put it bluntly, there are too many things.

So, when Su Hefeng, who came to me with a birthday cake, put the number candle "33" on the cake, I asked myself: "Am I ready to find a life partner?"

If this question is not affirmed without thinking, the result is negative.

Of course I wasn't ready.

However, the dancing candle reminds me that I am 33 years old.If you can't catch someone you love at this age, it will be even more difficult later.

If you are single for a long time, you will develop your own way of life, and the older you are, the more you rely on your own comfort zone, and you are unwilling to come out and accept others.

Su Hefeng looked at me blowing out the candles with his chin in his hands, and then said, "Although I don't know what you wished for, it doesn't look very happy?"

He was too tactful.It's not just "not very happy", it's simply "very unhappy".

I took out a bottle of red wine from the wine cabinet and pushed it to Su Hefeng, "Open the bottle to sober up and find things by yourself."

I went to the kitchen to fry the steak.It was originally for one person-planning for my own birthday.Su Hefeng came, and I temporarily went to the refrigerator to find out what else I could eat.

There are many things that can be eaten, but it is not easy to prepare them in advance.In the end, I split the steak between two people, and then shared this birthday cake with Suzukaze.

The cake is not very sweet, but it is fragrant and the taste is just right.There is a slight perilla flavor in the cream, which is a bit special and delicious.

Probably sweets make people happy, even looking at Su Hefeng is much more pleasing to the eye.So when Su Hefeng asked if he wanted to watch the sunrise, I didn't just throw him out.

"I'm just a social animal who has to go to work tomorrow, young master."

"I'm just working for others." Su Hefeng argued.

Part-time work is not the same as part-time work.

Of course, in the end, I didn’t go to watch the sunrise on weekdays.Su Hefeng went to the wine cabinet and brought over a bottle of vodka, "Then have a drink or two."

I think, probably I am not happy too obviously.When I received a call from Ayu in the morning wishing you a happy birthday, I didn't think about it so much, but when I came back at night, I started to worry about the loneliness of being a lonely family.

Sure enough, the night is misleading people.

After two glasses of vodka, Su Hefeng began to say: "You seem unhappy, did something embarrassing happen recently?"

Although I don't think I'm drunk, the brain affected by alcohol is not so clear after all.

I shook my head: "No."

"Then why are you unhappy?"

"Because it's my birthday." I answered quickly, almost out of my head.

Su Hefeng paused before he understood: "Do men also have such age anxiety?"

"In a few years, it will be even more difficult to find a partner. Who doesn't like little fresh meat? Nowadays, most young boys are very coquettish, and they have to be coaxed. Old cows who eat young grass will also be tacitly accepted as whoring La."

I sniffed, "My old lady is good everywhere, so how can I use pleasing others in exchange for a one-night stand! Will I be short of men?"

Su Hefeng hugged me: "You don't need to please others, just look at me, don't you like me?"

I took a bite on his mouth, "Then I'll think about it."

In retrospect, alcohol probably paralyzed my brain, otherwise how could I have said such incoherent words.Although the result is not bad.