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Chapter 135 Interlude
The ambiguous object gave me a head
01
When I came back from a date with my flirtatious partner, I went into the elevator with the gift he gave me.The neighbor's dog rushed over and barked at me, and I frightened and pressed the door close button of the elevator.
I'm more afraid of barking dogs than dogs.I don't know why the usually docile dog is so excited all of a sudden.
I put the gift that my ambiguous object gave me on the bed, and turned around to change into home clothes.
The gift is placed in a box with a combination lock, and the combination is the answer to a question written on the box cover.When changing clothes, there are many questions in my mind.
I have an idea for this question, and it took about 10 minutes to solve it, and I feel full of accomplishment.The six-digit password is entered, and the combination lock makes a snap.I rubbed my hands together in anticipation. .
The ambiguous object is my deskmate, a tall and slender boy.Looks generally delicate, life attitude is very delicate.
The boys in the class think he's a bitch, but I think he's pretty cute.
I opened the box with joy, as if uncovering an interesting secret.
When I saw the contents of the box, I froze.Immediately, I laughed hysterically.
Some people scream when they are scared, some people go limp when they are scared, and I laugh when I am scared.
02
I sat in the police station, shivering while holding the paper cup filled with hot water. "This is a gift I received. I didn't dare to touch it because it looked too realistic."
Probably because I looked terrified, they sent a policewoman over to talk to me.
"Who gave you the gift?" She asked me in a gentle voice.
"My deskmate." I sniffed, "His name is Zhao Yangqiu. We are students of Chengliang High School, class two of the third year."
The police sister comforted me: "You don't have to be so nervous, think about it, maybe it's just an overly realistic model?"
I shook my head, "If it's a model, you should tell me now."
Inside the box was a head, a woman's head.She is beautiful, as beautiful as a living person.I seem to know her, but I can't remember.
I didn't mention the fact that I felt as if I knew that head.I'm afraid this matter will bring me trouble.After all, except for the feeling of deja vu, I can't remember anything.
Whether I know her or not, she is already a head.
I thought of Celty, and I also thought of Fu Jiang.But this is not a light novel, nor is it a horror comic, this is obviously my daily life.
03
I fell asleep on the table, and when I woke up, there was another person in front of me.
The policewoman I was chatting with just now was sitting next to me. The man with a serious face looked at me for two seconds and said, "My surname is Fang."
I follow the good advice, "Officer Fang."
Officer Fang nodded, "We have finished the inspection, and now we need your cooperation to answer some questions."
"Okay." I guessed the head was real.
"We contacted the head teacher of the second class of the third year of Chengliang High School. He said that there is indeed a girl named Wang Yanxin in the class, but there is no male student named Zhao Yangqiu."
I was a little slow to react, and before I had time to digest the information, my heart skipped a beat.After two seconds, disbelief surged up.
"Don't be in a hurry." Officer Fang reassured, "We will go to your class to ask your classmates during the day tomorrow. Do you have a photo of that boy?"
I nodded, took out my phone, and clicked on the photo album.
My first reaction was: thank God, his picture is there, at least not a person I dreamed up.
When Police Officer Fang told me that "there is no such person", there were no conspiracy theories in my mind, the only thought was that I was crazy.
And the person I imagined will not have a photo. If it is a photo I imagined, the police will not cooperate with me.All this should not be my fault.
I pressed for the results of the head examination, even though I already knew it.
Officer Fang sighed, "As you said, that head is the real one. There are only your fingerprints on the box, and no one else's fingerprints on the human head."
04
I left my contact information and went home.At school, I asked the teacher for leave. The teacher also knew that I had encountered some troubles that I couldn't explain, so he didn't ask much.
Everyone is normal, and I am the only one who has encountered strange things.There are so many things I can't figure out.
In a daze, I fell asleep again.It took me a long time to sleep, and it was three o'clock in the morning when I woke up.I wanted to touch the phone on the bedside table to check the time, but I felt the touch of my skin.
I shivered in fright, withdrew my hand suddenly, and turned on the bedside lamp.
The human head was looking at me from the bedside table, looking at me with open eyes.I looked at her in horror and she laughed.
Her eyes are closed when she is in the box.
She woke up.
The thought made me faint.
It wasn't Celty, nor Fu Jiang, I remembered, she was Zhou Nian.
Sure enough, she doesn't have the charm of Celty or Fu Jiang, who has only one head and makes people feel fascinated by it without fear.
