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Wen Shuo didn't know when he fell asleep. Anyway, he obviously didn't sleep enough. When Dai Zhenheng called him up for dinner, he was not so clear-headed, and he also had a headache.

Seeing this, Dai Zhenheng thought that he was drinking, so he found him a medicine to understand the alcohol.

Wen Shuo didn't resist, and obediently took the medicine with water.

There was nothing to do on duty at night, Wen Shuo lay on his desk, swiped his cell phone, watched Moments, watched videos for a while, and looked at his watch, not even half an hour had passed.

Bored, he put his phone on the table, Wen Shuo wanted to squint for a while, but he couldn't fall asleep when he closed his eyes, and wanted to represent Zhenheng.

What kind of person is he who can be put in his heart by Brother Zhen?

First of all, he has to be on par with his brother Zhen in all aspects, right?Good-looking, well-educated, gentle and kind...

Wen Shuo sat up slowly, shook his head: "..."

Concentration, concentration, you are thinking about the person Dai Zhenheng likes, not imagining the long-haired female version of Dai Zhenheng-but the long-haired version of Dai Zhenheng seems a bit prettier...

Wen Shuo leaned back on the table again, tilted his head and leaned against the table, his eyes a little out of focus.

How could there be someone in this world who was liked by Dai Zhenheng but didn't respond?Uh, Brother Zhen didn't seem to say that at the time, how did he say it?

Wen Shuo carefully searched the images of that day in his memory, but at that time his attention was on his own thoughts, and he didn't take Dai Zhenheng's words to heart at all.

Memories gradually spread from the party that day, and Dai Zhenheng's figure went from appearing occasionally to occupying most of his memory, and it was only a short period of time.

The pictures related to this person flashed one by one, and Wen Shuo gradually realized that since he met Dai Zhenheng, his world has become different from before.

If you use color to describe it, before meeting Dai Zhenheng, his world was gray and black, not because there was no light, but even if there was light, it couldn't shine into the depths of his heart.

He is like a collector of negative energy, constantly absorbing bad emotions from all directions in work and life, but he can't find a channel to release them.

So the suppressed emotions are like a snowball, expanding while advancing, getting bigger and bigger, ready to push him into the abyss at any time, where he will never be restored.

But everything changed after meeting Dai Zhenheng.

Dai Zhenheng is like a lamp, warm and bright, as they get closer and closer, he breaks through Wen Shuo's psychological defenses little by little, allowing the light to shine again in that gray and dark place.

Now Wen Shuo can no longer recall his state of mind a few months ago, he only vaguely remembers that he was very unhappy for a while.

He is still doing the same job as before, every day, seeing many things that should not happen, witnessing various tragedies that should not be staged, he will still question himself, regret or feel annoyed Why can't I do something for these people to reverse their fate.

But the difference is that these negative emotions will no longer haunt him day and night, and will no longer take away his happiness, making him like a hanged man hanging from a high place, tightly strangled by the hemp rope of life, but Can't make any sound.

It was Dai Zhenheng who pulled him out of the whirlpool.

Wen Shuo moved his hand on the table, bent his fingers, and gently scratched the light gray board with his nails.

The feeling of holding Dai Zhenheng is no longer as clear as before, but he still remembers the feeling in his heart at that moment - he doesn't want to let go of that hand, just like he doesn't want to let go of that person.

So who is it?Who is that person in Dai Zhenheng's heart?Although Dai Zhenheng had told him that it was impossible for them to be together, what if this person turned around and found that Brother Zhen was good or bad?

The more Wen Shuo thought about it, the more uncertain he became, and he panicked, worrying that his position in Dai Zhenheng's heart was at stake.

After thinking about it for a while, Wen Shuo felt that no matter how much he thought about it here, he couldn't solve the problem, so he simply touched his phone and sent a WeChat message to Dai Zhenheng—after all, his brother Zhen told him about this problem in the afternoon, There is no way for two people who have a gap in their hearts to live in harmony for a lifetime!

"Brother, are you asleep?" Wen Shuo remembered to check the time after posting, "Uh, just sleep."

Dai Zhenheng had already lay down and was about to fall asleep, but was awakened by him, a little helpless: "What's wrong? Are you hungry?"

Wen Shuo wanted to make a voice call with him, but he clicked into the interface, and then pressed cancel to log out.

"No, I'm not hungry." Wen Shuo replied, "I'm bored, I want to talk to you for a while."

There was a smile in Dai Zhenheng's voice: "Okay, what are you talking about? Tell me and I'll listen."

Wen Shuo pressed the voice button again, but couldn't speak for a long time. At this moment, he realized that he was actually resisting. He didn't really want to mention the person Dai Zhenheng kept in his heart.

But if he didn't ask, he would feel uneasy again.

Wen Shuo was silent for a moment, then he simply gave up the voice and changed it to text: Brother, if the person you like suddenly finds out that you are good one day and comes back to find you, what will you do?

After sending it out, Wen Shuo glanced at the time, and then again after a while, why does the time seem so long tonight?It's only a few minutes but it feels like years.

Finally, Dai Zhenheng's reply came, also in words, but he avoided answering his question: Why did you ask this suddenly?

Wen Shuo read these words back and forth many times, feeling very dissatisfied, so why can't he give an answer?Why do you mention this person, Dai Zhenheng, always talking about him every time!God bother!

