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On the one hand, Zhang Zeshan felt a little uncomfortable, and on the other hand, he was afraid that he had misunderstood something, so he prayed that there was nothing between Wen Shuo and his brother, and observed for a while.

As a result, foreign gods don't care about domestic affairs, and praying is useless. They knew they should go to worship Buddha.

In addition, it became more and more difficult for Wen Shuo to make an appointment—it wasn't that he refused directly, but he no longer agreed as happily as he did at the beginning, and Zhang Zeshan would always wait a long time before agreeing.

This caused Zhang Zeshan's mood to enter a new trough.

In fact, Zhang Zeshan also knew that he and Wen Shuo had nothing to do. It wasn't that he didn't dare to come out to his family, nor was he afraid of being opposed by others. how is it?Let him suffer with himself in this house?

To be honest, even if Wen Shuo was willing, he would not be willing.

But I think so, but my heart is always uneasy.

Entering December, Wen Shuo began to use excuses to reject Zhang Zeshan's invitations nine out of ten times. No matter how hard he tried, it was useless. He was busy when asked, and he hesitated when asked what he was busy with.

Zhang Zeshan knew in his heart that Wen Shuo was probably with his brother and didn't want to come out to see him.

He didn't have any bad feelings towards Dai Zhenheng, but he always felt that they were not the same kind of people, and he didn't know what this person liked about Wen Shuo.

And after reflecting on his own situation, he would naturally compare Dai Zhenheng's performance in these aspects with himself, and of course he lost in a complete mess.

When Wen Shuo was with him, he often mentioned Dai Zhenheng. He would mention something when he ate something, saying that this one was not as delicious as Dai Zhenheng's, or that it tasted good. Next time, he will bring Dai Zhenheng over to taste it. He learns; or when talking about something, he mentions what his brother Zhen once said.

Dai Zhenheng's influence on Wen Shuo ranges from how he behaves in the world and his understanding of the world, down to basic necessities of life, so that others can feel the charm of this person's personality from getting along with Wen Shuo.

Finally one day, after Wen Shuodi lamented countless times that a certain dish on the table was not as delicious as Dai Zhenheng's, Zhang Zeshan couldn't help asking: "Are you dating that brother of yours?"

Wen Shuo didn't react at first, looked up at Zhang Zeshan and blinked a few times.

Zhang Zeshan smiled wryly: "The one who picks you up every time I go back."

"Hmm--" Wen Shuo finally understood, his face felt hot, and after a long time, he looked down at his own bowl and said in a low voice, "Yeah, it's not like that."

Seeing this, Zhang Zeshan couldn't help frowning: "What do you mean? Did he bully you? Or did he force you..."

"No, no, how is it possible!" Wen Shuo blushed at what he said, and quickly waved his hands, "Where do you want to go!"

After speaking, his unfocused attention was distracted again, and he stopped eating, and just scratched the table with his fingers.

Zhang Zeshan didn't ask any further questions, just looked at him with a frown.

"My brother, what, he told me that he liked me," Wen Shuo said in a low voice after a while, "And, he even kissed me a few times while I wasn't paying attention."

After speaking, afraid that Zhang Zeshan might misunderstand, he emphasized: "Just, I just kissed my forehead, nothing else!"

Seeing him secretly looking at him, Zhang Zeshan nodded, indicating that he was listening.

Wen Shuo muttered again: "I, I don't hate him kissing me, but I always feel that something is not right."

Zhang Zeshan was even more confused: "What do you mean?"

"Hey, what, before, my brother kept saying that he had a crush on someone for many years, but it was impossible to be together. Then we two, um... I figured out that we only reconnected when we got together this summer , It's only been a few months, how can he change his mind so quickly?"

Wen Shuo said: "I always feel a little awkward, and when I think about it, I feel panicked."

Wen Shuo was silent for a while after speaking, he didn't know what he was thinking, the expression on his face was confused and tangled.

"It's more than that, isn't it?" Zhang Zeshan said, "If it's really about this matter, according to your temperament, you should have asked him directly."

"I'm not sure," Wen Shuo replied with a sigh, "I'm not sure if my liking for him is what he wants."

"I originally regarded him as a buddy, just like the two of us... No, it's better than our relationship, ah, Brother Shan, don't be angry, I'm not saying that our relationship is not good, I just... ..."

Although Zhang Zeshan was sore in his heart, what could he do?He said: "It's okay, just say what you want, I understand what you mean."

Wen Shuo nodded: "I like him, but I can't figure out what kind of like it is. I don't mind if he pulls my arms around my waist and kisses me, but just because I don't mind doesn't mean I love him. That kind of love, right? Sometimes buddies do it as a joke... right?"

Wen Shuo was not sure, so he secretly glanced at Zhang Zeshan while talking, Zhang Zeshan: "...Then I want to do this to you now, are you willing?"

Subconsciously, Wen Shuo backed away for a while, feeling goosebumps were about to rise, and then felt that he had overreacted, so he said "hey" to Zhang Zeshan in embarrassment.

"Look, we are also buddies, why don't you want to?"

Wen Shuo plausibly muttered: "I, I said it all! We are better buddies than you and me!"

Zhang Zeshan: "..."

But since he brought up this topic, there's no reason to let it go for a while - although he really doesn't want to care about it, but with Wen Shuo's appearance, he is afraid that he will suffer in the future.