05
When I woke up again, with the ringing of my mobile phone, Police Officer Fang called me, "We went to school yesterday, and your classmates said that they didn't know Zhao Yangqiu, and they didn't recognize him. Two or three of the students hesitated, thinking that It felt like deja vu, but in the end I didn’t remember anything.”
This is what I expected.From the time the head teacher said that there was no such person in the class, I knew it would be like this.
Officer Fang went on to say: "Don't feel pressured, just tell what you know, and we will help you find a solution."
I asked back: "It's not just that the school found no such person."
"We found it in the household registration system, but there was no clue."
"Yeah. Actually, I thought of it too." I've been to Zhao Yangqiu's house.But it should be useless to say this now.The whole world has forgotten him, and it is useless to find his home.
Officer Fang finished talking about Zhao Yangqiu, and turned to talk about the head: "We had already transferred that head to the City Bureau, but now it's gone, who do you think would take the risk to steal it?"
No one steals it.She is not Fu Jiang, so she is not worthy of being crazy.
I glanced at Zhou Nian's head on the bedside table with her eyes closed, as if she was asleep. "You should have monitoring, right? Was it destroyed?"
Officer Fang remained calm: "On the contrary, the surveillance is on, but nothing is captured on the surveillance."
Whatever is filmed is a supernatural film.
Officer Fang and I were relatively silent for a while, and neither of us hung up the phone.
In the end, Police Officer Fang said: "The laboratory said that the head has the characteristics of being alive. Although it has no respiratory system and does not breathe through the mouth and nose, her cells and brain are alive, and there are biological brainwave responses. Before I was afraid to scare you, so I didn’t say anything.”
It was late, I had already been frightened and fainted.
After a pause, I replied dryly, "I see."
After finishing the call with Officer Fang, I feel like I'm crazy now, otherwise how would I have the courage to look directly at that head?
06
A high school student living alone might sound counterintuitive, but it's true.My father was caring for his sick grandparents, and my mother hadn't seen him for a long time.I am indeed living alone in a rental house near the school, and I am really alone and helpless at this time.
I've come to understand that it makes sense for the main character of a horror movie not to flee from a problematic home because it's his den.
I once suspected that everything I faced was my hallucination, my dream, all of which were horribly absurd.
Probably Zhou Nian didn't have much time to open his eyes, and I waited until noon before we had a conversation with her.
I can't remember anything but her name.
But I guess, even if I tell Officer Fang about the situation, it won't help, Zhou Nian should be in the same situation as Zhao Yangqiu, and there is no such person.This head is so suspicious, it is impossible for them not to investigate her identity.
I have a premonition that it will be my turn to be the next person to be forgotten by the world and find no such person.
Zhou Nian stared at me, then smiled and asked me: "What are you afraid of?"
I think this is bullshit.
Actually, I don't quite understand, is she really Zhou Nian?Maybe she used to be, but now there is only one head left, does she still think she is human?Is she still her?
"Who are you?" I looked at her vigilantly, pulling away a distance.
Zhou Nian seemed a little surprised, but then he was relieved, "You don't know me anymore? That's right, you don't know me anymore."
When Zhao Yangqiu gave me the box, he told me affectionately that this gift is about his beloved girl, and you can see it when you open the box.At that time, I really thought this was a stalk in Xi Ju's novel, the lid of the box was a mirror, and I could see myself from inside or something.
However, reality is very different from imagination.
If he wasn't cheating on me, it would be exciting enough to give the head of the girl he likes to the ambiguous person.
"I'm Zhou Nian." Zhou Nian smiled sweetly.Her face is only delicate, and the charm is all in a pair of peach blossom eyes, and the charm can only be seen when the eyes are opened.
She laughed, and I actually felt that the fear disappeared a little.The thought gave me a shudder.
To be honest, I now suspect that I am a mentally ill and murderer, and Zhou Nian is the victim. All these are my hallucinations. The hallucinations cover up the truth and the memory in reality.
If so, then I have nothing to be afraid of.Because I am the real big devil.
07
I asked Zhou Nian: "Are you my nightmare?"
"Maybe." Zhou Nian looked at me with a half-smile.
I am confused: "How realistic and coherent is the dream?"
"That's not it."
I understand, she is just perfunctory me.
"Can I send you out?"
This time she didn't follow me, but asked me instead: "Do you think it's useful?"
"I think so."
I called Officer Fang and asked him to pick me up.
Zhou Nian smiled, "Do you want him to pick me up?"
"You're panicking." I looked at her calmly.
