wildfire in the heart

I thought about many possible signs, but after much deliberation, I finally failed to come up with a definite note. Later, I was so sleepy that I fell asleep.

When I woke up the next day, there was a new message on my phone. I picked it up and saw it was from Youyu: "Zhizhi, have you slept yet?"

I woke up instantly. Last night I was so confused that I forgot to send You Yu a bedtime message. I calculated the time difference. She should have fallen asleep, so I dare not text her back.

After I got up I kept waiting for the time to pass so I could explain it to her when she woke up.I was afraid that I would forget again, so I set two alarm clocks on my mobile phone to remind me to reply to the message every 5 minutes.

When I arrived at the company in the morning, I found that Lou Qin was not on the seat, so I asked Jin Ge: "Where is Lou Qin?"

Jin Ge raised his head from the computer and said, "It seems to have gone to the bathroom."

I went back to my office with an "oh", and after 15 minutes, I guessed that Louqin would be back, so I called out, "Louqin, come in."

It was Jin Ge who came in, and his expression was a bit wrong: "Mr. An, Lou Qin hasn't come back yet, I wonder if something happened."

I also found it strange, so I stood up and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go to the bathroom to have a look."

The public restroom on our floor is at the left turn at the end of the corridor.After I went into the women's toilet, I saw five toilet compartments, four of which were closed, so I tried to shout: "Lou Qin, are you there?"

Hearing my voice, Lou Qin quickly replied: "Mr. An, I'm here."

I asked her, "What's wrong with you?"

There was a trace of pain in Lou Qin's voice: "I have a stomachache. I was getting ready just now, but the pain started again as soon as I stood up."

"Is it diarrhea?"

"A little bit, but there's still a little bit of blood." Lou Qin's voice sounded worried.

"Lou Qin, don't be afraid, you come out first, I'll take you to the hospital, see the doctor and feel at ease." I said outside her toilet door.

At this time, a middle-aged woman in another grid said: "Yes, girl, go to the hospital and have a look and feel relieved."

"Okay." Then I heard the sound of Lou Qin getting up to flush the toilet. When she opened the door, I saw her pale face, with her hands on her waist, her expression a little painful.

I hurried up to help her, and she gave me part of the weight of her body. At this time, she didn't care about the relationship with me, and only relied on and trusted me wholeheartedly.I understand her nervousness. After all, she is a mother for the first time. She doesn't understand many things, so she will inevitably feel a little bit at a loss.

After washing her hands, I helped her back to the office to pack her things. Jin Ge saw us coming back, and hurried to Lou Qin's side to wander around in a hurry, chasing and asking what's wrong.

I briefly explained to him, and he quickly said, "I'll go with you."

Lou Qin endured the discomfort and said, "You go too, who is in charge of the office? It's fine if Mr. An goes, it's more convenient for women."

Jin Ge was a little disappointed, but the office really cannot do without people.

I asked Lou Qin: "Do you want to notify your boyfriend?"

Lou Qin shook her head slightly: "No, so as not to affect his work, and I don't want him to worry."

Lou Qin is such a considerate person who always thinks of others and always likes to give and sacrifice.

"Oh, that's right," I suddenly remembered, "You said you would get the marriage certificate in a couple of months, did you get it?"

"Not yet, it should be next month." Lou Qin probably had a stomachache again, so she snorted.

I didn't dare to delay, so I helped her carry her small bag and helped her walk to the elevator.Going down to the underground parking garage, I first helped her into the back seat and settled down, then trotted to the front driver's seat, got in and started the car.

While talking to her on the way to comfort her, I rushed to the hospital as fast as I could.

After finally arriving at the hospital parking lot and parking the car, we had to walk all the way to the obstetrics and gynecology department.The obstetrics and gynecology department is located in the building near the hospital. There was already a long queue when I entered the building. It was an unprecedented event. I found the nurse at the front desk and tried to explain Lou Qin’s situation as seriously as possible. She quickly arranged for us. One number, so we didn't have to wait too long to go in and see the specialist doctor.

I followed in and held Lou Qin's hand tightly. The experienced doctor sized her up and asked some questions. After hearing her symptoms, her expression didn't change much.The doctor prescribed some medicines for Lou Qin, and issued a vacation form, asking her to go back and rest for a week, so as not to have too much mental pressure or work too hard.

Lou Qin listened carefully to the old doctor's words and nodded frequently. Standing by the side, I understood the general idea, that is, Lou Qin may not be in a good state recently.

Thinking that when I was not in China, she was in charge of many affairs, large and small, and sometimes because of jet lag, she would accommodate me and stay up late on the phone, and so on, which filled me with guilt.I really shouldn't rely on myself as the boss and leave everything to my subordinates, let alone a subordinate who is giving birth to a small life.

I helped Lou Qin thank the doctor and walked out slowly. I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry, Lou Qin, I shouldn't make you so tired."

"Where?" Although Lou Qin is weak, she is still very tenacious, "It is my duty to do a good job. Mr. An, don't worry, I will only rest for one day, not a week. I will go back and lie down today. I can go back to work as usual tomorrow.”

"No," I said in an extremely firm tone, "the doctor told you to rest for a week, and you can rest for a week. There is no room for bargaining. If you are really disobedient, I will..., you are welcome." Of course, I couldn't say anything. If I fired you, I never thought of firing her.

