gentle on behalf of

With an unbelievable expression on his face, Wen Shuo subconsciously said, "Is he sick?"

Before he finished speaking, he was glared at by Lu Jingmin next to him.

Zhang Zeshan raised his face and showed a helpless smile at Wen Shuo who was behind the monitor: "That's right, how could a normal person do such a thing?"

Zhang Zeshan said that Zhang Guangrui is a very selfish person, he always only has himself in his eyes.

"My mother is from Beibei, and I met my father through someone's introduction. I have been living here since I got married, and I only go back to my hometown during the New Year and holidays. As far as I can remember, my mother has always brought Let me go back to visit grandma and grandpa, my dad is like a transparent person."

"When I was a child, where was the traffic so convenient? I still got motion sickness, and my mother took me by the hand, and then carried the New Year's goods for my grandma and others, and took the green leather train with big bags and small bags. It took several hours to get there. , not to the village, but to a very small train station in the county."

"At that time, my grandma's family still kept donkeys. My grandpa drove a donkey cart to the train station to pick us up. He brought me a big quilt in case I was cold."

Wen Shuo didn't hear the sound right, and looked up only to find that Zhang Zeshan was wiping his tears with his hands, so he took a piece of paper from the table and threw it to him.

Zhang Zeshan wiped his face, couldn't speak a word, just nodded to Wen Shuo, then calmed down, and then continued: "My grandpa is gone, and now my grandma is left at home. The old lady doesn't like living I feel aggrieved, and I don’t know anyone, so I go with my uncle and the others in winter, and live in the village by myself for the rest of the time.”

"For so many years, my father has not accompanied my mother to go back to my hometown a few times. I can count on one hand in my memory. I didn't think much of it when I was too young. I didn't care about these things at the time. , I know it’s silly to play, what does the matter of adults have to do with me?”

"Later, when I grew up, I saw more and thought more. My aunt and mother both married and came here, but as long as my uncle has time, he will accompany my aunt back to his hometown every year. Not to mention my aunt and uncle, who live in the same neighborhood as us, come to my house to cook a good meal for my grandma on weekends."

"Tell me what is the reason for this? Why can my uncle and uncle do it, but my dad can't? Why is he more expensive than others? Seriously, no matter what my parents think, are they right? I have become accustomed to this kind of life, and I feel that if my dad is not good enough, he is not a qualified husband."

"Yes, he's sick and has trouble moving. But he wasn't born with the disease, was he? He was fine when my mother got married. And every time my mother came back to my grandma's house, all he asked was When did my mother and I come back, and we didn’t say a single word about caring for our hometown. So what is my grandpa and my grandpa to him? Furthermore, what does he think my mother is to him?”

"No matter how I think about it, I'm not worth it for my mother. In her life, people say that a woman's marriage is a second reincarnation. She met my father and gave birth to me, which made her worry... Sometimes I also wonder if I have delayed my mother, if she divorced my father without me, would she be able to live better."

"Don't think about that," said Lu Jingmin who hadn't spoken for a while, "You have time to think about it, why don't you think about how to make her happier."

Zhang Zeshan nodded: "Yes, I know, but sometimes I really can't help it... Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"My mother always hoped that I would get married and have children earlier, but I was actually a little scared, not to say I was scared, I didn't really think about it. I always felt that I was not ready, and I was afraid that I would become the same as me in the future. A monster like dad, that's too scary."

"My dad also fought with me because of this matter, saying that I just don't want him to see my grandson."

"To tell you the truth, I took him to many hospitals for examinations. The doctors told him that his disease was incurable and that he could only be treated conservatively, trying to slow down the progress of the disease. They also told him to move more on his own. Do nothing, otherwise the degeneration will only be faster. But he has to listen! Go home and ask me to buy him a wheelchair and an electric car."

"But can these really be bought for him? If you buy a wheelchair, you don't have to walk on your own. Doesn't it deteriorate faster? His cerebellar calcification directly affects his mobility. The brain can react, but your hands and feet can't keep up. Buy it If something happens to an electric car, it is irresponsible to him and others.”

"And in the doctor's words, the disease just affects mobility, not life expectancy, but he doesn't listen to it, he yells every day that he is dying, and loses his temper at his family."

Zhang Zeshan's words made Wen Shuo feel tired. If this were his father, he might not even want to go home every day.

In this regard, Zhang Zeshan was much better than him. Although his way of handling things was wrong and a bit extreme, at least he didn't choose to escape.

Zhang Zeshan said: "It's impossible for me to leave this family alone just because I got married, but I really don't want to involve an innocent person."

He looked at Lu Jingmin: "Think about it, if you have a daughter, would you be willing to let her marry into such a family?"

Lu Jingmin did have a daughter, a sophomore in high school this year, and Zhang Zeshan's words almost reached his heart, so he could only shake his head and remain silent in the end.

Zhang Zeshan smiled wryly: "That's why I still want a child. Can I change my father? Can't I? I have already suffered from growing up in this kind of family. How can I be willing to let my lover, My child, suffer the same crime as me?"