She didn't speak, and closed her eyes again.
I guess she panicked, so I tricked her.Her eyes drifted away.
I don't know if my decision is a hindrance to her or a good one, I just want to save myself.
I'm still young, I don't want to die, I don't want to evaporate, I don't want to be a head, not even a living head.
Officer Fang came, and I didn't mean to ask him to take this head away, but to take me away with him.
When I opened the door for him, my first sentence was: "I want to make sure that you are not my hallucination, right?"
Officer Fang frowned, "What's wrong with you?"
"You'll know when you come in."
I asked him to come in and look at the head on the nightstand.Zhou Nian was still where she was, I guessed right, she couldn't move around by herself.Officer Fang was also taken aback.
"I guess she can take the initiative to find me. Uncle Fang, I want to go back with you and find a place with surveillance cameras. This is terrible, and I also want to find out what happened. Now I wonder if I crazy."
Officer Fang solemnly agreed.
I took a cloth bag and put Zhou Nian in it, I guess she didn't dare to reveal the fact that she could wake up, even if she was dissatisfied with me, she could only endure it.
Officer Fang looked at my movements and hesitated to speak.
"Let's go." Shaking Zhou Nian in my pocket, I felt a little happier.
08
I fell asleep on the table in a place with monitoring equipment, and when I woke up, I looked at Zhou Nian in dismay.
When she opened her eyes, she seemed to have the charm of Fu Jiang, and only one head actually made me feel a little like it.She looked at me and didn't speak.I glanced at the direction of the monitor, and she opened her eyes only when her back was facing the monitor.
I called Officer Fang: "Did I sleepwalk?"
Officer Fang: "Wait for me."
He came quickly.
"In the current situation, we can't explain how the head came to you. At least we can be sure that you didn't take the initiative to do anything."
He looks pretty serious.I'm guessing atheists get the brunt of a supernatural event.
"She told me that her name is Zhou Nian. But this information is probably useless. She is probably a guy like Zhao Yangqiu who has disappeared from the world and is not remembered. Maybe just like I remember Zhao Yangqiu, the Zhao Yangqiu who gave her to me is the last to remember her people."
"Maybe Zhao Yangqiu is also a head now, somewhere we don't know. Maybe the next one will be me, evaporated from the world, or even become a living head. At that time, Officer Fang, will you remember me?"
What Police Officer Fang wanted to say was interrupted by me again, "You must not remember me, understand, please don't."
Officer Fang sighed, "Perhaps Zhou Nian has always been Zhou Nian, and you will just disappear after giving away the head like Zhao Yangqiu."
"Officer Fang, I want to go home." As I said that, I touched Zhou Nian's face, she was looking at me, and I threatened: "If she follows me home again, I will cook her and eat her." .”
The words say so.
In my senses, the time switch began to become very fast.I keep getting sleepy, falling asleep and waking up, and every time I can see Zhou Nian in front of my eyes.
How do I kill a living head?
09
I opened my eyes and saw Zhou Nian.She touched my face gently and told me not to be afraid, "The person who hurt you is dead."
I was terrified and wanted to slap her hand away but couldn't feel my body.
I yelled hysterically.Zhou Nian rang the call bell beside the bed, the nurse came and left, the doctor came and gave me another sedative.
After they all left, Zhou Nian said in a soft voice next to my ear: "Don't worry, Xiaoyan, Zhao Yangqiu has committed suicide in fear of crime."
I knew that I was the living head.He was completely paralyzed below the cervical spine and lost all consciousness.
I knew I was not a murderer or a big devil.If I dared to kill her, I wouldn't be so afraid of her.
My memory is blurred and I can't distinguish between reality, dream and hallucination. When I wake up, I know that I must be really crazy.
I heard that my mother has never been here, maybe she can't be contacted at all.Saw my dad when he was awake, he looked much older.Grandpa and grandma are lying on the hospital bed, and I am also lying in the hospital. He is probably very desperate.
Officer Fang came. When I woke up, I thought he was someone who didn't exist, but I didn't expect him to be someone I had seen.
He looked at me strangely, "Are you awake?"
"It should be. I can't tell which side is reality. I may have had a long dream myself, and even saw you in the dream. I wouldn't be surprised if this is another dream."
"That's what you said last time."
"Is there? I don't remember."
"Zhao Yangqiu is dead. Although the evidence points to guilt and suicide because he pushed you down the stairs, I think there is something else wrong with this matter."
