That 1 his waist protruded

10

"Small."

I froze for a moment before realizing that Yan Chaoling was calling me. "Um?"

"Where have you been, all day?"

I laughed, "Going to a friend's house."

My brother called me over, we played together for a day, ate hot pot and chatted.Also met a new friend, or brother?I am the youngest after all.

Brother Deng and Brother Su are both very good people.I've heard of them before, Brother Deng is a celebrity in the gay circle who is active in the fashion circle, and Brother Su is famous as the number one in popularity.

Brother Deng drove me back at night.Foreign vehicles are not allowed to enter the school gate at night, so he even got off the car to take me downstairs.In his words, "a sister's brother is my brother".

Yan Chaoling looked at me worriedly: "How are you doing today?"

I nodded, "Great."

"That's good."

I turned around and went to wash up, and when I came back, Yan Chaoling also went to bed.When I lay down under the quilt, I still had a thought in my mind: Can all the men in the Northeast know how to cook?

No, no, no, I can't generalize, after all, I only know two.

However, I have initially felt that a Northeast person can be planted in a dormitory in freshman year, and a dormitory can be reaped when graduation.Yan Chaoling brought out the flavor of the Northeast in their speech.

Maybe I have it myself, but didn't notice it.

Soon it was time to turn off the lights, and everyone went to sleep.

I'm still reminiscing about this day, but Yan Chaoling was still awake and turned over several times.

He has been working very hard recently. In order to cope with the fact that I can't eat much at each meal, he suggested to eat less and more meals. As long as there is time, he can cook four to five meals for me a day.

Before I subconsciously felt that this standard has caught up with the care of pregnant women, Yan Chaoling joked: "Then when are you going to give birth?"

I replied, "That's a question, and I'll have to think about it for a while."

Ayu saw me showing a satisfied expression today, I think he felt that I was finally no longer skinny.I was a little out of shape before, but now I think I look better.

However, these are probably not something that a stupid straight man like Yan Chaoling can notice.He probably thinks that I have always had the same good looks. After all, straight men rarely consider other men's good looks, especially when they can't be described as "handsome".

Yan Chaoling turned over again, sat up again after being quiet for less than a minute.

I lay on my side and looked at him: "What's wrong? Still can't sleep?"

Yan Chaoling was taken aback, "You haven't slept yet?"

I replied: "I can't sleep for a while."

"Have you suffered from insomnia again?" Yan Chaoling asked a little worriedly, "Total insomnia is not a solution, you can't always take diazepam."

I smiled and asked him, "Then what do you say?"

The curtains were drawn in the dormitory, only the sensor lights in the corridor turned on from time to time, casting a little light in.Yan Chaoling and I were on the two sides of the wall. He looked at me and didn't answer my question.

It's not really a question, it's just a rhetorical question.

Yan Chaoling heaved a sigh of relief, climbed out of bed and got into the bed on my side.

I was stunned.

"Go to sleep." He said so, lying calmly next to me, and took me into his arms.

Soon, his breathing calmed down, and I couldn't sleep at all.

What can I say?I have to thank the sage time brought by taking the medicine so that I will not be rude to "salute" the man around me.

Half an hour later, Tang Hongxi got out of bed and went to the bathroom.

Wait, he was awake just now?Then my conversation with Yan Chaoling...

11

Tang Hongxi came back soon and went to bed as if nothing had happened.Maybe he didn't notice Yan Chaoling's actions?Of course I think it's more likely that he knows when to shut up.

Thinking wildly, I still fell asleep.Perhaps Yan Chaoling's arms are very suitable for sleeping.

When I was woken up by the alarm clock in the morning, Yan Chaoling and I looked at each other at an ambiguous distance.I was startled, woke up immediately, touched the cell phone next to the pillow and turned off the alarm clock.

Yan Chaoling was still in a daze, and said to me in a sleepy voice, "Morning."

Qian Yi sat up and said "Hey", Tang Hongxi threw a pillow and hit him on the face, "Stop talking nonsense, move faster."

I can now be sure that he knew it last night.

Should I explain to him that I don't have that kind of relationship with Yan Chaoling?Wouldn't this be a little suspicious?

I know straight men are used to same-sex fights and seemingly intimate relationships, but I feel guilty.When I looked over, Tang Hongxi nodded at me, picked up the dental cup and towel and went out.Should I say he understands well or what?

During class, the four of us sat next to each other in a horizontal row. I took out my mobile phone and clicked on Tang Hongxi's profile picture to say something but didn't know how to start.

Yan Chaoling, who was beside him, glanced sideways: "What do you want to do with the third child?"

"Order." I have a good reason, after all, according to the division of labor, it is indeed Tang Hongxi who goes shopping.

Yan Chaoling asked in a low voice, "What do you want to eat?"

"I didn't think so."

Tang Hongxi was sitting on the other side of Yan Chaoling's mausoleum, and could hear the conversation here clearly. At this moment, he turned his head and looked over: "Would you like to go together later? Let's buy whatever we see and want to eat."

"Okay." I immediately agreed.

Yan Chaoling thought for a while and said, "I'm going too?"

Tang Hongxi smiled, "Just wait and be honest, how can there be any reason for the same person to cook and buy vegetables at the same time?"

Yan Chaoling had no choice but to give up.

I watched Tang Hongxi push the glasses, and I remembered the picture of a character wearing glasses in the anime who suddenly flashed a light when he pushed the glasses.

12

I didn't know Tang Hongxi very well, and it was a little awkward to walk together on the way to the vegetable market.

Tang Hongxi spoke first: "My good friend in high school was gay. Later, he was opposed by his family and school because of the exposure of his relationship, so he ran away from home. I never saw him again. And his boyfriend transferred to another school. I don’t know what happened after that.”

I asked, "So you sympathize with me?"

"It's not sympathy or anything, it's just that it shouldn't be like this. Those sorrows that can be felt but can't resist will be remembered, that's all."

He is a smart and sensible person, and I suddenly felt that maybe in his eyes, I was just a poor person who was a little silly.This is different from the friendliness expressed by Yan Chaoling.

"By the way, there are some things I wanted to tell you, but I haven't had a chance to mention them."

"what?"

"For example, when we bought kitchenware before, Yan Chaoling suggested that he pay half of the money himself, and Qian Xiaoyi and I each paid a quarter. Do you like the boss?"

He asked so suddenly that I was at a loss for words.

I admire Yan Chaoling, and I am also moved, but I am not sure if this will become liking or even love.I dare not think too much, dare not expect.

"It's good that you are taken care of by him. He will pay attention to you, watch your habits, take care of you, and form a series of habits around you. This is a good start, and you will have more abundance time and energy to observe him.”

I suddenly didn't want to talk to Tang Hongxi anymore.His words made me still feel a kind of creepy cold in the sun.It's not so much that my mind was pierced, it's better to say that I was exposed to something in my subconscious that I didn't dare to think about deeply, so that those emotions had to come to the surface.

Relying on his height advantage, he patted my head like Yan Chaoling, "It's okay, at least it seems that everything is going in a good direction."