That 1 his waist protruded

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When Poe heard about "a newcomer in Zhang Qiushu's company suddenly pursuing him", it was already at the next party.

He seems to be very busy recently, he is doing some part-time job, and after everything came to an end, he immediately asked us to go to his house to play.

When Deng You finished rebroadcasting the fun that Poe missed, Poe laughed enough, and hugged Deng You with a mournful face, "It's too difficult to like straight men."

Deng You patted the child's back comfortingly, "Don't cry, don't cry, why don't I introduce you some bends later? What kind do you like?"

Poe didn't really cry, but cooperating with Deng You lying in his arms, he moaned aggrievedly.

Su Hefeng nestled beside him depressedly, "Why don't you go find your brother."

Poe replied: "My brother can't hug."

Su Hefeng asked, "Why can't it be done?"

Poe replied: "Grandfather vinegar smells too much."

Su Hefeng burst out laughing.

Zhang Qiushu felt proud instead, and raised his chin triumphantly, "Look how sensible he is."

"The most important thing is that I collided with my brother Deng. Sisters are so unscrupulous."

Su Hefeng rubbed his chin, "That's right, after all, Ayu's kind of up and down, he doesn't bump into anyone."

I rubbed my forehead, "Don't target me. Shouldn't the problem now be that our little brother unfortunately fell in love with a straight man?"

Poe nodded.

So the topic was pulled back from the wrong direction.

"My opinion is to stop the loss in time." Zhang Qiushu became serious.

Su Hefeng also agreed, "Bending or something, the risk is relatively high. Even if you are happy for a while, it may end up in vain. Of course, if you want to prostitute him for a chat to comfort him, it is also okay. It is more important to adjust your mentality yourself."

This kind of words is more in line with Su Hefeng's style, and also in line with Deng You's style.He and Deng You are both advocates of properly grasping the "happiness at the moment", and it is good for those who can't ask for it to have a whore.

But my thinking is different.It may be because I read too much philosophy in those years of self-struggle, and my mind was damaged. Many times my thinking is different from others.

"I mean, the most important thing is not whether the other party is straight or curvy, but whether he likes us Poe. Even if he is curvy, there are no obstacles. From the perspective of the group, straight love curvy It’s very desperate. But from a human perspective, it’s just about liking and disliking, not that straight men love all women, and gays love all men.”

They all fell silent.

I took a sip of water and they were still silent.

At this point, I inevitably feel a little guilty, "Am I saying something outrageous?" After all, I know that many times my values ​​​​are different from most people.

Poe shook his head like a rattle, "No no no."

Deng You thought for a while, "I just feel that after you say that, it seems to encourage our children to pursue each other."

"If you can let the other party bend over and confess, it's not a bad idea. After all, doesn't he know that our kid is gay?"

Poe smiled, "That thought was really encouraged."

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I became serious: "This is the most optimistic situation. There are still many not optimistic but more likely. It is rare to like someone, and I support you in fighting for it. But I also advise you to grasp yourself and stop losses in time. When doing about When choosing your own future, don't wrong yourself just to get close to the other party."

Poe nodded, like a schoolboy being lectured by a teacher, "Understood."

His current troubles are like that of a young boy who has just begun to fall in love.But I know that he has gone through many detours, such as being kidnapped by his cousin very early, and then he was too young when he was in the circle.I don't know if he has ever been so green and troubled like a middle school student before, "whether the person I like likes me or not".But such a child is very cute.

I rubbed the child's hair, and the child smiled shyly.He should have eaten well recently, his face has become rounder a lot, and his body doesn't have a skeleton that makes him feel sick just by looking at it.

My optimistic forecast is based on the child's own state.He is indeed getting healthier, brighter and closer to the world, not like when I knew him, he was ready to let go at any time.

Although I said "you can only heal yourself", but no one would want to refuse the hand that stretched out to give them a hand.Since that person was willing to help Poe, he probably didn't want to do anything to hurt Poe.

Zhang Qiushu smiled and shook his head, "Ah Yu still has a kind of stubborn naivety. Fortunately, we are just ordinary people in peaceful times, and this kind of naivety is not a bad thing."

Poe smirked.

I don't have to refute what Zhang Qiushu said.

Deng You quickly rolled his eyes, "Do you dare to say that's not the only way you like him?"

I looked around, "Is it really appropriate for you to say this in front of me like this?"

Zhang Qiushu moved towards me, leaned over and put his arms around my shoulders and pressed him into his arms.

"Innocent innocence is as fragile as bubbles, but unrestrained innocence is different. The good qualities in this world basically look a little silly, even if they are, it doesn't prevent some people from persisting."

I followed Zhang Qiushu's words: "After all, human beings are not all purely egoistic. Most of the time we still have some spiritual pursuits. Don't we all have our own spiritual pursuits, our own code of conduct and moral standards?"

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Poe sat upright as if in class, nodding with a thoughtful expression.

The child is still young, and there are still many things that he can't let go of, and it is precisely because he can't let go, that he never really left this world.Obsession and nostalgia will become part of the desire to survive.

The relapse rate of depression is high.Recurrence with a cause, recurrence without a cause, can vary.

I don't know the death rate, and it's probably hard to count.After all, there is no death report that says depression as the cause of death. Coupled with survivor bias, it will generally give people a "less fatal" feeling.

Poe, or I still remember that his real name is Sun Ruiyi, this kid, he may have decades of future, maybe not so long.But the four of us who have come this far in our own lives hope to give him a hand.

I even hope that he is lucky and can get what he wants.

His history is more complicated than mine, and before I knew him, he had already been brought into the circle to enjoy the pleasure of indulgence.To be honest, at first I was afraid that he would not appreciate my advice on paper.

But at least for now, everything is fine.

"Remember to tell brother if you have anything to do. If you are wronged, unhappy, or in trouble, you can do anything. I will protect you."

Poe laughed, "Brother."

"Ok?"

"I've known you for so long, only this sentence makes it clear that you are from the Northeast."

Zhang Qiushu burst out laughing, "That's not true, my family, Ayu, is a big man in the Northeast."

Deng You raised his forehead, "When you say that, I can easily remember when I first met him more than ten years ago."

My sisters knew me before Zhang Qiushu.

Su Hefeng's curiosity was also aroused, and he asked Deng You, "What was Ayu like back then?"

"Hey, why are you targeting me again?"