"Hey, am I afraid that this person will suddenly react after more than ten or twenty years!" Wen Shuo returned with resentment, "Brother, when you go to live your happy life, I will be miserable. It is estimated that I will be bald when I am 20 or 50 years old. What will I do if you leave? Who wants me? Then I am at a loss."

Dai Zhenheng didn't know if he could hear his grievances, but said: "What? Is this really planning to spend the rest of my life with brother?"

"My grass!"

Wen Shuo listened to Dai Zhenheng's voice for the first time, but after listening to it, he felt bad, his heart beat violently and his face turned red, even though he knew that there was no one else in the office, he was still too frightened.

Gripping the phone, he looked around again to confirm that no one was getting better.

He lowered the volume and played it again. After listening to it, he cursed softly, "My grass", but his heart was still beating violently. He could even feel the force of his heart hitting his chest continuously.

After being excited for a while, he suddenly realized that Wan Duzi seemed to be excited too early. Dai Zhenheng is a question sentence!It's not really the meaning of spending the rest of your life with him!day!

With a thud, his heart returned to its place, Wen Shuo pouted, and replied, "Yes, yes."

After posting, he added: "It doesn't matter how a lonely person like me lives this life. The problem is you, brother? You have someone in your heart. I'm afraid you won't be able to if I'm settled. What should I do then?"

After speaking, he buckled the phone on the table as if covering his ears and stealing the bell, covered his face with his hands, and his mind went blank.

Wen Shuo made sure that he was not joking with Dai Zhenheng, he was serious.

If he said this sentence at noon, it was mostly a joke, but now his thoughts are more serious than when he went to her home with Jiang Qiqi to meet her parents. He understands what he is talking about and what he is doing, and he really wants to be with her. Dai Zhenheng settled down.

If——if Dai Zhenheng promised him that he would not abandon him no matter whether that person would turn back or not, he would be willing to accompany Dai Zhenheng to take this road to the dark and never regret it.

The phone on the table vibrated twice in succession, but Wen Shuo didn't dare to look at it right away, and took a while to pick up the phone.

It turned out that Dai Zhenheng was very good at playing, and Wen Shuo's WeChat interface showed that Dai Zhenheng had withdrawn a message, followed by an unread voice message.

Wen Shuo: "..." Ahhh, he's so mad!So what does the first clause actually say? !

After being angry for a while, I clicked on the voice, only to hear Dai Zhenheng say a word softly: "Okay."

At that moment, Wen Shuo felt that his hanging heart had finally come to fruition, but he was still not satisfied, fearing that his understanding might be misunderstood: "What's the matter, brother, please make it clear, it's so unclear, I can't take screenshots as evidence .”

Dai Zhenheng's WeChat message quickly came back, it was text: I will spend this life with you.

Wen Shuo looked at this message, smirked for a while, and then said, "All right, since what you said is so sincere, then I'll just trust you!"

That night, neither of them fell asleep.

Where they couldn't see each other, they held their mobile phones in their hands, read the chat records over and over again, and listened to the voice over and over again.

Wen Shuo had already forgotten about Dai Zhenheng's withdrawal of the message, but Dai Zhenheng couldn't forget it himself.

The message he took back was very short, only five words, but very heavy.

He had no way of knowing what kind of psychology Wen Shuo was based on when he said these words to him. He didn't dare to think too well, but he followed his own heart and gave the answer.

Before being able to spend this life with the other party, having Wen Shuo's feelings seemed to be insignificant, so he quickly withdrew the heartfelt words that had been sent out.

Wait a little longer... If Wen Shuo is just on a whim, don't scare him away at this time, if not, then he will always have a chance to say this sentence to him again.

Wen Shuo didn't sleep all night, but he was still in good spirits. After handing over shifts with his colleagues, he was ready to go home—of course he went back to Dai Zhenheng's house. Recently, whenever he is off night shift, he usually goes back to Dai Zhenheng first. While eating to make up for sleep, I went back to my home in the afternoon.

When he came out of the office, he bumped into Zhang Meng, the female colleague in charge of household registration. The two of them said hello and Wen Shuo was about to leave, but the little girl dragged her to say a few words.

Zhang Meng first asked him a few work-related questions, Wen Shuo knew everything, and then talked about other things after finishing the business.

"Where did you go to play, so happy?" Zhang Meng couldn't help but wondered when he saw that although he had dark circles under his eyes, he was full of energy, "Didn't sleep all night?"

"Go back to my brother's place to catch up on sleep." Wen Shuo didn't have a heart, and said honestly, "I'm on the night shift if I want to go out and play, I'll sleep enough when I go back."

Zhang Meng also knew this brother Wen Shuo, and he had eaten delicious food with him a few times: "Ah, the handsome guy who always comes to deliver meals to you?"

Wen Shuo suddenly became vigilant, narrowed his tiger eyes slightly, and looked at the colleague in front of him scrutinizingly: "You... don't tell me you've taken a fancy to my brother!"

"..." Zhang Meng blushed, "I hate you!" She turned her face and ran away.

This time Wen Shuo became even more certain. Isn't this liking Dai Zhenheng?He blushed and ran away, and said he hated it!No, no, no, I can't let Brother Zhen come to deliver meals in the future, why is the police station so dangerous!