That 1 his waist protruded

45

Yan Chaoling's fever returned the next day.I bought traditional Chinese medicine for clearing heat and detoxifying, and donated antipyretic medicine to him.

Sometimes I doubt whether Ayu is poisonous or not, what he says, but I dare not say.

After Yan Chaoling got a fever, he went back to his own bed and refused to sleep with me. "Don't infect you."

"It's about the quality of sleep." I don't know where the stubbornness came from, and I insisted on sleeping with him, like an awkward child.

This is not like a secret love anymore, I feel that everyone knows that I am Sima Zhaozhi now.But Yan Chaoling's connivance made me want to get close to him even more.

I climbed onto the bed with the quilt in my arms, and he reluctantly accepted my cheating.Nestled in his arms, I was a little dazed.

Do I want to pierce this layer of window paper?

As soon as I thought about it, I was naturally discouraged.I'm afraid that if he doesn't mean it like that, I will be very sad. I'm afraid that he will react too much and end up not even being a friend.I'm afraid it will be embarrassing if I say it...

If I were sixteen or seventeen years old, I might have confessed if I got hotheaded.If I am 24 or [-] years old and can already settle down, maybe I will have confidence.But now I have neither the courage nor the confidence, I have nothing.

Yan Chaoling rubbed my face and asked me, "What's wrong?"

"What's wrong with me?"

"You look sad."

You see, I'm still so immature that I can't even hide my emotions. Sadness is blatantly sad.

"Don't cry." Yan Chaoling said coaxing a child.

I touched my face to confirm, "I'm not crying."

"But you look like you're about to cry." Yan Chaoling pressed my head into his arms, "I just said something wrong. If you're sad, just cry. Just cry."

He patted me on the back, "Cry, I won't watch."

He seemed to be trying to make me cry.I didn't want to cry at first, but for some reason, I suddenly couldn't help it.

I cried and wet the pajamas on his chest, and he rubbed the hair on the back of my head.

Then I fell asleep like that.

46

When I woke up in the morning, I came back to my senses, and then I realized that there is no absolute private space in the dormitory, and my conversation with Yan Chaoling was equivalent to being forced to stuff the other two roommates with a dog-food supper.

But I think they should be able to accommodate me, right?

Maybe the two of them were chatting privately with their mobile phones at that time, crazily complaining about the two of us.

I tried my best to greet them cheekily, and Tang Hongxi asked me, "Where's your kettle?"

"Lost." I just remembered that I had lost my thermos.

Tang Hongxi raised his forehead, "We can lend you all of ours, so you can buy them later. You should study hard in these two days, the final exam is coming soon."

I was very embarrassed, and I always felt that I could detect the hidden meaning from his words: I should review carefully in the past two days, talk about falling in love and spreading dog food, and so on.

I nodded, "Okay, third brother."

Tang Hongxi adjusted his glasses and said nothing.I breathed a sigh of relief as he walked past me.Basically, when he finishes talking, it means that he and Qian Yi have finished talking, and the matter is over.

At first I thought that Tang Hongxi and Qian Yi should be a classic combination of mindless and unhappy, but later I found out that Tang Hongxi may be "unhappy", but Qian Yi is definitely not "brainless".He has his own way - I'm not just talking about learning - he should be a person who has his own views on everything, but he usually doesn't talk about it, like a heartless and delicious person "No brains" soon.

I remember everything he said to me in the corridor after the last exam.He is a person who can endure loneliness and learn to have fun for himself. He didn't please because of being isolated, and he didn't lose confidence because of it.Besides, he is a well-organized and purposeful person.

It's hard.I don't know how he grew up, but I know that very few people can do it. He is simply a "child from other people's family" in the legend.

Even for adults, self-control is not something everyone has.

My roommate is really Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon.

47

Yan Chaoling's cold took a week to recover, and the final exams rushed up intensively.

I don't like final exams, mainly because of the winter break that follows them.And the winter vacation means going back to each house and looking for each mother, so I won't be able to see Yan Chaoling.

But the winter vacation also means that I can work part-time to earn money and attend Ayu's party conveniently.

There are gains and losses.

No matter what I think, the final exam always comes as scheduled.After the last class, everyone packed their suitcases and went home.For example, Qian Yi and Tang Hongxi, both of them are tickets for today, they can pick up their packed boxes and leave after the exam.

Of course, it is the third semester after all, and some people are not so eager to return, such as Yan Chaoling.

"I'm the ticket for the night after tomorrow, am I the only one left till the end?"

Tang Hongxi answered him: "It's easy, you and Xiaoyi can go home for two days." After speaking, he packed his luggage and strode out.

Qian Yi smiled and waved to us, "See you next semester, chat in the group when you are free."

They all left, and the dormitory suddenly became quiet.I looked at Yan Chaoling: "Are you going home with me? My house is closer to the station than the school."

Yan Chaoling nodded solemnly, "You should bring a gift when you are a guest at a friend's house. What should you bring?"

I scratched my face, "Just accompany me to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. I am the only one in my family. Your old man will cook for me for two days. The younger one will be very grateful."

Yan Chaoling burst out laughing, "As for it."

"Pack up your things quickly, let's go, I'll take you back."

Well, rounding up is to catch a coolie and go back to work with me.

Although there is a bit of secret love in the mind, and it seems unscrupulous in the dormitory, but it is much restrained when I get home.

I used to spend my childhood and part of my teenage years in this home.Although I can't talk about a lot of happiness, it can be regarded as the only good memory about home.

I used to live here with my grandparents, and because of this experience, I have a special feeling for this house.Although there are no family members or elders here, I still feel nervous about bringing my sweetheart to meet the parents.

But this kind of idea is all secretly, Yan Chaoling doesn't know, and neither can grandpa and grandma.I don't believe in the idea that there are spirits in the sky, I believe that people die like a lamp goes out.

Yan Chaoling put down the suitcase and looked around, "Shall we clean up first?"

"Is my purpose that obvious?"

Yan Chaoling put down his suitcase and the vegetables he bought, rolled up his sleeves and asked me, "Where's your rag?"

I couldn't laugh or cry, "You entered the role too quickly."

Yan Chaoling replied happily: "It's over."

It's really time to tidy up the house.New Year's Day has passed, and when Yan Chaoling is gone, I will invite Ayu and the others to have a family reunion.I kind of miss them too.