Officer Fang came just in time, and I also have some things I want to ask a reliable person, for example, "When did I go crazy?"
Officer Fang shook his head, "I can't tell. They said you were pushed down the stairs because you had hallucinations and fought with Zhao Yangqiu."
"them?"
"Zhao Yangqiu and Zhou Nian."
I want to nod, but I can't.I have only one head, not even a neck.
I think it was Zhou Nian who pushed me downstairs, but I have no proof.The testimony of mental patients is also difficult to rely on.They couldn't tell if I was really awake.
"Zhou Nian makes me feel dangerous." I decided to tell him.Although I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or awake when I looked at him.
He nodded.
I closed my eyes.
I don't know, can a policeman's suspicion shake the existing evidence for the conclusion?
10
I put Zhou Nian's head into the pot, added water, and threatened that if she didn't let me go, I would start a fire.
She spat air bubbles in the water and asked me, "Why did you do this to me?"
I also asked her, "Why did you do this to me?"
She said, "Because I love you."
"So much love that I can only lie on the bed and be your collection?"
As soon as this sentence came out, I suddenly woke up from the dream of fear, and the last words spoken in the dream echoed in my mind.
I met Zhou Nian through Zhao Yangqiu, she was Zhao Yangqiu's favorite, she was a few years older than us.Zhao Yangqiu told me that Zhou Nian was his sister's friend, who happened to live in the same community as him, and would sometimes take him to play together.
A year ago, I went to the doctor for panic disorder.The situation at home made me reluctant to tell my father, who had already burdened too much, and I was still a student, so I couldn't do anything about medical expenses.
It was at this time that Zhou Nian suggested that she could help me.At first, she accompanied me to the hospital to prescribe medicine, but later she said that she could get the medicine at a lower price through a friend who is a medicine wholesaler, and I believed her.
She is very kind to me and will help me pack the medicines I bought.I just need to grab a small portion box, that's my week's supply.In order to hide it from my family, I left the rest with her and kept it for me.
I took the medicine for a while, but I didn’t feel any improvement in my panic disorder. Instead, I had frequent hallucinations and nightmares, and I couldn’t distinguish between dreams and reality.
I gradually felt that it was okay to not be able to tell the difference, anyway, the reality was completely distorted by the hallucinations.
I'm almost instinctively afraid of Zhou Nian.This conflicted with what I was sure was real, and which I only remembered with limited memory.I always thought it was her who pushed me down the stairs.
Maybe I saw Zhao Yangqiu give me a box, that's why he came to say goodbye to me in my dream.
After the doctor judges that my spirit has stabilized, I can be discharged from the hospital.I don't know what Zhou Nian said to my dad, but in the end she took me home.She looked happy, and I don't understand why she's happy about getting an unfeeling, incontinent, adult diaper me.
"I finally got you, a doll I can take care of with my own hands."
I woke up in a dream, Zhou Nian's head was beside my pillow, looking at me and smiling.
The border between reality and fiction is blurred.I switch back and forth between dreams and hallucinations.I also wondered if these were my persecution delusions, maybe she was a good person.Yet the very thought made me feel like my soul was shaking for just a split second.
Lying like this, I should soon develop bedsores.I would rot while alive, even with maggots crawling in my flesh, but I couldn't feel it.
I don't feel it anyway.
11
Until one day my dad came to pick me up and said that Zhou Nian would not come back. "The police said there was some evidence that she planned the murder."
I don't know how to react.Perhaps she treats our teasing with the same contempt she treats the lesser beings.
Police officer Fang also came, and he brought the person on file with the police to open the lock.
I asked Officer Fang: "Has she been arrested?"
Officer Fang shook his head, "She's missing."
She is such a demonic woman.It suddenly occurred to me that my future nightmares might have to change to a different plot.
Dad went home with my dead body on his back.The out-of-control hands and feet hang down involuntarily.
I asked my dad, "Do you think my life is meaningful?"
My dad sighed.
We can say a lot of examples of the disabled and the strong, but I don't have Paul Korchagin's rich experience, and I don't have Hawking's wisdom and knowledge.I'm just an empty head, useless.
Although I am still young, the objective state of my family conditions determines that even if I get better, I will not have the opportunity to continue learning and enrich myself.
Maybe I should dictate an autobiography, and then contact the media for the last wave of hype, burn the remaining value, earn some sympathy and make a little money, and leave it to my dad.I have experienced such a bad thing, enough to attract people's attention.I told him about the idea and he turned me down.
"You wait for Dad. After sending your grandparents away, we will go together."