So I thought about it and asked, "Have you ever had a girlfriend before?"

Wen Shuo nodded, and probably understood what Zhang Zeshan was going to ask: "Yes, but it feels completely different."

Zhang Zeshan: "Why is it different?"

"Uh," Wen Shuo scratched his neck and said with difficulty, "it won't be as comfortable as being with my brother. She, she's not bad, if we didn't break up, we should be together by now. Married... But, but if you want to compare, my brother takes care of me more, not only in daily life, but also psychologically, my ex-girlfriend has her own ideas more."

Wen Shuo thought for a while and then said: "Dear, intimate contact, I won't hold hands with my ex-girlfriend, I won't be as nervous as holding hands with my brother."

"You and your ex-girlfriend just... hold hands?" Zhang Zeshan said, "We're all rushing to get married, so just hold hands? Have you ever done anything else?"

"Kiss me!" Wen Shuo said in self-defeating, "Just once, she kissed me and scared me to death!"

Zhang Zeshan: "Scared you to death??"

"I wasn't mentally prepared! I was shocked and pushed her away. Then she seemed to be a little hurt, so she never took the initiative to kiss me again."

Zhang Zeshan: "...and then? You didn't find a chance to kiss back?"

Wen Shuo asked suspiciously: "Why should I kiss her back? I don't want to kiss her."

He didn't say anything, actually he didn't really want to hold hands, but Jiang Qiqi took the initiative to hold him, and he wouldn't let go.Later, I gradually got used to it, every time Jiang Qiqi would reach out to hold her hand.

But after all, he didn't have that strong desire to hold Jiang Qiqi's hand, and the physical contact with Jiang Qiqi was far less exciting than being touched by Dai Zhenheng inadvertently.

After Zhang Zeshan finished his speech, he finally concluded speechlessly: "Actually, you don't like your ex-girlfriend at all, do you?"

"Like... live?" Wen Shuo was not sure about what he said, "Before we broke up, I really seriously planned to marry her or something."

Zhang Zeshan: "Which of you two chased who?"

"She chased me." Wen Shuo was quite proud when he mentioned this, "We belong to a community, she confessed her love in front of many people, and everyone coaxed me and agreed, otherwise she would be so embarrassed."

"..." Zhang Zeshan no longer knew what to say about him.

But thinking about it, doing so is really in line with Wen Shuo's personality. He is afraid of the girl's embarrassment, so he agrees to date, and after the date, he has to be responsible to her.

But do you really like each other in your heart?He didn't know it himself, maybe he liked it, but this kind of liking was far less than the kind of liking he had for Dai Zhenheng in his heart now.

Zhang Zeshan sighed, and said, "Wen Shuo, don't you not like to hear what brother has to say."

Wen Shuo nodded, put down the bowl and chopsticks with both hands, and sat like a primary school student in training, staring at Zhang Zeshan with round eyes.

"You probably never liked your ex-girlfriend at all."

Wen Shuo looked confused.

Zhang Zeshan said: "Let's put it this way, if you really like someone, you can't help but want to get close to him, and have intimate or even more intimate contact with him. But have you ever had similar thoughts about your ex-girlfriend?" ? No? You don't even want to kiss her."

"Hmm..." Wen Shuo shrank his neck.

"On the contrary, if you don't like someone, you don't care if the other person's heart changes too fast. What does it have to do with you whether he liked someone before?"

Wen Shuo rubbed his knees nervously with both hands, and asked after a while, "Brother, what do you mean is that I like my brother Zhen that way?"

Zhang Zeshan: "Are you asking yourself! Why do you keep asking me? You ask me and I say you like me that way, do you? Why don't you come and give me a kiss!"

"Brother," Wen Shuo raised his hands in surrender, "Hush your voice down, others are watching!"

Zhang Zeshan's emotions were indeed a little out of control. He liked Wen Shuo, but he still had to tell the person he liked here, telling him that he actually had someone else in his heart.

But what if you don't tell him?This person looks very clever, but he doesn't know how to do it, and he will push himself into a dead end.

Seeing that his mood had eased a little, Wen Shuo said cautiously, "Stop kissing, I don't want to kiss you."

Zhang Zeshan: "...don't mention this, okay?"

Wen Shuo obviously teased him on purpose, "Hehe" laughed twice and then said, "Thank you, brother Shan, I will think about it later."

Zhang Zeshan didn't want to argue with him any more, he waved his hand to indicate to follow him, and picked up the wine glass to stuff up the rest of the wine in one gulp.

That night, Zhang Zeshan drank a little too much, and he put on Wen Shuo's shoulder with the help of alcohol.

Dai Zhenheng came to pick him up after receiving Wen Shuo's WeChat message, and saw Zhang Zeshan's head pressed against Wen Shuo's ear from a long distance away, and he didn't know what he was doing.

After walking a few steps, Zhang Zeshan raised his head and greeted him before staggering away on his own.

Wen Shuo poked at the spot like a fool, and was called out several times by Dai Zhenheng before he came back to his senses.

Just now seeing Dai Zhenheng coming, Zhang Zeshan whispered a few words in his ear.

The first sentence is: "Officer Xiao Wen, thank you for this time, I will not ask you out if I have nothing to do in the future. But don't worry, I will be fine and try not to cause you any trouble."

The second sentence is: "Would you like to kiss the mouth? I'm not joking with you. I really want to kiss you."