Lou Qin stopped arguing with me. I guess what she meant was that she would go home and rest first, and then look at the specific situation. If nothing happened, she would come back early. She knew that it would not be too big to break up with me now. significance.

I, Tchaikov driver, took her home safely. I first helped her to lie down, then went to her kitchen to cook some porridge with the rice cooker, and told her to get up to eat after resting. She nodded feebly in agreement.Seeing her slowly calm down, I left her house and drove back to the office.

After returning to the office, I decided to finish all the work I could do quickly, so as to reduce Lou Qin's burden as much as possible.

After I told Lou Qin that I had to deal with the work that I had to do today, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. When I checked the time again, it was already 02:30 in the afternoon. I felt a little hungry, so I picked up my phone and opened the takeaway software to prepare Order something to eat.

At this moment, I suddenly remembered that I had set two alarm clocks to send messages to You Yu, and I missed both alarm clocks perfectly in my haste, so I quickly clicked on You Yu’s WeChat avatar, and hurriedly apologized: " I'm sorry, You Yu, something happened to the company today, so I didn't have time to send you a message."

Youyu didn't reply to the message, so I quickly checked her class schedule, she should have no class this morning.

Oops, is she mad at me, I'm starting to feel uneasy.

There was a drumbeat in my heart, and I started to scare myself, she would never ignore me again, the emperor is far away today, what should I do?

So I kept sending her messages: "You Yu, don't be angry with me, I was wrong."

"Youyu, where are you, why didn't you reply to my message?"

"Youyu, please reply to my message, I'm so sad."

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I didn't even have any thoughts about eating, and until I got off work in the afternoon, I was struggling with the dialog box of Youyu in my WeChat.

When it was time to get off work, Jin Ge came to greet me and left.

I was alone in the empty company, the sky was getting dark, I forgot to turn on the lights, I completely relied on the lights of the road to illuminate me, I didn’t feel lost, I couldn’t wait for You Yu’s reply, I got up and walked around Momentum is gone.

Ding dong, my message notification tone finally rang.

I hurriedly picked it up to look, it was Shu Ci.

I was disappointed in my heart, but my attention was still slightly diverted.

Shu Ci asked me: "Are you in China? Why is it that the dragon has been in a hurry lately?"

"Yes." I replied briefly.

Shu Ci is indeed the roundworm in my stomach. After reading my reply, she immediately understood my emotions and said to me: "Are you sick again?"

"Hmm." I didn't bother to argue.

I thought Shu Ci would comfort me, but who knew she would ignore me anymore, it seemed that she was impatient and in the mood to take care of my emotions today, so she suddenly disappeared from our conversation.

To be honest, I felt more at ease when she didn't reply, and I didn't have the energy to explain so much to her.

Forget it, it was probably Youyu's lunch time, I couldn't bear it anymore and called a phone call, the other side rang many times but no one answered, I was about to hang up.

"Hey, Zhizhi." It was Youyu's voice.

My heart, which was still falling off the cliff just now, picked up quickly at this moment. I listened to You Yu's voice, and I couldn't hear any signs of anger in her voice. I felt a little more at ease, and I quickly called her: "You Yu, You Yu Yu, don't be angry with me."

"I'm not angry with you." You Yu said.

I cried with joy: "That's great, it's fine if you don't get angry."

I found out later that she was indeed angry, but she is the kind of person who pays attention to hiding her emotions, so I didn't hear it at the time.

I always wish her wishful thinking, so many times I can't feel her true emotions. It wasn't until she couldn't bear it that I realized that she had been tolerating me.

You Yu was holding a breath in her heart, but she never showed it, she was neither cold nor warm to me.But she still gave me a reason for not replying to my message in time, that is, she was holding a study group meeting, and she formed a three-person study group with a girl from country E and a girl from country M, and she will have class the next day report, so the phone is on silent.

She stepped down for me, and I followed suit, and then I chatted with her very reassuringly for a while, and she chatted with me calmly.

Afterwards, she said that it was time to do some preparations for class, and I hung up the phone unsatisfied.

I didn't eat lunch or dinner, and my brain finally woke up from the drowsiness. It gave me a clear command: I'm hungry, go eat.

I thought about where to go for dinner at this time, but I had no idea after much deliberation, so I went home and ordered cold noodles and scrambled eggs with green peppers.

After setting up the dinner and taking a can of soda, I sat down at the dining table, remembering the joy of eating with You Yu, I suddenly felt that the dinner alone was a bit bleak, I ate dinner lifelessly, thinking, I have to Overtime a few more shifts, and try to get everything in order before Lou Qin returns to work next week, so that I can go back to country L to see You Yu as soon as possible.

After experiencing this little information turmoil, I developed a memory and started sending messages to Youyu from time to time, regardless of whether she would reply or not.

"What are you doing now?"

"How's the report going?"

"Miss you."

Youyu didn't reply to every piece of my information, sometimes she replied briefly, sometimes she replied a bit longer, but I could feel her attitude towards me slowly warmed up again, Youyu is so easy to coax, as long as you Give her some attention and she'll lean towards me and return my affection.

Although my brain is occasionally short-circuited, occasionally a little selfish, and intermittently slow, I really care about her emotions, her responses, and how much she likes me. She knows this, so she can always tolerate me like this. inadequacies and inadvertent mistakes.

I often wonder why You Yu seldom makes mistakes, and how she does it.

She really confuses me sometimes, but I have the patience to wait for the answer because time will tell.