That 1 his waist protruded

86

As I expected, the trip was a surprise one.Zhang Qiushu's aura is stronger than mine by many times. He is polite and well-founded. No matter how you look at it, he is popular.

As long as he enters my house and doesn't come up and say "Hello, uncle and aunt, I'm your son's boyfriend", I think my parents would be ashamed to drive him out under his gentle aura even if they saw something.

We are going to buy something to bring to my parents.Zhang Qiushu asked my opinion, and I said, "My dad likes to drink and drink tea. You can just buy it as you see it. I brought a purple sand pot in my bag and bought it for him. Choose one for my mother that looks very ladylike." Skin care products are enough. I brought a bottle of suitable perfume in my bag for her."

Zhang Qiushu looked at me and smiled, "You are still very caring."

I spread my hands, "Anyway, they are sorry for me. I don't need to force them to accept that I am gay."

"It's like you can't force people who don't eat coriander to eat coriander, but you have to admit that coriander is edible. Uh, people who eat coriander may not imagine how much it is. Let me give you another example."

“It’s like you can’t force people who believe in Islam to eat pork and admit that pork is edible. We don’t have to force people to change their worldview, even if it is my parents. I would not be naive to think that they should love I trumped their worldview."

So Zhang Qiushu went to buy two bottles of wine, two catties of tea, and a set of skin care products.

87

I took him back to eat a meal and ran away.

Although this guy came here full of courage to ask for a title, but one meal has worn away his determination.Although my parents didn't say anything, there was undisguised disappointment in their eyes.When walking out of the unit building, Zhang Qiushu was visibly relieved.

Zhang Qiushu said with emotion: "It turns out that your cooking skills are inherited from your father."

"After all, I'm a picky eater. If I can't cook it myself, I'm going to starve to death."

Zhang Qiushu laughed and ruffled my hair.

"Where are you going now?"

"You take me away."

I didn't know where to go. After thinking about it, I took him back to my grandma's house many years ago.

Zhang Qiushu looked around after getting off the car, "I thought the first stop would be the elementary school."

"My grandmother's house is here, and it's also where I lived before I was three years old." I pointed out the window to him, "but now the house is rented out."

This is an old community, the cement road is broken and potholed, and the soles of shoes are too thin to be too thin.Cars were parked on the square brick floor for people to move around.

I took Zhang Qiushu's arm and said, "Let's go, I'll show you around. It's close to my high school, so I can connect with you."

Half an hour later, Zhang Qiushu realized that he had been duped: "You call a place close to where you can't walk in half an hour?"

I was confident, "It's called within an hour. If you haven't walked in half an hour, it means you are slow and your legs are short. I walked in 25 minutes back then."

"Go to school?"

"No, I lived nearby when I was in high school, and I'll take you there later."

Zhang Qiushu expressed doubts about the "nearby" I said, and I laughed out loud.

Zhang Qiushu asked again: "Then how did you get the record of walking for 25 minutes?"

"Didn't I live near the school at that time? Once my mother and I went to my grandmother's house for dinner, and then my mother's boyfriend went. I was annoyed by that man, so I left first. When I came back from my grandma's house, I had to pass by the school. Going back to my residence is a bit farther than going back to school, and I can get home in 25 minutes.”

Zhang Qiushu grabbed my hand.

I'm night blind, it's good to be able to see the road under the street lights, but I can't see his expression clearly.

"It's okay, I'm not sad."

"I have passed the age of needing warmth from sympathy, and I have long passed the age of needing a mother."

"Later, time proved to me that my mother's boyfriend at that time was a smooth talker who cheated women for a living, and the scene was not very good when the two separated."

Zhang Qiushu said suddenly, "I wish I had known you earlier."

"why?"

"Maybe none of us will become what we were after."

I suddenly felt lighter, "I think the current arrangement is quite good."

I don't think I have any regrets. If it was earlier, we who are not strong enough may not be able to get to where we are today.

Zhang Qiushu thought for a while, "That's right."

88

I told him a lot about my high school career.At that time, I was depressed, and there was no outlet for anxiety and depression. I was so depressed that I couldn’t explain the reason.

But at that time, my father was away from home, and my mother was busy making money and dating. I always felt that I was superfluous in this world, not expected or loved.

Zhang Qiushu listened very carefully, he held my hand firmly and warmly.

"You were the first one to teach me how to love and be loved. Although this realization came too late, I finally caught up."

Zhang Qiushu suddenly stopped and hugged me.

"Didn't you say you're not sad?"

Zhang Qiushu replied aggrievedly: "I'm afraid."

"What are you afraid of?"

"Nearly missed it."

"Is it reasonable for you to have a raised waist?"

Zhang Qiushu turned his head and bit my neck, leaving a watery tooth mark.After biting, I rubbed it with my thumb twice, "Does it hurt?"

"you guess?"

He immediately put on a straight face, with a stern look, "It deserves the pain."

Zhang Qiushu is quite cute when he pretends to be fierce.

89

If he wanted to see where I grew up, he could finish it in three hours.This has to be counted as my intention to take him around.

After all, the city of my hometown is too small.

I pointed him to the rental house I lived in when I was in high school, walked the road I walked after school in junior high school, and visited the community where the primary school was located, although the school has moved now.

His posture of focusing on the key points is as unexpected as ever: "Have you moved often since you were young?"

"Yes."

"Suddenly I don't want to be your neighbor brother when you were young."

I laughed out loud and deliberately teased him: "Why are you so obsessed with the brother next door? Do you have a good brother next door?"

Zhang Qiushu rubbed my hair into a chicken coop, "When I was a child, I wished that there was such a person to protect me. After I met you, I suddenly felt that it would be great if I could protect you."

I rubbed my face against his shoulder, "You have already protected me."

Although I wasn't a kid then.

This guy has a lot of ifs, but I actually didn't think about so many "ifs".

I don’t have any regrets now, I’m doing a job that can’t be seen at the end, I buy vegetables and cook every day, go home and urge Zhang Qiushu to exercise, and when I have time, I will do something that makes both of us happy.Find time to hold a "family gathering" on weekends, and everyone can chat casually.

"I don't try to beautify suffering. I don't feel that the bad things I have experienced are for the sake of sweetness after the bitterness. After the storm, there may not be sunshine and rainbows. What I sharpen may not be a sword or a kitchen knife."

"I just think that there is no need to be sad about those bad things again. After all, I can't take revenge on anyone. I just want to live a good life with you now."

Zhang Qiushu seemed to be blessed suddenly, and sighed, "Fireworks in the world."