"Actually, I had a fight with my dad before, but I quarreled without making a move." Zhang Zeshan lowered his eyelids and continued, "It happened that my uncle was at my house that time. After the quarrel, he didn't face the family. My uncle reasoned with me."

"My uncle said, look at your father like this. When your grandfather was alive, he was used to him and spoiled him. Now that he is sick, he has never been wronged, so you shouldn't treat him like that."

"I didn't say anything at the time."

"But I am not convinced. He is my father, and I am not his father. I should be filial to him. I am so old, and I should take care of this family. I don't say anything, but why should I be in this kind of thing? Bearing him and spoiling him? It's because no one taught him a lesson since he was a child, so he can live so selfishly."

"He hasn't suffered any grievances. He has given all the grievances to others! All right, he can do whatever he wants with me, because I am his son. But why does he bully my mother? Why does he scold my grandma every day?"

"I can understand what my uncle means, but I really can't accept it."

He couldn't accept it and chose to resist, but he was the only one who resisted. The whole family lived in the thought of "almost enough", and endured it, until he was sullen in the end.

And what about the instigator?But live a very carefree life!

It took Zhang Zeshan a long time to clean up his emotions, and then he took the initiative to admit his mistake: "But no matter what, I was wrong to do it, and I will accept any punishment from your side."

"It is reasonable to detain you for a few days," Lu Jingmin glanced at him, "but you can realize the seriousness of the problem and know that you are wrong, so I will keep this record here and not give you any other punishment. But You also have to remember, never do the same thing again in the future."

After finishing speaking, he motioned Wen Shuo to print out the recorded transcript for him, and handed it to Zhang Zeshan for him to read, and after confirming that it was correct, he signed and pressed his fingerprints.

Zhang Zeshan did everything according to his words, and when Lu Jingmin and Wen Shuo packed up their things and were about to leave, he asked blankly, "Are you really informal?"

"Hey," Lu Jingmin was so annoyed by him, "Why do you still want to stay here for a few nights? Do you remember what day of the week is tomorrow? Don't go to work? If you are really detained in this situation in your family I lost my job, let your mother support the whole family by herself?"

Of course Zhang Zeshan didn't want to: "But... I don't really want to go home yet."

Lu Jingmin could understand his thoughts, and sighed: "That's fine, you go to the hall outside and find a place to stay by yourself, don't disturb others, and when it's dawn tomorrow, you should do whatever you want. "

Anyway, if he didn't want to go home, he could stay anywhere. After Zhang Zeshan nodded his thanks, he followed the two out of the inquiry room.

Wen Shuo led him to the lobby of the police station, where there were several metal benches for those who came to do business: "The toilet is in the corridor on the left, don't run around, be careful, you will be arrested, you have to stay Once the case is settled, you're game over."

"I don't walk around, I just sit here." Zhang Zeshan nodded, "Thank you, comrade."

"Hey, why not serve the people? I graduated last year. I'm 23 this year. My name is Wen Shuo." Wen Shuo was still a little worried that he couldn't think about it, so he took the initiative to talk, "You don't need to introduce yourself."

Zhang Zeshan couldn't help being amused by what he said: "Yes, that's easy. I'm still two years older than you, but I'm not as old as you."

"That's right, you don't care what we're doing." In fact, Wen Shuo still has a childish temper, but he didn't refute what Zhang Zeshan said, and just followed his words, "It's necessary for the profession!"

The two sat down on the bench and chatted for a while, but they didn't mention Zhang Zeshan's family anymore, and talked about other things for a while.

Wen Shuo deliberately teased him to divert his attention, but Zhang Zeshan didn't know whether he didn't feel it or saw it through and didn't say it, anyway, he was quite cooperative.

At the end of the chat, the two of them even added WeChat to each other—Wen Shuo was afraid that something would happen to him in the future, and he would get into a dead end, so he told Zhang Zeshan that he could chat with him anytime. Although he couldn't help, But being a tree hole is still fine.

After this battle, Zhang Zeshan also developed a good impression of the young policeman in front of him.

In the early morning, Zhang Zeshan's mother came to the police station.

Fearing that she would misunderstand that the police would not tell Zhang Zeshan to leave, Lu Jingmin and Wen Shuo, who had just returned from another trip to the police, also came.

Zhang’s mother looked tired and eager, and she went into the police station and asked Zhang Zeshan to ask him, and she was relieved after making sure that he was fine: “After taking a picture, the doctor said that there was nothing wrong, so he just nestled on the ground for a massage. Take some medicine and you'll be fine in a while."

Zhang Zeshan nodded after listening, and asked again: "Where is my grandma? Is she asleep? Didn't my dad yell at her when I went back?"

"No." Zhang's mother shook her head, "Where is your aunt here? Your dad has a bad temper. How dare he say anything in front of your aunt? The old lady took a rest after eating the longxu noodles that your aunt made for your grandma." I just fell asleep, and I slept pretty well when I came out, and I'm fine."

After making sure that everything is fine at home, Zhang Zeshan finally breathed a sigh of relief, lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Mom, I'm sorry."

Zhang's mother raised her hand and touched the back of her son's head, her eyes and nose were red: "It's okay, it's okay. Hulu Hulu, don't be scared."