01
When I came back from a date with my flirtatious partner, I went into the elevator with the gift he gave me.The neighbor's dog rushed over and barked at me, and I frightened and pressed the door close button of the elevator.
I'm more afraid of barking dogs than dogs.I don't know why the usually docile dog is so excited all of a sudden.
I put the gift that my ambiguous object gave me on the bed, and turned around to change into home clothes.
The gift is placed in a box with a combination lock, and the combination is the answer to a question written on the box cover.When changing clothes, there are many questions in my mind.
I have an idea for this question, and it took about 10 minutes to solve it, and I feel full of accomplishment.The six-digit password is entered, and the combination lock makes a snap.I rubbed my hands together in anticipation. .
The ambiguous object is my deskmate, a tall and slender boy.Looks generally delicate, life attitude is very delicate.
The boys in the class think he's a bitch, but I think he's pretty cute.
I opened the box with joy, as if uncovering an interesting secret.
When I saw the contents of the box, I froze.Immediately, I laughed hysterically.
Some people scream when they are scared, some people go limp when they are scared, and I laugh when I am scared.
02
I sat in the police station, shivering while holding the paper cup filled with hot water. "This is a gift I received. I didn't dare to touch it because it looked too realistic."
Probably because I looked terrified, they sent a policewoman over to talk to me.
"Who gave you the gift?" She asked me in a gentle voice.
"My deskmate." I sniffed, "His name is Zhao Yangqiu. We are students of Chengliang High School, class two of the third year."
The police sister comforted me: "You don't have to be so nervous, think about it, maybe it's just an overly realistic model?"
I shook my head, "If it's a model, you should tell me now."
Inside the box was a head, a woman's head.She is beautiful, as beautiful as a living person.I seem to know her, but I can't remember.
I didn't mention the fact that I felt as if I knew that head.I'm afraid this matter will bring me trouble.After all, except for the feeling of deja vu, I can't remember anything.
Whether I know her or not, she is already a head.
I thought of Celty, and I also thought of Fu Jiang.But this is not a light novel, nor is it a horror comic, this is obviously my daily life.
03
I fell asleep on the table, and when I woke up, there was another person in front of me.
The policewoman I was chatting with just now was sitting next to me. The man with a serious face looked at me for two seconds and said, "My surname is Fang."
I follow the good advice, "Officer Fang."
Officer Fang nodded, "We have finished the inspection, and now we need your cooperation to answer some questions."
"Okay." I guessed the head was real.
"We contacted the head teacher of the second class of the third year of Chengliang High School. He said that there is indeed a girl named Wang Yanxin in the class, but there is no male student named Zhao Yangqiu."
I was a little slow to react, and before I had time to digest the information, my heart skipped a beat.After two seconds, disbelief surged up.
"Don't be in a hurry." Officer Fang reassured, "We will go to your class to ask your classmates during the day tomorrow. Do you have a photo of that boy?"
I nodded, took out my phone, and clicked on the photo album.
My first reaction was: thank God, his picture is there, at least not a person I dreamed up.
When Police Officer Fang told me that "there is no such person", there were no conspiracy theories in my mind, the only thought was that I was crazy.
And the person I imagined will not have a photo. If it is a photo I imagined, the police will not cooperate with me.All this should not be my fault.
I pressed for the results of the head examination, even though I already knew it.
Officer Fang sighed, "As you said, that head is the real one. There are only your fingerprints on the box, and no one else's fingerprints on the human head."
04
I left my contact information and went home.At school, I asked the teacher for leave. The teacher also knew that I had encountered some troubles that I couldn't explain, so he didn't ask much.
Everyone is normal, and I am the only one who has encountered strange things.There are so many things I can't figure out.
In a daze, I fell asleep again.It took me a long time to sleep, and it was three o'clock in the morning when I woke up.I wanted to touch the phone on the bedside table to check the time, but I felt the touch of my skin.
I shivered in fright, withdrew my hand suddenly, and turned on the bedside lamp.
The human head was looking at me from the bedside table, looking at me with open eyes.I looked at her in horror and she laughed.
Her eyes are closed when she is in the box.
She woke up.
The thought made me faint.
It wasn't Celty, nor Fu Jiang, I remembered, she was Zhou Nian.
Sure enough, she doesn't have the charm of Celty or Fu Jiang, who has only one head and makes people feel fascinated by it without fear.
05
When I woke up again, with the ringing of my mobile phone, Police Officer Fang called me, "We went to school yesterday, and your classmates said that they didn't know Zhao Yangqiu, and they didn't recognize him. Two or three of the students hesitated, thinking that It felt like deja vu, but in the end I didn’t remember anything.”
This is what I expected.From the time the head teacher said that there was no such person in the class, I knew it would be like this.
Officer Fang went on to say: "Don't feel pressured, just tell what you know, and we will help you find a solution."
I asked back: "It's not just that the school found no such person."
"We found it in the household registration system, but there was no clue."
"Yeah. Actually, I thought of it too." I've been to Zhao Yangqiu's house.But it should be useless to say this now.The whole world has forgotten him, and it is useless to find his home.
Officer Fang finished talking about Zhao Yangqiu, and turned to talk about the head: "We had already transferred that head to the City Bureau, but now it's gone, who do you think would take the risk to steal it?"
No one steals it.She is not Fu Jiang, so she is not worthy of being crazy.
I glanced at Zhou Nian's head on the bedside table with her eyes closed, as if she was asleep. "You should have monitoring, right? Was it destroyed?"
Officer Fang remained calm: "On the contrary, the surveillance is on, but nothing is captured on the surveillance."
Whatever is filmed is a supernatural film.
Officer Fang and I were relatively silent for a while, and neither of us hung up the phone.
In the end, Police Officer Fang said: "The laboratory said that the head has the characteristics of being alive. Although it has no respiratory system and does not breathe through the mouth and nose, her cells and brain are alive, and there are biological brainwave responses. Before I was afraid to scare you, so I didn’t say anything.”
It was late, I had already been frightened and fainted.
After a pause, I replied dryly, "I see."
After finishing the call with Officer Fang, I feel like I'm crazy now, otherwise how would I have the courage to look directly at that head?
06
A high school student living alone might sound counterintuitive, but it's true.My father was caring for his sick grandparents, and my mother hadn't seen him for a long time.I am indeed living alone in a rental house near the school, and I am really alone and helpless at this time.
I've come to understand that it makes sense for the main character of a horror movie not to flee from a problematic home because it's his den.
I once suspected that everything I faced was my hallucination, my dream, all of which were horribly absurd.
Probably Zhou Nian didn't have much time to open his eyes, and I waited until noon before we had a conversation with her.
I can't remember anything but her name.
But I guess, even if I tell Officer Fang about the situation, it won't help, Zhou Nian should be in the same situation as Zhao Yangqiu, and there is no such person.This head is so suspicious, it is impossible for them not to investigate her identity.
I have a premonition that it will be my turn to be the next person to be forgotten by the world and find no such person.
Zhou Nian stared at me, then smiled and asked me: "What are you afraid of?"
I think this is bullshit.
Actually, I don't quite understand, is she really Zhou Nian?Maybe she used to be, but now there is only one head left, does she still think she is human?Is she still her?
"Who are you?" I looked at her vigilantly, pulling away a distance.
Zhou Nian seemed a little surprised, but then he was relieved, "You don't know me anymore? That's right, you don't know me anymore."
When Zhao Yangqiu gave me the box, he told me affectionately that this gift is about his beloved girl, and you can see it when you open the box.At that time, I really thought this was a stalk in Xi Ju's novel, the lid of the box was a mirror, and I could see myself from inside or something.
However, reality is very different from imagination.
If he wasn't cheating on me, it would be exciting enough to give the head of the girl he likes to the ambiguous person.
"I'm Zhou Nian." Zhou Nian smiled sweetly.Her face is only delicate, and the charm is all in a pair of peach blossom eyes, and the charm can only be seen when the eyes are opened.
She laughed, and I actually felt that the fear disappeared a little.The thought gave me a shudder.
To be honest, I now suspect that I am a mentally ill and murderer, and Zhou Nian is the victim. All these are my hallucinations. The hallucinations cover up the truth and the memory in reality.
If so, then I have nothing to be afraid of.Because I am the real big devil.
07
I asked Zhou Nian: "Are you my nightmare?"
"Maybe." Zhou Nian looked at me with a half-smile.
I am confused: "How realistic and coherent is the dream?"
"That's not it."
I understand, she is just perfunctory me.
"Can I send you out?"
This time she didn't follow me, but asked me instead: "Do you think it's useful?"
"I think so."
I called Officer Fang and asked him to pick me up.
Zhou Nian smiled, "Do you want him to pick me up?"
"You're panicking." I looked at her calmly.
She didn't speak, and closed her eyes again.
I guess she panicked, so I tricked her.Her eyes drifted away.
I don't know if my decision is a hindrance to her or a good one, I just want to save myself.
I'm still young, I don't want to die, I don't want to evaporate, I don't want to be a head, not even a living head.
Officer Fang came, and I didn't mean to ask him to take this head away, but to take me away with him.
When I opened the door for him, my first sentence was: "I want to make sure that you are not my hallucination, right?"
Officer Fang frowned, "What's wrong with you?"
"You'll know when you come in."
I asked him to come in and look at the head on the nightstand.Zhou Nian was still where she was, I guessed right, she couldn't move around by herself.Officer Fang was also taken aback.
"I guess she can take the initiative to find me. Uncle Fang, I want to go back with you and find a place with surveillance cameras. This is terrible, and I also want to find out what happened. Now I wonder if I crazy."
Officer Fang solemnly agreed.
I took a cloth bag and put Zhou Nian in it, I guess she didn't dare to reveal the fact that she could wake up, even if she was dissatisfied with me, she could only endure it.
Officer Fang looked at my movements and hesitated to speak.
"Let's go." Shaking Zhou Nian in my pocket, I felt a little happier.
08
I fell asleep on the table in a place with monitoring equipment, and when I woke up, I looked at Zhou Nian in dismay.
When she opened her eyes, she seemed to have the charm of Fu Jiang, and only one head actually made me feel a little like it.She looked at me and didn't speak.I glanced at the direction of the monitor, and she opened her eyes only when her back was facing the monitor.
I called Officer Fang: "Did I sleepwalk?"
Officer Fang: "Wait for me."
He came quickly.
"In the current situation, we can't explain how the head came to you. At least we can be sure that you didn't take the initiative to do anything."
He looks pretty serious.I'm guessing atheists get the brunt of a supernatural event.
"She told me that her name is Zhou Nian. But this information is probably useless. She is probably a guy like Zhao Yangqiu who has disappeared from the world and is not remembered. Maybe just like I remember Zhao Yangqiu, the Zhao Yangqiu who gave her to me is the last to remember her people."
"Maybe Zhao Yangqiu is also a head now, somewhere we don't know. Maybe the next one will be me, evaporated from the world, or even become a living head. At that time, Officer Fang, will you remember me?"
What Police Officer Fang wanted to say was interrupted by me again, "You must not remember me, understand, please don't."
Officer Fang sighed, "Perhaps Zhou Nian has always been Zhou Nian, and you will just disappear after giving away the head like Zhao Yangqiu."
"Officer Fang, I want to go home." As I said that, I touched Zhou Nian's face, she was looking at me, and I threatened: "If she follows me home again, I will cook her and eat her." .”
The words say so.
In my senses, the time switch began to become very fast.I keep getting sleepy, falling asleep and waking up, and every time I can see Zhou Nian in front of my eyes.
How do I kill a living head?
09
I opened my eyes and saw Zhou Nian.She touched my face gently and told me not to be afraid, "The person who hurt you is dead."
I was terrified and wanted to slap her hand away but couldn't feel my body.
I yelled hysterically.Zhou Nian rang the call bell beside the bed, the nurse came and left, the doctor came and gave me another sedative.
After they all left, Zhou Nian said in a soft voice next to my ear: "Don't worry, Xiaoyan, Zhao Yangqiu has committed suicide in fear of crime."
I knew that I was the living head.He was completely paralyzed below the cervical spine and lost all consciousness.
I knew I was not a murderer or a big devil.If I dared to kill her, I wouldn't be so afraid of her.
My memory is blurred and I can't distinguish between reality, dream and hallucination. When I wake up, I know that I must be really crazy.
I heard that my mother has never been here, maybe she can't be contacted at all.Saw my dad when he was awake, he looked much older.Grandpa and grandma are lying on the hospital bed, and I am also lying in the hospital. He is probably very desperate.
Officer Fang came. When I woke up, I thought he was someone who didn't exist, but I didn't expect him to be someone I had seen.
He looked at me strangely, "Are you awake?"
"It should be. I can't tell which side is reality. I may have had a long dream myself, and even saw you in the dream. I wouldn't be surprised if this is another dream."
"That's what you said last time."
"Is there? I don't remember."
"Zhao Yangqiu is dead. Although the evidence points to guilt and suicide because he pushed you down the stairs, I think there is something else wrong with this matter."
Officer Fang came just in time, and I also have some things I want to ask a reliable person, for example, "When did I go crazy?"
Officer Fang shook his head, "I can't tell. They said you were pushed down the stairs because you had hallucinations and fought with Zhao Yangqiu."
"them?"
"Zhao Yangqiu and Zhou Nian."
I want to nod, but I can't.I have only one head, not even a neck.
I think it was Zhou Nian who pushed me downstairs, but I have no proof.The testimony of mental patients is also difficult to rely on.They couldn't tell if I was really awake.
"Zhou Nian makes me feel dangerous." I decided to tell him.Although I couldn't tell if I was dreaming or awake when I looked at him.
He nodded.
I closed my eyes.
I don't know, can a policeman's suspicion shake the existing evidence for the conclusion?
10
I put Zhou Nian's head into the pot, added water, and threatened that if she didn't let me go, I would start a fire.
She spat air bubbles in the water and asked me, "Why did you do this to me?"
I also asked her, "Why did you do this to me?"
She said, "Because I love you."
"So much love that I can only lie on the bed and be your collection?"
As soon as this sentence came out, I suddenly woke up from the dream of fear, and the last words spoken in the dream echoed in my mind.
I met Zhou Nian through Zhao Yangqiu, she was Zhao Yangqiu's favorite, she was a few years older than us.Zhao Yangqiu told me that Zhou Nian was his sister's friend, who happened to live in the same community as him, and would sometimes take him to play together.
A year ago, I went to the doctor for panic disorder.The situation at home made me reluctant to tell my father, who had already burdened too much, and I was still a student, so I couldn't do anything about medical expenses.
It was at this time that Zhou Nian suggested that she could help me.At first, she accompanied me to the hospital to prescribe medicine, but later she said that she could get the medicine at a lower price through a friend who is a medicine wholesaler, and I believed her.
She is very kind to me and will help me pack the medicines I bought.I just need to grab a small portion box, that's my week's supply.In order to hide it from my family, I left the rest with her and kept it for me.
I took the medicine for a while, but I didn’t feel any improvement in my panic disorder. Instead, I had frequent hallucinations and nightmares, and I couldn’t distinguish between dreams and reality.
I gradually felt that it was okay to not be able to tell the difference, anyway, the reality was completely distorted by the hallucinations.
I'm almost instinctively afraid of Zhou Nian.This conflicted with what I was sure was real, and which I only remembered with limited memory.I always thought it was her who pushed me down the stairs.
Maybe I saw Zhao Yangqiu give me a box, that's why he came to say goodbye to me in my dream.
After the doctor judges that my spirit has stabilized, I can be discharged from the hospital.I don't know what Zhou Nian said to my dad, but in the end she took me home.She looked happy, and I don't understand why she's happy about getting an unfeeling, incontinent, adult diaper me.
"I finally got you, a doll I can take care of with my own hands."
I woke up in a dream, Zhou Nian's head was beside my pillow, looking at me and smiling.
The border between reality and fiction is blurred.I switch back and forth between dreams and hallucinations.I also wondered if these were my persecution delusions, maybe she was a good person.Yet the very thought made me feel like my soul was shaking for just a split second.
Lying like this, I should soon develop bedsores.I would rot while alive, even with maggots crawling in my flesh, but I couldn't feel it.
I don't feel it anyway.
11
Until one day my dad came to pick me up and said that Zhou Nian would not come back. "The police said there was some evidence that she planned the murder."
I don't know how to react.Perhaps she treats our teasing with the same contempt she treats the lesser beings.
Police officer Fang also came, and he brought the person on file with the police to open the lock.
I asked Officer Fang: "Has she been arrested?"
Officer Fang shook his head, "She's missing."
She is such a demonic woman.It suddenly occurred to me that my future nightmares might have to change to a different plot.
Dad went home with my dead body on his back.The out-of-control hands and feet hang down involuntarily.
I asked my dad, "Do you think my life is meaningful?"
My dad sighed.
We can say a lot of examples of the disabled and the strong, but I don't have Paul Korchagin's rich experience, and I don't have Hawking's wisdom and knowledge.I'm just an empty head, useless.
Although I am still young, the objective state of my family conditions determines that even if I get better, I will not have the opportunity to continue learning and enrich myself.
Maybe I should dictate an autobiography, and then contact the media for the last wave of hype, burn the remaining value, earn some sympathy and make a little money, and leave it to my dad.I have experienced such a bad thing, enough to attract people's attention.I told him about the idea and he turned me down.
"You wait for Dad. After sending your grandparents away, we will go together."
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